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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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what do you do when you feel like being vulnerable with anyone in your life is an immediate turn off for them
#wordvomit#'i had a dream about my ex it feels like hes haunting me' to my closest friends and they all side eye each other and say nothing#i find myself in a situation where i feel unable to talk about myself or my interests or my feelings#moreso just responding to other people and trying to give them investment#it varies based on the person but it just always feels like they range from disinterested to annoyed#and no one really initiates conversations with me anymore?#i try to prompt things but no dice most of the time#only if its a shared interest/they have some investment#i find myself picking things to be interested because i think my friends might like talking abt it with me#who knows. sorry tumblr ur my diary#im gonna go do drugs abt this#also saying this here since it will never be read anywhere by anyone who its relevant to#yall ever feel so pressured to perform on smthn thats supposed to be your own creative for fun project#that it isnt fun anymore and you just hand the reigns over#idk i cant help but feel like its my fault somehow but also. my ideas will come to me when they come to me#now im sitting here focusing so hard on making good characters i dont feel like i can do anything organic#im sorry i have a different creative process and im sorry i cant force myself bc ur hyperfixated#wow im just yammering sorry#things that i have been pondering that arent worth actually saying bc nothing will happen besides drama#and then no real change
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i may be in fucking shambles atm but at least my daith piercing is healed
#yellowjackets ruined my life#yellowjackets spoilers#but only in the tags bc im gonna yap#van#van my baby#van my love my darling my light my dear im so so sorry#ur mercy got u killed#melissa when i find u melissa#its all ive been able to think abt for literally the past 12 hours#liv hewson lauren ambrose i know theres a bit of an age gap but i promise we can make it work#there was a certain point where i wasnt even sure who had been stabbed bc my brain immediately denied it#ive never felt this strongly abt a character death#did i say character death? i meant character nap haha shes fine#shes just sleeping#anyway#ive had my daith pierced since like february last year and for literally 9 months it gave me nothing but grief fr#hardest piercing out of my mf 13 to heal#i also want 2 more so theres that but GOD im proud of myself for sticking through it instead of giving up#anyway yap over i miss van bye
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#sometimes i forget that . i am not immume to my.good things corrupting me#this is embarrassing sctuslly ..getting fuckign Anxious over a venus kazimi like.#dawg calm down oh my.god . ur gonna be fine. everything.sill be fine lol#for the greater good (my mental health)#but my god ppl om the internet know how to word things that do infact trigger me#n i can never tellcif i am being sensitive or not n i so infact .#it doesnt matter n yet . im crippling in fear over this shit ONCE again. for the rexord#i have bren doing my best toclike stay off the internet . it was doing my head in#but . anyeay whatever. its fjne im having a bad day apparently#n im staying home for wtv reason like . i wanna go out but im just .#i wanna try n save this money n get my cwllo fixed .#its the one thinf on my list im desperate tovget done#bc everything else will fsll into place after that . bc ill have something else i dnjoy to do w my time#n atm i want nothing more thsn tovjust practice . fuck the sheet music in tbe othet stuff i gotta organise#im . yea sorry .#WAITT my sister got a ptinter . i can print the sheet music i have ready to go.#besides im sure if i look hard enough i can find . my folder w my ensemblr worm#i have thought abt conquistador daily btw . she was so fun tocplay ah :(#n going out also means . Not e tirely sure if ill b awake before 1pm . bc this placr closes at like 2.#so . i do have to go to bed realtively early if i wanna do this . n i do. im biting thr bullet#im impuslivd but not when itll benefit me. go figure. anyway. i have just enough. ill be Fine .#worst case . my dad has these awful tailors i can chop up#and he can also buy my grocrties this week 👩🦯#worst case . i fkgure itnout somehow. i always do but . i gotta bite the bulley on this i cannot do this anymore#i need something else to occupy my time. n this is the one thinf i knoe for sure will be worth the investment#bc if not. i can literally just Sell it for like $300 (if its worth rven That lol)#like shes a good cello but damn shes dinged up and xhipped. im not paying for that to b fixed#it adds character.
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Ok but polygot reader who's like a pro singer who sings im all the languages they know all across teyvat cuz y not <3
Having a duet with yunjin and xinyan
Harmonising with barbara
Singing for nilou's dance
I WANNA SING LULLABIES TO MY CHILDREN SO BADLYYYYYYYY
Orah my beloved genius you <333
LMAO SORRY I JUST HAD TO USE THIS GIF
Orbit: Short Headcanons-ish
Stars: mostly Mond/Liyue characters, mentions of other singers/musicians
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: none known. & Trigger Warnings: none known.
Please comment if I missed any. /gen
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U get to sing a solo with Barbara yes!!
but u know whats more important? whos more hype abt ur songs/diff languages???
Venti.
Venti is.
Venti is vibrating with barely contained manic energy
poor guy is sick of always being familiar with songs, nothing is "new" to him, but ur songs?? they're from a different world, and he can't know any of them!!!
Venti's has a surprising amount of strength in those noodle arms bc ur suffocating in his hug rn-
He is constantly begging asking you to sing for him, sing in public, he'll put you on the Barbatos statue hands just so everyone can hear you,
constantly pleading politely requesting if he can lay in your lap under the Windrise tree while you sing slow songs
Hogs you from Barbara, Klee, and anyone else in Mondstadt who would want to personally hear ur singing/duet with you lmao
u had to bring in the cavalry (Rex Lapis/Zhongli) to get a week away from him lol
luckily the retired god was more than motivated to bring u to Liyue, after all he spends a fair amount of his time listening to operas/music
DUETS DUETS DUETS!!
