#i really simply cannot be stopped
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i’m having an ellis moment
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I still can't get over lucanis at the end of the wigmaker job -- having limped his way down the docks, nursing several broken ribs, dripping rivers of blood (some of it his own. most of it not) onto the floorboards before the innkeeper's horrified and irate eyes, having just Faced the Horrors frfr and cut a bloody swath through a party of tevinter high society as if setting out to contemptuously prove poe's red death a mere piddling amateur, in his fucking batman-ass black leather overcoat getup, presumably woozy with blood loss and fading adrenaline -- just standing there sadly like '🥺is my cousin here'
#the maker's tiredest little assassin literally just looking for his cousin pls stop yelling at him....... if found please return to illario#(illario get that man to stop yelling at me)#I think it's the 'lucanis explained' that really does it fhdskja the way that dialogue tag implies what his tone is there........#I mean yeah he probably DID think that explained something huh. he would think that. I love him beyond words.#dragon age#tevinter nights#the wigmaker job#lucanis dellamorte#I know I brought this up several times in my wigmaker job post but I quite simply cannot stop thinking about it he's sooooo fhfsjdkhfa#it was already so much back when we only had the short story but now that I can imagine it in his actual voice as well. it's everything#he is everything#also so funny that choosing this place to look was just a hunch his plan was literally just to knock on the door of every inn on the docks#until he found his emotional support cousin/brother/emotional support social skill person behind one of them
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couple doodles from a bunch of magmas. mostly emmets. I don't think it's obvious but I quite like emmet
#insert the “came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat” about emmet and elesa#I had a little comic planned out for it but shrug. they call me. not someone who draws comics often nor how to panel them#scratches head. I don't have anything else to say#I like emmet#spenxer lou art#submas#subway bosses#pokemon submas#submas emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#WHY ARE ALL THE RECCOMENDED TAGS ABOUT INGO. I AM AN EMMET POSTER. WHAT THE HELL#subway master ingo#submas ingo#subway boss ingo#WHATEVER. I guess he can have some tags since he appears in one of these. mwahhh kissing ingo's little brain damaged head#ALSO. twirls my hair kicks my feet. I'm not a hoh/deaf emmet truther. but I do believe in their beliefs#elesa is the hoh one in nimbasa trio 2 me. she lost her hearing sometime after getting to unova. emmet just has really bad tinnitus#also also. btw. not uhh. what is it conductorshipping? they are best friends to me. simply not my thang. their platonic bond is sickening#but I cannot stop you doing whatever you want forever so. do whatever you want forever#I need to draw emmet seizing again
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all the news going around with unity's really got me worried for games that are already several years into development like Hollow Knight Silksong and Billie Bust up.
Just rough because I don't suppose a whole lot of games are going to be able to pivot game engines, let alone so late in development. Like it is easier said than done to pivot early in development but i've been following the development of several games that are years in at this point and the fact that they're grandfathering older titles into this is just... it's just bad.
The potential loss of games in terms of archival on such a massive scale....
#Like with the news that Cult of the Lamb's getting full stop deleted due to this is not great news#and I can't imagine they're going to be the only ones who decide to simply delete.#Unity#Unity Engine#Silksong#Hollow Knight#Should also specify that BBU is not a unity game but just a really good example of a game that likely couldn't pivot engines on a dime#knowing what Little I know about BBU's back engine and the work they put in to make all the musical aspects *work*#thank goodness it's on unreal because given the fact that they've got a lot of progress on a working game#i'd legit hate to see them have to redo everything from scratch#same cannot be said for some of the other long term game projects i've been following unfortunately
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more edith and charles doodles ♡
#really nailed the timing for this didn’t i? lmao#i simply cannot stop thinking about them#i will be mourning them for weeks so you can definitely expect more art#none of these are particularly good but i needed to rid my brain of the visions#so you get some sweet little doodles#i do believe Charles would still wear her coat but the cropped polo was simply too good to cover up#she wears it when she’s out it’s fine lmao#art#digital art#illustration#doodle#fanart#sketch#charles rowland#edwin payne#dead boy detective fanart#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dead girl detectives#payneland#fem!payneland
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In the terms of cookie run kingdom you're kinda like the pure vanilla to my shadow milk cookie
i dont play crk but my friend explained to me the lore and those 2 sounded so much like yuu and shunkun so i had to(ФωФ)
(+process pics in read more!!!)

