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take responsibility.
#i am always thinking abt anya and how she is simultaneously central to the story and kept out of focus by jimmy's pov#eventually culminating in this scene where everything is about her and yet she herself does not -- cannot -- appear#the way the scene immediately ends with polle's question there -- the revelation that jimmy won't accept.#he is confronted with the truth and turns right back to the story he wants to tell himself where he's the hero#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#my art#uh. feel like this probably could use some content warnings (besides you know. the game itself being its own warning) but idk what#so. ask to tag i guess
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Some season 13 outtakes doodles!!!!
#will definitely be doing more of these#but im having some medicine issues so i CANNOT focus for the life of me#got through the s13 jetpardy layover podcast episode and instantly lost interest mid-ben doodle#i loooooove having severe adhd /sarcasm#ANYWAY#i have been watching so much nebula these past 3 days HOLY MOLY#ive got a folder of 24 screenshots from the outtakes to draw#and have only completed 2#but i HAD to do the tall man#I've got like 3 tall man screenshots im perfectly normal over that bit#ouuhhhhhhhhhghggg#zeph's art#jet lag the game#season 13 outtakes#season 13 outtakes spoilers#outtakes spoilers#i dont know the tagging for spoilers with this so please let me know if ive missed something!#also none of this would be possible without monwillica giving me a free week pass#literally forever thankful and grateful omg
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ummmm….. hello sorry for my absence — take a piece of nurse anya & captain curly because i cannot stop fixating on mouthwashing….
anyacurly my loves.
#mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#anya x curly#procreate#my artwork#my art#god i’m fucking obsessed#i literally cannot focus on anything else#fuck i love this game#here we go again
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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Toxic Masculinity 101 : Follow your heart and the justice you believe
"Nah, let's just say "Justice" to make them look like zealots, and remove the mention of their heart, otherwise, people might make links with the reason why Cassandra became Catherine, and we can't have people think too much about her because we already lolcalised her to be a zealot!"
I could cook something about "justice that you yourself believe" and "follow your heart" might have been something passed down since the days of Loog, if "Justice" was something Adrestians came up with and obviously, Loog'n'pals disagreed with it but I'm too lazy lol
Interestingly, the "follow your heart and justice you believe" might have been something said to encourage people to speak against their king (or act against them) if they felt he was being unfair or something, instead of being tied down by hierarchy and social orders (the King is always right because he is the King), and yet, given how that was warped during the Tragedy of Duscur, it's reminiscent of Adrestia : on paper, it was supposed to be great, but with time and people being asses, the original teachings and foundations the country was based on were completely ignored or, at worst, retooled to suit whoever wanted to be in charge's agenda.
#fodlan nonsense#not so in this way but#I'll forever be surprised at how many nuggets we can find in the flavour texts from NPCs or books#and how with all those things the game only delivers canned raviolis#if you're not expecting a thing you cannot be disappointed#but with the fodlan verse I can't help but be disappointed#because reading stuff like this and making links with events happening in the game#just add some value#and yet no one gives a fuck especially not the ones who wrote the plot#I mean '''plot'''#let's focus on a barrista AU instead of dealing with a post apocalyptic setting with eldritch horrors and sorrows#yeah no fuck coffee AUs
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Sorry if you've gone over this before but I was curious as to what you'd think it would take for Leo to finally break in front of his brothers?
We’ve actually seen Leo break his persona multiple times throughout the series! And pretty much each and every time has a common theme present: his family being in danger.
#non au ask#probably the biggest break he has is immediately after Raph protects him from the Krang and forces him to leave Raph behind#not once in the series has Leo shown a greater horror than the moment he’s out of the pod knowing Raph was left behind#and he makes that break KNOWN#he shovels it down again soon enough but yeah#also noteworthy is his reaction to losing Gram Gram#and(less of a sad break but a still a break of his lackadaisical persona) when he IMMEDIATELY gets serious when Raph’s missing in the sewer#actually I think of Leo being serious about Raph missing in the sewers a lot#luckily (or not lol) for his mask these breaks happen mostly when everyone else is ALSO freaking out#so more focus is put on to the entire situation than simply Leo’s reaction to it#but yeah Leo loves his family SO MUCH so of course they’re consistently his breaking point#tbh tho all of them share that breaking point#cannot BELIEVE I didn’t mention it but his ‘I’m nothing without them’ speech ALSO HAPPENS WHEN HE THINKS HIS BROS ARE IN DANGER#it’s all fun and games until plot armor loses its durability!
