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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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I will bring you ruin in everything I do It's never my intention, but it happens all the same It starts with love and comfort, becomes a strength of will But all that strength made rubble of these towers we built
Ruin -- The Amazing Devil
#the barking artist#redstone and skulk#tanguish#helsknight#just really wanted to try drawing the sculk corruption#how pale it would look under fair skin#almost like a bruise#i don't think i Quite got what i saw in my head#but its getting close#and i'm tired of picking at it#anyway! your nightly angst
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after finally playing scarlet witch long enough to get this icon ive decided that you really have to love wanda to get this icon
anyway Bonus cause Heh....... Fam.....
#marvel rivals#snap chats#UGH FINALLY#got everything i needed to get done today Done so of course that meant it was finally time to grind out the rest of wanda's proficiency#and yeah no there's a reason she's ranked the lowest dps on a lot of tier lists i think im so sorry wanda#she's not UNUSABLE she absolutely has her uses and it's not automatically game-losing if you pick her but Man...#i think her biggest draw back's her ult you have to use it so carefully and it has so many counters#you're really more safe not using it unless you have the most optimal set up or you can sneak it in an get maybe a pick or two#idk. i have a vid bookmarked on how the number one wanda player plays so i might watch that later just to see what i could do better#but for now.. Im Done... i prob wont play wanda again unless we need a dps and we have a mags or i feel silly.. or she gets a new skin..#but how rare of circumstances are those am i right.. lol ..#i could prob sit here and do an actual long and fair analysis of her playstyle like i did with mags but unless someone asks i prob wont#me usually play mags/tank definitely factors a bit into my struggling tho i do want to be fair and say that LOL#im far too used to being able to front line without any concern about dying easily and having a lot of defensive options#as i began to play more SW it became easier for me to know when to pull back as well as recognize i cant always engage by myself#so i def appreciate what i was able to learn while playing SW .. gotta remember i am made of glass and not steel anymore#cant wait to do all of this if charles gets added to the game ajVLKEJAELKJ if he's support i think ill have an easier time#i find support to be a lot more suitable for me as a role than dps- love that for me i love the two roles no one likes playing jVLKAEJ#its not that dps isnt fun or i dont find dps valuable as a role.. just aint for me... and thats ok..#anyways.... im gonna have dinner lol...
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Fighting battles that have ABSOLUTELY been seen before (wanting to restart my Animal Crossing New Leaf town so I can begin the game from scratch and as myself as I am now vs. not wanting to restart my town because nostalgia and I'd miss my villagers)
#papr yaps#the big problem of not wanting to continue the town is just. The disconnect I have with my player character now?#I learned the hard way that acnl is VERYYYYYYY much a perpetrator of stricter gender norms/stereotypes#I have everythimg unlocked so when I booted up the game recently and tried to dress up the character so I can be more Me(tm) in the game#I went to Gracie's store to get pants and she was like- and I quote-#<<oh this is part of a men's line but I'm sure a woman like you could pull it off>>#GOOD LORDDDDDDDDD IT FELT AWFUL READING THAT BRO#gen made me so uncomfy that I just quit the game and haven't opened it since#there's also Harriet initially limiting the hairstyles by gender but she does open it up as an option but it is also kinda a whole#<<oh yeah you're a girl but you can pull off men's hairstyles too :))))>> which doesn't come off NEARLY as derogatorily#I mean yeah it's good that the options are still opened up but god. They sure did make improvement with acnh in that regard LMAO#also there's a whole thing of. I don't know how many things I would still be able to unlock if I reset like#It's been a million years!! I don't remember how I unlocked stuff like the little consoles and or mii head!!#both of those are very important btw I spent SOOOOO much time playing the little console minigames and the mii head is really the only way#for me to have my actual skintone for my character (for those who don't know in acnl- and every mainline game before it afaik- your#character started out with the lightest skintone no matter what and the only way to darken it was to wait for clear sky days in summer#and look up and press A or whatever and then you get a tan and I think even then you had to do it on different days for each melanin gain#even me who's relatively fair-skinned would have to spend like half a week for it SOOOO thank you acnh for improving in that field LMAO)#Anyways it is obviously a whole thing of only really getting one or the other#It's already less than a 1% chance that I can even get ONE of the same starting villager it's just IMPOSSIBLE to get all of the same ones#even if I managed to get all their amiibo cards (which I don't think that's really possible either without spending A LOT) iirc if you have#a full town they randomly select one villager to kick out so. It'd be a whole thing really#and just buying a new copy of the game is prolly the better solution if I don't want to delete the old game but atp why bother 💀💀💀#it's just!!! agfhfhdhdjs if only it was as simple as just. Make a new save slot character and they can replace the old one#but alas!!!!!! Deleting the mayor character = deleting the save file as a whole#I say all this but also like. I CAN probably bring myself to delete the save file#I've done it a bunch of times with Tomodachi Life (only reason I'm not doing it again is because I have a bunch of people on there that I#straight up gen am never seeing again because they've either moved or graduated and it feels disrespectful at that point)#and I also did it with Happy Home Designer and Pokémon Moon and even New Horizons a WHOLE lot#idk why it feels like such a big deal for acnl????????????