Yunjin blew ur eardrums out of excitement the first time u copied her singing perfectly, kidnapped u for an entire week of festivities where u were the special singer guest <33
Xinyan looked at you like u hung the stars in the sky for both playing a little guitar/singing to her rock music (as she's used to instrumental rock so far bc its been just her)
Qiqi, Klee, Yao yao, Diona all ask (in their own ways lol) for lullabies,
they each wanted you to sing to them every night but it wasn't possible... so u got cloud retainer to invent a machine to record some lullabies you've sung in each of their countries languages so they can sleep 🥺<333
and the dancers.
you cannot escape the dancers.
Nilou, yunjin, eula, gaming, ayaka, doesn't matter, u cannot have peace.
u will sing for them all at some point, u will have repeated performances, u will attract crowds, u will be going on a world tour
(Lyney has also kidnapped u for his magic shows to show off ur singing in French)
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finally scheduled a post and am able to rlly get at my asks more frequently now thank goodness
im so ready to open ask box again 😭😭
hope u guys have a fun Tuesday!! :)
Safe Travels 0rah,
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exposing you based on your fav will wood/wwatt song (my longest post)
A lot of these have nothing to do with the song. They're basically headcannons lmao. My Blake Jennings is showing
No instrumental chnt except Rhumba sorry
i started this in June enjoy
EIAL
6up 5oh copout: its low hanging fruit to say you hate cops, and I'm taking it. You hate cops.
Skeleton Appreciation whatever the fuck: Covid RUINED you
Front Street: you like Heathers
Aikido!: how's that obsessiveness and inability to let go going?
White Knuckle Jerk: you also like nu metal for the same reason. (Its incredibly horny)
Cover This Song: same as Aikido but only with your exes omg do not text them they are assholes
Thermodynamic Lawyer: PLEASE take time to calm down when you get overstimulated I promise if you don't do anything abt it you will have such a terrible mental breakdown
Red Moon: YOU LISTEN TO MALE MANIPULATOR MUSIC STOP TRYING TO HIDE IT YOU CANT BE IN THE RADIOHEAD CLOSET FOREVER
Lysergide daydream: I honestly do not like this song at all so you get a pass (don't kill me)
The First Step: you're usually quiet but you know how to SCREAM.
Jimmy Mushroom: you're usually quiet but- I'm just kidding. You're always quiet
Chemical Overreaction: you're usually quiet but if- I'm just kidding. You are never quiet
Everything is a lot/dte: insomnia. I dont know why,but insomnia
Self-ish
self/ish: closet theatre kid
2012: fast talker to a not comprehendible level
Cotard Solution: turn off the v-sauce it is 2 am
Mr. Capgras: turn off the 🌽 it is 2 am
The Song With Five Names: you have incredible taste. You can't describe that taste, but hey, its incredible
Hand me my shovel: you were the only talented kid in your elementary music class
Dr. Sunshine is Dead: you love the smell of cigarettes
TNA
Suburbia overture: BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD BPD
222: your English teacher loves you (you're so goddamn gay)
Laplace's Angel: your English teacher hates you. How do I know? Because you can't pronounce anything (its la-plass-es not la-place-is)
i/me/myself: you have to beat off the fake fan allegations with a stick everyday
Wbtta: hey queen. How are those hyperfixations going
Outliars and hyppocrates: you spell the title wrong every. damn. time.
bbw: same as 2012 but holy shit triple it.
Marsha, thankk you: dyslexia and ADHD
Love, me normally: I get it. I'm not even gonna expose you. You already have it bad enough
Momento Mori: you are just SO quirky! (knives whisper things to you when you hold them)
Icimi
Tomcat Disposables: you'd shove photos of your pets in your friends faces even if they were dangling off a bridge
Becoming the last names: you either have wonderful parents in a happy relationship or your parents have been divorced for years and you will never relate to this song
Cicada Days: stop using self deprecating humor around the wrong people PLEASE
Euthanasia: this song is a masterpiece I have nothing to say about you.
Falling Up: WONDERFUL TASTE. AMAZING CHOICE. NO RECOLLECTION OF YOUR CHILDHOOD.
That's enough: you love Alex g you just don't know it yet
Um its kind of a lot: you either already love Scott pilgrim or it will happen. Its a canon event
Half decade hangover: omg twinn!! I have an addictive personality, too!
(I feel like this is a good time to say don't take these too seriously)
You liked this: ...what?
The main character: you can't relate to the song, you hate yourself
Sdrr: IF I SEE ONE MORE PERSON TAKING THIS SONG SUPER SERIOUSLY IM GONNA LOSE MY SHIT YDHZJABXV
Bfb: ur just a silly lil guy
Willard!: you're a therian. There is no human explanation to this.
white noise: you love pink floyd you just don't know it yet
Atkf: HOW TF DID I FORGET THIS ONE anyways you get bad habits (nail biting, staying up too late. Etc)
CHNT
Yes to err: you are still waiting for chnt season 2 BC you want to see what happens with Adam
Your body, my temple: I have a strong feeling you have a tummy ache right now
Venetian Blind Man: you love nobody sexually you just don't know it yet (this is a very ace choice idk why)
Rhumba of Death: you LOVE Halloween
When Somebody Needs You: Tyler the Creator is probably your favorite rapper
Live
Trww
Self/ish: You can't sleep if your room has the SLIGHTEST amount of light in it
10-4 6-up: unlike the original, you don't just hate cops, you hate anybody who can tell you what to do (your teachers are probably just trying to do their job. please)
Cotards Solution: you can't sleep without background noise
Dr Sunshine Lives!: You never get sick physically (mentally on the other hand...)
Where do you get off: omg the horniest of the horny. Gerard Way on stage levels of horny. Nine Inch Nails levels of horny. (Or you really like Umbrella Academy idk why)
Aikido: you can't relate to it. You hate everybody
Take a break grab some water this is getting long
Thermodynamic Lawyer: you have gotten kicked out of restaurants because of how loud you are
Front Street: WE GET IT. IT'S BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL.