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Gamers seething because they can't fathom the concept of different people reacting to trauma differently and irrationally instead of being logical robots
gamers when there's plot in their Hit Things simulator
#cloud has been asked#extra disrespect to people who focus more on killing monsters than what the game itself wants to convey#'monster hunter's story was never good' so what. so that means they cant try? that means they cannot be more ambitious about the plot?#sometimes i think i play a completely different game than most of people
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Hiiiii. Sorry I disappeared for two days the doc said absolutely no screentime at all for at least that long. Recovery is going. Very slowly but I'll make it
Also I'm announcing my hiatus of one week as foreshadowed because the exam's still coming up and I need to focus what little brainpower I have. Shall be back. Everyone take care ✌️
#💬 rory rambles#I understand what she meant it's been a half hour or so catching up on my social media notifs and my brain feels like it's being cooked#my eyes won't focus right and I do not feel like I am experiencing reality but they wouldn't do shit with me in the hospital#so I'm playing the waiting game#brains are just wrinkled meat jelly... why are they so fragile#laptop fans started kicking in and you know. I wish my skull could do that#I feel like we'd be way more efficient#it's been FOUR DAYS I cannot begin to tell you how miserable each of them were. but we stay silly /ref
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pathetic loserman sorcerer Silas is frolicking in the Lands Between (and should consider fighting Margit instead)
#elden ring#elden ring tarnished#elden ring art#elden ring oc#my art#my doodles#i cannot focus on anything except this game. it is terrible#need to revise my priorities urgently but alas
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Shoutout to Rebecca Colton from Amanda The Adventurer for being a murder victim in a mascot horror game that’s actually a character with a personality, thoughts and feelings.
#Look I love FNaF just as much as the next guy#But you cannot convince me that the kids are anything other than a plot device.#Hell even Charlie and Cassidy are ultimately just there to move the plot along#And outside of their defining character traits of “kind” and “vengeful” they don’t have much going for them.#I love FNaF but any FNaF fan will tell you with full honesty that we don’t like FNaF because it’s good. We like it because it’s bad.#Meanwhile Amanda The Adventurer is something you can proudly show your friends when talking about fun video games.#The main draw of FNaF is that Scott Cawthon was just making shit up as he went along and the lore looks like spaghetti.#FNaF lore is like a game of Uno. The rules are whatever you can convince everyone else of.#Amanda The Adventurer is actually a good game though and the story clearly had a lot of thought put into it.#That’s why Rebecca was given so much focus. Because the story cares about her and so does the writer.#mascot horror#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#amanda the adventurer#horror games#rebecca colton#amanda ata
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Hi I still exist I swear
#how yall been#I’ve been so quiet SLSMSS SORRY!!#im doing good don’t worry nothing is wrong- well#okay I mean I DID have low blood pressure and was super sleepy and went to urgent care last week#BUT I THINK ITS FIXED NOW!!!#I think..#I was supposed to go back to the doctor yesterday for them to check but I slept thru my appointment OOPS#ANYWAY!! aside from that all is well I’m not like dying or something LMAO#I wanna read my backlog of fics I have saved but it feels like my brain is in low power mode aksmsms I CANNOT focus#so I’ve just been watching play throughs of the new fnaf game over and over#maybe I need to up my adhd meds or something idk who knows#buys hopefully my brain will be on this weekend and I can read and reblog some fics :)#samaras yapping
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This took me ages I'ma post this here too cuz why the hell not. Yes this is the full song, no I am not okay lmao.
I love Balan alot if making this whole thing doesn't tell you.
#balan wonderworld#video game edit#capcut#balan wonderworld edit#Balan#lance wonderworld#lance bww#BWW#Other tags#Everyone in the game makes at least one appearance I made sure of that this time.#This is a Gravity Falls Song btw.#No I still haven't finished it I'm sorry I cannot focus for shit or I focus too much on something completely randomly#Tis my life.