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my cosplay got noticed on terrifiertwt & now a bunch of cool horror girlies are following me and i'm like . . .. .please no i don't look like that every day i'm a fraud -
#ℕ𝕆 𝕆ℕ𝔼 𝕄𝔸𝕂𝔼𝕊 𝕀𝕋 𝕆𝕌𝕋 𝔸𝕃𝕀𝕍𝔼 / out of character.#sitting here with my hair up in a bun looking a mess#but like my biggest fraud activity is that i'm goth but i rarely wear black lipstick bc . .. .. i'm so naturally pale#i get the 'hahah are u a vampire' comments without it that i'm like not ready for that#cool goth girls noticing me i'm shitting myself fr#like idk if u can even tell i painted my face white in that art cosplay photo bc my fucking skin is so pale without white makeup it was -#honestly hard to tell in person too bc of how fair my skin is#tbd /
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small rant (spoilers) in tags
one day there WILL be a black girl in a fanganronpa that will be a survivor and/or be desired as a love interest to somebody. one day there will be a black girl who wont be treated as the side character or the support girl throughout the series until the last minute. she will be explored more before its too late. TRUST!!!!!!
#i should've known sigh. of course she wasnt gonna make it lol#i might have to make that character cuz i cant trust fangans anymore to represent black girls in a way that avoid how#theyre typically treated in media. sorry but she couldve been... more. its not if the way she was treated was BAD but just offputting#the treatment was kind of offputting more bc she was the only brown-skinned and only racial minority (blk) other than the majority#it was very glaringly obvious that despite the series being like “theres no protagonist” she was one of the characters#treated as The Side Character or The Support girl. the moment she gets explored more she just. dies. because of course#the way she was treated was typical. Just typical. Slightly off-putting. but its not the worse or horrendously bad.#im begging for fangan creators to be more aware of how theyre treating their brown and/or black characters#ESPECIALLY if there is only like one of them in the cast. they can die but at least be fair to them before they die#other than that the girls in general deserve more screen time and development like some of the current men survivors before they die#i came in the series being a bit wary of how she was going to be treated and it was. and well my predictions/concerns were right
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I'm sorry, Pro. You'll have to wait about seven more days before we can take off. I'm sure it'll be worth the wait, though!

Gangster is a toddler, and looks very badass in her cute lil' winter outfit. I'm sorry I draw the swamp monster people so smol and cute T.T

A bit late in the game for vampires, don't you think?
Oh well, we researched deathrest back when we were trying to recruit Eerie. Why not?

Sanguophage Hunters remind Bella of her beloved cringe OC from her childhood... Perhaps Lyra Seraphine Electra Mercy Rothchester lives on somewhere else, happily hunting sanguophages. Not here, though. Here, we hunt the hunters.

Vampire Vasso... How exciting! I'm sure he'll enjoy this while he's in cryptosleep for Ecthuctu-knows how long.
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#rimworld#gracie plays#The Children of Ecthuctu#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#Pro is itching to get off the ground#but we have one baby left to get before we can dip#speaking of babies#Isn't Gangster the cutest little button???#I'm love her#Almost as much as Vasso loves sanguophages apparently#He already had the fair skin and dark hair to pass as a vampire#and I may be biased but I think he's very pretty so he had that part down too#He won't get a chance to do it before we leave#but we can safely assume that Laursen will be the next sanguophage#Vasso can't live forever without his best friend and husband to have his back now can he??#a love to last the ages#how sweet <3#have a lovely day!!! <3 <3
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okay WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT ANNABETH CALLING HIM SEAWEED BRAIN
#to be fair I missed it the first watch too#I was too busy staring at the water droplets on both of their skin tones and how the lighting made them stand out more cause PRETTY#but like#SHE SAID IT#AND IT CAME OUT SO NATURALLY TOO#AND IT WAS RIGHT AFTER THEY REALIZE HE’S GETTING BETTER AT BEING A SOM OF POSEIDON#SHE IS SUBCONSCIOUSLY HYPING UP HIS CONNECTION TO THE SEA#WHILE ALSO INSULTING HIM AND BEGGING HIM NOT TO DIE#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#pjo#pjo show#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth
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Also don't understand how people put Ace and Nico as a ship on the same level of toxicity as like....J and Arturo. Out of the two, one of them's calling the other by their preferred name and identity and it sure as shit ain't Arturo.
