#i dont..feel like doing a bunch of tags this is SLOP

[brodyfoxxsmassivetits]

british people as little animals again

+ extra slop!! Slop doodles! my todd...Todd hart emoji<3

all I have is scribbles of him but he's the best red 5ever...couldn't care less about tord...TODD???nay MY Todd??? Perf...

He is blatantly evil does not hide his scheme makes it clear from begining..also he like..Jon.only likes Jon because he's EVIL wants to take over the world and maybe use him to do it .that's normal..he's normal

[tapwater118]

pinned post jumpscare blauughh

pronouns.cc | strawpage

hiya i’m flower!

i'm plural i think. i (the host) also go by golf ball, GB, box, gaty, maddie, tap water, tap, captain coinpin (<- silly), etc. queer person on the internet with too many names, check

collectively tap/tap water, she/they, 22 y.o. (individual names/pronouns can be found in the pronouns.cc)

fictkin with a bunch of weird blorbos (if you couldn’t tell from the first part) and a-ok with doubles! friends from across the multiverse

i like various things and then will proceed to draw them. big fat bfdi/osc special interest mostly (i am a huge multishipper (based) btw so erm yeah)

feel free to use my art and such as pfps/banners/whatever, just give credit pls

other things to know about yours truly

if i like over explain something to you please do not take it as a slight against you, i am just autistic (as if it wasn’t obvious)

if ya wanna know more, feel free to shoot up the ask box, i love answering questions. if we’re not moots and i don’t initiate please don’t dm me!

(also don’t flirt with me. you don’t have a rat’s chance)

strawpage stuff and other incoherent ramblings are over at @taps-other-blog so look there!

also pleeease tag fireafy neg around me ty. im not even really attached to that ship its just neg about it can really put me in a bad mental state for some unknown and probably dumb reason

if you ship and/or support adult/minor, incest, zoo, etc get tf away from me ewwwwww nasty

also no label discourse if you partake in that i am blowing you up with my mind

things you’ll probably see me blabber about/draw at some point:

object shows (particularly bfdi, but i also fw inanimate insanity, hfjone, boto, animatic battle, tr125, orb, tnm, burner, object kerfuffle, love of the s*n, ppt2, itft, ee, and others im probably forgetting) (oh and idfb fear garden tee hee)

mario

kirby

pikmin

undertale/deltarune

pizza tower

fnf

homestuck

fnaf

petscop

horror stuff in general

regretevator

cookie run kingdom

to be expanded once i remember more stuff

(art may be suggestively crude in humor but never nsfw)

(also if you ask i can always add tags to stuff if you have something in particular you want to mute, i dont mind)

i am working on some cool projects i think you should check them out because they are cool:

Occasionally Coinpin: hosted over at @occasionallycoinpin. posting coinpin, occasionally (the main reason you don’t see coinpin content here all that often)

Book Askblog: hosted at @twotonedhardcover, where i pretend to be a gay little novel for shits and giggles

Battle for Hopes and Dreams: a bfdi x undertale au that puts the characters of bfdi in the world of undertale. tagged as “#battle for hopes and dreams”

Competition for Fantasy Retreat: a bfdi swap au that swaps characters’ compositions and parts of their personalities. tagged as “#competition for fantasy retreat”

BfDI 1990: an unfiction reimagining of bfdi as an NES game from 1990. tagged as “#BfDI1990” (unreality content warning for this). please note that this is NOT an ARG, there is no game or puzzle to be solved, it is simply unfiction

Tap’s BFDI D-Side: a bfdi d-side take, where characters’ designs and personalities are remixed for something new and refreshing! (based on fnf d-sides obviously) tagged as “#tap’s bfdi d side”

BFDI Redux: a hypothetical bfdi season 6, featuring many of the tpot rejects as well as underutilized veterans. tagged as “#bfdi redux”

OSC horror content: i like turning the silly blorbos into fucked up evil creatures. general tag is “#FLApasta” but each story has its own separate tag (general content warning for these)

other tags i’ll use frequently i think:

“#asks” all the crud that ends up in my inbox and also some very nice things. it is a mystery

"#tap art" for all my beautiful creations look at all of them NOW

“#yap fest” for general inane ramblings. i say some very stupid things

“#ultra yap fest” for long posts, including rants and character analyses

“#slop tier post” art and other things that are generally below a certain threshold of quality i hold for myself. i’m probably too harsh on myself but oh well

“#word salad yummy yummy” fanfic stuff and other writing things. im on ao3 and wattpad if ya didnt know

“#top tier post” “#all the day every day” “#one for the ages” posts that i really really like. usually from moots

“#literally me” fictkin id posts. you get it. no you don’t. i don't get it either

“#oiny” wife

list of Friends :D

@booktaggy

@bottle-ditzy

@depraced

@lemonxlimee

@l1ghtbulb

@novaazurite

@ohmysheetmetal

@onion-makes-stimboards

@sourscheming

@therandomcreechur

@twig-gy

[melk-maid]

jumping at everyones feet hi hello hey!!!!! im back (its been a day and a half) i need to start listening to my brain when it tries to tell me to relax and take a break while also telling me im actually the laziest and worst person in the world if i do take a break but lmao im feeling better i touched grass i spent the day with hubby before he went back to work today im in a better brain space!!!

