#gotta focus... gotta lock in.........
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oh my god. i might actually finish making a cosplay
#FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS..........#just put on the main pieces cos. i was scared id have all the pieces but not be able#to put them on. BUT I COULD!!!!!!!! OOFHFHHDHB#now its just smaller pieces and accessories. and styling the wig#a photo finish.............#now im concerned a bit about moving around and getting the pieces on lmao#the cloak in particular will get in the way i feel like#to be clear i mean the first cosplay ive finished That i actually made entirely by myself#ohh i need to watch the fucking hubris. i just thought 'hmm what if i printed some oc cards'#I WISH.... BUT THERES NO TIME#gotta focus... gotta lock in.........
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Was thinking to wait till next month to post the next Endless Abyss update, but maybe I’ll just do it tomorrow lol
#and after that I’ll focus on Locked & Loaded#and than sword spirit au#I gotta find the prime fanfic rotation
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how's cole's poster going? i haven't see you draw him recently, so i'm pretty excited to see how you design him (^.^)
I think I posted a sketch not long ago on twitter, I had do re-do all of the designs because I really didn't like how the hair was at first, and took me a while to get it where I wanted. Right now I'm stuck on the Possesion - Day of the Departed era, because I really want that part in specific to look good since it's a character development for him. I'm ngl it's really hard to get on the mindset of drawing these lol, probably will get to it next weekend because of Brazilian Carnaval lasts 5 days, so I can work on it without issue, I think that's what I did last year too.
#ask#I KNOW ITS TAKING FOREVER#cries#I keep getting distracted#no fr I'll get done with my university work and focus on this during carnaval#I gotta lock in fr#estimate either next month or start of april#The og 4 have SO many different clothes man#god know what I'll do once I get to Jay#I'm also concern on how Krita will handle the file#since paint tool sai I remember that at some point the thing would start tweaking out lol#also it's really funny on how for each of them I had to like resize because the original was heavy#in tumblr and even twitter#I think only reddit has the full res one#I forgot rather they had a limit of mb#did you know tumblr mb limit is only 40mb? I certainly do
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I took a Screenwriting class to help develop my ideas...
Then I just...started building a new idea for the class -_-
I am the most scattered person. Gotta learn to focus on one thing -
Also my fellow students talking about their interesting ideas like "I'm writing a screenplay about a surgeon with anger issues" or "a filmmaker trying to impress his father by making an award winning film" and I'm over here like
"My feral nonbinary guy wants to fight god and actually gets a chance"
How in the world am I supposed to converse with other writers I feel so outta place -_-
#high five is the only one moving ahead currently because its so simple and KMODO is so on top of it#i start too big and shoot myself in the foot#although this class is helping me understand Writing as a science SO WELL#personal#so excited to focus on making original stiff#but good lord i gotta lock in
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had these visions like a modern day joan of arc and i just had to get them out of my brain and post them here -- they're a little rough but enjoy this sneak peek of my vi spider-verse au and HAPPY LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK ❤️🧡🤍🩷



#spider-verse au is still happening i PROMISE!!!#i am still going to be very much Not Here#at least for the next little while since i gotta stay locked in and focus on my thesis#but i hope u are all doing well <33#saf speaks#spider vi#vi x reader#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#spiderverse
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I was listening to the GTN audiobook and I was at the bit from chapter 21 where Camilla mentions that soul siphoning normally causes brain damage, and that Colum probably does have brain damage:


And now I can't stop thinking about Augustine basically calling Cristabel an idiot in chapter 17 of HTN

