#ghazal and chaos core

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Alright, folks!!! Here's a Get to know me/My blog post...

୨⎯ "Introduction Post"⎯ ୧

You can call me Ghazal ( or a disaster upto you)

As for age I am old enough to have a tombstone named after me (totally way too old)

Why I am here? For fun and talk about whatever shit goes in this little head of mine

I am made for Art,Flowers and Adventure..

Soo I am always....

As for tags:> yeah! I made some this time..

#ghazal core : is all about my core

#ghazal being a chaos: Me being Fun and crazy

#ghazal talks : about the shit that goes in my mind/ totally yapping

#shayar and ghazal core : is me being delusional about a man that don't exist and my expectations towards him

#not a shayari not a ghazal: I don't write totally and I can't write .. but these are something that somehow goes around my little head expressed in way of writing

#ghazal's playlist : songs from my playlist... Songs that are closed to my heart and keep me sane...

#ghazal thoughts: thoughts of me about something?? Or life?? I dunno that's me being serious..

#ghazal and chaos core : is about the person who dragged me onto this app... Love of my life ... My bestfriend♡

#ghazal clicks: is me trying to capture moments or beauty around me not a professional don't expect much enjoy

#ghazal's art : Drawing is sukoon to chaos in my mind I usually draw to calm out that strom, not best at it still learning...

In short just wanna

That's it from my side ;) Ciao~

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Let me raise a Toast to L'amour de ma vie (The love of my life) [my bitch is obsessed with these,nowadays so yeah]

@chaosmakethemuse ~ My wifey~ My love~ My home~ My better half~

Why-? Cause why not? I just love her soo damn much...

Like it's tough seeing a 2020-2021-2022-2023-2024 version of a person and still choosing them for 2025

Bitch has seen me fall down in 2020 and have been picking me up since then..

I never knew one day, one person will become as important as breathing to me...

And I kid you not I have never felt the kind of friendship she has been giving to me since past years...

I have never seen a person pick a call at 6 in the morning just because I don't have enough courage to face things...

I have never been with a person who keep their problem aside just to listen mine (we might don't find out a solution cz it's us)...

I have never seen a person this calm with me when I try to push them away...

She promised she would stay and she has been doing that part very well regardless of how absent I am sometimes...

Bestied so hard bitch knows everything about my family tea and vice versa... we both hate my aunt and her aunt .... Even my dadi knows her name 💕🧿

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

You know what's so special about today????

It's My

Sooooooo...........

HAPPYYYYY BIRRTTHHDDAY JAANNNNNNNN 🩷

I don't know how a woman can make life soo special just by being in it ....

I love Tumblr kyuki i can write soo much and hellll yeahhhhh I love you sooo dayummmm mucchhhhhhh toooooooo 😭🤌🏻 I wanna write a book on you too but we both know it won't get sold soo yeahh let's stick to post baby 🐤🥰

Like piche mud kr dekho tho it feels like yesterday when you texted me some random afternoon about "aapko chem ka ch-1 aata hai? Plz merko voice notes me smjhta do" and I was like "kaisi chutiha ladki hai stranger se voice Notes maang Rahi hai" and look at us now .... Diin me 1000000000000 voice notes bhejte hai ek dusre ko 😭🤌🏻

It's been 5 years of our friendship and being honest dosti ka mtlb sirf tune sikhaya hai... I really don't know how can someone be like you... Bhaiii mazak se htt kr... Aajtak aisa insaan nahi dekha jo gussa na kare .... Jo merse laade nahi... Mere pain ko mujhse validate kare ki "you're a human too,you can feel things too" Or jo mujhe bojh na smjhe...

Or tuti dostiyan don't hurt as much as they did before you... Kyuki yrr mujhe pta hai duniya mere against jaa skti hai tu nahi.... Me galat bhi houngi,you will side up with me (badme bhale he 2 hrs ka lec mile how I was wrong) ....

For my whole life people made me feel like I don't matter in their lives as much as they do in my life .. but telling you all the tea from khandan ke mamle se leke mere Zindagi ke saare "L" tk I don't regret anything love.... Neither you nor our friendship.... And nothing in this world can make me hate you ... No offense but bhagwan ji bhi nahi...

I lufff you wiifeeyyyyy so damn much that there's no measure for it...❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Lastly @ahhhidkwdym "यारा तेरी यारी को मैंने तो खुदा माना"

मेरे दिल की यह दुआ है

कभी दूर तू न जाए

तेरे बिना हो जीना

वह दिन कभी न आये

तेरे संग जीना यहाँ

तेरे संग मर जाना

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

You're in competition of being a cringe couple but your competition is me and @chaosmakethemuse

(we won🎀🩷 in life)

10 rupaye ki pepsi meri baandi sexxcyyy😭💪🏻

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Snap memories showing me Last year today I was enjoying my life with @ahhhidkwdym

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Itna jaadoo harry potter ki 7 kittabon me nhi jitna aapki in aankho me hai💗👀

kharab hai meri ankhe jaaduu nahi neend hai unme 7 din ki ..

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Jo bhi kaho bestfriend ko kilsane me mza aata hai 😭🤙🏻

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

When I am crying in front of my bestfriend and she hit me with 'Tell me whom do I need to kill.. just a word baby'

(I won at life)

@chaosmakethemuse bestfriend × lottery ✓

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Me and @chaosmakethemuse did her assignment in 1 hour 30 mins

Assignment was done in first 5 mins

Other 1 hour 25 mins was spent on ~me roasting her and her giving me all the tea 😋

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

What’s the point of us being friends if we’re not sitting on the ground, breaking into the Chaiyya Chaiyya hook step like we own the moment and no one’s watching?

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Tell me you're into girls without telling me you're into girls

@ahhhidkwdym core🧸💕

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Buying book for @ahhhidkwdym everytime I pass by any book stall, is my way of saying even if I am out with my friends,"I am always thinking about you".🎀✨

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Aaahhhhhh @ahhhidkwdym is such a boyfriend material 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Except she lacks one thing and that single thing changes everything for me 😭😭😭😭

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Why I am hyper active?

Cause @ahhhidkwdym is hyper inactive in my life 😔☝🏻

I gotta overshare somewhere So it is what it is

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Pta nahi logon ko meri advice kyu nhi psnd

Advice i give

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Went to sleep early and didn't notify my bestfriend with abondment issues ...

Woke up as a person who doesn't love her, is cheating on her, made new friends and hanging out with them during midnight with net off 🙃👍🏻

Got replaced by Meta AI though ... Bro kept her company in my chat 🙂👍🏻