#honeycrashed.yap

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just talking to the void here, but..

oh wow i really haven't posted art since 2023 thats crazy... its not like i stopped making art, just lost motivation to finish anything WOW. getting back into undertale rlly brought back my passion to create!! thats years of pent-up wanting to do something creative with these guys but repressing it!!!!

i mean, i even have fic wips in my notes rn!! its nice writing things again, I haven't in a long while. maybe I'll post them for once? :)) Hell I'm even animating at 12fps! the real challenge is if it escapes my wips or not. I'm gonna take it slow though, I don't wanna burn myself out by working on the same thing repeatedly, I know how I am >.> I always need new stuff to work on

life update stuff under cut

genuinely was in a horrible slump, am i still in it? perchance. but undertale really brought me back into wanting to live i guess. a few months ago i replayed and went for a neutral run, yk the usual one most ppl get. anyways they kept saying stuff directed at frisk on how they should keep living their life, and not to give up and it just got to me??? like really badly???? like for the first time in years, i felt an ounce of a bittersweet tears well up in my eyes instead of the same numbness I've been dealing with for so horribly long.

and then I'm reminded, how undertale came out when that small little kid needed it most. i guess i lost it along the way, my memory tends to be..not so good, but this time I'll hold on a little harder.

I'm hoping I really do stay determined and get through this, even if I am still scared about the state of my life right now. Even if it hurts my body to get up, I have to care for it.

I really want to keep creating and seeing what people create. So if I can keep living for longer... that'd be nice

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no fucking way. (I was on my pc and I was trying to make a scollace post on priv and didn't have pics on me)

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sakkautism might come back...help...

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everytime I see a scollace edit I brace myself and embrace the fact that I will be emotionally gutted for the next 3hrs

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told my friends that I was "studying" (I drew scollace), exited vc by saying I was going to draw gay sex (I drew scollace. was it gay sex? perchance.) (I WOKE UP AT 4AM 😭 THEN KEPT WAKING UP EVERY TWO HOURS DRAWING SCOLLACE.....)

I have exams today..it's 12am..using this moment of clarity to snap out of it and get atleast four hours in

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I MISS YOU SENGEN

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energy to actually interact with people now...happy happy !! o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o

god I forgot how much proj/exam week take the life out of me...it's okay tho it's over now I get to rest for a little bit.. n be silly...

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guyz it'll be funny

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WAOWWW IT STARTED DOWNLOADING JUST NOW YAYYY IVE BEEN WAITING FOR MONTHS!!!!!

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my entire dashboard is just that poll and honestly I wouldn't have it any other way

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this booping thing FUCKS!!

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hi ina11 followers waiting for my downfall. it shall begin soon I just rewatched like 7 episodes.

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SAVE ME NEKUYAN!!! prolly posting art soon let's see if I finish it for once T-T

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i love how I give zero fucks whenever other posts of mine gets attention but whenever it's ina11 my heart soars like I truly am still a soccer kid at heart

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hmmm do I redraw my own panel edit...

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it's over I saw my edit on twitter this is like the 3rd time my post has crossplatformed it's time to go private on everything everypony