#i would love any and all feedback

[edenfire]

🌸🎀 "isn't this exciting, kageyama-kun?" 🎀🌸

he is looking at teru💘

I can't believe it took me this long to draw these two in their official maid outfits🥺💗💞

i would like to make this into a print, but I don't know if ppl would want it🤔 feel free to let me know your opinions!☺️🌸

[light-wrath-paradise]

Animorphs Book club book 8

My reaction can be summarised as this (yet again):

I don't have many thoughts because uh. That was depressing as hell and I need to stare at a wall.

But I DO gotta say that the subplot with the dead "wife" was so telenovela-esque that for a good minute it was more funny than depressing. Then it got depressing. But it was so jarring and so far out of the left field that for a good second my friend and I had to pause the audiobook and laugh because ????????? Unhinged to just appear, go "I am Eslin, I have a G U N. My secret wife was killed. By my boss. Now I yearn for sweet sweet revenge." and not elaborate. Like. Damn dude ok. Sorry about our wife also. Fucking killed me that he continued like "So anyway I reacted adequately by killing all of my boss' friends. Starvation style." Like ???? Jjhsgdjsdfghsjdfh what????? I mean damn I do respect the grind set but also that's such an absurd escalation out of context. Did your boss kill your wife? Kill all of his friends! And in context the most absurd part is probably the notion that Visser 3 has friends??????? Like??? Wait no Eslin. Eslin wait. I love your John Wick-esque "fridged wife" trope swag but you need to slow down. I need details. I need you to tell me HOW your boss even has friends.

In my heart I do not believe we will see that madman ever again but on god I do wish for an insane telenovela-esque sequence of him just showing up at the most random moment to do exactly one thing and that's to pull a gun on Visser 3. For no reason, I just think it would be kinda funny. Like,,,did your boss kill your wife?:

Kill all of his friends

Acquire a G U N

Attempt to make the local Andalite youth assassinate your boss for you

Pull the gun on your boss

???????

Profit (probably die)

Aside from that, I also need to say that the moment when Ax called Tobias his close friend at the end was so sweet. Also ngl kinda...concerning/harrowing how much Tobias really doesn't give a shit about not being a human. Like it doesn't seem so concerning from other points of view but the way Ax gets increasingly weirded out by Tobias not asking him about the nothlit (idk if I'm spelling that right rn) really reminds you that it IS kinda worrying. Like I get it, I mean...Tobias has no family that cares about him, he has no friends outside of the Animorphs friend group, why would he care? But it's still kinda...yeah.

Also unimaginably surprised by the amount of collective guilt present in the Andalite society. You'd think they're Catholic or something the way they keep beating themselves up and force everyone to also beat themselves up and their system itself is saturated with the guilt and shame and they teach it to kids at school from an early age. Like. Jesus Christ calm down. Stop that. As the Animorphs said at the end of the book - the Andalites made an oopsie once. It sucked, yes, it continues to have consequences that suck, yes, but it happens. Sometimes you think you're doing something kind and it turns into a disaster. That does not mean you should beat yourself up for it or, god forbid, tell other people that they should not be kind lest they make a mistake. Damn I guess we should all be cold assholes forever, huh? I'm sure that can't have any negative consequences.

Andalite society in general seems kinda unhinged. Like...do I get why it is like that? Yeah. But do I find it unhinged? Also yeah. Like ok duty and the collective being the most important things is totally sensible for a prey animal. Safety of the herd and all that. But it's still kinda unhinged that they do make everyone have duty as their number 1 priority and that they have rituals devoted to it. Not all rituals are spiritual or religious in nature, but the morning ritual is kinda...borderline religious in a way. More spiritual than religious, I suppose, but yeah.

Also I love Ax so much. 10/10 character. He has it all: an incredibly hilarious desire for cinnamon buns, the inability to act like a human being (same dude), spitting random facts at completely random times, a thirst for blood only a 13(?) years old could have, a dysfunctional obsession with duty and doing what is right that only a 13(?) years old could have (also lol yeah dude I was like that when I was 13 too. dw you'll grow out of it), he can even code. And he might even be bi (I'm joking but I' referring to the fact that he was like "Yeah so when I morph into a human form I suddenly agree that Rachel is beautiful and that Marco is cute.").

[imwritesometimes]

anyway. guess who was up having intense escus feels at 2am in the year 2025......................................