never drawing cookie run kingdom clothing ever again I fought for dear life even though ive drawn genshin clothing before /j
#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#fanart#parun#my art#cr kingdom#anyway yes i do not play it merely because my phone would like. die but i wish i could for the yuri#but my friend's phone did survive having the game and as he got to da shadow milk story or something we were like#“isnt that just. yuuichi mizuoka cookie#like ITS INSANE THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN SM AND PV IN THERE IS LIKE. ABSURDLY SIMILAR#who in devsisters played rekinder#now i can have a way to explain why i cannot stop drawing these two to the youth/j#i may have fought for dear life to make the clothing work with the sillies#usually i do not have to plan my color i am able to mess with its values by eye and hardly have much issues with it#but the clothing of the cookies is so well suited to their original character design (which. it should be like that its very good)#so it makes it a bit hard to put that clothing into characters with drastically different base color palettes JAKDJANFNANF#im specially saying this about PV and Shunkun because the light cone colors are balanced by PV having dark skin so it doesnt really clash#but Shunkun's skin color is like. almost the same as the cone so i had to do a whole thing where i made a rough vision of color#usually the way i color is i simply go part by part. color one part and shade it all in one go#as i said i have ease at balancing the values of things with my own eye so it hardly is ever an issue#BUT NAWWW I DID A WHOLE LAYER OF JUST. MESSING WITH EVERY COLOR THAT WAS GONNA BE ON SHUNKUN AND ITS DARK TONES#so yes thats the extra random pic of shunkun with messy coloring in the progress pics that was me figuring out in what way to go about it#very helpful i recommend to do that if you ever end up in that situation its good like#it made me kinda wish i did it with yuu since i did struggle a bit with his colors too albeit not as badly as with shunkun#its much easier to keep progressing on a drawing's coloring once you know how itll look like by the end#so yes do recommend that technique#thankfully i dont really have to do it drawing the sillies normally since ive specified their colors in advance since i started drawing em#but still very useful for these kinds of things where i draw them with drastically different clothing wwww
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listen I just can’t find fault with a candy person for finding something that unexpectedly brings them joy and doing everything in their power to make it keep happening. I just can’t find it in me to blame them for wanting the approval of the person they love and respect more than anyone else, and wanting that approval over and over again, and I just straight up can’t blame james for figuring out a trick to make his princess smile and call him her hero. like, banana guards get her praise and approval and hugs all the time, but he’s just some random engineer with an easy smile and no one who wants to hang out with him after work. and she likes him so much, she wants him in her kingdom, even when he goes and does something stupid like push her out of the way of a super dangerous not-moving car, at the cost of his own life, she wants him back and she’ll bring him back and she'll tell him that was very brave and she loves him. of course she loves him. she loves all the candy people. but he figured out how to make her look him in the eyes and say it and give him material evidence of her pride. I can’t find it in myself to blame him for that. it wasn't good, i don't think he should have been left unchecked to keep going forever, but i can't blame him for wanting to keep reliving the nice thing that happened once. the really nice thing that happened once that came with material gifts. if she didn’t want to keep doing it she would’ve stopped LONG before there were TWENTY FIVE of them. before she was so fed up that she didn’t even spare him a kind goodbye or a chance to go home one more time.
like you’re not beating the dystopian dictatorship allegations. saying she was right to exile him from the only home he’s ever known with no recourse because he was acting weird. and the thing is, I just can’t find it in me to blame a character living in a dictatorship for getting himself into a situation because he was desperately trying to be happy the best way he could figure out how. I’m not saying he was right, he’s insane, but it just rubs me wrong, the idea that he is the one holding all this heavy blame. the idea that the princess is right to look down at him and shake her head firmly and turn him out in the cold. for chasing the rush that she gave him willingly, over and over, without any specific end parameters. for not being able to make friends, and doing something weird about it. he’s bored and lonely and this works and it’s not, inherently, bad. it really isn’t. it’s batshit, but it’s actually not hurting anyone at all.
