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No, Billy!
Humanity is NOT ready to hold the Mantle of Responsibility! And it never will be!
Miss me with that god complex bullshit!
It’s tyranny! Or at least an excuse for it!
You’re going to die!!!!!
#dougie rambles#personal stuff#halo lore#deep lore#halo books#literature#forerunner#precursors#mantle of responsibility#tyranny#cautionary tale#missing the point#media illiteracy#many such cases#god complex#microsoft#343 industries#halo studios#bungie#how small you are indeed#greg bear
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do skully have pokemon?
Pumpkaboo is the obvious one, but y'know, sometimes the obvious one is the right one! (we'll say SUPER SIZE Pumpkaboo, just for fun. big pumpkin for big skeleton boy.) and another person actually also suggested Greavard, which I somehow hadn't considered, but feels so perfect that I feel like I should have. dangit.
(they can also have little Nightmare Suit costumes :D)
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(sorry for leaving anon off for a while! i've gotten a rash of spam and i'm gonna wait it out a couple days before turning it back on)#also apologies for the rest of this not really being pokemon related#i don't have anything right now for part 4 of the event so i'm gonna use this space to go off about it#because. oh man.#a sad lack of the scullsman but a FEAST of everyone else#gotta love malleus and leona uniting in the common goal of hunting trey down for trying to game their whiny pettiness#(trey doesn't know what to do with someone he can't easily distract with cake)#also further confirmation that malleus WILL kill a small child and leona WILL point and laugh the whole time#also sebek's plans revolving around what he knows he's good at: screaming extremely loudly and hoisting nerds#and let us not forget what i consider to be the crowning jewel#which is jamil figuring out IMMEDIATELY where scully has taken his prisoners#only for everyone else to just. literally refuse to do anything about it.#jamil just standing there and going 'WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE! WE CAN JUST! GO GET THEM!!!! WHYYY AREN'T WE GOING'#visibly losing his entire mind and it's beautiful#top 10 twst event moments honestly#also some delightful character consistency from jade being all#'actually my dicking around is a sign of my immense trust in your abilities to get things done :)'#'but also consider: there are currently two housewardens chasing a child'#'alternately angrily screaming poetry and begging them not to sue'#'and if you will pardon my city of flowers...there is no fucking way i'm missing that'#lock shock and barrel did not sign up for this. how did these idiots turn out to be somehow weirder than the three of them.#twisted wonderland must be a frightening place indeed
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life is wasted
#psychonauts#caligosto loboto#medical abuse cw#<-yeah i think.That covers it#nightmaretheater#so sorry if you were innocently checking my blog after the crowment and were blasted with this#i was going to do a bit of artistic censoring but.Nahhh#time on canvas : 6 hours#i had to watch some videos of a transorbital lobotomy being preformed for refference 😁#god forbid i had my photos app open and someone looked over my shoulder and saw several screenshots#also Yes thats text from berenice. I cant be stopped#ohhh im so hungry.Chili for dinner……#wait. i forgot my watermark#thats okay. Theyll know its me from the berenice quote /nsrs#also yeah the orbitoclast looks a bit small. its the angle. Trust me. Okay.#I dont know how to paint flowers . I….Kind of my first time.Sooorry#Sorry guys . Had to post Horrifiying Upsetting Art again. Will continue to happen#its kind of funny this barely looks like fanart#good. Cant wait for someone to stumble upon this and freak out when they realize it is indeed fanart#surprised this was. 6 hours? Looks down at my hands… Woah…#reminder: I am drawing on my phone i did not go to art school💞#Okay time to collapse . Im really hungry#sorry . Just had to give my artists commentary
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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I totally get people talking about rottmnt and not being into because of the cartoony madness and exaggeration. I get it, it’s grating for some
But that acceptance goes OUT the window as soon as the same person vehemently swears up and down 2012 is the best tmnt rendition 💀💀
The incest one??? With the horrible writing? THAT one?