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Y’all thinking about an older Ares has RUINED me
#hyrule warriors#hw link#kheprri rambling#fucked by the ‘perfect hero’ treatment and is a little hit jaded and scruffy and i am INSANE FOR IT#he does not cope well and i love that for him#obsessed with him. been thinking about him for a couple months now for my wargod au and yall i cannot stop#volga gets the treatment too but its slightly less noticeable coz hes a dragon#also sorry about there being nothing going on. every time i want to start on something i get hit by just utter pain and cant focus#so ive just been playing games and sleeping trying to get through it lol#but that also gave me a lot of thinking time for the aus. especially the main one (and this one obv)#also sorry if u dont vibe with the headcanon/au. hes far from being a dick or entitled hes just tired of being perfect for others—#—and just wants to live in peace with his dragon bf lmao#2024+ is the era of khep(me) forcing myself to draw facial hair because ive always been afraid of not doing it right#actually i love drawinf facial hair and all hair in general tbh im just horrified of people being like ‘lol ur wrong die’ XD#anyways sorry. rambling. too many brain thoughts not enough outlets for#will be posting the mistflier species sheet wip on kofi eventually i just wanna type the words out to make it more legible#it IS still a wip and thats why its gonna be going on kofi until its finished#<- and also coz its tailnrr related
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Hello! I was curious... Do the coins in TNP have designs, or are they completely smooth? :0
they do! the gold Adranian coins (which is what Clementine has) have the symbol of the king/king's house which is the swooping hawk that we'll see Duncan wearing later. that's basically the royal sigil of Adrania, and we'll see wardens, soldiers, and other high-ranking politicians or wealthy Adranian families wearing it throughout the game.
silver coins have a merchant ship on them, and bronze coins have the moon on one side, and the sun on the other side (to represent the Wolfmother's children, but to avoid directly printing the image of a god on money). Gael is different in that their gold coin actually has a whale on it, since whaling and fishing is their main source of income (versus Adrania, which in the south has decent farming and functions as a massive trade hub between/with Gael and Yulan). their silver coins have a wolf on one side, sun and moon on the other (same reason as Adranian's have it on their bronze) and then Gaelish bronze coins just have a silhouette of the southern mountain range and sea stacks.
Gael also has whale bone coins and Yulan has shell coins, but those don't get traded with Adrania. only the metal coins, and that's just because gold is gold; it doesn't change much of the value, it's only aesthetics, and the flow of coins between Gael, Adrania, and Yulan (Adrania's main international trade partner) is vital for all three countries.
#so long as its gold silver and bronze they'll accept it#regardless of what country it's from#though i do imagine Adrania specifically trying to raise the value of their coins#requiring higher taxes on imports from Gael#less so with Yulan though since they have a healthy economic relationship and Yulan poses no real threat to Adrania#interesting stuff to think about!#i did actually try to design the gold coin once a very long time ago#around the time i wrote Lea's route in the original ch1#because i also tried to design the bread stamps that are mentioned there that signify the bread's source & legitimacy#(it did not work out because i cannot draw that kind of thing lmao)#also. i do very light worldbuilding when it comes to the economy and how that all functions so<3 i like the world to feel real#but i also can admit i do Nawt have extensive knowledge on economics. or coin minting. or anything really#it's just not the focus of the game beyond what i need to know to make the politics and hierarchy believable#ask#anonymous#lore
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never ask a canadian what happened to the oilers on june 17 2025
#nhl#nhl playoffs#edmonton oilers#florida panthers#i actually cannot#that game was so painful it made me focus on my writing for once </3#froggi speaks
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I'm going to fucking lasso this final big ass scene in the next chapter of Wicked Game and FINISH IT, so help me god
#it's so fucking important to characterization and laying more bricks in the path#but god CHRIST i cannot focus my attention on it#for some godforsaken reason#as it stands i have nothing but time this week at work#i will wrangle my brain#because I know once I sit down and actually start writing it#the words will come#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#luigi#bowser#super mario bros#luigi x bowser#wicked game fic#wicked game
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