#huff...

[morn-yvri-winters]

Gonna Probably Head to the ER Again but Im not sure tbh.

To check something that ive been concerned about as of recently.

I noticed i kept having a weird low-grade fever around at 99.0 Degrees, and for some odd reason kept heating up anytime i walked despite the temperature of the house. Woke up today with my back sweaty (but it was a light kind of sweaty and not a drenched sweat..? Im unsure), etc. Breathlessness, stuff, things... i just wanna rule a few things out with the ER.

I also had weighed myself yesterday and i was around 189.6 Pounds, but when i weighed myself today i was ranging from 188.0 to 189.0 (because digital weights are just unreliable at times), so highly unsure of whether or not i lost a drastic amount of weight from the lack of eating (despite eating two slices of pizza this morning), ate a sandwich and that was it. Regardless, main point is that im trying to keep an eye on things and I don't like sudden weight loss.

I mean, you may say "hey losing a pound within a day sounds good!" Yeah, if you were healthy and not worried about your own body betraying you because of fucking Post-Covid.

Another reason im worried is because around on Oct 2nd, i was checking my lymphnodes because I thought they were swollen or something, but honestly i am unsure, still, i just want to head to the ER to rule certain things out, just in case, and to be on the safe side.

I'm pretty sure if it was something deadly... i would probably be feeling it by a lot. Additionally, the digital weight is probably highly unreliable to use, and my tendency to move sometimes, still, im just.... worried... that's all, it might just be health anxiety induced by Post-Covid, but god fucking damnit i just need to be sure sometimes.

I just hope im fine... ...but now, im really hungry.

Additionally, i do feel a tad bit better compared to before but sometimes i have sudden short lived aches that feel moreso just caused by me slouching or something. Breathlessness whenever i lay down that seems relatively shortlived? Blegh... im honestly unsure. I think i might open up comms just in the event that i may need to pay for things myself or whatever. Because honestly, im probably gonna need it.

EDIT 9:56 PM, might just head to a normal doctor instead on Monday.

[catversary]

God i dont know if its the depression but i feel like i cant connect with people on a fundamental level. I dont know how it worked before. I feel like everyone is so far away...

[absentmoon]

ivy & soren complaining about the other having too many books like neither of you can talk

[nixiecat]

and yes my pits were soaked with sweat in this one

[gomzdrawfr]

🍰 Cafe AU ☕️

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 (you're here) | Part 4

[sandflakedraws]

continuing thoughts from This Dream AU

re : why it might have taken the gang a while to find Bruce & Floyd

how about i erase just a little bit of the plot convenience from TBT

what if, bruce's postcard didn't survive unscathed, and they had to go off of john dory's foggy memory of the thing.

so like. they're stumbling their way through a bunch of could-be-heres before they hit on the correct one.

and what if, the Vacay Resort section was legit hard to find.

like, the entire island chain is still at Vacaytioner scale, right? so even if the search party's idea to eventually look there was right, it could still take a long time to navigate thru the tropical jungle on any individual island, let alone many of them.

.... aaaaand what if i drew way too much for a potential reunion anyways because i'm a sap

[hellenhighwater]

Mayhem has been with you for a few months (or has it been closer to a year???) now, and I have been wondering if and how the others have come around to accepting her? In the beginning you said there had been some... strife, but from what i can tell they seem to all be getting along without too many shenanigans now

She and Vice are good friends! Mayhem and Malice are making slower but still steady progress! They're not exactly buddies but Mal is no longer storming off in a huff when Maybe gets close, which is good headway.

[paper-mario-wiki]

theres a million blogs these days with names like "puppygirl-macrobulge" and "netflix-for-girl-balls" and whatnot who make 150 posts a day like "theyre all out of 'piss from a girl who's been holding it in all day playing factorio' at trader joes, whats the fcuking point of it all" and i gotta say, i didnt expect that to be its entire own genre of posting in the 2020s.

[krazieka2]

Moving some misc doodles from my Twitter over here!

[just-null]

I’d like to think that the hantengu clone’s darling would actively try to avoid anything with the colors red,yellow,green,or blue to “not send the wrong message” to the other clones

Them: "Choose whatever color you want. You deserve to have all of them <3"

Also them: "Why that color specifically..........."

[princecroutons]

my deadly kick attack

[nadjasnandor]

I was just wondering why you didn't let me go up there and give my speech?

[clearwillow]

Boops are back. Notifications are gonna get wrecked.

[malenjoyer]

don't judge me but... he *is* fun

[war-forged-storms]

Pretty girls should force me to my knees and rub their cocks on my face so they can watch how desperate I get to taste them.

[temeyes]

price the humidifier