#its just a little silly to me#also theyre both the same level of nickelodeon#ppl making it a maturity thing and THATS the reboot they go for… ok#I love 2012 btw#i also hate it#but like I love them in my version where things aren’t messed up#LIKE LEO AND KARAI 💀‼️#it gets a little grating how people who refuse to watch rottmnt will bash it to no end because its easy to jump on the bandwagon#you can have a lower tolerance for cartoons but dont make that your justification when I see your ass watching jhonny bravo BYE 😵💫#also i love ben shwartz dont be mean to him#if you think hes cringe then… yeah youre not totally wrong but he does a good job lmao#sort of#shhhhhh#tmnt#kat talks#favorite does not equal best btw#enjoy your turts reguardless#rottmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#just tired at the INSANEEE bashing with little valitity#we can just. shhhhhhhhh#also idc what anybody says the movie is worth watching 🤘#at least nobody is saying the bayverse is the best rendition#small mercies#leo karai incest arc flashbacks tho like EUUGGHHH#i will acquiesce ppl can complain about rottmnt splinter all they want and you wont hear a peep choices there were indeed made 💀#yeah that is really the unfortunate part dunno how that went wrong there
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Does anyone else automatically size themselves up with people their age and look for ways that you’re inferior to them? Just me? Ok….
#the reasons why I think like this are…complicated#honestly a lot to do with the#adhd struggle bus#surprise surprise the neurodevelopmental condition has overarching and very specific effects on my life and how I interact with the world#of course disclaimer that this weird thing I have is not inherent to adhd#but maybe is a way of thinking I developed in part due to it#this is a me thing if anyone else relates to this fine but you don’t have to#I think thi oversharing series is a way for me to microdose journaling#I try to get into journaling but I have way too many thoughts#it’s all or nothing either I write nothing or I spend 3 hours documenting everything thought I had that week#I think a lot of this has to do with my persistent issues with time management#and I��ve tried to hide this struggle in a lot of ways because ngl it’s embarrassing#to the point where I held myself back from doing certain things I wanted to do because ‘hmm could you handle it though you’re already#struggling to manage in school with the bare minimum. maybe you just suck’#and this is probably because I went to a college prep school so yeah#there were 14 year olds taking multivariable calculus and people with various talents#to say that I was intimidated would be an understatement. it’s strange because while in middle school my self esteem was decent it dropped#in high school like how stock prices dropped in the beginning of Covid#even though I was like an ok kid I somehow convinced myself that I was dumb and inept#all because I struggled with one area in my life#honestly I’m not sure if I can paint a clear picture of this time. for one#memories are complex. but I do remember feeling that way and needing a lot of support to be hyped up#fuck#I’m now remembering how my aunt used to be that person. she was my cheerleader growing up and practically raised me in childhood#she passed away from cancer right when I turned 15#shit I’m crying now#during this time in my life I needed a lot of reassurance since I took any small failure as a sign from the universe that I was indeed inept#it was her and my middle school friend who used to rant to me about dragon ball and pewdiepie that hyped me up#my parents were a mixed bag. unfortunately they too sorta overreacted to things like getting a B in math. they used to make me feel like#uchiha-gaeshi overshares
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Listening to Spare Parts and had to stop and TAKE A SECOND because this Frank character really asked NYSSA who she's ever lost. Nyssa.
Aside from the fact that she's having Adric's death thrown in her face over and over due to the cyberman presence here, SHE LOST HER WHOLE PLANET. Every single person she KNOWS. Her father's FACE WAS STOLEN.
I am Fuming on her behalf what do you know Frank. She is so strong for not responding to that.