#in case im not being clear. because i dont know. this is about james adventuretime.#and like. he is literally no weirder than any other candy person#i cant justify this freak (affectionate) but i also simply cannot blame him for this. imagine youre a guy in the Happy All The Time kingdom#and its goofyhappy but youre bone-numbingly bored and lonely and no one will hang out with you. youre 30 something.#wouldnt it be nice if you just had some people who Get you. well. enter This One Weird Trick. with a side of Princess Calls You A Hero.#like mann id do it all the time too dude. i dont see why pb can withhold her grace+forgiveness for checks notes. him being a lonely weirdo#who freaked out (HE DIED. HORRIFICALLY. UNEXPECTEDLY.) and found a way to ask her for friends indirectly.#is it wrong to be a weird little candy guy living in a dictatorship trying your best#like come on. sure hes not DOING RIGHT. it was WEIRD! but i CANT FIND IT IN MYSELF to BLAME HIM. that's what im here to say.#i will never find fault with him for literally just tricking her into making clones of himself so hed have friends to eat with in his home#im not sorry i mildly enjoy character on tv. candy people no.1 defender.#o#he doesnt seem to need much. like. its not like he was this extravagant strain on resources. if he was she would have noticed#ok ill stop. for now. might be back. i had a HORRIFIC discord rant#and? if he really had been dying? we wouldnt be having this conversation. we'd be saying man that is tragic. get him therapy.#but instead we are talking about whether he should APOLOGIZE for taking up space in his own tiny apartment tht he decided to share.#thats what annoyed me. among other thigns. but that bit. that she has a nebulous apology waiting for her and neednt accept#thats. insane. what did he do. not die. fake save her life. not realize heroism can branch out to other folks besides his princess.#bad things but not Obviously Unforgivable things that deserved EXILE!#adventure time#for my own search purpose just in case. I think that’s low enough in tags it won’t go into main tag.maybe not. whatever
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guysss stop staring lovingly into eachothers eyes we have a facility to run omg guyssssssssssss
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#double art post today yay yay!!!!!!!!!#i have too much fun drawing them because simply i cannot stop#i have a hunger that gnaws at me to draw falkler yuri#all jokes aside though im so happy w how this came out :D#like i said in an earlier post id really like to draw dem being intimate more#so heres another step towards that direction!#originally this was just meant to be a sketch (and i wasnt even sure i was going to post it) but i got kinda carries away sweats#myth.art
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tw emetophobia / my husband and i are away with his parents and we have been struck down with the gnarliest food poisoning i have ever had. and the question is there anything worse than food poisoning has an answer: yes, having food poisoning when you have a small and totally dependent baby
#thank GOD i stopped breastfeeding last week i would be dying#also it’s really windy outside and has been for 48 straight so we simply cannot sleep!!! which is so fun!!
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and of course now I've been thinking about A Major Diplomatic Incident a lot, so I wrote some more:
“I don’t even know if he has one, he’s just not very affectionate in general,” he explained. Tar-Glóriel was not dissuaded. “We can fix him,” he assured Elrond. “Maybe we can kidnap him! People are always more affectionate after some classic isolation treatment.” Elrond almost laughed. “I think Celebrimbor was saying to me not twenty minutes ago that you have been entirely forbidden from starting a war with Lindon. Is that not so?” At this, Celebrimbor could no longer restrain himself. He had to ask: “Wait, who - are you talking about Gil-Galad?” The judgement in his voice did not feel fair to Elrond, but he admitted it anyway, because Celebrimbor’s guess was, in fact, correct. Celebrimbor looked, in another perfect symmetry, exactly as baffled about the choices of Elrond’s heart as vice versa.