[duckieduccss]

NEW KAIJU OC?!?!

Well, yea technically. Basically i was interested in figuring out how id go with making my own kaiju. At first i wasnt sure where to go for designing one. So i chose to base it off another existing kaiju for inspiration. I kinda wanted to go for a dragon type kaiju (i like dragons) and the only thing i could think of was Ghidorah so i went with that (now that i think about it more, I could’ve maybe used Manda too prob but oh well, Ghidorah was still a good option). I added some different details to mine that make it unique to the og Ghidorah

My idea was that it could potentially be a relative to Ghidorah (being of the same species) but still far apart from one another to the point they arent all that aware of the other existing (theyre in for a shock when & if they do encounter each other lol). This version actually relies on cosmic energy derived from such sources like stars & generally anything that produce some form of energy within the vast universe (basing it off how Ghidorah themselves originally came from space & this variant being much more dependent on that factor). It stores that energy & relatively stays in a dormant stage for an extended period of time until when faced with the challenge to defend itself or fight off those it deems as a danger. Then it would release all that ginormous amount of space energy that manifests itself as a rapidly expanding glow of extremely bright light. Enough to cause extreme damage & bring down the opposition. It can gather energy by using special crystals it can grow (took that also as inspiration but from Space Godzilla) & become as some form of attracting & absorbing the energy. In a way, the energy is like its main source of food & energy to maintain itself (right after releasing a lot of it during its final attack of using that glow, it would be put in a highly vulnerable state if not recovered by regaining some energy back soon enough). For the most part, they mostly sleep (being lazy 24/7 just like me fr lmao) to keep all that energy but can be potentially dangerous if disturbed or provoked in some manner

(Here’s a better closer look at their faces. Realized the canvas’ too big to properly see each of them-)

The name of this kaiju you may be wondering???

It’s Ryudorah

(Yea i know im the most creative person out there. I combined another nickname i use for myself and just added the end part of Ghidorah’s name to make it clear it’s related to the other kaiju. I couldn’t think of anything else im sorry😭)

And also each head has its own individual name:

Do, Re & Mi

(Named after intervals in the musical scale (ex: Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Ti, Do)

Did i mention this kaiju can also technically sing too :)

I did have a lot of fun with coming up with the concept for them (tho it honestly took longer in designing them due to a busy schedule ive been put in as of late & finding the time to finish it) but im glad to finally be able to share this with you all. Hopefully I can share more about them soon (i have a whole google doc’s worth of lore lmao) & probably draw them again (tho maybe a lot more simplified by then). Didn’t wanna overwhelm ppl with the huge amount of info so I’ll prob slowly reveal more over time.

[Another thing too is that i still am new to the fandom (tho with more knowledge from getting to learn more from the source material) & most of this i gathered from already know stuff i knew. Tho im also open to feedback & maybe some ideas to add onto my own kaiju. So id very much appreciate it if there’s any suggestions from you guys ^^⭐️]

(I’ll only be taking constructive criticism btw. Anything hateful will obv be ignored)

[blookmallow]

HAHAHAHAHAAA i figured out how to stick playlists in here. let me know if this works. or doesn't work. anyway

let's fucking gooooooooo here's my gigantic perpetual work in progress date everything playlist. like half of this is jokes and half of it is extremely specific to my own player character's dynamics but whatever. i dont have songs for literally everyone yet but i have a lot.

the winner for most songs is a tie between JOHNNY and VOLT!! they've both got 10. and it's not even a technicality for volt either bc i have his and eddie's separated out

tied for 2nd place are Betty and Rainey with 9 songs!!! my girls. technically betty has 10 if you count the sleeping theme i put in hers

3rd place goes to fantina, somehow, with 7. i dont even like her. i feel like she's going to kill me in my sleep. i had a lot of good songs though lmao

i put some general tracks at the beginning. gonna make a guide under the cut for which ones are oc-specific and some "why is this on here," explanations i promise there's a train of thought in here somewhere

i haven't finished everyones storylines/havent exhausted every possibility so there's some characters i dont know as well yet or might have sides to them that i havent seen so ill probably develop this more over time

basic structure here is Character Theme -> Songs For That Character until you hit another Character Theme. theres a couple character themes floating in there without any other songs attached to them, hoping to add to those later/add characters i dont have at all yet/etc/etc/etc

i call my player character nova even though i put her name as mine originally. shes not me anymore even though she's still part of me/a proxy for me. so. some of this is sort of the soundtrack to Her story and her relationships

INTRO

some of the basic game tracks i liked / the overall vibes.

these are for nova specifically but maybe they work for you as well. i dont know you. i dont know your life

the bonus david most section lmfao

then we got Skylar: with. two songs. sorry. she deserves better but thats all i have right now

Phoenicia: 3 songs. she needs more!!!