...I could also say the same about Arei and J as a ship, but I'll chill on that. I just fucking hate it when people try and forcefem J so goddamn much. Leave her ALONE.
#Hayley Speaks#Please note I do like both Arturo and Arei as characters#I just need them to stay away from J#Also admittedly it does make me skin crawl how apparently people will ship J with people who are happy to ignore her chosen name-#-and treat her the way Arturo and Arei do#Yet Ace and Nico is the toxic ship#...Again to be fair; J and Arturo get slapped with that toxic label as well#I just think it deserves it MORE#And also there's NOT enough hate for J and Arei as a ship as far as I can tell#Ugh. It makes my skin crawl so BAD.
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Of those who went to Playful Land, Vil came out of it with a surprising aversion to all things puppets. And a constant Urge to scratch at the right side of his face, fearful of feeling wood rooted in there rather than human skin. Even months afterward, he'd still feel a certain ick when dealing with anything related to puppets and will have a blatantly obvious fear response to finding even stray sticks in his hair.
He wasn't really able to stomach having ribbons on his wrists or even wearing harnesses for commercial or modeling gigs he did that year for a bit either. He'd tossed the clothes from Playful Land in the back of the Film club's costume shed, as he didn't want them to go to waste even still. He'd even asked the other's willing to give theirs up to store them in there too. He doesn't think he would be able to use them for anything, though, as just the idea of wearing that ensemble again is Abhorrent to him. Even the mere thought of Epel try one on left him feeling nauseous.
#hc; vil#//Couldn't sleep alone for a bit. Stayed w Rook bc if he woke up in a Panic; Rook would be THE ideal person to calm him & not judge or pry#//Ace and Jack in particular also left with a bad impression of the place; even if grudgingly admitting Some of it was fun#//Not that they'd Ever want to go through all THAT again; they both swore on it & to Never let the other Freshies get such ideas either#//Both also 100% had their fair share of scolding from actually scratching at their faces where the masks were rooted in#hc; ace (twst)#hc; jack (twst)#//Kalim thought it was fun; tho he did feel a familiar numbness over it for weeks after; the same way he usually did after being kidnapped#//Naturally; he didn't tell Jamil or anybody else that; bc to him it was another experience he had to suck up and bear like always#hc; kalim#//Floyd and Jade both were more amused by the peril they experienced; and even told Azul in great detail how they actually fretted over#never seeing him again; had Fellow been successful in turning them all into puppets and selling them off to the highest bidder#//They have no idea why Azul of all people got more stressed about that than they were#hc; jade (twst)#hc; floyd#//Ortho came out of it adding Fellow's personality & motivations to his database and learning to be more conniving out of it; so he's chill#//Though now he Also knows a great deal about experiencing 'fear' than he ever had before. It's just puzzling!#hc; ortho#//Leo; like Vil; ended up utterly unable to think back to his time at Playful Land as fun; considering Everything#//And likewise does also scratch at his face a little on occasion; tends to dig his claws into his skin more though#//As if he's actively feeling for any remnants of wood to be buried deep in there; and to ground himself that there aren't#//For him in particular; he got terrible episodes of sleep paralysis for weeks after; forced back into the feeling of his body stiffening#//He of course fronts everything is okay; but he Hates the feeling that he actually wound up more affected by it than he'd care to admit#//Esp considering Jack was in danger--that's the part that GOT to Leona the most. Even kept a careful eye on the lad more afterward too#hc; leona#//Lils brushed it off like nothing; considering his life experiences. More than anything; he felt guilty in not being able to DO much to#prevent the youngins from being taken or frightened by the experience; since he'd gotten captured so early on#//He did try to check in on everyone after with the subtlety of a freight train; but didn't exactly Pry further when refused#//Not like he has any better coping mechanisms than the others do; he'd take their words of handling things themselves as truth#hc; lilia
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so the secret to writing the best papers is to find stuff you really, really resent, unleash all your hatred, and back it up with evidence.
in this case - white people who commit genocides and create famines through centuries
#is this vagueposting?#if it is then it shows just how fucking much atrocities have been committed#and for what#the ones who did terrible things still get to sleep soundly while colonised/previously colonised nations suffer#aish#the world isn't kind if your skin's not white#sometimes i feel so awfully bitter#fairness?? justice?? what are those things#bicharer bani nirobe nibhrite kade
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Saw on my dash how “x is allowed to exist, but y is not.”
