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24 days until jungsu's 24th birthday
day 2 - soundcheck
#xdinary heroes#jungsu#kim jungsu#jungsu24#i'm still scheduling from day to day#and i'm very glad about it because i finished a gifset yesterday and was like 'oh this could be day 2'#and one hour later i found a crisper video of the same moment and had to do another gifset#(i'm still trying to decide whether i'll post post or just one or put them into one post pls help me decide)#(it's a different angle and the lightning and stuff is a bit different)#also i'm only missing 5 gifsets minus the final one#... which i'm also missing for ode's countdown whoopsie#i'm very chill about all the bday timelines at the moment#maybe a bit too chill
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ✙ "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ♥
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he's so important to me
#listen... hear me out... I need him. that's it. just. need.#cooper abbott#cooper adams#josh hartnett#trap 2024#the slasher lover in me has been having a field day with him#wdym i'm supposed to feel conflicted about wanting him to get away? no! i was rooting for him from the beginning#and elated when he did escape (or was implied to at least)!!!#i support this man's wrongs wholeheartedly <3#still wish it was rated R so his serial killer side was actually more present and threatening (and graphic)#scheduled this to go up when i'm sitting in the cinema to see him- i mean the movie... again <3#i am cringe but i am free hdjkhfjkdf
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Leo, what has been your favorite “to-the-death” activity thus far? I feel there has to be a workshop-to-the-death somewhere in that hotel.
LEO: I think maybe Magnus was right about talking about the past… I’m not sure I’m ready to do that yet, but thinking about it and doing things that remind me of my old life, it feels like progress. prev ask (also about activities!)
#was a lil liberal w this update to get the festus head in there hehe I hope nobody minds! Im just glad to be settled enough to be posting rn#leo my sweet homesick child... the next update will be even more brutal to you I'm so sorry#shoutout to yall trying to get him out doing things/in the workshop/meeting alex I think he needs a break from my angst#anyway not canon yet but halfborn probably learned ancient greek and ancient latin at some point and adores this graecus son of hephaestus#he will adopt valgrace over the course of this tbh#leo valdez#v²au#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#hotel valhalla#magnus chase#valgrace#leo valdez responds#art#I'm gonna try an update or two a week during this early part of the school year! we'll def have to see my schedule bc#I did NOT see this update taking 10 days (or more accurately... for me to barely be on my computer the last 10 days)#but I am alive settling down and still in love w this au! super behind on anything else pjo/wottg but alive and online!#halfborn gunderson#festus#<- these are more for blog archive organization but oh well... we'll see them more I swear!
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While we are on this food topic, I have to drink two glasses of milk, one when I wake up, one in the afternoon, or else I feel sick all day. But if I have three glasses of milk, then for the next few days I eat hardly anything cause I'd feel sick otherwise. Wtf digestive system
everyone be quiet please we need to get nonsie under a microscope immediately.
this is. this is fascinating. this is like a biological equivalent of having to hold the charger cable at the right angle to make it work. how do you even discover this. i'm.
can we put you in a test tube please?
#quil's queries#nonsie#on a more real note that does sound annoying and inconvenient#i'm sorry you're bound to your milk schedule#sometimes it's silly to poke fun at weird problems we have#but at the end of the day they're still problems#i talk about the absurdity of my cibophobia from time to time but i'm still cibophobic :/
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✨️ officially childfree forevermore baybeeeeeee ✨️
I'm staying in recovery overnight but the surgery went really well! the nurses were really lovely thank god (incredibly funny saying that as well because this was at a Catholic institution of all places lmaooo, the surgeon put it down as "a medical need for reducing risk of cancer"-- but really it was because I've genuinely never wanted kids and in this kinda political climate, even down here in Aus, prooobably better to do something about that while I still can!)
the actual reason I was having surgery was a laparoscopy to check for endometriosis, which I apparently did have in the end (though I haven't gotten a proper report of the extent of it yet, probably coming tomorrow at discharge), so that's been excised and hopefully it will turn out to have been the cause of my chronic hip pain after all! we'll just have to see over the next few months whether it helps or not.......... and if not then we're well and truly stumped! pleeeease be the cause, I'm so fucking sick of having constant medical problems with no clear cause and cure lol :'x
#a day in the life of kate#I'm still floored I got a surgeon who offered me a bisalp off the bat with absolutely no prompting!#especially at 29 with no children! you see all the struggles women have jumping through hoops-#-and getting turned away for sterilisation over in the US and here it was literally never a thought-#-that ever crossed my mind when I went in to schedule the lapro...... incredibly lucky#so far I don't feel any pain at all! it's SO weird & maybe it's still the fentanyl from like 10hrs ago?#I'm still too squicked to look at or touch near them but I'm actually more bothered by the IV rn haha#still weak n tired though so I'm going to have an early night I think.... what a stressy day!