Wallace: 3 songs and all of them are jokes. sorry fsdgks

Stella: its just stairway to heaven thats all i got

Dorian: 4 (and a half) songs and they're mostly jokes again im soRRY. im working on it sfkjda

Curt and Rod just have "this could be us" entirely just because the vibe and the vocals sounded right

Shelley has 4 songs! they're pretty good

Lux: 5

Hector: 6. suddenly seymour is on there because i always imagine nova with audrey's voice and it seemed cute to me. thats all i have to say for myself

Prissy: 4

Timothy: 3. sorry the time song is like, an Episode?? i couldn't find it as a song track so it plays a little weird. also i was so torn on whether to give mr. mistoffelees to timothy (cat, looks like him, vibes are the same) or to ronaldini (actually a magician) and ultimately timothy won. ron has a lot already anyway

River is here but doesn't have any songs yet bc ive barely talked to her and im not sure what the vibe is yet

Eddie has 5, with "the girl is mine" im envisioning as a playful banter with volt, the vibe isn't quite perfect but it's close enough

Volt has. god. fucking. how many. TEN, and i had to narrow down a few,

these are specifically volt and nova. she has a very complicated and overdramatic off again on again situation going on with him that i have entirely invented in my head. mostly because A) i didnt trust him at first and rejected his advances for a while and B) he seems really annoyed about johnny, who is My Favorite/who im deciding nova eventually marries in the end

a lot of the other relationships die out over time but she's definitely still seeing eddie and volt even when she's married. i headcanon everyone in this house is down with polyamory but i feel like nova MARRYING someone else, and that someone else being JOHNNY SPLASH, would hit volt pretty bad. eddie, not so much.

she also definitely fell for eddie first, and is still emotionally closer to him than volt, and i think he's a little bit bitter about it sometimes. "last dance" back up in eddie's section is probably more thematically appropriate in my case for johnny, since i headcanon he has that kind of "I don't mind who else you're playing around with, it's an open relationship, just as long as you come home to me in the end" understanding with her, but the vibe felt more like eddie. waiting for you at the end of the night, less jealous than volt. so i put it there. johnny has way too fucking many anyhow ill. get to that lmao

ANYWAY, before i go off on a massive oc tangent, let's move on

Koa only has 2 but they're good ones.

Telly: 5

Jacques: 2 and they're mostly jokes but also they're good and i stand by that

Beverly: 2 i have no ideas but didnt want to forget these ones

Mitchell: 6 but goddddddd this is such a mess it's just disney songs. there's like 2 things that arent disney songs. i need to find more things for this boy. im down so bad for him but he rejected me lmao

anyway i stand by my disney songs, they're Correct and im Right, but i need more variety in here. "kiss the girl" is there bc it felt cute/on vibe for nova. y'know. before he rejected her. even though he responded positively to the kiss. and keeps flirting anyway. i hate him. i want him

Cabrizzio: 6! I didn't realize he had that many. i would like to note i am not making any negative claims about cabrizzio by including "All I Care About" from chicago but the vibes fit too much to drop it even though i am Aware the song is ironic. i am not accusing cabrizzio of being fake. he is in fact a Sweetie Pie. ok moving on

Stefan's theme is on here because i like it but i dont actually know him very well and i dont have any songs for him. maybe ill add them later

Daisuke's just got evening wind from totoro right now i havent found anything else for him

Friar Errol only has Hellfire bc i could NOT resist the joke. actually the desire to make that joke specifically was a big part of the "i should just make a giant playlist for everyone instead of trying to make a million little ones" bc i didnt want to make a playlist for him. anyway it's the caleb hyles cover bc the original had way too long of an intro and also caleb hyles is wonderful

