#i have nothing to post rnnnn

[doveysim]

day in the life…

[valeisaslut]

I'm definitely sorry for bothering you with this (and our girlies with their busy lives), BUT, your last Autowire and Puppy interview HC’s made me immediately think of the lie detector ones and what kind of uncontrolled chaos it would be if Ellie and reader were in one together. The chemistry, the tension, the banter, the EYECONTACT. Ellie having to sit still with all the wires, either reader or Ellie going off-track and asking their own questions with a smug smile on their face? “The machine’s giving an indication of some nervousness.” “Inconclusive.” Or blatant, unashamed honesty to some of the questions? The giggles during the ridiculous questions? “Would you still love me if I were a worm?” The person behind the detector third-wheeling and having to keep a straight face through it all as they rope them into their chaos? Trouble. A couple million views in no time, easy. 

But also a moment for cuteness,

“How does this picture make you feel?” As reader slams a photo on the table, and it’s a photo of teeny tiny reader as a kid and Ellie just thaws and keeps the photo. OR it’s a photo from reader’s VS shoot and the machine goes zig-zaggedy-zig so fast because Ellie’s heartbeat’s picking up.

Anyway, good luck with your studies and take care, love! Wishing you all the best!!

OH MY GOD. LISTEN. THIS IS CANON NOW. HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS BEFORE???????? I NEED TO WRITE IT RNNNN. okay this was before... everything. lets picture i like:

“Is your name ellie?”

ellie shifts in her seat, squints at the wires strapped to her hands like they’ve personally wronged her “yeah.”

“truth.” says the guy behind the polygraph. monotone. already spiritually checked out.

you’re sitting beside her, legs crossed, looking dangerously smug with your cue cards.

she glances sideways. “you’re loving this way too much.” you hum. “i’m just here to get to the truth, officer.”

she rolls her eyes, but her knee’s bouncing. twitchy. charged. like she’s already nervous. and you haven’t even asked a real questions yet.

“okay, next one.” you clear your throat dramatically. “have you ever thought about me during sex?”

ellie blinks. pauses. “i’m literally dating you.”

you shrug. “not what I asked.”

the guy says nothing, just stares at Ellie like ma’am please answer the question.

ellie licks her lips. leans back. smirks. “every time.”

BEEP.“truth.”

“oh my god,” you say, fanning yourself. “PR team is gonna kill us.”

at some point the questions spiral:

“would you still love me if I was a worm?”

“i’d build you a worm mansion.”

truth.

you: visibly emotional.

and THEN you drop a photo on the table without warning — a tiny, chubby-cheeked version of you as a toddler in a glitter tutu, holding a microphone and looking like you were born famous.

ellie goes quiet. softens instantly.

she picks it up gently, like she’s scared to ruin it. “where did you even find this?”

“how does it make you feel?” you ask, smug again.

she stares down at it, then at you. “like I want to marry you.”

the polygraph explodes.

the guy behind it chokes on air. “we’re just gonna call that… emotional honesty.”

they post the video and it hits 4.6 million views in 24 hours. someone edits it with a soft indie track and a title card that reads: “i’d build you a worm mansion.”

ellie reposts it to her story with “never doing one of these again” and you repost with “liar. and not even the sexy kind.”

[4dkellysworld]

Omgggg kelly are u back???? 🥹🥹🥹

Ilobyousooooomuchhh u n ur posts n ur reblogs n ur everything!!! Aaghhhh!! U dont realise how much happiness its giving me rnnnn 💓💓💓

Tell me about you how things have been going?? Have u realised self? I bet u did.

Ik im talking as if i ve known u since 2023-24 😂😂 but i got to know about u n barbie 2 weeks ago but srsly so grateful to you and that ur back!!!

Lots of love

Hey! I never left I guess? I just prefer to dip in and out of this blog when I feel like it lol. Unless I actually announce that I'm leaving for good, just assume I've gone on a temporary break and will be back sometime haha.

Things are okay/good/great, it's just all part of the same dream. Have I realised Self? Yes but I wouldn't say it's full realization yet like Lester Levenson talked about. There's been some recent growth developments but I'm not ready to share it here yet. I'm hesitant to declare anything about my journey because it just feels so fluid and undefined, it's still unfolding now and yet it feels like nothing has changed at the same time? lol it feels like a paradox which I guess is perfect! To define it would be to limit it. I wrote some of my observations/developments in the past here though.

It's nice to see there's still new people finding this little corner of Tumblr, I hope it's been helping you :)

[tabulae]

pt 2, the tt anthology

HIHI MISS YUKI I AM HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT I GOT A 98 ON THAT 15PG LAB REPORT AHHHHH ((,: it was v difficult churning That Much microbiology but i’m vvv happy to be on my last week of the sem! i’m gonna finally start reading all the mangas i’ve been interested in (csm, aot, spy x family, horimiya, blue period) and just have time to RELAX ;; BUT ALSO AGAIN CONGRATS ON YOUR ADMISSION IM SO PROUD ((,: here is a celebratory cat video hehe

speaking of jjk. what da HELL was ch147 like???? WHAT WAS THE REASONNNN😭 istg akutami just pulls names out of a hat & is just like “them. that is who will die next” 😭😭 but GOD WHEN THE HIDDEN INVENTORY ARC GETS ADAPTED IM GONNA LOSEEEE MY MIND like is it so hard for there to be happiness in the jjk world💔 i just wanted SSS to be happy 😞