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Can we have a second Tuesday this week because we spent most of this one basically unable to talk or text (barely capable of making any words) or do any hobbies (combination of: information/processing overload & wording incapability) and I want a refund.
#saltposting#Luckily we could at least do all of our Basic Needs & Hygiene tasks for the day on “no thoughts / brain empty”#because it was all housework / heavily scheduled and routine tasks so no thinking required & no need to be fast.#Managed the fatigue etc well enough to feel decent now and be able to manage some writing before dinner#(thank you jigsaw puzzles in app and the one (1) song we could loop for 4 hours for the keeping our Fun need bar from the red zone)#but that still involved giving up on people & most fun for today and. It'll work out because we have a lot of that scheduled for tomorrow#but that was not great due to the unplanned nature of this and also wanted to hang out with friends and partners today but couldn't *talk*#instead we got: brain fog on top of tasks. We could've pushed I suppose but that would've resulted in even worse fatigue tomorrow#and potentially just not managing laundry/housework/meals/shower (our to-do. Shower was already postponed from yesterday.) today#We've been overextending for weeks so I'm not too surprised this hits now that we have downtime#but it would have been nice if it didn't hit at all. If it had not been a thing.#Where's that one post? “I feel like I do about 25% of what a normal person does in a day and still it's too much.”#something to that effect#and if this is the result of doing normal person amount of things for just a few weeks while still taking breaks then well. :(#Sigh.
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hii, i am so curious about what you thought of tdp s7
Hi! I haven't engaged with tdp material since S4 on purpose, since I've learned I don't do well being a creator in fandoms whose canon is so actively updating. I'll binge all of tdp and catch up on everything eventually, but it might be a while, and I'd like to ask for strictly no spoilers for anything since S4 until then! I'm great at avoiding spoilers on my own but if people send them to me I can't really avoid that :P
(thank you for being so spoiler free in your ask btw, appreciate it!)
#asks#I'm still in rain world fandom anyway tbh. could be a while before i want to move on. this fandom been great for my art#and i got a buddy here#but yeah i just. didnt cope well constantly having to figure out my take on new bits of canon info#i had to be like god so for my stories do i incorporate that do i adapt that or do i throw that out#and if i chuck it what's my justification for doing so#and tdp updating after s4 was CONSTANT.#there was always a new little short story or interview or whatever i had to catch up on to make sure i was Fully Informed#and it was super stressful tbh#for me it was like living with most of my brain in a fandom where i felt the rug was being pulled from under me nearly every day#pre s4 it was fine because there was that huge hiatus between 3 and 4 for me to settle in and get comfy eith established canon#but after that? no chance#rain world is much sleepier by comparison. theres a new campaign getting added next march#which is basically two years after the last major update#that's the kind of new content schedule i can cope with in fandoms im creatively active in#thank you for reading my overly long explanation for why i noped out of tdp after the hiatus ended#have a lovely christmas if you celebrate etc
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hey guys who wants another round of tmi
#ive been#this entire day has been a lot and i have no idea how to feel about it#i've never cried this much in an entire day and i can't stop myself from tearing up but it's not because of something sad or traumatic i'm#not used to being loved. or appreciated. or meant to feel like i belong anywhere. i've struggled with being excluded and ostracized and it#has been an uphill battle for a long time and deep down despite my many attempts to heal and get better i've always felt like something was#fundamentally wrong with me. it has been wrong with me from the start and whatever evidence to the contrary ive gotten was rationalised awa#by fluke or maybe people like me because of what i can provide and what i can do for them and not because of who i am and who i am will#always be tolerated or ignored at best and i genuinely was not expecting anyone but a few close friends to care about this and just. andjus#i think something in me is healing and it's still hard to accept but i can conceptualize it and any negative thought in my brain is being#countered by “hey why would you think that when people care about you” and i know it is obvious right. its something i should know but it#has always been so hard to believe that anyone would and the fact that it's hitting right now? i cant fucking stop crying#its almost fucking embarrassing im like this. im a grown ass adult. why the fuck am i still crying like this. i fucking hate trauma man#keeps making me feel like im that kid who was never loved in the ways that mattered. sorry im just#thankful. grateful. i feel like some parts of that gaping wound is stitching itself together and i cant stop crying and for once im not#crying because i'm being hurt. i'm just grateful to be here. genuinely fucking grateful that i'm alive#funny isnt it. how much love can save you if you let it#tmi#rant#embarrassed myself enough i think#sorry about that we'll go to our regularly scheduled ghoap program soon enough#i'll be okay
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ily bakugou katsuki u are the only thing that hasn't pissed me off today