Wasting away again: I am so sorry holy shit
Hand me my (x), I'm (y): you suck at algebra
The First Step: you wish you could do the AUGHHHHHHHH
2012: severe social anxiety
Mr capgras: literally the opposite of 2012 (live)
Chemical Overreaction: you know so many random fun facts
Fibrodysplasia: I'm not even gonna talk about your mental issues because I will be banned from this app (which is pretty much impossible)
Icid
Cicada Days: you also get a pass fuck I'm so sorry
The main character okay you ACTUALLY can relate to it
Icimi: OMG I LOVE YOU
atkf: you cry every day even if you aren't sad
Becoming the last names: please don't become a Disney adult
Vampire ref: LISTEN TO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AND IK YOU LOVE HOT VAMPIRE MUSIC
Half decade hangover: oh my god talk to somebody it'll be okay I'm so sorry
Tsw5n: you love the way he says "what the fuck"
Euthanasia: once again, ANOTHER PASS. IM SO SORRY I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
Jimmy Mushrooms: You. Me. Marriage. Now.
Laplaces Angel: you listen to LitWTC
i/me/myself: you were trying to separate yourself from the normal i/me/myself fans
The first step: idk why but you REALLY like lemonade
skeleton appreciation day: you can NOT play any instrument
tomcat disposables: you love concept albums
White noise: unlike cotards, you need to sleep in SILENCE
Love me normally: arctic monkeys. that's all I have to say. idk what about them but, yeah
misanthrapologist: GAY QUEER LGBT HOMOSEXUAL FRUITY ZESTY ROMANTICALLY ATTRACTED TO PEOPLE OF THE SAME GENDER
Falling up: wonderful taste once again please don't become a Disney adult
thats enough let's get you home: you say "YIPPIE!!" a lot
And if I did: god made you shy because he knew if you weren't you would be unstoppable
#If this flops istg#wee woo#wwattw#wwatt#music#will wood#will wood and the tapeworms#william woodiam#the normal album#will wood reference#will wood music#self ish#everything is a lot#icimi
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No I will never shut up about the glorious rep in Dr stone, especially queer rep
I know going “I love how they don’t make a big deal of it and it’s so natural” then going and making a big deal about it doesn’t make sense but THIS IS EXACTLY THE KIND OF STUFF I HOPED FOR FOR YEARS?? HELLO?? It’s written INTO their characters like it’s amazing
Senku, Stanley, Xeno, Ryusui, Francois , and Gen are the most like obvious.
Senku is clearly not heterosexual. I’m sorry no way a heterosexual man shows that much disgust when a girl confesses to him. I’m not saying he’s gay even if I HC him as such but at the very least he’s on the aromantic or asexual spectrum. I personally think if he wasn’t aroace he would be gay. Ik it’s probably a coping mechanism but it’s also funny to watch Senku flirt with guys whenever he’s terrified and or they’re abt to kill him
Stanley and Xenos relationship makes me want to drop to my knees and wail. So so beautiful. Xenos obviously a bad person but I love how they show his soft side for Stanley the way he looks at him when he’s a statue when he gives him little fake cigarettes it’s so elegant. Drst writes characters who are considered bad people to have soft sides like Xeno and also make the protagonists people who aren’t really saints at all, making them feel more human. Stanley is clearly in love with Xeno which is why he gets so damn peeved when he gets kidnapped and there’s no hetero explanation for the scene where Stanley gets revived again. And I love how they made Stanley the most masculine man who literally served in the military gay and wear makeup. Literally. Hes not afraid to wear lipstick like YES I ADORE IT. Again he SERVED IN THE MILITARY he has like a 10 pack and is masculine as hell and he’s still such a well written homosexual character who’s comfortable in his sexuality and gender. Epitome of masculinity fr fr.
Francois is enby, using they/them pronouns. I love how Ryusui says gender sex race nothing matters when it comes to sheer talent, which is why the writers don’t tell much too about them. They’re just pure talent and live to serve and even though they’re a butler they’re still not robotic and stuff, same with Senku- he’s not that into romance but he’s still definitely not nonchalant at all.
Ryusui , the greediest man in the world. He desires everyONE and everyTHING. My pansexual probably polyamorous KING. He don’t care abt ur gender or whatever he wants YOU!!
Gen Asagiri, this one.. he’s definitely queer... im not saying it just because he’s the most feminine out of all the men (though I LOVE how again they made a very feminine male character and made him so well written) , but because of the clear admiration he has towards Senku. You could say it’s not romantic that’s fine - QPR sengen still peak. In my opinion he’s either gay or bisexual. He barely also shows interest in women, when he does it’s clearly for keeping up his facade. Again, he’s genuinely mesmerized by Senku and what he does. I love sengen but if we’re talking canon, they’re definitely one sided. The way I see it, no way Gen doesn’t feel anything for Senku. Also cmon.. just look at the guy.. listen to his voice… cmon. Cmon. Cmon. Cmo-
Again I’m OBSESSED with the way their sexualities are written into their characters and personalities, and how it’s shown so well.. if that makes sense.. love this show so much please if you haven’t seen Dr Stone watch it if you want a show with glorious characters, story, and rep for neurodivergent people (autism specifically with Senku and Sai) and queer people.
#im such a loser but idc I love this show#the representation is amazing I’ve always hoped for a show as good as this with amazing characters#bless Dr Stone bro#dr stone#drst#gen asagiri#asagiri gen#dcst#ishigami senku#stanley dr stone#xeno dr stone#francois dr stone#nanami ryusui#dcst ryusui#dcst brainrot
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Show us your Kirby gijinkas. Now. (If you even have any.)
sorry abt the long wait, but here u go









im SOOOO happy w how these turned out.
sorry, but i only really have set designs for meta and ddd at the moment but i'd LOVE to do the other characters. i know you didn't explicitly ask for mtdd, but I just couldn't help myself <3
(ill go into more detail about my choices under the cut, I just love to yap)
okay now that ur stuck here with me, I'm gonna start with my design headcanons and inspirations.