And. Hoo boy. No. No “x” is NOT allowed to exist. If I say I’m asexual, I’m expected to also be 0% Romantic Aromantic Asexual. If I describe what I would want in a romantic relationship, I’m told it’s “just” a friendship. If I describe my demiromanticism, that’s just a “good head on my shoulders” or has people suspicious I’m only friends with them to date them—neither is true. I can and will sit with romantic feelings that ONLY develop when someone is SAFE platonically indefinitely. But also demiromanticism is not “Aromantic Enough” and therefore I’m not “Aroace Enough”. Asexuality and dating? Either you break your boundaries or the other person feels physically neglected or you can’t have exclusivity. Dating apps? Free ones do not include asexuals with the full features—it’s either a trial period or essentially a paying Allo has to approach YOU—with maybe the exception of Tinder. Paid service apps that include or are for asexuals are few and far between.
Remind me how romantic/grey&demi aromantic asexuals are so “accepted.” Because this isn’t even getting into the constant allonormative messaging. This is just the practicality of when an asexual falls in love, wants to date someone, or would like to try experiencing either.
#tiger’s roar#asexuality#aphobia#no I’m not going to say what the og post is that ticked me off but I might just quietly unfollow the blog that reblogged it#I am literally in love with someone RIGHT NOW who I could bet money on loving me back#but even if the situation changed: I cannot ask them out because of how society treats asexuality and romance#and not everyone is as okay with ‘friends only indefinitely’ as I am And Shouldn’t Have To Be#while yes. there is a compatibility issue many times for aces and allos#aces literally are not given a fair chance to find someone who IS comparible while also invalidated at every turn for our feelings#and yeah. I know all this from trying to help other ace friends who COULD take advantage and pay for dating services#(whereas Dating vs Falling In Love With A Friend…egh. makes my skin crawl. gets my aro showing the most.)
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so ive been to london for the (kindof) very first time as a conscious human being and man it is like. i can’t articulate all the feelings ive been having but its making me REALLY emo because Wow heres a city that seemingly works!
#🦆#like ive traveled to a fair share of places#all of them europe so. its just. jesus#i get why my father as a sad kid living in a communist country would spend literally months on end there working shit jobs#ive been spoonfed the english language basically since i was a toddler and putting it to use was fun#and how is the architecture not fuckign. cube and graffiti type Penis#im not kidding ive learned more on this 4 day trip abt art than#during 4 years in highschool#WHATEVER im so MAD because the reason it’s allowed to prosper is 99% colonialism and it makes me want to rip my skin off because HOW is this#city so. everything. ive never been to nyc but is this how it feels? like the world is so small and so large at the same time#they can just do everything there. make all kinds of shit possible. create functional public transport#especially re: warsaw its soooo fucking funny but also not like its made me feel even worse for her#or maybe like. even more frustrated#because wow we are like so ass#eye twitching. how can you just fucking not utilize the river that YOU ARE PROGRAMMED TO LIVE IN PROXIMITY OF#and its so fucking ugly guyssssss i know we can jerk off to soviet blocks all we want but its a copeeeee its such a fucking cope#like come on how is it possible for random ass town from the prussian partition number 73638468 to STILL be prettier than the fucking#CAPITAL.#how after all these years this city is still a corpse that people just pile the most vomit inducing urban architecture#upon#we cant have anythingggggggg if you want to ser pre war architecture in warsaw you can maybe admire a beautiful modernist cube with shrapnel#holes the size of your fists#everything else that has been reduced to gravel in ww2 is currently making up a very nice park in a different part of town#and whats even the point of building something else if were just gonna get bombed again but this time crazy TWIST its the russians and#another reset for wwa#i’ll probably delete this in the morning srry just had to indulge in a bit of doomerism on a friday evening
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[Henry] had asked Lady Shelton whether Mary [was] persisting in her obstinancy. Hearing that she was, Henry became certain that she was being encouraged by secret communication from Katharine. Lady Shelton thought the only possible messenger was Mary's chamber woman. In this she was correct. The maid had been smuggling letters in and out. She was dismissed, as was Mary's confessor, to be replaced by one whom Chapuys characterised as 'Lutheran'.