#today i was basically told that i have to take all of my breaks at work back to back to back within one hour two hours after i clock in#which means that i don't get a break at all later during the night so i don't fucking Want that but i have no other choice because#i'm basically being cornered into doing it by one of the managers who texted my department lead and said i tried to get someone to#cover me for my break at “almost 7 when everyone is going home” which is a fucking lie i asked at 6#who the fuck wants to take all of their breaks in one hour two hours after they start their eight hour shift#i asked for someone to cover me at 6 because i had to use the bathroom really fucking badly and she was like#“why didn't you take them while the midshift was here” the midshift has a three hour overlap with my shift and i have to be clocked in#for at least two hours before i take any breaks at all and i don't want to take all of my breaks at once that soon#ONE HOUR BEFORE MY COWORKER LEAVES#and like we both have stuff to do????#all three breaks two hours into my shift then nothing for the next six fucking hours funniest joke i've ever heard in my entire life#except it's not a joke because it's from a manager so if i don't do this stupid ass shit i could get disciplined or fired#because they don't want to send anyone to cover for me#you know what's even funnier? i am the ONLY PERSON scheduled for these fucking 2-10 shifts except for our full time guy#my other coworkers? 4-10. i don't want this fucking 2-10 shift get me the fuck OFF OF IT#EATS MY ENTIRE FUCKING DAY#i woke up at 8:30am this morning and it still felt like my entire goddamn day was stolen from me because i wake up have time to myself for#about 5 hours out of my whole day then i have to get ready and get my ass to work until the end of the fucking day#tag rant#tag vent#bakugou katsuki#i feel like this is something i should call my union rep about but idk
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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#a little chat about life and the week that has almost passed#third year of college is off to a good start#at least so far#although I'm still getting used to the schedule ehh#and also off topic#I want to ship my fop oc with Peri just for fun—#but I don't know how to explain it and I've been tormented by these ideas for the third day#write something in the comments if you want me to actually draw something with them as a couple#that would be cool#And for almost a month now I've been remembering the idea of drawing Ninjago OC x Zane x Pixal#something from the category “because I can”#and not because it will be canon for my OC or something like that#It's just funny to think that Gerda has a thing for nindroids lol#I need sleep...#Have a nice time everyone#talk
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i'm back on tumblr (again)
#exams are over mostly#for now at least until may altough i might have one next week let's see#but so far so good#i did postpone a few unfortunately thought but it is what it is i'll still have to do them this semester#it's gonna be tough but i'll pull through and i want to prepare even better i can do this#the one's i did though i die exceptionally well on which makes me kinda proud ig#i got an a on two really difficult one's as the only person :oo lol ig i did something here#feels like i cracked some code for studying and ngl it feels so good i want more results like these#not sure it will work on all exams though but i feel like my studying techniques were pretty spot on and i actually studied more than usual#i feel like i'm getting addicted to this lol like actually being good at uni feels so good so rewarding#i mean i always wanted it and i have been good at uni for some time now but like i did even better this semester - i finished with no c#and lots of a's#but then also i wish i could just study for the enjoyment of it 🥹#don't get me wrong i love learning and being at uni most of the time is actually enjoyable :)#and i like learning the materials because it's interesting to but actually sitting down to study - the anxiety takes so much away from that#when i sit down and study it's usually with so much anxiety ... how do you study without those negative thoughts in your head constantly#i'm always convinced i'm gonna fail anyway and also when i don't meet my study goals on a day i get stressed because i'm behind schedule#and disappointed whenever i don't study as much as i planned or even not at all#like i tell you before i wrote that exam i got an a on i thought oh i might fail i'm gonna need a bit of luck to get a d#altough i thought i could also get a better grade but i have no judgment#part of me still thinks i got a bit lucky with the questions and i still cannot fathom how i did that ngl#i'm trying to stop these thoughts to make studying more enjoyable and i try to tell myself it's not a linear process#and sometimes it takes longer than expected but then your knowledge increases exponentially at one point#or i also feel like i set myself such unattainable study goals i'm bound to not meet them#and i should really prioritize my sleep more and not study in terribly sleep deprived states sometimes#i did get better with that but still it's so bad how i'd sacrifize my mental health for my grades 🥲#but if i'd fail an exam or do badly on it i'm also always so disapointed in myself so it's like i can't win 😅#i just want better balance with good grades and having a life and being in a better mental state#i do have some internal motivation like i want this for my future still i wish i could be more internally motivated#i also don't want my parents to worry and want to make them proud altough that's not a bad one
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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i'm so salty i thought my roommates were out tonight and i could leave my room to get energy drinks and cook (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻
#good thing i ate this morning i guess. but still :/#i know its unreasonable but i really fucking hate when other people don't stick to their established schedules#like it is Known that you are out on wednesday evenings and asleep ~2-9AM. i plan my life with that in mind#when you improv about your schedule you throw mine off 😭 and my schedule being thrown off very often makes me unproductive for a whole day#i'm so glad i can go back to being nocturnal from next week and start making use of that night time again#i can cook and bake and go to the gym and just generally live again 🥹😭#AND i get to get a normal human amount of sleep too by actually abiding by my internal clock lol that'd be nice to experience again
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