Was it just the siphoning??
#i gotta focus. i'm shifting in tlt mode#me 2 weeks ago: rereading tlt would fix me. me now that i've listened to the gtn audiobook + placed a hold on gtn at the library:#i am once again rotating cristabel and mercymorn in my mind#anyway. maybe this was already super obvious. maybe this has been noticed before. idk#tlt#the locked tomb#gtn#gideon the ninth#htn#harrow the ninth#cristabel oct#camilla hect#gideon nav#augustine the first#not to spam these character tags but since they're the characters from the quotes#alectopause#i guess djfkdjdh#i feel like i can't 100% pay attention with an audiobook but i picked up on some tiny details i'll have to overthink once#i rereread gtn weeeer
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One more for the road
#my art#fan art#a field in england#i have to lock in on writing projects now so no more afie for a bit#but im sure ill draw him more eventually#i still want to make a chibi of him so i can have stickers#but i really... really gotta focus on deadlines lmao#also loved the excuse to use my cool textures ive been collecting :3#whitehead#reece shearsmith#ben wheatley#afie
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Unfortunately gonna have to postpone my two remaining artworks for obitine week to next week since I got a deadline coming up 😭
But I can't WAIT to read & see what everyone else will be posting <3
#my wips are screaming at me from my ipad#but I gotta lock in and FOCUS on this deadline#pray for me#fml#obitine#obitine week 2025
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not really responding to all my dms atm, will lyk when that changes. got a looooot going on and my stupid little puppy brain can only take so much. again, will lyk when i'm fully back, i promise i'm not being mean!
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I WAS ONLY INACTIVE FOR FOUR DAY WH—WHAT HAPPENED?? 😭
I know for a fact I’m not popping off in popularity so someone help spill the beans (I’m not used to getting jumpscared by big number jksjsksp). Oh wonderful Tumblr peeps how I missed you :3
#damn now I gotta spend the rest of the day sorting through things#I know for a fact there’s some mentions or @‘s in here and I feel bad for not being on top of em#but such is life and thankfully it’s never too late to respond :P#I did enjoy my little four day absence to focus solely on animating teehee#had to lock in because the weekends feel like they slip away so quickly….where all my free time go I miss it :(#also missed seeing Puzzle art on here. I always need to gaze upon mutual posts and stalk pretty artworks 👁👁#back to the chronically online grind babyyyy /j#update
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sigh i am SO back in this fandom
im actually gonna foam at the mouth i need to write a fic about miranda, roland, cedric, and baileywick learning about sofia being a protector in the finale bc there is SO MUCH potential there and im gonna crash out that there arent any fics about this that i can find. so anyways i have like 22 days until school break is over i need to LOCK IN.
#sofia the fandom#sofia the first#stf#cedfia dni#so many fics are written js bc the authors cant find what they want#i gotta lock in before i lose motivation and focus mostly on school#will be writing as we speak#please tell me someone else has wondered how that talk went down
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sang-woo n gi-hun are invading my brain rn which i normally welcome with open arms but the issue is that im currently trying to work on something for another character that doesnt involve either of them
#LEAVE ME ALONEEE LET ME GET MY OTHER SHIT DONE#i legit cannot control what characters are in my brain sometimes#they come and go as they please#im trying so hard to focus on in-ho rn cuz im working on some in-ho centric stuff#and these two. these two wont leave me alone#if ur wondering what it is specifically thats invading my brain#im once again thinking about the s2 gi-hun w/ sang-woo concept#wigging tf out over it rn#im mentally putting sang-woo and gi-hun in the silent hill hotel hallway rn#i gotta lock in for in-ho then i will come back and angst the hell out of those two#this is supposed to be an art blog but i keep buggin yall with text posts sorry i love the sound of my own voice#i like keepin yall posted too#yapping tag#not art
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it is honestly a crime that i have to do my laundry every week for the rest of my life
#what do you MEAN i gotta do this. every goddamn week.#what do you meeeeaaannnnn i am responsible for making sure my clothes are clean#truly doing laundry is the world's worst chore no i will not be accepting comments at this time#mimi talks#u know what i'm just gonna add onto these tags instead of making a new post so i don't bother the three (3) whole people who follow me#but being at home is fucking devastating for my ability to write#i just keep opening and closing and opening tumblr#sTOP it#i just wanna write on my day off!!! why can i only focus enough to write at work!!!!!#cleaned off my desk so it'd stop stressing me out like ah yes this will fix the problem#no. i am the problem. me#i can't believe this but maybe i hunt down that program i used in grad school that locks my entire goddamn computer down#for however long the timer i set lasts#rip to any reference searching but maybe that's what i need#uuuggghhh if american healthcare wasn't such a joke i'd go get my official adhd diagnosis and throw myself into meds#if i wasn't nerfed by my inability to concentrate it'd be over for u clowns
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need a comic book wrapped or something so i can reflect on how obsessive i was
#snap chats#one time i looped Evil by interpol for like four hours straight and i need to see my comic book equivalent to that#'are you thinking about' i am thinking about 309 again sorry but im not sorry im not saying its my favorite issue ever however.#its going to stick with me until my body is rotting in the earth i think#it just has a lot i could want out of a charles-centric issue. at least in regards to his relationships with himself and others#i fear today i was thinking of how he lowkey wished he died in that snowstorm cause i mean 1.) thats a mood 2.) Oh Charles..#//loud sight// id say im gonna smack him but amelia beat me to that 💀#beating on a disabled man is crazy and then you want him to hold you afterwards GIRL .... idc about misunderstanding what is that..#anyways. i wish i were not ill and yet here i am#maybe if i actually focused on the work i gotta do i could finally get to the shit i WANNA do and then ill be free 👁️👄👁️#i already decided to take all of january off from comm stuff so if i just lock in for this week ill be good to be ill#alright bye. maybe if i went to a cafe or somethign i could focus better... <- im not doing that
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Yeah fuck it im taking myself to see conclave again in an hour
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my need to create art is so overwhelming, physically i'm just sitting there or flopping like a tired sack of potatoes but mentally i'm clawing at the walls like a werewolf. "that's a bit dramatic" you'd think, and well, THAT'S BC IT IS!!! it's art after all!!!
it's like my brain is telling me i will explode if i don't draw pictures of my blorbos, its desperate for creative enrichment. but drawing can be such a struggle
#textposting#losing my mindddd i cant do this#and then i try to draw and im doubting if it looks good emough to me or not or if i can draw at all#eughhh aughhh#this week everday i gotta try to just lock in. focus. at least try to draw
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