#i love causing problems for ponyboy 💔💔

[very-super-silly]

GAHH OMG I SEE THE VISION WHY WOULD YOU PLAGUE ME WITHT THIS RHRGFJFKD /silly

stop no bc i can so see this and ur RIGHT i swear to god ive read something about how he wishes he were like soda like YKWIM LIKE IM NOT CRAZY ITS REAL

pony ………. boy…………… such a spiteful little boy omg 🙄🙄 come on kid /j and not while sodas just trying his best…… ugh to keep the family togheter grrrr……. imagine being kind at heart and loving….. couldn’t be me honestly

Ponyboy is wildly jealous of Sodapop in my mind.

jealous that he’s not as good looking as Soda,

jealous that he’s not as happy and carefree as Soda,

jealous that Soda never gets yelled or hollered at by Darrel despite all the stupid shit he does,

jealous that anyone and everyone loves Sodapop so goddamn much while Pony’s stuck with being looked down on and treated like a little kid.

There’s proof of him being jealous in the book but it’ll find that later

tagging the pookies cuz this is MAD important!!!!!!! Spreading my spiteful Ponyboy propaganda!!!!!!!!!!!!

@kalied0skull @very-super-silly @dr-fr3ak0l0gy @not-karl @melticholy

[trevination]

can you tell me about your transfem ponyboy hcs 👀

UGHHHHHH two-bit ily so much thank u for indulging me

for starters she keeps the name ponyboy. like. the name was never about being a Boy to her yknow. and most ppl call her pony anyway. it’s a connection to her brothers and her parents

she doesn’t start like. Questioning until after the events of canon, once things have started settling down (in my au, johnny and dally survive….. bc i can’t stand angst im sorry avsgsfsgfs) but once things are calm, johnny’s outta hospital and in a wheelchair, staying with dal at buck’s, once the tension dims down… it all comes rearing in her face

she fully believe smth about her is just wrong. someone fucked up when she was being mad because something inside of her hurts and aches and she just wants to scream and rip herself apart trying to find the problem

she doesn’t have a crush on cherry, it’s gender envy 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ literally just hanging out with cherry, their friendship, is when things start falling into place

she isn’t too keen on being like Soc girly like cherry, but she isn’t a tomboy either. she def looks up to evil and takes a lotttt of inspo from her lmao

when soda and or darry find out (idk how yet but pony doesn’t tell em) she panics so fucking hard and runs to johnny, just like she did that night darry slapped her

darry and soda (the whole gang) don’t really get it. it’s the 60s in oklahoma, they just don’t get it. they’re as supportive as they can be rand they love pony, but it’s a rough few months of trial and error, and pony and darry start arguing again before steve near kills em cause it’s upsetting soda again

pony goes grow her hair out, just to a tiny bob 🙂‍↕️ short and choppy enough it can be justified as an overgrown, regular greaser hair cut. and she DOES grease it

when ace finds out (through the grape vine bc no one can keep their mouth shut) she gives pony some of her oversized clothes, some more girly some more tomboy-ish and pony will never admit it but he SOBBED over the clothes and soda rocked him to sleep bc he was so emotional (his first ever dress)

oh speaking of i have this WHOLE idea of pony trying to find his mothers dresses and makeup and such… so so sad :(

pony talks a lotta shit abt greaser girls in the book (teenage boy misogyny…) only to immediately dress the same once she gets more comfortable in her skin LMAO. she keeps either her denim jacket or dally’s leather jacket on her 24/7

johnny is the most Immediately understanding (bc he is gay 🙂‍↕️) but he’s the first person pony tells of her own accord and she sobs and sobs and johnny rubs her back as silent support

it is def. Rough for her. really rough. there’s lots of scary moments with her mental health And her personal safety. she goes to college in nyc and thrives in the queer community there 🙂‍↕️

she 100% is not able to afford estrogen and she ain’t even sure if that’s what she wants, and it takes tears and tears for her to feel comfortable in her own skin and look in the mirror and see the woman she is (also she’s terrified of needles)

two bit u surprisingly is one of the most chill, but constantly asks random invasive questions just whenever, including searching for advice on how to score a woman (one of the biggest regrets abt coming out for pone 💔)

oh also uh. marbit would be canon ofc. and it’s a few months after pony comes out that two and marcia start dating. so she’s hanging around the curtis house and ppl are calling pony a girl so?? she does too because she doesn’t wanna seem rude but she couldn’t sworn pony was a boy and she’s so confused? meanwhile pony is sweating like crazy and terrified marcia will out her (she becomes pony’s girl figure for figuring out girl things 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ buys her her first sports bra)

uhhhhh that’s all i have tee hee