The King’s Pearl: Henry VIII & His Daughter Mary, Melita Thomas
#as i'm going through this refresher in tandem with reading weir's new novel...#she actually writes shelton as being the one that managed to get her mother's letters to her into her hands#even for fiction that feels...far fetched#ostensibly someone had to be getting her letters from chapuys as well; even chapuys reports at times#that he doesn't know how it's possible she's getting letters out to him#but i doubt it was either of the boleyn aunts here#nor margaret bryan; anne's maternal aunt#even the interpretation that anne was a nonentity by this point and had no clout; basically#would not bear this out; if they didn't fear anne then they certainly would've had reason to fear henry#and i doubt they would've circumvented what he ordered#until after jan 1536 (where shelton is allowing visitors from chapuys bcus she's been sent gifts) this just does not seem to be the case#melita thomas#(also had weir been more faithful to primary sources. then this interpretation would mean shelton threw this chamber woman under#the bus...which she did; but in her rendering it would be to save her OWN skin#rather than at great personal risk which is what she#portrays; for the construction a sympathetic character in lady shelton)#i also think there's a question of agency on this unnamed maid's part that i don't really ever seen given space...#insofar as the hierarchy of privilege etc#was she actually willing to risk her income to do this? that's generally how it's portrayed#but it's just as possible that she felt constrained to do so bcus mary; despite her demoted status; was obviously her superior#even if not her employer#not to mention after being dismissed for such a reason; it's not like she was going to get a reccomendation to another household#it's fair to talk about how both coa and mary were placed in these hostile environments but the hostility and tension#those placed as their servants (not those that had chosen to be there; like elizabeth darrell for coa)#is again...not given the same space; generally#it was probably very frustrating to serve two highly privileged women that refused to answer or look at or acknowledge them#because they were addressing them as the law required.#you can imagine the eye-rolls of the servants which coa called 'gaolers'. since. yk.#a person of a servant's status was likely to have a friend or relative that spent time in an *actual* jail cell. if not themselves .
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Ep 5, Ep 5, Ep 5 ✨😭👏🏽🫡 A personal favourite and always just that extra flavor of heartbreaking 😭😭😭
(And Jung Eun Chae was just unbelievably captivating and stunningly gorgeous in each and every scene 💙🤍💙🤍)
GIFs credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)
#jung eun chae#kang gil young#Sohn: The Guest#episode 5#another revisit for a serious detox from Moon Ok Gyeong#something about the colouring in TG was just so-so flattering to JEC’s beauty#and that less than perfectly styled hair? 😳😳😳🥵🥵🥵#am still gawking at how beautifully lustrous and black her eyebrows and hair were against her fair skin#something I don’t swoon over in particular from her other characters#although all are gorgeous and memorable in their own ways#perhaps because she is the most underdressed and ‘plain’ as Kang Gil Young? 🤔🧐#and that simplicity brought into focus her distinctive colouring?#was swooning and gawking at both KSR and MOG but more as a whole aesthetic (visuals) package#than this singular fixation on the beauty of her eyebrows and hair LOL#Kang Gil Young is just so special to me 😭😭😭#that perfect character fixation#and I truly wish JEC gets a lead role sometime soon#Moon Ok Gyeong is amazing but more please#Kyung Hee and Kang So Yeong were also fabulous (especially KSY 🥵😳🫡) but more please#I need more of her
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I feel there something to say that colouring works I did n don't like are typically the most popular ones 💀
#Like I'm happy they work so well for others#N that ppl like it#But MAN#It so painfully funny that it can become so popular ppl either repost it somewhere else or use it in an edit#N I have to be junpscared unprovoked with my works that I'm not happy about 😔#Real tho I don't care/I laugh whenever I see it but I just wanted to comment it#One that pop into mind was that Narnia colouring I did#I don't like how bright it is (his skin mostly) but I seen that fucking colouring in edits where u got all the other crowns in their anime#Rendition n then BAM my neon light colouring shows up kdkskdfkfkfk#Tbh I do prefer that then ppl comment on colourings where I colour a character darker then canon n now the n slur is getting thrown#I know ppl don't like them n I think that fair but man can u not throw slurs 😬
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