#heliosxmi

[mixseungwoo]

☯ — i am the view ✗

with the turn of the new year, and the end of his last one, seungwoo is trying to find those things called hobbies. at the very least, he’s trying to find healthier ways to pass his time, without his past self-destructive tendencies. it’s a difficult habit to break, like fighting against his natural inclination, but he always knew it would be a battle to become better, whatever that word means.

hoseok is a healthier pastime-- not in the way most people are for seungwoo, wherein he spends most of his time in bed with them, though seungwoo always expects the potential for that to change. for now, however, hoseok is a friend of a sort, but seungwoo counts anyone that treats him like a human being as a friend-- even those that don’t, now that he thinks about.

uncharacteristically, he stubbornly resisted hoseok’s advances (see: hoseok trying to convince him to learn how to properly dance.) seungwoo, however, would not be himself without eventually caving, and so he does. it brings him here, to a dance studio-- a strange new environment. he can imagine parallels between it and where he trained his wushu in china, though he expects dancing to be less discipline and more freedom. 

he doesn’t really intend to join hoseok in dancing. he just sits up against the wall and watches as hoseok dances instead, and zones out when he doesn’t. the movements are far different than seungwoo is used to, even though he’s a dancer of a sort, too; naturally, they’re less provocative and harder-hitting. it isn’t like seungwoo has never seen someone dance before. it’s just the first time he’s paid so much attention.

he doesn’t realize when hoseok addresses him, but seungwoo looks up at him with a close-lipped smile. hoseok, of course, suggests seungwoo dance too, and he shakes his head. “i’m good. just enjoying the view.”

                                                                                                         ☯ —— @heliosxmi

[magpiemi]

a flicker of hope.

lighting up the dark with @heliosxmi !!

usually, yeji finds peace in the dark. under the night sky, she is just as tiny as the stars from such a distance; so insignificant, so free to do what she wants and needs to without worrying about the consequences. she’ll face the repercussions as and when they come— if they come. everything is quiet at night, in the dark, but right now, all she can hear is pained screams and the ringing in her ears. suffering echoes off what’s left of the walls and bounces around in her head, her neck clicking as she looks in every direction to see what she can do to help. her ankle is swollen but she’s so full of adrenaline that she barely realises until she loses her footing on the rubble, then forgets again until the next time. it hardly matters when there’s people still inside with worse injuries, worse circumstances. if she’s able to, she should help — just like anyone else here with a conscience. 

she finds him inside, and at first, assumes he’s unable to walk. there’s little other reason she can think of in the heat of the moment to stay inside a crumbling building, so when she reaches out to help him up, it’s with a hesitant hand and a soft call of, “excuse me, are you okay?” her heart’s pounding, partly because she doesn’t know how bad his situation is and partly, in turn, because she doesn’t know if she’ll even be able to help, but she’ll try. she’ll always try. “you need to get out; it’s super dangerous staying in here, especially alone! let me help you!” 

[cleoxmi]

yikes;*

@heliosxmi

a small red straw sat between naeun’s painted lips as she finished off the rest of what was in her cup. she was on cup number too many, and was finally ready to stop. it never mattered how drunk the girl was, she could always tell if she was too drunk or not— which is something most people have trouble admitting when under the influence. the twenty-three year old giggled to herself as she realized she had definitely gone way too far that night. “oooh, i’ve done it now.” she mutters to herself in a barely audible mumble. she takes a deep breathe, leaving cash on the bar for her tab before turning and walking away. she had no clue what time it was anymore and could hardly remember which club she had managed to stumble into that night.

she has her days at times. days where her inner demons are too much for her and eventually cause her to explode. crying just wasn’t enough for the girl, on the days she felt lowest she always went out and had a few drinks. she blamed her sperm donor for this bad habit, but at least she didn’t get as aggressive as him when she was intoxicated. still, she occasionally had a little bit too much confidence once that liquor settled in her system. tonight would prove to be one of those instances. but at least she felt good about herself in this state.