Cam has 5 and i am not taking him seriously in any of them fjsdgsja sORRY

this is what happens when you're rude to me boy i make fun of you musically

I Ronaldini haaasss...... 5! i thought it was more than that but that's pretty good. one of them is a joke. but still

then we have. oh boy. okay

Johnny Splash ALSO HAS 10. i cannot believe i accidentally tied him with volt. im telling you they are locked in a passive aggressive war in my brain that i did not intend at all. technically johnny wins if you count the fact that i also put the love status theme in there too. but i have romanced both of them so i could've put it in both. i gave it to johnny bc he is my true love 5ever. also because im using it as a divider for solo/shipping

johnny's is a lot and there's way too many fucking elvis songs in here but look at him. what was i expected to do

all these ones after the love theme are intended to be johnny + nova. i think "can't help falling in love" was the song they used for their first dance at the wedding and cried the entire time. (it's also my favorite elvis song, eyy)

"Let's Hear It For The Boy" is very specifically a mental image i had of nova at breaker box karaoke night and some of the lyrics aren't quite right but it's close enough. i think "don't go breaking my heart" is the go-to karaoke song they do together. nova Can sing. johnny is... johnny. it's bad but also kind of sweet. volt fucking hates this but can't ban johnny without making nova also leave. so he can't do anything

OKay. next

Bathsheba has 4

Rebel is on here specifically just because i wanted to do the rubber duckie song skdfgkg sorry

Barry has 6! i think "Ready, Set, Not Yet" literally only makes sense to me in my brain but i liked it too much to take it out. it's the vibe with him and nova but kind of abstractly. i dont know who beetlejuice would be in this scenario. anyway im envisioning an AU where he's not an object and they met via normal circumstances and everything is too much pressure and they're trying to look like A Normal Straight Couple but they're both queer, and they do love each other but everything happened too fast, and the Settle Down And Have Children lifestyle really wasn't the plan, and. i dont know. skip that one if i sound insane lmfao. i live in my own world

anyway im SORRY jerry doesn't have any songs yet but he's there because i want him to. i dont know what i did wrong with him but i feel like i missed a lot of his content. he just sorta jumped to friends really fast and i never got to spend much time with him. ill try again eventually,

Mac only has 3 right now but im gonna work on that more later

Chance currently only has 2 and one of them is a joke fsdjkg sorry buddy

Maggie's got ace attorney and professor layton and thats it i gotta work on that one too :'|

Scandalabra has 2 and they're both jokes but you know what he deserves that and im not apologizing this time

Rainey has NINE!!! I didn't realize I had that many. good for her

Daemon has 3

Diana has 3. i Need to find more i love her but i havent quite nailed the vibe down yet

Betty has 9! 10 if you count the fact that i also put the sleep theme in there for her. i love this one i could do a whole playlist just for her

Teddy has 3

The Hanks have 5 and they are all very silly. as it should be

I combined Washford and Drysdale, their section is about Them specifically, they don't really have a significant relationship with nova. im friends with them both and tried really hard to get them back together but it failed and i have not been able to find any other way forward as of yet. anyway they have 4, together.

Harper has 4. I wanted to give her "Pretty Lie" by reina del cid but it doesn't seem to exist on spotify

Dirk has 3

Bobby has 6!

Fantina has 7. i dont like her she makes me extremely uncomfortable but i happened to have a lot of good songs so here we are lmao

Stepford has 4

Tony has 4 and they are all deeply unserious sorry fsdkgjs

"she said maybe" is on there bc i have been giving this poor man mixed signals for the entire game. i ultimately went for Friends but he is so so fun to mess with sorry tony

Bodhi has 3

Memoria has 5. i cant tell if i got her right or not this one also might only make sense to me

Holly only has 2 right now

Zoey: 5

Shadowlord/Skips: 6

nightmare is on here for some reason i think i intended to give her some but then forgot about it. ill get back to that

Reggie has 6, 7 if you count the hate ending theme being there. "cabin fever" at the end there is sort of a scrap of a concept for a Hate Everything run i want to do eventually but i havent started that or decided much about what that character's going to be but i didnt want to forget about it so i left it there. yaaaayyyyyyy thats all for now

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[rozicheeks]

ok so as you might have seen i just subscribed to your fansly finally and oh my GODDDDDD 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫🫣🫣🫣🫣 yeah, it’s SO worth it???? i’m gonna be taking my time savoring these, that’s for sure 👀💖💕 thank you so much for the opportunity!!!!

