when the hyperfixation is overwhelming but you lack any sort of artistic ability to put your immense feelings into words, art, edits, etc - regardless how much you try you have so little motivation and every time it's never how you envisioned so it stays stuck in your head and it's not enough and you slowly start to go insane
Im trying to figure out what this all means, I don’t want to make this about Ben and Darius I DO again BUT….
Ben and Darius aren’t in this photo obviously so that means they’re of being kidnapped or lost I mean it could also be something less dreadful but with their luck eeeeeeeeeehhhhh. So now im leaning to the conclusion WE GET ANOTHER BEN AND DARIUS SINGEL LIKE EPISODE! I kinda thought we wouldn’t get another one kinda like they spent so much time together in s3 and hardly in s4-5 like they had moments but not really. Kinda just forgot about that life changing experience…But that’s just my complaining opinion.
Are we all thinking the same thing!? Ben and Darius!? Kenji and Darius!? WHO they never specified!!!!
And Idk if this really connects to this but I really hope they do have a secret handshake because that would add so much to their dynamic and I would cry and collapse on the floors like I am right now s2 pls come save me I’m dying inside-
ANYWAYS! I really want this to be true and I REALLY WANT a I love you, bud mention. That is all TY for sticking around if you did.