#wren rambles#doctor who#classic doctor who#nyssa of traken#tbh this shows WHY shes one of my favourites#because she has lost so much but shes still so kind#she's soaked in the grief of her planet and the trauma of her past but she chooses to smile and carry on#she's got every right to be a grieving wreak but she is SO STRONG#and i aspire to be even a little like her in my small trials#but GOSH#'who have you lost' INDEED#how about EVERYONE#legitmately out of all the doctor who companions shes very probably lost the most#she was the last of her kind before the time war even began#Ugh.#love her SO MUCH i need to rewatch her episodes#spare parts#big finish audios#i want two characters to meet the master again in modern who#jo because i think 75 year old jo getting in his face would be hilarious#and nyssa because she deserves to punch him in the face that ISNT ACTUALLY STOLEN FROM HER FATHER
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sua, hongjoong and yunho dancing to bon voyage on idol radio 🥰
#shrimp gifs#sua#dreamcatcher#hongjoong#yunho#ateez#kpop#sua's an amazing teacher indeed :') she's so cute and full of energy and makes everything seem fun and effortless#love how the two last gifs are almost 2x longer than the previous ones... lol i wanted to make them all ~3 seconds long but the gifs were#surprisingly... small as files? nowhere nearing 10mb. i wonder why#so i went ahead and made the 4th one longer because you simply Can't divide that cute side step into two lol#not pictured: sua praising yunho for his hip work wwwwwww
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it’s not even that I like making characters into furries as much anymore I just don’t care for drawing humans when I can slam down a few simple shapes and boom that’s an animal and it can make expressions . Good enohgh
#Doing the smallest tasks leaves me indeed exhausted I will NOT draw humans#I wanna post my PMV reall real real bad but also I don’t cause#The furry makes it hard to tell what it’s about#Plus my. My. Thoughts are a little hard to read#Yes I KNOW the furry is frowning and posing in sympathetic ways NO it’s not cause he’s a sympathetic victim character#Yes I KNOW this small video doesn’t touch on why he’s a bad person thats what ME TALKING is for#YES I KNOW what nuance is and you can feel bad for him but also I hate him and made this whole story up to show how much I hate him#Ok? Ok. Ughhh throws up
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You're such a good artist and you've convinced me about Baatar being horse-coded. I'm curious what horse!Baatar looks like.
First off thank you so much you're so sweet ;; <3
Second, I'm so glad my horse-coded Baatar propaganda is working, you have no idea how long I've been ready to answer this.
Let us begin with our steed in question: - Lightly smokey copper bay warmblood: [ selle francais x holsteiner ] - Long star on his face and dainty little amounts of pastern white - Roached mane with minimal forelock so he looks like a velociraptor - 100% constantly at the ready to kick someone in the fucking face - Well known for whipping people in the face with his tail He'd absolutely be a sporty warmblood very much crushing the 5 star eventing scene. He's bougie and sensitive and ornery. His best discipline is cross country he's got the speed, stamina, and agility, second is show jumping as he sometimes gets a bit cramped in smaller indoor arenas, and then dressage. He isn't bad at dressage he's just prone to throwing a fit when something upsets him, like he will yank the reins out of your hands if he gets annoyed with your direction or if someone's phone starts ringing he'll stop dead and look around to see who it was so that they'll feel embarrassed lolol. And as good at eventing as he is it takes him like 45 minutes to wake up so if you don't prepare early, you WILL be late.
He's the sort of horse that makes you question who owns who in this situation because if his needs aren't perfectly met he will yell and scream until someone comes to attend to him.
Bonus: Custom embroidered blanket because he will still serve tactical fashion even as a horse and also he hates getting dirty.
