#i have a SYSTEM
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Trying to give my cats outdoor time but stop them from running away
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Do you think Darlin ever misses Quinn?
Do you think they hate themself for it?
Because regardless of all the shit he put them through, Darlin still loved him at one point.
There was a time where Quinn was their safe space. Their home. Their comfort.
There was a time when being with the pack was more pain than it was worth so being with Quinn's band of misfits was a release.
There was a time when Darlin believed Quinn loved them too. And hey, maybe he did. We'll never know.
There were good times. There were happy points. We know Darlin has long since ripped off the rose colored glasses but do you think they ever think back on those times and wonder if any of it was real?
Do you think they hate themself more every time they remember it? They know the kind of person Quinn really is, they're in a better situation that they never would've dreamed of before, so why do they keep remembering? The disgust and guilt is so strong they want to puke.
They know they shouldn't beat themself up over remembering, they know Quinn tricked them, they know it wasn't their fault.
But scars etch themselves on the heart. The heart that loved him. The heart that doesn't understand what it did wrong to make him hurt them. The heart that wonders if it was their fault. That all of it was their fault.
"I hate him. I hate him. But I loved him too."
It's one of those trauma topics that Darlin shoves down as far as they can with the rest of the complicated feelings they have about the Quinn situation so they don't have to think about it.
#asmr roleplay#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted darlin#this was far less comprehensive than my usual work#but the words had to come out#everyone starts sweating when a Jacks post has punctuation#no seriously#you can fact check me on that#all my analysis rambles have punctuation#all my “just being me” rambles don't#i have a system
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i have sooo much fun when i insist on never sticking my head into strange places within this fandom by adding many a username to my blocked terms list so when my mutuals or people i follow reblog from them, i know not to look at the post regardless of what it might be <3
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Complaints about who gets served tea first have been heard, and I will not be taking these complaints on board. Thank you.
#listen#I have a system#and this system is correct#if you have any more complaints please pull the lever to your right#oddtumblr
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Noticing a physical disability progress in weird ways is so interesting. Like right now I cannot flip my dogs off and that deeply upsets me.
Not because the hinders my ability to write and draw (thank fucking god I’m ambidextrous), but because I like flipping off my dogs when I get home and they’re excitedly barking at me through the window
#I’m pretending to ignore the fact this means Ill be drawing less#bc I draw with my right hand#and usually write with my left as to not make my arthritis flare on my right hand before I start drawing#I have a system#and it’s falling apart#teehee
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i have... a crazy amount of posts set up to post... i have 1 post scheduled for every hour for the rest of the night tonight... i have just been creating stuff like crazy and its been so fun to write and make collages and just have so much silly time !! its been such a huge stress reliever recently, its made days more bearable to be able to come home and make silly creations !! and i hope you guys can find some enjoyment in them too !!
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my mindset now regarding systemhood is "i have a system but it’s chill" and i’d like to talk to other people who have-a-system-but-it’s-chill but i figure people like that are a minority and don’t hang out in system spaces on tumblr and don’t talk about it ever so like. yeah it’s just me i guess
#system tag#sysblr#talk#by it’s chill i mean like#i have a system#it’s not a big deal#it doesn’t impact my life a lot#it’s just there#it’s just the way i experience things#i say ‘have’ but probably should say ‘am’#i’m just more used to the former#pdid
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I’ve got a routine at work. Finding out someone went through my department and moved everything around on my day off has me all freaked out. They sent a bunch of stuff to get marked down that did not need to be, shoved everything onto other carts so now it’s less organized and … this is not good for me. My head’s in chaos. Barely holding it together. And I have 6+ hours to go.
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sooner or later i’m going to reread the scythe books and actually start breaking in my own copies of them!!!! i haven’t reread them since i got them 😔
#rowe rambles#rowe reading or whatevs#and by breaking them in i mean im going to dog eat them. that’s what i do with My books.#i have a system
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I am the most efficient customer at the grocery checkout
#i have a system#...it's always a big cart though because I put off shopping#plus side is that i'm there less often? i guess?
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what annoys me about explaining evolution to people who don’t think it’s real is that everyone’s idea of how it works seems to be from this

Whereas the reality is far more like

#“Evolution of man” image you are a linear path of one branch not a whole ass family tree#Someone straight up asked me if people came from monkeys why do e still have monkeys#Like bruh no hate the education system failed you BUT#If you came from your grandma then why do you still have cousins#That’s what you’re asking#Edited cause I wrote billion instead of million lol
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it’s crazy how absolutely blatantly luigi’s constitutional rights are being breached and people seem more concerned about his appearance than a real, scary view of the power CEOs and the healthcare industry have over the legal system. like yeah he looks good in those photos i can appreciate that too but can we focus on the fact that the media is absolutely treating him as if he has already been found guilty. this could happen to anyone. anyone could be arrested over the death of a wealthy, influential person and the precedent being set right now is essentially that the prosecution can run wild and create documentaries declaring your guilt. like that’s really serious and scary.
#i’m not american so i don’t know much about their legal system#but this absolutely should not be happening. it’s abhorrent that this trial might continue and that the evidence shown in the documentary#might be admissible#if he is found guilty. this is a TERRIFYING precedent#luigi mangione#not to mention his treatment is absolutely wild#like i said im not american so idk the court processes but im sure its absolutely wild that the shooting of 1 man#is being charged in 3 jurisdictions and is facing the death penalty#like im sorry aren’t there literal mass shooters in the US who have gotten lesser punishment
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Me: yeah I’m job hunting rn
The job hunting: spending over 3 straight hours sorting legos that I haven’t touched in 12 years
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Kpop Demon Hunters post credit scene
#kpop demon hunters#kpdh#rumi kpdh#mira kpdh#zoey kpdh#derpy kpdh#sussie kpdh#idk how to draw#needed to get something out of my systems#have seen this movie twice so far and now that i heard what jinu sounds like in korean i guess i need to see it a third time#20250624#your idol is burned into my brain
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Okay guys
INPRNT!!
#i don't wanna work a minute longer on this one i honestly started to hate it so im getting it out of my system as soon as possible#i have other Bilbo Baggins fanarts planned;)#also i dont care what anyone says Bilbo likes kids#hes a story teller he wrote the book for Frodo#maybe he got the idea from the young hobbits who have been a constant pesterers of his life asking him to tell stories about his adventure#i dont know i have a lot of thoughts on this but i cant write it down#not the best with words i am (as you can see from the dialogue lol)#anywaaaayss eat up Bilbo enjoyers#the hobbit#hobbit#bilbo baggins#tolkien#bilbo my beloved
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I don’t get why people sleep with a sheet under their soft blankets. Are they not soft for a reason?? Why would I get a fluffy, fuzzy blanket if I couldn’t wrap myself in it and only it? Fuck flat sheets, you’re not cozy enough
#I sleep with a double or triple layer blanket system#depending on how cold I am#thin soft blanket with a comforter on top#and a third soft blanket on top of that if I’m still cold#I have a SYSTEM#flat sheets don’t fit into it
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