Meta Knight:
Okay for Meta I wanted go with a more slender-ish, short-statured body will a bit of a baby face. I really tried leaning into a bit for vampiric features like fangs, desaturated colors, and the signature vampire bites (although these ones are just moles for the aesthetic). I wanted to give him a good chunk of unique features too like a scar under his right eye, a few beauty marks, pale-white eyes, prominent fangs, like 2c/3a hair (this means curly/wavy incase ur unaware), permenant eye bags, and a hooked nose for good measure. Ski-slope nose meta is evil propaganda which shall not be trusted.
yes yes, i can hear u saying "he looks like a twink" and to that I respond, "well, I'm fucking trying. he looks strange w facial hair to me and also Im a raging lesbian who only draws women over and over again". Also I made him Mexican because have u SEEN the anime dub. its fucking gold. and while I'm not Mexican, I AM colombian and black, so I thought this would be a good time to flex my liberal wokeness and make meta darker than a piece of paper. excuse the egregious anime hairstyle, I like anime and don't get out much.
King Dedede:
Alrighty I REALLY stepped out of my comfort zone here. I'm gonna be honest and say not only do I not draw a lot of men, but I don't draw a lot of men with larger body types like ever so this was definitely a bit of a challenge. god bless the "fat guy" anatomy tumblr post I saved a year ago, it came in clutch. anyways, I wanted to add some traditionally black hairstyles to my kingy king so I did a bit of thinking until I came to a realization. BEARD. LOCS. it was genius. I scrolled thru this guys page on tiktok who also had beard locs but they had jewelry on them and I just thought "wow, el, ur a genius." so I threw them into the design ofc. I like how a few other gijinka designs of ddd give him a long braid in the back. It's very regal. So I did that too but it's a braid made up of locs. Dedede's head is probably extremely heavy from the hairstyle I gave him, but he'll live. To list off some attributes; I gave ddd a wide, flat nose, vibrantly dark skin, like the underbite kind of fangs that u see in werewolves(not sure what it's called exactly? anti fangs??), locs, bushy eyebrows, and blue, tiny pupils. Again, I am VERY happy w/ my resdesign of him since my design of MK didn't change all that much from 2022.
In Conclusion:
thank you to anyone who made it this far!!1!!1
I know I say a whole lot of nothing sometimes, but I'm just so touched somebody out there wanted to see MY gijinka designs. its so funny cuz that's literally what my first ever post was on this app and Its nice to see things come full circle for once. hopefully, you all think Ive improved since then. personally, I think I improved a wee bit, but ill always strive towards improvement so I can have enough talent to consider redrawing the designs I just made, but even better <3
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As I work on my college assignments that I have missed due to being sick I can't help but think *damn* I would absolutely hate being transported to another world due to all my responsibilities. Like, even if it was that zero time occurring between getting back home I wouldn't want that, because fuck what if time did pass? What if I got fired from my job or missed on rent and all my stuff got thrown out of my apartment?? I love the idea of being away from my responsibilities but I hate having to go back to more and more things I have to more things I have to make up or have just missed.
Anyway, my brain suddenly attached this to a reader who got stuck in the linked universe. The emotions they would go through because their mind isn't stuck on the past or present but in the future. What if they had pets? Who'd take care of them? How would they pay their bills if they got stuck in an alternate universe? It's a sudden absence of these things that really trip them up because they had so much to do and now it's all gone. They can actually live now. But also they weren't built to live life outside of the weird society we have. How can they learn to live if the way they'd been living was nothing but a mental ladder to keep up with. How can they keep going knowing that back home there are important events and people and animals that they are missing out on.
-✒️ (Sorry for the long ask I'm an a very existential mood rn)
Sorry this is such a late reply!! I've had a "fanfic author curse" kinda year tbh, so I'm just now getting back into my hobbies :/
(i just got so burnt out by life i wasn't even in the mood to play the video games, let alone touch my blogs/write for them :( which is sad bc i love talking to you guys /gen)
So, I hope this late response is okay, and college and things these days are going better for you anon!!
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BRO RLLY DROPPED MY WORST FEARS IN MY MAIL BOX ON A GODDAMN?? WEDNESDAY EVENING??? 😭😭 /LH
NO but SERIOUSLY this is genuinely a fear ive had in realistic isekai scenario situations,
So for like a year, maybe 2 now? Ive been obsessively consuming "isekai/reincarnation/transmigration anime" or this trope that somehow someway a character is misplaced from their original timeline, maybe just mysteriously yoinked/died/possessed another body in a diff universe, whatever, either way theyre There now, in a diff universe. And animes consistently gloss over this transitional period, that i can see real ppl actually having, to just sort of accept and move on, of course yo get the plot rolling.
But i guess theres just not quite enough sort of nitty-gritty isekai content yet for anyone to get have finally made an isekai genre thing that really goes on the other side of the spectrum, where the MC is like, well, THIS^^^
Like unless ur actually a hermit, youve either pushed away all ur family anf friends or theyve passed away, and you dont have a pet, pr whatever/whoever else,
ive learned after sort of coming out of teen years/rlly long depressive episodes that, Someone will always notice you. Theyll notice youre gone, and theyll miss you.
Like ppl hit u with that angsty, "nobody cares abt me" and then when u realistically sit them down like, "okay. What about your favorite teacher? What about your best friend? What about your online friends who will never see you log on again? What about your dog?"