#LoK#Legend of Korra#Baatar Jr.#LoK AU#[ hello yes I've been prepared for this for like 3 years#combining two of my fav things: Baatar and Horses#yes he maintains his rank at second in command and is indeed the empire's lead scientist still#I like you could make Baatar a horse in the show and change nothing else and everything would still make sense /j#I almost drew him with his glasses on but wanted to do this more as what if he was a regular horse#but I was joking with a friend about redrawing some LoK screenshots where I just draw Baatar as a horse and everyone else is still human lo#he'd be like Maximus from Tangled he'd still command authority from people and people do have to listen to him#I really wanted to give him cute boots as well but I wanted to get this posted today#also sorry if the text is small and hard to read I can never gauge how much text will stay legible in asks ]#Neon Ocean Art#ask matsu#anonymous
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got to a point in my day to day life where i feel like if i lower all my expectations for everything ever and cut every single hopeful thought i can come up with that will With No Doubt become a whole Thing that turns into Anxiety and Regret and Desperation and finally Shame for Hoping (like. "good things could happen sure. whatever. if they don't it's not like i was expecting anything anyway lol") things would be easier for me. and it's like really sad and depressing to think that and i haven't stopped shaking today and i feel this intense need to start crying but i'm also just like lol whatever!! you know :)
#txt#i think i'm doing fine does it sound like it :)#ugh i just . want my mind to be in silence and let me live my life#i think i should go stand in the shower and cry rn#and i've been explaining to my dad like he read my file and he was like you never said that thougha nd i was like i thought i was just craz#and i just have to explain to him how hard everything is all the time and how it feels like the world is Constantly closing in on me#and like EVERYTHING feels so big all the time i just want things to feel small like can they Not matter#like sure they can matter a little but to me in my brain specifically can they not. so i can go through life without feeling like i'm going#>to faint all the time. but whatever. sorry 4the rant i am INDEED going 2 take the hottest shower i can physically take w/o burning alive#does anyone know if things will be okay tomorrow
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NAMI NEEDS TO GO UP THERE AND FIGHT BIG MOM I AM SO SERIOUS!!! THIS IS A BATTLE FOR THE ROMANCE DOWN TRIO!! SANJI DO NOT DARE TAKE HER SPOT!!!
#big mom just giving birth here on the battlefield.....#do i comment on the incestuous relationship between clouds made of the same soul??? no?? okay...#oh jesus.... goodbye kid and killer.... nami needs to get up there and take control of zeus and i am so serious#HER SKILL IS SO POWERFUL AND SO PERFECT FOR THIS FIGHT AGAINST BIG MOM BUT BECAUSE SHE IS NOT PART OF THE STRONG TRIO SHE GETS STUCK WITH#THE B LIST VILLAINS!!!! LKKE WHY DOES SHE NEED TO FIGHT ULTI?? OKAY THAT WAS MEANINGFUL BUT THAT COULD END THERE!!!!#SANJI GO FIGHT PAGE ONE!!! SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF ULTI AND LET LUFFY ZORO AND NAMI TAKE CARE OF KAIDO AND BIG MOM!!! I AM SERIOUS!!!#big mom is inside the castle.... maybe i will get my wish granted (kinda...)#kid and nami against big mom.... maybe sanji can join... i can see it so clearly.... come on now.....#if namo knew armor haki she would have gone up there and taken zeus and dealt with prometheus and his sister wife. let the others w/ big mom#fucking hawkins... end him killer.... calling him domesticated lmao... end his pathetic ass#using conqueror's haki on the weapons..... also zoro having it too.... the flower petals symbolism..... OHHHHHHHHH#nani indeed...... BREAK THAT MACE!!!! YEAAHHH!!!! law is completely baffled#KAIDO GOT SENT BACK!!!! LETSGOOOOO AND THE OG INTRO MUSIC QUICKS IN!!!! law just saw god again....#he said fuck off i got this.... omg.... he is either gonna nearly die and doesn't want them to follow or doesn't want to worry about them#while he fights and they try to defend him.... no other explaination (apart for 4 the plot reasons)#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1028#luffy king of everything that was such a slay#they changed luffy chiquito's design....#i was gonna say luffy swimming...... but he can't yet akdhajsj#yasopp taking care of everyones children but his own...... i see how it is....#WHY WOULD SHANKS STAY IN GOA IF NOT TO TALK WITH GARP WHO LIVES THERE!!! I AM TELLING YOU SHANKS IS IN KAHOOTS WITH THE MARINES!!!!#i was thinking about shanks scar... and thought it might be from buggy with his three knives in between his fingers you know#but it is too small... like the knives would take more space.... but maybei might be reaching and it is from buggy and not like a little paw#or little hand.... however much distrubing you want to paint it....#shanks is testing little luffy's intelligence... he knows his weak spot already akdhjasj#uta calling herself a diva.... ajshaksn might this be the reason luffy was so inclined to having a musician since the start???#episode 1029#that was like a perfectly realistic relationship between an older smartass girl and a younger boy lmao it was spot on
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big epiphany you guys. big. huge.
