#i miss who i used to be

[nobodyknowscamila]

I hate feeling the need to go home but already being there it makes me want to fill the hole the universe left in me

[trashmagic-333]

lights, camera, acción. u know i can’t make it on my own ୨୧

[spiderempath]

bilbo scream singing Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve after returning for the quest

[theirsweetestsymphony]

my hobbies include listening to a song on repeat until it makes me cry

[jugheadthelesbian]

yes, im a would’ve could’ve should’ve girlie and it’s for the same reason im a tolerate it and mirrorball girlie, im a people pleaser and i miss being optimistic 🫶

[la-principessa-della-squadra]

just dropping by to say i miss your stuff a lot and i hope you're doing okay!! 🥺🫶

It's nice to hear from you again!💕

I Hope you're doing good too! You are one of my first readers and a muse to me!

I'm thinking of redesigning my blog from 0 or just giving it to someone else who is more active.

-La Principessa della Squadra

[niceboyeds]

GOD REST MY SOUL I MISS WHO I USED TO BE THE TOMB WONT CLOSE STAINED GLASS WINDOWS IN MY MIND I REGRET YOU ALL THE TIME

[jagerstian]

I had a realization earlier while reminiscing on past traumatic events that those events did in fact change me as a person and I only just now connected those very obvious dots and now I'm pissed off because do you realize how cool and carefree and extroverted I could've been? This is so bogus, I used to be the popular kid and then BAM. Trauma. Now I'm a hermit who sometimes goes days without hearing myself talk without realizing it. People used to greet me by name, complete strangers i had never seen before in my LIFE, but they knew me because word got around. What the FUCK. I WAS SO COOL AND BELOVED? Now I'm basically if a potato was sentient. AND MY REPUTATION STILL PRECEEDS ME? THERE ARE KIDS FROM YEARS AGO WHO STILL THINK ABOUT ME AND STILL WANT ME TO LIKE THEM? THERE ARE GUYS WHO STILL LIKE ME SO MUCH THAT THEY ARE STILL ASKING ME OUT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS? What a downgrade I became. Today I had to work up the courage to cheer for my cousins soccer game out loud. I used to be EVERYONES hype man, effortlessly. It was like a switch, the way I changed. How do I reset to my default settings? Thanks brain, for protecting me, you did a good job, now please retire so I can be fun again, thanks

[evermoredeluxe]

every single time i think about the lyric “god rest my soul” i want to kill myself

[god-of-all-things]

Listening to FoB and thinking about love, trust and complications

[nobodyknowscamila]

"I need to see my dad" but the dad that I need to see is stuck in my childhood and the dad I know now is a different person.

[queenofhella]

midnights is so Laurent coded.

would’ve, could’ve, should’ve?

you’re on your own kid??

the great war???

AND MASTERMIND?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

[crunchycrystals]

i cannot actually comprehend the fact that we have would've could've should've like this is too good what did we to deserve this. i don't think i deserve this its that good

[find-me-beneath-wonderland]

I do miss you.

I refuse to go back to you.

I miss who you used to be.

I shut you out the best I can.

I refuse to let you back in.

But you'll always be a part of me.

And for that I know I can never let you win.

You're a drowned out piece.

The demon that lost.

The absolute tragedy.

I had to kill you off to finally find me.

[kindinb00]

[x-itzzzzzz-x]

i can’t seem to do anything right at all

i’m just consistently a let down