-🌸

[edenfire]

I'm working on a secret project, and I can only choose one🤔💞 I really wanna know which pairing you guys like best!😊💗🌸

[tennessoui]

You know when I read the background characters AU, I totally thought you were going to go in a different direction.

Like Anakin and Obi-Wan are reoccurring background characters who are paired often together and decide to practice their acting skills(and flirting). So they act out their scenes. Slowly over the course of the season their characters meet, flirt, start dating, have arguments, break up, stare at each other in regret, then get back together.

Eventually when the show comes out and is noticed by fans and becomes a rare pair that eventually takes the Number #1 ship in this fandom. (Honestly the main show isn't as entertaining as these two)

(in reference to this au)

oooo this is so sweet in its own way i love them being recurring characters that totally steal the show cause tbh that was me watching aotc and rots anyway lol

what i really liked about them just being one-time extras is like...the almost of it all. they have such a great connection and they're having so much fun the entire time during filming, but they really only have a few days together maximum. probably only one 12 hour shift, and then their paths diverge....but it's not like they really forgot each other ever, they were just idiots and had some fun without getting contact details. they didn't realize they would sort of remember the other one for a really really long time

like it's such a good mix of stupid and silly and smitten

but i think there DEFINITELY is an element of them becoming a social media favorite, once they're both actors in like separate franchises, separate genres etc and fans are baying for like. anakin to guest star in an episode of obi-wan's show or obi-wan to have a small part in one of anakin's movies after like. a video clip of all of their moments being extra(s) gets released on twitter

[merge-conflict]

I think it's good for everyone to really invest in a character that is to some degree a self-insert because there's no better way to safely analyze your own impulses, habits, and traits. Some of them are easy mode things you might know already. (e.g. Why does X avoid eye contact?) Some of them are questions which require some thinking, and if it's somewhat unpleasant work you can more easily forgive a character you've created than yourself and then over time accept and work with something that was otherwise invisible to you. (e.g. Why does X vehemently refuse to accept help without terms or payment?) Incomprehensibly mortifying, in a way, but man. Maybe I am governed by a billion little unspoken rules, and I should like. Write them down and see if any of them need to be revised. Maybe Valentine should let someone take care of her for a bit without her frantically promising undying service in return.

[sysig]

An ask! Idk what to talk abt though. How are you? What you want more asks abt? Characters? Life? Some other obscure interest?

(In reference to this I think hehe)

I'm doing well, thank you! I hope the same for you!

As for asks I'd like, I'm up for pretty much anything! If there's something that piques your interest - a take I put out but didn't elaborate on, "Defend that argument!" Lol ♪ I've also had people ask how I do certain things which is always fun to explain :D

Emoji gifts/silly back-and-forths are always fun to doodle to as well! ♫

Or if there's a fandom I haven't posted in a while and you miss it - I have no idea how many fandom transitions people here have hung with! Even if it's been a while, I still love my blorbos hehe ♥

Becoming a psuedo-ask blog with my characters answering directly is still totallly on the table btw :) Something remind you of me/them? Interest!

And while it's not quite Requestober-time-of-year again, next month is the start of when you should be thinking up what you might want 👀

I'd just like to chat! :) Asks are such a casual way of interacting, I like them :D

[translatingpostsintoaustrian]

docdufresne

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Had a dream last night that i was a knight and this bigger scarier knight had me on the ground and right before he swung his sword at my neck he said smth like "i mourn the loss of life for the tree who will become your coffin" which shouldnt have turned me on like it did but alas

[narrativenjoyer]

I think that as someone who was raised going to church and even after leaving, has been continually steeped in cultural christianity, where I land on it as a religion is just.... first, I don't know if there is a god, in general. but like if, hypothetically, you were to conclusively prove to me that the xtian god does in fact exist and is a truly loving god, I still wouldn't be faithful. because if this is the state of the world created and shepherded by a loving god, then I don't fucking want that gods love, and that god does not deserve praise or worship or respect.

[imwritesometimes]

I really wish I could box up a treat and send it to people that leave cute comments or even just like the pics of the stuff I bake btw 💜

[skitskatdacat63]

Please god, can someone give me the strength to write ANOTHER 900 word essay in German, I DON'T WANNA I DONT WANNA PLEASE NO