#gem writes#a major diplomatic incident#aran morinorea#elrond peredhel#silvergifting#i did have to make Decisions about gil#because here he was being portrayed as a dick but elsewhere in the au he was significantly chiller and i had to pick#i picked 'he seems like a dick but he's extra awkward in private with you#because he's comfortable enough to stop masking not because he hates you'#'youre fine elrond dont worry'#and tyelpe doesnt like gil bc he's unnervingly Normal (not comfortable enough with him to stop masking)#(and also Really Good at masking)#but tyelpe absolutely cannot be rude to him bc everyone else would take it as an excuse to reopen the succession argument#and that would simply be Such a Fuss#so they awkwardly tolerate each other when they have to be in the same room <3#augh im like an hour late for dinner
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one thing I've learned from taking an amateur interest in studying astronomy is that astronomers really fucking love a slideshow
#which is great bc I really appreciate a good space images slideshow#you simply cannot stop an astronomer from showing their favorite hubble images with cheesy powerpoint transitions between them#astronomy#my post#science#space
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Me: wow I can’t believe I’m done writing the last chapter
Me, a week later: You know what, one more smut scene can’t hurt
#do you ever find yourself writing more and more just because you really don’t want to stop writing these characters#that and I’ve been avoiding this draft and every other draft I have because I simply cannot believe my longfic is over#writing-intheundercroft#i already miss canon seb and Theo
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Talking to [leftist/socialist/progressive/whatever] white people as a brown girl is always an experience
#🐈⬛⚜️#A couple weeks back I was stopped by these uni students who were promoting a convention and advocating for Palestine#I was really sad and tired then so I was like sure. let's chat#I signed a petition and began talking to these 2 girls#One was a white girl. the other wasn't. could not pinpoint her background though#Anyways. we talked about the state of the world and Palestine and how the US and by extension the Western World has failed them#(which is a topic of its own because the Western World did not 'fail Palestine' they literally wanted this annihilation to happen#and have been an active participant in it)#And I pointed how ultra rich Arab countries have completely turned a blind eye to it but poorer countries such as Yemen. Lebanon have#been doing so much. despite their own vulnerable position#And this girl said but they're still not doing enough. they could lend military help#I was just disappointed because it doesn't take more than 15 seconds to realise why a regional war is not the solution#By virtue of wanting justice. I would want the IOF to be blown up too but that's not the solution#simply because the casualties will be the civilians of all of these countries and we cannot put millions of people at risk#And she kept telling me about how they're a socialist group. and she was also kind of taken aback by how much thoughts I had about this?#They're having a convention on Socialism and co (social issues. Marxism and all that jazz) next month and that I should consider cominv#Then she hit me with 'The entry is only $90' and there's a student bundle where you can get a book and a tote bag#Honestly funny as shit#And she kept insisting I should buy the book. it was 'Introduction to Marxism' I believe#I did not know how to tell her that I did not want to read that. and even if I did I would just pirate the Communist Manifesto#Anyways. interesting experience and it did make me focus back on how different Brown Leftists and white leftists are#I like to give them grace because it's hard to know context and history and social rules about somewhere you haven't lived or grown up#But I do believe if you're advocating for another group of people. you need to learn and understand first and foremost#I actually don't know what to make of that whole interaction tbh
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ahhh greaser au... ahhh greaser rainy has my whole heart ever since i redesigned him. the hearts in his hair... bah!!! im probably nonsensical, insomnia as of late has been really bad, but i will continue on!
(It's funny really... i had bid goodnight... and then laid awake in bed for the next few hours...)
