#i'm not good with words

[grey-viridian]

Leonardo

I finished this comic about a month ago but couldn't bring myself to post it. It started as a simple illustration and then I just kept adding more and more and at some point I had to stop myself and cut the story short. I'm still not entirely satisfied with the result but... well. I like it. That's enough.

[ariasphirance]

just random malleyuu brainrot drawings.

i like the idea of malleus being devoid of physical affection. he only occasionally gets some head pats or shoulder/back pats from lilia and maleficia, and even so they only see him as a child, which he, althought doesn't hate it, tries to tough up and acts like a befitting ruler by asking them to stop.

he doesn't hate physical touch, he just tries to think that it's not necessary for the future king. until yuu came and showed him the most casual friendliest physical affection, like hugs!!!

he'd be visibly shocked, then smile mischievously, then follow up with a harmless silly threat like "are you not afraid that you'd get struck by lightning for surprising me like that?" but his face betrays him and gives the brightest smile.

yuu thinks malleus is unaware of possible misunderstandings behind these kind of intimate actions so she continues to shower him with them, feeling comfortable thinking that he would not get the wrong idea as long as she doesn't mean that wrong idea.

oh sweet innocent girl doesn't know that malleus is gradually leaning to those possible misunderstandings and secretly cursing himself for being this way ☺️☺️☺️

he had to give her a direct warning when he almost lost it 🫣

[nadinescholtes]

Move out fund!

Hey guys, I usually don't ask for help like this, and I hate doing this, but I need to open a fund to be able to move out.

I would gladly open commissions here, but I'm already very busy with commissions from my job.

So let me talk about myself.

Many of you might know me as the artist who loves to draw TSBS and Oc Laia-related stuff here. The quiet one who hangs out in VRChat.

Well, all this is my place of refuge.

In short, my life sucks! Yes, I know I'm not the only one, and many people have it much worse than I do.

I grew up and still am in an unstable and toxic household. I don't go into detail because privacy.

Four years ago, I was diagnosed with trauma (or PTSD? They didn't label it), anxiety, and depression. And then for years after, with other issues, my therapist was sadly no help with that, last year I sought out on my own a psychiatrist because I suspected autism. And yes, I have autism and intellectual disabilities (I think that's what's called). I was so relieved to know that none of it is my fault, even though I was told for years that I'm not working hard enough to work on myself, or I need to tough it out.

I have other health issues, but no doctor can find anything yet, and I suspect it's trauma-related.

I was told by so many doctors that I needed to move out so I could heal! The abuse is not so bad as back when I was a child, but it's still there. Also, because someone in the house is a chain smoker, and I was forced to passively smoke my whole life is making my health worse.

So I am a broken child in an adult body that tries to heal.

I live in an expensive country, but systems like health care and other stuff are very good. Sadly, the costs here are high, and my income as an illustrator is not enough.

I've been job hunting for eight years, and six years ago, I had to become an independent illustrator so I could at least pay some bills.

Not long ago, I could register myself for something that should make job hunting easier, but it still takes time.

If you want to donate, I will be very thankful, but please only if you can! It's not like I'm dying.

I'm using Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nadinescholtes

[wilderlore-stuff]

It has been a full year since TNC came out!

On March 5th, 2024, 365 days ago, The Night Compass officially came out! It's the first anniversary!!!

[etafushi]

ethel cain's behavior at that time isn't excusable. as a black ethel cain fan (i've only been a fan for over a year) i am not surprised but this is why i always try to put distance between myself and music artists/celebrities bc i don't know them irl. i still love her music and probably will forever ofc. a part of me feels like she doesn't really care. i'm not sure. her apology was ok. it hurts but it's not shocking and i'm not going to dwell on this topic. i'm obviously going to hold her accountable duh!! but i'm moving on.

[obi-wkenobi]

trying to remember when it was exactly that Jim became my sunshine man. my beloved. my favourite star trek character. I just spent hours hunting through blogs of long past, scouring for any mention of him and legitimately got excited whenever I found something. when did this become my norm??

[purple0tem]

Today's Aimros break up was so hurtful to watch, and I'm glad that ship has sunken since it never was going to work. The yuri was very doomed from the start. Their self-destructive tendencies are always wanting to die for each other and never considering other people since they are always caught up in their little world. Since the first time Tr!Aimsey died and came back Tr!Ros has been suffering the guilt of killing them and watching them die when she does the same giving her life for them making them see how badly she has suffered by does actions. I mainly watch Ros's pv, and I tend to step out of Aimros' conversations since I know I can't handle the toxic yuri. I've never seen Tr!Ros is truly happy with Tr!Aimsey felt like she was trying to force their relationship with them time and time again. I hope Tr!Ros realizes that she still has so many people who care for her.

[theyumeeighth]

I don't just write I'm also an artist

Here's fursonas I made for my partner and I, he's a squirrel and im a possum

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[pkmn-music-tournament]

Gonna take a quick break from posting (but no more than a week!)

Round 1 is still going, though! There are still ~30 match-ups remaining. I just want to take some time to build up more posts in my queue.

Tumblr has a limit of 10 audio uploads per day and I have another blog that uploads audio (@vg-music-i-like), so I'm quite limited in how many posts I can set up in a day. My queue over there is about to run out so I'd like to finish setting up my posts for the rest of the month.

I'd also like to set up a bigger buffer in my queue on this blog. I can only upload 5 posts worth of audio per day, so I don't have much wiggle room if I miss a day!

Thank you for your understanding, and I'll be back before you know it!

[ttiranisu]

the reason why i fully condone the "they go low i go lower" mentality is because different people have different levels of sensitivity around different things. so someone cant say "oh i can say/do xyz hurtful thing to this person because if they say/do it back to me it wouldn't affect me". they would have to rethink it and wonder "if i say/do xyz hurtful thing what if they do something worse to me in return?"

[raynesbunny]

Should I start writing short stories and headcanons of mashle?

[quark-nova]

Just realized the Dinosauroid is basically a featherless Troodon fursona

[nihonium-art]

Thought about hope again. Sorry.

[mayskalih]

Would you build a romance between Ino and Itachi in a Anbu AU, like KisaSaku?

Oh yes. I loove anbu au! It would be very angsty and heated.

Imagine Ino going on a mission and encountering a missing nin from Konoha. She is no match for him but he decides to spare her and use her (transient) attraction to Ssk to spy on his brother. She slowly falls for him during their meetups. He falls as well, deep and hard, but doesnt dare thinking it's reciprocal. Until she says:'I love you, idiot. Not him'. No one dares to call him an idiot and apparently it turns him on.

[pinktwinkiezoppo]

Hi mutuals sorry I don't talk to you I love you

[ravenbarbatos]

Am New

Henlo. Am new. Just want to have fun and write stories. Prototype stories. For some feedback. Probably won't post often. I love chaos.