#i hate the way my brain functions
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periipheral · 9 months ago
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hi gay people
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arrimorr · 24 days ago
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Envy
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random-cockroach · 5 months ago
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My brain malfunctioned and I was digging in MTMTE the whole day, forgot to blink, kicked pillow 8 times and was talking with my reflection 6 times
Ended up with 60+ screenshots of nerds being socially awkward/abnormal/straightforward because we use books to talk, not people, silly, cool or sweet, or just facts ahah
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ohno-elrond · 6 months ago
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as someone who's struggled with feeling too much my entire life, finding a character that feels the same is indescribable
galadriel's just like me fr 😭
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clumsypuppy · 1 year ago
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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badkarma1998 · 10 months ago
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Me learning about "fridgescaping":
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justsalpals · 2 years ago
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it's wild seeing people invent drama where it literally doesn't exist. guess that's what happens when shipping starts to pick up in a fandom?
no one is hating on silver
no one is harassing creators
this is why I have mixed feelings on creators stepping into fandom. because aabria is absolutely a treat who's just chilled out and been rad, but it suddenly creates this environment where saying an opinion out loud (not directed towards the creators in any way) that some fans have chosen to believe the creator "wouldn't like" (whether or not that's true) casts you as a rabid harassing ship obsessed scum who is trying to ruin the canon narrative
I don't fucking care what's canon, I'm just having fun in my little corner making my dolls kiss. chill the fuck out.
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finn-from-adventure-time · 1 year ago
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ITS THE HOLIDAY FAMBILY!!!!!!
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courtillyy · 2 months ago
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dad got ritalin from his psych for me :) its sold out everywhere and he cant give it to me when visiting on the weekend :(
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hana-bobo-finch · 3 months ago
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I should probably just go to bed because I’m on the verge of posting every single thought I’ve had this past week eeggegeheheheh me when I don’t have my outlet to scream into the void
#BEING OFF SOCIAL MEDIA FELT SO GOOD WOW OK i missed my mutuals but aside from that? reject modernity return to playing in dirt#RAPID FIRE OF MY EVIL THOUGHTS OK. coding is FUN actually like I’m so bad at it but I think I’m getting slightly better at html. slightly.#bugs are so awesome omgggg I had a dream where I got to hold a wasp last night. and I’m getting Luna moth cocoons sometime over the summer!!#AND AND AND at church tonight I found a devil’s coach horse beetle!! ironic name#it was cool as hell!!! no pun intended#it wasn’t in the main church area so I was able to discuss it with my siblings without getting weird looks. it was awesome#they turn their abdomens up like scorpions when they’re threatened!! guess how I know#apparently it’s ‘’threatening’’ to have ‘’three people staring at you and trying to guess your species’’ smh#there’s apparently a superstition where if one points its abdomen at you you get cursed#so I went to church and got cursed by the devil isn’t that awesome#AAALSO UNDERTALE. I’ve been playing more undertale I think it’s becoming an Interest. I won’t say special interest just yet buuuut#I love undyne sm uurghh yayyyy#AND FINALLY AAGHH!! my friend who I haven’t seen in 6 years said she Might be able to take time off to visit sometime rrrgrhhrh#plans have a way of falling through so I’m not putting much hope into it but RHRHRHGRHRHRHRHGHGH#going FERAL. me when I crave human connection#also and finally. I accidentally made a new PDBC character lmao I hate him. his name is Mylkan and he’s insufferable#by accidentally I mean I drew an older OC so horribly I made him his own character#he’s such a minor character it’s not even worth mentioning any of his traits but Mylkan Exists now. alas#brain is CLUTTERED. so anyway I have some art I got done last week so those’ll be posted tomorrow morning. this morning. whatever.#prances away gaily. I’m gonna try an laser focus on getting my site more functional and organized so GET READY 🦅🦅💥💥💥
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doctahpants · 6 months ago
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#serious clash between my specific flavour of brain issues and my wife's specific flavour of brain issues today#where she had complete over stimulation issue and just wanted to be held perfectly still and silent#which i did#but all the while by brain has gone completely the other way and is totally understimulated and starting to freak out#because it's too quiet and I'm sitting too still and I've only done boring necessary things today#and things i hate doing#but now I'm pinned in place#and i want to be there for her and make sure she's okay and not make things worse#but I'm about this far from having a meltdown because i need. to do. something. anything. i need sound. i need to make something#or write something or ANYTHING#so i sit there tapping the fingers on my free hand repeatedly back and forward back and forward#but as quietly as i can because i don't want to make things worse#we're both okay now#but yeah#probably delete this later#i just needed to get this out of my head#because i don't really know how to deal with it if it happens again#i don't want to not be able to be there in the way she needs#but i also don't want to end up making things worse for both of us#idk#I've not felt it that bad before#but it's definitely been worse lately#my concentration levels are LOW#executive function is LOW#need to be doing at all times is HIGH#need for multiple stimuli is HIGH#but like i fluctuate#sometimes i get like i did today and sitting still is THE WORST THING ANYONE HAS EVER FORCED ME TO DO ACTUALLY#other times I'm begging my brain to let me do the thing but instead end up sitting there doing god know what for hours#it makes no damn sense
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notanotherinfjblog · 2 years ago
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Texting habits per judging function
No one asked, but here are some observations I've made in my personal life.