AND AHHHHHH THE KNY MOVIE!!! update i actually saw it again in theaters and man ;-; i cried more than the first time ;-; i literally wish i could talk about everything i loved in the movie but i don’t wanna spoil anyone sodnkd maybe i’ll send in another ask separately lol but THE SOUND DESIGN WAS SOOOOO GOOD i got such intense chills listening to the soundtrack! and AKAZAAAAAA AND RENGOKU💔 please i was on the edge of my seat for the last 30mins… and the flashback with his mom 😭 it was one of the pivotal moments to rengoku’s character & it was done sosoos beautifully in the movie. i literally could just gush about this movie! BUT DID YOU ALSO READ TANJIRO’S STATUS REPORT?? IM JUST CRYING SO MUCH RN LMAO -TT

tt !!! A 98 OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! CONGRATS!!!! you absolutely deserve the break, please read manga to your heart’s content :”> (BLUE PERIOD IS SO GOOD. SO GOOD. GOD I CRIED AT THE FIRST CHAPTER AND IT TOOK MONTHS TO PICK IT UP AFTER BC IM SO FRAGILE BUT I FINISHED IT) and thank you!!! the cat video is so cute OTL i really want a cat :((((

147 . (and well, 148 now too) is just . i want all the establishment people gone (higher ups, old zenin men + naoya) dfjkvhsdf i apologize for the person i will be when hidden inventory gets animated dsfjk

FR YOU SAID IT??? THERES SO MUCH TO UNPACK WITH THAT MOVIE BUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING WAS STELLAR SKJDVHGSD and yes i read it like . a couple of months ago i think? i cant remember when but i still remember the content JKSDHCS THEYRE SO CUTE OTL

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hihi yuki i literally have nothing important to say besides the fact that i just got my atsumu nendoroid and my Serotonin Levels rn...... 📈📈📈 IS GOING THRU THE ROOF RNNNN HES SO CUTE <//3333 n e ways i hope you are doing well my love, pls take care of urself !!! 

OOOOO YOUR NENDO OMG THATS SO CUTE . atsumu’s so cute . :((( i think at this point of sending (iirc) i was . kinda okay JKDCHS so thank you!! thankfully time off tumblr = more time being productive w other things n i think i already finished 2 books at this point in time

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HIHI YUKI IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY LAST FINAL AND HW ASSIGNMENT ((((,,,: I AM FREEEE!!! (that is until i take my physics 2 class) BUT AHHHHH IM SO HAPPYYYY i hope things are going well for you rn! i miss seeing you on my dashboard! take care my dear💖

HI HI CONGRATS TT !!! you absolutely deserve to rest :”D

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hihi yuki so glad to see that you’ll be posting again soon! i hope things are going well for you~ mini update: i just finished reading horimiya & will be starting csm v soon! kinda scared but i’m hoping for the best 🧍🏻‍♀️ i also picked up some new books including pachinko! i typically read YA so i’m excited to venture out! i remember you recommending the alchemist to me so i would like to read that during my summer break too! i also get my wisdom teeth removed this friday and uh i’m not too excited about that …… at least i’ll have a lot of downtime during my healing process lol & i’m dying to know where you are at violet evergarden lolodjdkdj take your time though!! can’t wait to hear from you soon!!! 💖🥰

thank you! it’s nice to be back, but idt i’ll be as active for my own sanity too KSDJCH my screen time restrictions are all in place to keep me from spiraling and i’m trying (earnestly this time) to build healthier habits for tumblr :”> OOOOOO CSM OMG I WISH YOU LUCK IM STILL SO FRAGILE ABOUT IT . literally binged the whole thing and may need to reread to really ✨feel it✨ but itS SO GOOD

and omg we share the same braincell bc pachinko is on my to-read list dslkfjvhsdf it’s already added to cart n the only reason i havent bought it is bc i ran out of money buying other books SDKJHSD ,, and hhhhh i hope it won’t hurt a whole much :((( manifesting a speedy recovery for you!!!

i’m . slow as can be SDKJCSD i’m at the ep of them w the comet!! there are like 1-2 familiar seiyuu each ep i’m so happy for it HAHA

[k-it]

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a - age: 22 b - biggest fear: being replaced is tied with failure c - current time: 10:31pm d - drink you last had: arizona green & ginseng tea e - every day starts with: checking my phone and petting my dog f - favorite song: rnnnn it’s nara - alt j g - ghosts, are they real: yes tbh h - hometown: Scottsdale i - in love with: nothing j - jealous of: these girls who have crazy makeup skills llol k - killed someone: uhh no l - last time you cried: a few days ago m - middle name: josephine n - number of siblings: 5 o - one wish: money...or a house...or to draw better tbh p - person you last called/texted: @holdsteady q - question(s) you’re always asked: how tall are you? r - reasons to smile: being offered a full time position at my job s - song last sang: HISTORYYYYYY by olivia holt t - time you woke up: 8:30am u - underwear color: dark teal v - vacation destination: Europeeeee or Californiaaaaa w - worst habit: smoking, never finishing projects, spending money like its nothing x - x-rays you’ve had: teeth, right wrist...i think thats it z - zodiac sign: Sun - Pisces , Moon - Aries, Ascendant - Aries (I know)

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