ANYWAYS, LET ME TELL YOU OF MY OBSESSION. (i jest) (not really) (there's some truth to it, actually)


okay, i lied, i wont tell you, (im being flip floppy, i have too many thoughts and i fear i will spill them out on the floor and leave you to make sense of it...)
i will tell you this, though! i have made a sort of change with it comes to Eddie, when i thought it over i think it makes sense for Eddie to be waiter instead of a greaser... he does go back and forth quite a bit, i think!
Plus, it was a joke that Rainy was their only waiter, i do think it would be a little funnier if he had someone to suffer with... Eddie! Rainy probably had to teach Eddie how to skate... which is a funny thought, there must have been a few... accidents...
(he is alright! dont worry!)


as for THESE two... i have no idea. (again Rosa isn't out yet i have not much to say!) (NOT TO RUSH YOU, DAY...) (take your time!!!) I can say Rainy is probably an unintentional flirt, (he is horribly sincere) and most likely wears his heart on his sleeve... (or, hair in this case) he is a little easy to embarrass, that is for sure. (for the mere fact i find it extremely amusing!)
Rainy probably served Wally and his friends the first time they had come to the diner, I think Eddie probably admired from afar... i think its easy to assume for who.
i really should get on with the designs... but ahhh... i always get so stuck... bah!!!
#rainy dewdrop#welcome home oc#myart#eddie dear#i really need to fix my sleep schedule...#welcome home greaser au#greaser rainy reminds me of Ken in a way...#do with that what you will...#i am to live in magma for the rest of my days because i simply cannot stop with these two...#i am that one meme#LEAVE ME ALONE!#'AKIRA!'#AHHHH#'AKIRA!!!'#AHHHHHHHHHHHH#rosa time
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y’all ever get an intense, ravenous craving for apples so you open yer fridge to get one but all you have are those weird gross green apples that taste more bitter than the tears of a grapefruit?
#“last night”… i say.. wistfully looking towards the window- night sky illuminating the room of which i reside in#suddenly(comma) a wave of frustration overcomes overwhelms and overtakes me#i ball up my fist(comma) shaking it back and fourth rhythmically (the rhythm is Rush E)#but suddenly- only midway through- i stop.#just what exactly am i doing?#am i really about to punch a hole through a wall.. simply because of my supposed lack of apples?#well why don’t i change that.#i glance at the door with an expression mixed with anxiety and longing;#a barrier.#one that was built only built to hold me back.#something sinisterly shaped solely to keep me shackled to my bed- a cruel fate dealt solely to i.#no. no! this can’t be the end; this cannot be the way my life goes#because i’m hankering for a honeycrisp#i fancy a fuji#i crave a cosmic crisp#fuck red delicious#i supplicate for a sweetango#i run downstairs as fast as i (safely) can#not fast enough#i hop the railing#sticking the landing(comma) i break into a sprint to get to the kitchen; i must satiate my appletite.#i fling open the fridge door with vigor rivaling that of the sun#i grab the first one i see#i take a bite#it’s still mid :/
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Can somebody write a soulmate or hanahaki au where the concept isn't extremly amatonormative?
Thanks
#Hanahaki aus sound like a great vessel for angst but I cannot get past the concept#Why is it in every version ive seen a character becomes extremly emotionless if they get the surgery?#does the surgery only take away romantic love or does it take away your love for anything like your interests?#Does an aro person have a kill count for simply existing?#Soulmate aus are generally less amatonormative#But replacing romantic love with platonic love is still a problem#Aplatonic people exist stop erasing them#I have mildly enjoyed (1) hanahaki fic and it was a fucking splatoon f/f agent 24 fic#AND I STILL HATED THE CONCEPT IN IT#THE CONCEPT OF HANAHAKI AS IT IS NOW LITERALLY DOESN'T TAKE IN THE EXISTENCE OF ARO PEOPLE AND IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO ENJOY IT#Fandom culture try not exclude aro and or ace people challenge#I have tried to write hanahaki but the concept irks me so much that it always becomes 'how do I change this so it isn't really shit'
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