*Note that this probably differs by age, gender, and culture (for instance, I have been told by several Americans that I use an insane amount of emojis, whereas it's not considered weird at all here in Germany).
FJ:
Generally very good at texting, will respond to absolutely every point you make. If you send them a long voice message, they can be found taking notes while listening so that they will not forget to answer any point you made.
Have a very hard time leaving someone on read and if they do, either something happened and they forgot, or they simply don't like you very much. If they open the message, they answer. If they don't have time to answer you right now, they simply will not open the message yet.
If the text conversation is done (i.e. you wrote something like "bye, see you tomorrow!" that does not require another response), they will still at the very least send you an emoji back for no reason other than letting you know that "Yes! I read your message! I'm not ignoring you! I love you!" (Literally every FJ I have ever known does this. Every single one, including myself.)
They will adapt to your style of texting. If you are the kind of person that likes to send a bunch of heart emojis to friends and the FJ friend is not, they will still pepper in a heart here and there. If you generally don't use emojis, they will use them only occasionally. If you reply in wallpaper long messages, so will they. If you break up your messages into several texts one after the other, so will they.
FPs:
Also generally quite good at texting and can actually appear a lot warmer in writing than in person (there have been several instances where I received really lovely messages from FPs who I used to think hated my guts whenever we met in person).
Prepare for emojis. Seriously.
You can have infinitely long text conversations with them. If you are willing to commit, the conversation between the two of you will never end. With NFPs, the conversations usually end up spiralling into nonsense scenarios, while SFPs keep telling you about their day and keep answering you about your day every day.
TPs:
(my texting experience with TPs is unfortunately very limited, so feel free to fill in my blanks)
Fe is very noticeable in the extroverts, i.e. they tend to go the FJ route described above, but in a more nonchalant and more relaxed way. Like with FJs, the focus of the conversation is on you and their dynamic with you.
The introverts (i.e. my dad, i.e. my only point of reference) are bad at texting and prefer to call, so almost all text conversations go something like this: TP: "Hi, I tried to call you, but you didn't pick up. I hope everything is alright with you?" You: "Yes, sorry. Everything's good here, how about you, everything okay?" --- end of conversation ---
TJs:
Generally bad at texting. Also don't really like it and see no point in it, so they usually prefer calling or talking in person.
Will appear colder in writing than in person, especially the STJs. Their answers will be straight to the point. No beating around the bush and no needless extension of a conversation in form of jokes/questions/anecdotes for a bonding experience. If they want to tell you something, they will tell you in person.
Have absolutely zero problem leaving people on read and usually don't mean anything by it.
STJs rarely use emojis, NTJs do but not excessively
If their answer requires them to type anything more than two sentences, they will send you a voice message instead. (Literally every single TJ I know does this, except my INTJ brother who is a complete maniac and calls instead.)
#the TJ way of texting will never stop confusing me#i usually don't look at other people's phones but i once witnessed an istj's text conversation and it's been haunting me ever since#she had just visited her husband's family with their kids and her mother-in-law sent her a really long lovely message#saying how much she enjoyed their visit and how much she loved each and every one of them and sent her a bunch of pictures#and this istj replied with 'thanks me too' and THAT WAS IT! if i had been her mother-in-law i would have assumed she doesn't like me at all#but no! this istj spent the next half hour looking at the pictures smiling softly zooming in on everyone's faces and then smiling some more#similarly one of my closest friends is an estj and she will tell you in person how much she loves you but her messages? not that warm#or my entj friend. he is a real chatterbox in person but texting? yeah no forget it#this is unimaginable for me as an FJ i would only do this as a deliberate choice to make it known that i don't want anything to do with the#so texting with a TJ always feels like recalibrating your brain to calm down and go:#'no i know they don't hate me yes i know they text like they do but i know that they don't it's okay they are like this with everyone'#and really sorry for the limited TP section. the only TPs i ever texted are my dad and some occasional acquaintances#so seriously. chime in with your observations! especially to get a broader picture from other cultures than my own as well#typing post#judging functions#cognitive functions
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conderkyl · 1 year ago
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Very rarely do I actually feel pretty
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challengers · 8 months ago
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man…
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gaytwirights · 1 year ago
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One of my friends got spoiled for the ending of orv by one of her classmates. And it isn't even a proper spoiling where she now knows the ending. It's literally just for the big plot twists. The marvel movie version of orv if you will. I think I might actually hate someone in real life more than I hate myself
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iron-bullogna · 1 year ago
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i have my psych appointment at two which means for the next 34 minutes i can probably squeeze in some sitting here diligently doing nothing of import while being stuck in a frozen state before then
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