Like yeah, who will take care of your dog?? Becaue where im at in life, if my sibling dies, ive got no one to care about my old girl, my kitty Mia <3 whos loved me since i was 12 😭
So, ive been actually wanting to fill in somewhat this gap in isekai genre by sort of expanding on it, i mean to be honest fanfiction is the only media ive seen thats gotten close to tackling this, with any amount of realism/emotional depth it deserves.
i hope u found this any amount of satisfying response, i probably would take this is in either a complete horror fashion/tragic scenario (which i don't write that often tbh) or a sort of "angst with a happy ending" like MC/reader worrying freaking out abt homeworld but there's a portal to let you go between worlds or smth
Peace out ✒️,
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(i found a file emoji - how do we feel abt it??)
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this ask is soooo self-indulgent BUT do u ever plan on making wolf-related shit again? on one end i understand why u'd wanna never touch it publicly EVER again what w/ ur quasi-prophetic status held by doomed yaoi types or whatever... but on another end i'm so curious on how the wolf kids would look in ur newer style + how u'd go abt certain aspects of the story nowadays as an actual adult. like i just think u'd blow it out of the park
HIII!!! i DO wanna make wolf content again and im not opposed to making it anymore as much as i did a few months ago when i took a little hiatus, but i got in some hot water recently on twitter over me making a boundary with the designs i had and it got misinterpreted as Me being an asshole and calling out people who don’t like my shit even tho that… wasn’t… the point….anyway.. there are some slight design tweaks i wanna make, mostly on salem but like nothing crazy. i don’t think ive ever actually Drawn drawn her in my actual art style and not my simplified animation one. FUNNY ENOUGH rusty is the one song that’s always stumped me cuz i’ve always wanted to animate it but i could Never Get It Right. and the one time i Did have an animatic for it the file got corrupted and i just gave up LMAO. sorry if my answer is a little all over the place i legit just had this convo w my partner the other day. i wish i could make animating and creating tyler art was a priority again but as i get back into my uni art groove along with getting comments from ppl who don’t know anything about how animation works asking me to animate This song or This one and Why have i been gone so long it really just mentally drains me Along with me already having some really bad mental health problems and for the longest i didn’t feel happy making content or interacting in tyler spaces. i still don’t really feel fully comfortable in those spaces as it always feels like im the elephant in the room. which really sucks because when i was younger i ALWAYS wanted the wolf trilogy to have some sort of fandom i could interact with and like, be friendly with. but as ive gotten older and some shit has happened to me i don’t feel as comfortable putting myself out there. a lot of the art i’ve been making currently is almost like me making up for lost time because of me being absent for so long / busy making art for college. sorry about the tangent. anyway, i’ve always interpreted wolf Very seriously and i think even now i understand it more than i did before and i can actually like. Draw the characters how i wanted them to look vs when i first drew them when i was like 14/15, and i have the time currently until august to kinda do fuck-all until i leave again for uni. making wolf content in the past was always very self indulgent and i didn’t really think people could interpret my animations the wrong way because i would assume they at least Listened to the album and had an idea of the characters. and again i was like i think 16-17 when i made a huge chunk of the wolf ones specifically. i do plan on animating them again, i think i just need to plan a bit more than i do for my other stuff just because i care about it so much. rusty and 48 have always been songs that i wanted to animate but i literally did not have the skills to even touch those songs, but those i reaaaaally really wanna do. i did draw sam the other day as a warmup, he is kind of my go-to character to draw at all times. right now im working on something cherry bomb related so probably after that i’ll focus on wolf again (not cuz of ur ask but because i do miss making content). again im so sorry if this answer is kinda everywhere, i have garbage of the mouth … :>

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SPOILERS FOR SQUID GAME THREE!!! I HAVE THOUGHTS.
(aka I scream about the season in exceedingly more incohesive paragraphs while getting increasingly more miserable at midnight while curled up in bed)

first of all why did player 100 survive for SO LONG. HELLO?????? OVER HYUNJU????? (I'll talk about this later) me and my siblings were fucking //cheering// when that old man FINALLY GOT KILLED OFF AND STAYED GONE. also I was so sad when gihun had his knife to his throat but DIDNT DO //ANYTHING/// because yes I know it would betray his whole moral values and character traits and yadayadayada I know I know 😔 but WHYYY it literally would've led to the same outcome but the baby AND gihun would be ALIVE. GOD. ARGHHHHH
HYUNJU. where do I START. my girl. my queen. my supernova. my honey bun. my sugarplum i thought for sure you were going to get into the final game you deserved so much more development at least ur with ur gf in heaven now but WHY WERE YOU DONE SO DIRTY IN EPISODE FUCKING TWO AND BY MOTHERFYCKING PLAYER 333 THAT SON OF A BITCH GOD. GOD. GODDDDDDD I HATE HIM SO SO SO MUCH JUNHEE YOU WERE SO REAL ANYONE WHO SYMPATHISED W HIM IS DEAD TO ME HE LITERALLY HAD NO CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT HE LED TO THE BABY GETTING ORPHANED BY FORCING JUNHEE TO GET INTO THE GAMES AND HE WAS REALLY REALLY GROSS ABOUT GIHUN AND JUNHEE EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE SUCH A BIG AGE GAP AND OH MY FUCKINH GOD HE WAS JUST LIKE UWU IM THE FATHER GIVE ME MY CHILD BUT ALSO IM GONNA DROP THE BABY NOW BCUS I DONT WANNA DIE LIKE SHUT UP OH MY HOD NO ONE CARES ABT U AAAA
I'm good btw
I really REALLY hated the fact THAT ALL THE RELEVANT FEMALE CONTESTANTS GOT KILLED OFF BECAUSE OR FOR A ///////MAN////////// (junhee, the old lady, hyunju etc;) no-eul you god damned HERO you saved us all 🙏
okay so daeho depresses me so much because he used to be such a cinnamonroll and I'm sad about his overall fate ☹️ I kinda don't like how they didn't really explain why he froze up unless I missed something?? I'm pretty sure it was PTSD from the military or just general panic attacks rather than cowardness?? I get gihun and the others being pissed I guess but aaa idk i just felt sympathetic for him rather than anything else, I genuinely don't think he meant any harm to fall on the others :( THEY RUINED HIS CHARACTER I'm so PISSED this isn't you bro ☹️☹️☹️
I'm going to talk about inhun because I have thoughts.