naeun made her way through the crowd of sweaty, dancing, drunk people, making sure to avoid touching them as much as she could. something about other people’s sweat freaked her out and this is why she prefers to have her own one man dance concerts in the comfort of her own home. in fact, that thought sounded almost too good to the woman right about now. having a mini karaoke and dance session to let out her aggressions sounded way too phenomenal. naeun pushed the weight of the door open and finally felt like she could breathe as she exited the club. she didn’t realize just how warm it had been inside until the slightly cool night air kissed her cheeks.

the slight breeze felt great to the girl as she walked, head held high and purse clutched to her body. she just started walking in a random direction without thinking first. it was hard to walk in a straight line and she felt super vulnerable, which she hated, but in this state she probably could be considered exactly that. after digging her phone from the small black bag hanging from her shoulder, she pulled up a gps and typed in her home address. she stopped dead in her tracks and laughed out loud to herself. “ssssoo sstupid naeuniee,” she said to herself in a sing-song tone. the woman had been walking in the opposite direction of her condo and continued to giggle as she changed her direction and began once again making her way home. 

soon she found herself a bit paranoid as she noticed a pair of headlights turn onto the road she was walking down. hopefully it was the cops, or some creeper. though she had training to fight off pervs, she wasn’t confident that she would be strong enough in this state. she tried to shrug off her paranoia but it seemed as the car got closer it was also getting slower and the woman did not like that one bit.

she looked up to the sky with a sigh, “what is it noww?”

[circemi]

💭 jealous

Hyuna would never admit it, but the true reason she wants to take her brother down is that she’s jealous that he replaced her as the apple of her father’s eye. Normal families experience this when an only child suddenly gains a sibling. But, everything changes when you’re suddenly cast aside like a rag doll. Her inner 7-year old still wishes he would pay attention to her like he used to, no matter how much she tries to deny it. Gaining control of the company is just an extra prize. 

[magpiemi]

hello!! a little late but I’m now here on yeji for a tracker! I explained briefly on wonwoo why I was gone, but... onto the more important things: tracker and plots! you can check out yeji’s open plots here, and if any take your fancy or you’d like to brainstorm, like this and I’ll jump into your ims! without further ado... ( as always, if you’d like to drop/keep anything, just let me know ♥ )

( 4 ) MY TURN !

a flicker of hope — @heliosxmi​ 

shining stars — @mixvenom​ 

starter — @misanghun​

candy times — @hyunmixmi​ 

( 2 ) TAKE YOUR TIME ! 

little star / retrouvaille — @eriskmi​ 

( 3 ) DROPPED !

fraudulent intent — @jihoonmi​ 

the pain won’t phase me — @jeonggukxmi​ 

little do you know — @lucasmi​ 

[magpiemi]

abbie?? posting a tracker??? it’s more likely than you think! i’m terribly disorganised lately so here’s my desperate attempt at changing that; below the cut is a full tracker! thank you for your endless patience with me ;; 

i’d love to get more threads going on yeji and wonwoo, so here’s a link to yeji’s plots page! i added some new ideas to it, so let me know if you like the look of any of them! and feel free to turn any memes into starters also! ( yes i will also eventually get to my probably year-old memes, i swear )

i hope you’re all doing well, stay safe ♥

( 7 ) MY TURN !

retrouvaille / little star — @eriskmi​ 

fraudulent intent — @jihoonmi​ 

the pain won’t phase me — @jeonggukxmi​ 

a flicker of hope — @heliosxmi​ 

fashion-forward — @clawmi​ 

a helping hand — @noeulmi​ 

( 2 ) TAKE YOUR TIME !

little do you know — @lucasmi​ ( did you want to keep this? ) 

shining stars — @mixvenom​ 

( 4 ) DROPPED, LET’S PLOT SOMETHING NEW !

celebrate / and your bird can sing — @lucasmi​ 

smooth criminal — @weijunxmi​ 

broad daylight — @babyxmi​