gonna like not necessarily vent but just word vomit a bunch of thoughts and feelings i was going through in terms of writing bcos it always makes me feel better and a little less alone talking to other writers/artists bcos ik its a constant battle and whatever but yeah ignore the read more if ur not interested!!!!

gonna try and respond to messages and be a normal person in society 💃

ik its something that i will always accidentally fall back into if i let myself and its inevitable esp with the way socmed is atm and with the horrific rise of ai and fandom being so weirdly competitve if u look in the broad areas outside of a carefully curated bubble it is SO incredible disheartening LMAO but i fell back into the idea of like, # of likes = good or bad and my constant issue of my writing being good = my self worth is good if that makes sense lmao like tying my self worth to the fics i write and how well they do online

like yeah it still is an issue and disheartening not getting feedback and just seeing tons of likes from ageless blank blogs that are slop and probably bots and probably kids and its like a hydra you block 1 and 5 more appear and its never ending and its so so tiring when you see all that and dont get any reblogs or even nice comments/tags or any kind of worthy feedback

but while i do normally get anxious writing fluff anyway, i was already tipping into the pool of # of likes = self worth and i was literally dreading writing fics and having to convince myself and talk myself out of believing that my fics are dog shit, no ones gonna like them because i wasnt getting the feedback otherwise which is where ive been before and it was hell lmao

im coming back now with more the attitude that i do actually believe that if EYE like it who cares and to trust myself, that my brain is always going to be so so very evil to me at all times because im severely mentally ill and if i listened to everything my brain told me i would have 💀 myself by now so ukno lmao im trying to be better at cherishing and appreciating the comments and tags i DO get and especially friends feedback and their comments rather than being upset over not having an abundance ive never had and never will get bcos of the fandom economy and shit and reminding myself that those who are interested in the fic will like it, even if its not for the masses, one person is most likely going to read it and its going to be their favourite fic ever and thats worth more than thousands of likes on tumblr dot com

idk this really is a word vomit lmao i write for myself and yes, i can always improve, but harshly criticising myself and being sad over my writing about things i dont know how to/cannot fix isn't going to make my writing any better or make me like my own works!!! if i wanted to amass thousands of notes on a fic i wouldnt have to put so much energy and attention into what i write, i'd just have to slap together a couple of paragraphs of the most vague and generic smut imaginable, call it an imagine and list the top 10 most popular anime characters right now and watch the soulless likes roll in just to feel like im worth something and thats not why i write!!!! i write because im creative and i love the characters and i love stories and i love sharing these stories and i love coming up with new and creative ways to tell them and to express a story and explore them, not to search through twt for porn videos and link 50 of them in a 10 most popular characters post so a bunch of brain rotted minors can like the post!!!!!

i just am reminding myself that numbers doesnt mean something is good, numbers doesnt mean EYE am good or worth anything or that my fics are enjoyable, as long as EYE enjoy what i am writing, that's more than enough of a reason to do what i do and if other people also enjoy it then that's a bonus!!!!

sorry if u read this far and my insane ramblings i need to go take my meds i missed yesterday and try and finish this megumi fluff fic lmao <3

[dawningwinds-s]

do every stupid thing to try to drive the dark away let people call you crazy for the choices that you make find limits past the limits jump in front of trains all day and stay alive just stay alive play with matches if you think you have to play with matches seek out the hidden places where the fire burns hot and bright find where the heat's unbearable and stay there if you have to dont hurt anyone on your way up to the light and stay alive just stay alive people might laugh at your tattoos when they do get new ones in completely garish hues i hide down in my corner. because i like my corner i am happy where. the vermin play make up magic spells we wear them like protective shells landmines on the battlefield find the on safe way and stay alive just stay alive

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Hey, welcome to my random side blog for random stuff. My main blog is over at @dawningwinds. This blog is mostly used for reblogging stuff, but sometimes I post my own stuff as well. I have a particular fondness for Pokemon, Yugioh, and Ace Attorney, so expect to see a lot of those, along with whatever else I'm feeling at the moment. DMs and asks are always open

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I post all Palestine fundraiser asks I get. I don't have the means to donate myself, nor the time for extensive vetting. I encourage you to do your own research and donate if you can.

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Tags:

#dawning.txt -- Most of my original posts are tagged with this

#reblog -- Y'all know the drill with this one. I reblogged it.

#<3 -- Basically a fave tag. If you go through it you'll see a bunch of things I especially like, mainly art.

#trucy wright the girl ever -- A special tag for my favoritest little magician.

#the siblings of all time -- Posts that deal with Trucy and Apollo interacting. Because I love them.

#hey. - Things that hit me (positive)

#canon - Primarily used for things that are not canon but feel canon To Me. However some things in this tag may actually be canon

#cool shit -- Cool shit that I find inspiring or the like (rarely used at present)

#smile tag :) -- Cute stuff that makes me smile (rarely used at present)

#punk york is pork - Drawtectives S3 posts featuring York

#slop era - Drawtectives S3 posts featuring Rose

#grandma - Drawtectives posts featuring Grendan Grenda Gma Grandma Highforge