I am a queer and I have been baited 🙏😔 I know I shouldn't have fallen for it and I did and I have no words really. to be fair, South Korea is a VERY conservative country so I didn't necessarily expect anything really major?? but gah all the netflix promo had me so fooled I'm sorry lads 💔 like did I misread something???? WHAT DID THEY MEAN BY ALL THOSE INTERVIEWS🙏🙏 did mej miss the memo??? </3
about the scenes themselves and everything idk how to describe it but how did they focus on inhun but also not at all?? with all the posters and trailers and everything I was expecting SO much more interactions </3 you guys don't understand though when I saw inho sat in his chair waiting for gihun I LEAPED I screamed like a MADMAN but aaaa why was gihun lowkey just dead silent the whole time like 🙏 nothing about the betrayal or like asking him why or like really anything?? he just tried to murder his ass then walked away without a WORD,,, I mean good for my man I guess he knows how he wants to be treated 😭🙏 also I feel like the whole youngil is the frontman was played down WAYY more than I thought it would be like I was SAT but it was just acknowledged and he just accepted it??? nothing else for the rest of the season except yearning gay stares from inho into gihuns security camera eyes show not tell ahhhh. To be fair I guess it could be showing Gihun's just ACCEPTANCE that all men are liars and go along with his overall character arc but aaaa I just wish there was more payoff and actual lines focusing on their dynamic if thats supposed to be the main focus of this show 😭
okay the whole "I need YOU and the baby to live" scenes and the "He wants you" and the constant and I meant CONSTANT stalking of gihun at every FUCKING SECOND (I'm not lying inho will not be caught DEAD not looking at gihun) were somewhat peak but AAA again I wish there was some ACTUAL DIALOGUE //BETWEEN THEM// THAT WASNT TWO SENTENCES!!!!
BTW why did gihun say a grand total of like ten sentences this whole SEASON?? 😭 what happened to him being THE MAIN CHARACTER 🤡
gihuns death in general also just PISSED ME OFF lol like he fell off for the baby to live and that WAS THE END????? 💔💔 HE COULDVE LIVED W THE BABY BTW IF 333 DIDNT FUCKING EXIST AND DIDNT PUSH THE DAMN BUTTON TO START THE FUCKING GAME BUT NO!! HE HAS TO DIE BECAUSE WHY NOT!!! I'm ashamed to admit that when it focused on inho looking over gihuns body for like over ten seconds and it focused on his eye I actually thought he was still somehow alive.. but NOPE he's burning in superhell while the whole island fucking explodes in the place that is against everything he has stood for this entire show yay I love this sm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is this how castiel fans felt like ❤️🩹 I understand your pain
the mum and her son also really really depressed me like my shaylas :[[[ I KNEW the son was going to die but goddd I really really hated their fates
also Idk if this is anyone but I really didn't give many craps about minsu ☹️ he's precious but i genuinely just didn't care much for it??? maybe its just because i didnt rewatch season two beforehand but aaa like reunite with the girl you knew for like two days!!!! I'm sorry to any diehard minsu fans I'm just really really REALLY salty about hyunju and I didn't get how he made it so far into the game ;;
*clears throat* can I have a moment of silence for all the junho fans who thought he would be RELEVENT this season and actually DO SOMETHING,,, come on girl give us nothing!!! ^^
(this also can apply to gihun fans I'm sorry gals 🙏) (namgyu fans I'm sure he's still somehow alive) (thangyu fans rip he shit talked him the whole season and genuinely didn't seem to care UNLESS it was just denial and the drugs talking?? I'm going out on a limb for you guys 😔)
in conclusion, I am very much miserable and I KNOW there were positives to this season but I'm too depressed to sing my praises </3 If you disagree with me or i misunderstood something REALLY badly,,, sorry lads I'm going to be processing all this in no shorter than a year 😉
#squid game 3#inhun#squid game#rants#about most of the characters#happy pride month to me#i will be reading fix-it fics for the rest of my night!#a03 my lord and saviour#mej yaps#hwang inho#seong gihun#dae ho squid game#player 333#jun hee squid game#player 100#cho hyunju#<--- my wife btw
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im so sorry i was one of the people that found your old art (i love your art style n designs so much that i streamed it on the tv in my living room to my boyfriend to show him DOL character designs that i adore) (he knows nothing abt dol) (your art now lives in both of our heads rent free)
i draw PORN and u streamed it on the TV of ur LIVING ROOM ?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?