#cliffnotes for context: smute almost finish masters. smute think oh‚ maybe phd not crazy wacko shit‚ maybe i can try#but smute also low self esteem. with any small setback - smute think oh what is point. smute bound to fail#problem is: smute genuine self doubt = smute quotidian frustration#ok normal english now#so thats what i realized today. a lot of the ''small'' things i dream of (financial independence‚ a nice little apartment etc) are#expressions of some low level frustration with my nomadic broke student life#rather than genuine desires. and as dumb or as#duh#obvious as that may sound rn#its actually huge for me that i was able to recognize the difference today#this question of what i will do after i graduate has been haunting me for the past year#and i am now realizing that a lot of my own arguments have nothing to do with what i want#just because they're things i don't currently have doesn't mean they would be fulfilling#and#again. duh.#but like. between this debilitating self doubt and certain external pressures 🤨 it was hard to see the difference#anyway i basically just explored some alternative scenarios today#like specific scenarios. went on indeed found some really good stuff and tried to imagine my life a year from now if i took this or that jo#and the end result was that i fucking hated it. they were all great options on paper but the takeaway was that i would never forgive myself#if i didnt give this a try. if i prioritized some vague notion of independence or this idea of ''settling down'' or whatever the fuck#over the one thing that ive got going for me#like i still don't know if the academic path will be any more fulfilling than some other job#god knows my entire academic career so far has been an insane uphill battle. but it's also been so fucking rewarding. like nothing else#and i also still dont know how genuine this wish is#if it's not maybe still about proving myself to some imaginary authority#but like. how long can you psychoanalyze yourself before your goddamn head explodes#no matter how pure my motivation is im beginning to understand that i dont want this to be the end of the road#and maybe that's enough#&#note to self
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i need to start writing my own x reader stuff. and make the reader the silliest guy on earth
#^tried to read fics to feel a bit better and became grumpy#(which is better than before. in a way. being just grumpy abt smth this small is way better)#anyway. once i learn how to write it's over for you#let's ignore that the last fic i posted was indeed xreader. it was a fluke. yeah
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Update: my cat has informed me I’m not allowed to cry in the bath while listening to the crane wives; it is too much loud and too much wet
#thisbe#my familiar#yes I got kisses and yes they all smelled like tuna#he will follow me into the bath and yell if he feels like he hasn’t been getting enough attention#occasionally he forgets it is filled with water but he’s only really made that mistake once#or rather I try to gently remind him how he feels about water and that I am indeed submerged in water#like you just don’t want to be naked in a small space with a frightened cat.#that’s bad news bears
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yippee !!!!
^ look at what i did :)
#myevilposts#i like this theme because the little eye symbol in the corner is very visible + easy to access as to condense the formatting to make#it easier to read/normal looking by tumblr standards.#bc i will see so many themes that are so hard to read + the theme disguises or crushes the eye symbol so i basically can't read#them at all 😢 but this one is easier to condense so if you don't like it you can indeed just click to read it normally.#if anyone has any feedback on how it looks i would love to hear it#because i tried to make the colors not too garish as to not cause eyestrain#but some of the text is a little small. once again the site can be viewed normally through the eye symbol#but i am pretty happy with where it's at atm.
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