#thank you so much but omg ?!?!!??!!?!?!?!#vine boom sound effect on the bolded words#franswers#fribbles
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Hey mate, how are ya? Wanted to ask if you had any stupid head canons for Dallas Winston, and I mean as stupid as possible (I run a character acc on here so I need stupid ideas lol (Only if your ok with people using your head canon ideas of course!)) Have a great day! :D
Sure, I’ve got a handful >:)
-Dally doesn’t know you’re supposed to change your sheets. He’s slept on the same ones since he was twelve
-He’s afraid of dogs but would never admit it
-His handwriting is illegible and he cannot spell. He isn’t dyslexic he’s legit just lazy
-There’s a horse at the stable he hangs at who straight up bullies him. Like that horse cannot and will not take him seriously no matter what he does. Dally will try to groom and tack it, and it’ll just walk away. He’ll try to clean its hooves, and it refuses to pick them up off the ground. He’ll try to kick it into a trot and it’ll either ignore him, or be so bouncy that Dally falls off. Dally loves this horse anyway, but knows full well it hates his guts. He still gives it apples and treats- horses are the only creatures he has a hard time being mad at
-Dally read Little Women because Sylvia told him to. He wasn’t gonna, but she told him he reminded her of one of the characters (Which one?? Idk I’ve never read it im sorry) and he got curious. He cried when Beth died, and then bullied himself for crying over a book called “Little Women” (in case ur curious Sylvia related to Amy- wish I could back that up but I’ve only seen the movie once like six years ago n all I know is Amy was an asshole and also my favorite one)
-He goes through phases of wearing and not wearing his rings because sometimes he’ll look at them and think “Woah this jewelry stuff is girly as hell I gotta quit wearin’ this shit”. Then other times he’ll look at them and think “Oh man this is so badass I can punch people like 10x more painfully AND they look tuff”. So yeah that’s not me projecting
-He’s nearsighted but has no clue. I’ve said this abt Steve before, but I feel like it also applies to Dally
-He has horrible dental health. There’s this scene in It’s Always Sunny where the character Charlie just straight up removes random teeth out of his mouth with barely any effort because his teeth are so fucked- that’s Dally right there. He thinks it’s normal to feel immense tooth pain when you eat food
-Dally knows nothing about girls. Sure he’s dated ‘em, but I don’t think he knows what periods are or any of that stuff. So he’ll talk big game, and then he’ll see Steve buying Evie pads or something and he’ll genuinely be so confused. Like “Wtf is that what are you buying Randle what’s goin’ on??”
-He’s got pointy ears, right? (I do too it’s very cool) Well at some point Pony reads Lord of the Rings and keeps accidentally picturing Legolas as Dally
-Johnny actually has way more game than he does and neither of them know it
#the outsiders#dally winston#dallas winston#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders dally#rambling#my writing#<eh not really but kinda?? Ig??#I’m projecting on the horse one tbh#ask
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₊˚⊹♡ NOTHING LIKE THE MOVIES



["Trust me, Lib," I said, picturing her lips. "In a crowd of million ski masks, I'd still be able to find you."]
| ✮ 3 stars |
ᝰ.ᐟ ⊹ arc review thank you to netgalley + simon and schuster for providing me with an e-arc in exchange for an honest review
THOUGHTS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . [minor spoilers]
ok. i put this review off for a couple days cause i knew this was gonna be harder to write because i love lynn painter books, really. buuttt i was horribly disappointed with this one. i'm the biggest wesliz fan but... like yeah i cant even form coherent thoughts about it. like this was unnecessary there was no point in shattering their relationship to write this.
like it was good to see wes's pov and everything but it felt so... idk yeah. (see im still struggling so bad to find words.)
one thing i would formally like to invite lynn to STOP doing though is shoving every taylor/ pop culture reference on the planet into the book. like holy shit woman. i few is okay BUT NOT THAT MANY COME ON!!!! they were in the middle of a fucking argument and wes is quoting illicit affairs or some bullshit. usually i love finding little references on page but this felt like too much.
i feel like she's whipped out her computer and gone straight to some dog fanpage or just plainly scrolled through edits seeing people saying "this song is so wesliz coded" and shoved those songs into the book. there is an on page reference to in between reference saying its their montage song.
also um this shit: ”little liz can’t come to the phone right now. why? oh. because she’s dead.” and somehow when jack antonoff was randomly brought up??? like some people are good at weaving taylor swift lyrics into books. lynn you are not.
also lynn take this a plea to never use the word "growl" or "growled" in a sentence ever again when describing your male characters. and to never write this sentence “she’s one of the guys you know? she’s just… different,” EVER AGAIN. PLEASE.
WHAT I DID LIKE THO WAS THE TINY TINY CRUMBS OF BAILEYCHARLIE AND NICKEMELIE (even tho nick was only mentioned and i dont think emelie was even there but eh)
CHARACTERS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
liz - ok so weirdly enough she was the most tolerable and still intolerable at the same time. like she was so different from the liz in bttm the sunshiney, wearing dresses of all different colours and her love of romcoms. she was described as anti-love and was practically a full on different character seriously. if you liked the first book maybe dont have high expectations for nltm. like i do understand she had her heart broken and so obviously that makes sense for some of the change but it had been two years and as liz likes to say SO FUCKING MUCH "she's moved on, she's moved past it, its in the past" well for someone who's moved on you sure like to avoid the past a lot. also idk who tf she was trying to fool with that whole "i don't like wes, im over him." shit like gurl- you were literally kissing 2.5 seconds ago whats with the switching sides. and there was SO much about her leaving "little liz" behind. like what was so wrong with liking flowers and romcoms? and being a hopeless romantic and wearing bright colours?
wes - okay so it was quiet heartbreaking to hear abt wes's side of this book (except for the whole pursuing liz part) and i did feel sorry for him. but like what happened to the sweet, caring wes in the first book. and tell me why i had to read THIS sentence “climb on me like a good girl,” LIKE MY EYES LYNN WTF????? i did not sign up for this wes, like no stop telling me how obsessed you are with liz's lips or how she's a mythological sex goddess- boy sit ur ass down. and don't even get me started on the beginning of the book. WHAT WAS THAT SHIT? why was wes acting like a 7yr old excited for school and talking (so much) abt his love for scootering? SCOOTERING. LYNN PAINTER WHAT THE EVER LOVING HELL? SCOOTERING. DO YOU HAVE SOME OBSESSION WITH THEM OR SOMETHING? WHY DID THOSE DUMB THINGS KEEP SHOWING UP?? like tell me why i needed to read this shit: "i fucking loved the scooters ..... wes + scooters = HEA" ..... lynn.
QUOTES ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
im not going to bother to find any of these, see: im too lazy
all in all i still liked some points when both of them were acting normal. which is why its a 3. but i feel like this is leaning towards a hate review but yeah idk i cant actually pin point parts that i remember liking- also the ending??? what was that? it made no sense to me.
#the library ౨ৎ⋆˚。⋆#the bookshelf ౨ৎ⋆˚。⋆#nothing like the movies#lynn painter#better than the movies#nltm#bttm
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Can you do a roy reading list pls? Ur obsession with him has bewitched me mind body and soul
hiiiiiiiii sweetie sorry for the delayed response BUT I'M SO GLAD I HAVE THE CHANCE TO MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM
hmm for recs it's tough because this guy has So Many Appearances buuuuuut if i HAD to narrow it down
-> green arrow 85-86 which is the snowbirds don't fly storyline & a must read for anyone getting into roy's character
-> saved by the belle reve is a cute story set in his speedy days & its a very cute one i def recommend it!
-> new teen titans 1984 issue 20-21 is when roy finds out he's a dad! also jason's teamup with the titans in his time as robin iirc :]
-> im gonna give up any semblance of order here and just tell you all the roy stuff by devin grayson now
batman + arsenal: ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING oneshot
arsenal mini series: its 4 issues long and FANTASTIC its beautiful in every way possible, the art is both funky and wonky [at times], if you read nothing else on this list, tho i highly suggest you do, just read this one thing pls. its got such a special place in my heart.
the titans 1999: first half of the run is by devin grayson and its so complicated and good. the other half also has roy stuff but it just not on devin's level imo. very yummy portrayal of his own self destructive tendencies & his relationships.
-> ok stuff by judd winick now:
outsiders: god this entire run is very very yummy. 'hey sun could you not describe everything as fun & nice & actually tell us what it's abt?' sorry <3 decide for yourselves <3 im giving you recs aren't i [side note which i cannot be blamed because everyone knows my obsession with their dynamic- this also has a lovely jason & dick interaction & brief red hood teamup (kinda? not really sjedfjsfwb it just implies that roy trusts him which is necessary to me) with the outsiders, won't tell you which issue tho just read it man]
green arrow issue 32: this issue & the arsenal mini series issue 2 has lovely roy & connor moments :] please read these & come yell with me abt their relationship it's so good
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ive been thinking abt a week? to delete my account or my story but u know what idgaf anymore because its just gonna give those people more courage for accusing me of being a liar
oh u dont know what im talking bout rn how cute
I was in the hospital til 2 days ago. as a patient. and i believe this happened bc of some jealousy bitches (or im just bein a drama queen)
ik it sounds like im blaming someone but irl yes i do blame someone
in dog years i blame those bitches
last week? i dont even remember what the day
mom got sick again but its okay shes fine now and then i had a car crash🪩🤩🪩my phone died in the crash literally died i had to buy a new one do you guys have any idea abt how much are this things in my country i really dont care abt the money but be for real wtf actually
i answered all of your questions carefully and with kindness i tried to be there for you guys and the moment i tell you abt my success story i had an accident! um sir wtf am i really being dramatic rn? cause ive been thinking bout this for days and theres no other explanation even if there is i cant see
so here it goes,,, i was just chilling in my home and then i read a dm about a girl that she wants to get in her void and as always i explained how she can get in but she kept ask me about how to get in but like girl hellooo i literally told you how. r u kidding me is this a social experiment to evaluate my patience? and then i said to her that this is the only thing that she should do for getting into
she said, no you are lying it cant be like this! bla bla

i transformed to this cat at that moment this is real me now.
anyway at the end of that conversation she said that im lying, if any of these(my manifestation results) are true then i should show her bc she have "doubts🎀" aww for her doubts i should reveal my self in her home bc she have doubts🎀 i should transport there with my void and show her how to do it irl thats what she asked me no- thats what she commanded me to, she was like "do it" and i was like "what😃" i said no ofc what do u want me to say, ok lets do itt lets break my privacy togetherrr let me get in your void for you and again let me do make your dreams comes true yayyy itll be fun right😍😍😍
i dont even know what to say to that
maybe this?

u think im joking which ur right bc i am
but its kinda serious here buddy what should i say to you when u command me to get in your void for you, like how can i reject you and still be that kind sister for u?
anyway i said no to her and she said im a lair and i broke her heart with my selfishness(then i blocked her ofc)then i go out w my friends this is the part i got hit by a car😇
opened my eyes into the white light like im a mf drama movie character

while im in the hospital i thought i can delete my account and can get rid of this bad luck/shits once and for all but again its just gonna give those bitches courage and they think that they right
"loa is a cult and everyone is a liar bc they cant prove bla bla" dont u dare to blame me for your failure
you didn't got in AND you want me to do it for you???honey im sorry for your loss bc it seems like you just lost your dignity yeah we just buried it u missed such a precious moment🥲
and guess what i have nothing to prove you i literally dont have to prove anything to you. like for real. if you dont believe the story can u just move on please? bc i dont give a damn shit about your insecurities, your doubts and ur blablabla
its literally on you girl BC IT SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR MF REALITY? LIKE DO YOU REALLY NEED A MANUAL BOOK FOR THIS?
im sorry for being a bitter today but i really feel like this(bitter), so not sorry maybe😗
but i didn't mean it when i said idgaf to ur insecurities.. i do honey its just been a rough week and i dont know how to put my anger in to the words
it can be a evil eye 🧿 or i just might be a drama queen sooo.. again sorry(?) if anything offends u, i love you guys but its just so complicated here(my head) and i just dont know
and now im just being weird w all this nonsense

i should go now, i will return your dms asap just need some rest
loves, siena
#the void state#i am state#4d reality#pure consciousness#void success stories#manifesation#manifesting#shifting consciousness
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