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heartorbit · 1 year ago

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i just wanted to draw the ave mujica outfits .

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #nenekasa #<- i like them.#sorry i like mygo + avemuji but cant make fanart of anything im not Fucking Crazy about normally #had to touch it up digitally because i tried coloring a Pen Drawing in with Watercolor. in earnest.#Everything think the announcements gonna be a new unit. I think that would be hilarious and the worst possible timing #Given where everyone else's arcs are but the miku design looked cute so if its jsut a new game that would cheese me #My tag blabbering... what else ... im artfight slacking. my wrist hurts. course selection is next week. SCREAMS #please pray to God i do not have any 8am classes. PLEASE. my college commute takes over an hour. If i have to wake up at 6am i will k #Oh my God i have to go to the dentist tomorrow too please fucking helpme THEYRE GONAN FIDN AMILLION CAVITIES AND KILL ME. AAAAAHG.#Every time theres another proseka broadcast announced i get scared cause i have so many song covers i want in the game but.#I want to draw them first. So that if they Do get added to the game i cna go HEH... >:)....#Thats whyi did skeleton orchestra emnn and scissorhands rks. I want scissorhands in the game reallybad i love that song #3DMV EVEN PLEEEASE but also nothing can too miumes choreography from like a decade ago i wanna do a cosplay performanc eof it someday...#i ❤️ waacking.#actually the one i Really want to draw is ALSO nenekasa. record red save me. ILL DRAW IT OK

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trauma-bot · 9 months ago

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sin eater

#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however #when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane #uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will #which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity #if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good #finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously #and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person #thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #uzi murder drones #uzi doorman #uzi md #md uzi #uzi fanart

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gunstellations · 1 month ago

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to the top ✨

#YURI BEAMMMMMMMMM #FUCKKKK MAYAKURA #RIPS MY HAIR OUT THEYRE CREATED DELIBERATELY IN A LAB FOR ME #RIVALS?? RIVALS??? FUCK YURI RIVALS THAT ARE SO WELL MADEEEE #sat through an anime made around the most non compelling character to have been created but somehow its got #500 IMPECCABLE lesbian situationships in it i love my. lists off fingers. het yuri. huge doomed by the narrative vibes yuri. even hika-#ri and mahiru had more chemistry rhan whatever tf karen and hikari were on #hikari i love you but GOD you have terrible taste in women #deeply believe they tried to make a kumirei 2.0 and failed im sorry hikaren enjoyers please go watch hibike i promise you theyre peak #ok im getting off track but #spreading my gfs agenda. watch hibike euphonium. they dont need to kiss for them to be gay. trust me.#ok enough about another anime on my revue post. back to mayakuro. boy oh boy.#i mean. girl oh girl or should i say girl on girl bc damn these two are just fighting over who tops each night huh #im sorry.#i love women #fuck.#anyways.#mayakuro #revue starlight #tendo maya #saijo claudine #my art #also tsuken giraffe is crazy.#thank you creators

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bunnieswithknives · 11 months ago

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Kinda old thing I made for a YHS map but I was really really proud of it at the time so I still wanna share it 😢

#yhs #yandere high school #samgladiator #yuki #animation #animatic #art #digital art #fanart #WAHHhhhhhHHH its never going to see its original use and that makes me so sad #not enough people were going to finish their parts #like not to shame or anything but WE HAD MULTIPLE MONTHS #PLUS EXTENTIONS #Like I get some people are slow at drawing but come on this took me like a week- 2 weeks tops!!#WE HAD MULTIPLE MONTHSSSS #drives me insane like what were you doing #dont sign up to something collaborative like that if you cant finish #I gladly would have taken on another part and im sure a lot of other good artists would have too but noooooo #or if you apply but realize you have irl stuff to deal with TELL SOMEBODY YOU WONT BE ABLE TO FINISH #OGUhghghhhhh #Sorry im salty I was looking forward to this #Snifffffff I was proud of this ok #Youtube

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moeblob · 9 months ago

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explaining to a coworker I don't socialize out of work bc of The Anxiety. then later explaining why i have gray in my hair.... it's... still The Anxieties...... goin' gray since my early 20s........

#man its rough when people who dont have anxiety have to ask a million questions that the answer is just The Anxiety #like im sorry i dont socialize or want to have a conversation while three other people are in the room talking #its just a lot of overstimulation ok im just suffering please stop asking me things...#i get the loop of im failing a social interaction in my brain which makes it harder to win at a conversation #like every normal person would consider conversations as something you can lose or fail or win (?)#had another coworker who ive only really seen ? but he argues with the one asking me about my hobbies n social life #and so i saw him today and he was i think probably training or showing another guy around #and he was real quick to say no to helping me and im lik e???? i didnt ask for help?#and the other guy was like is that a constant thing? and he said no not me yet but he had to assert dominance #and i looked at him and told him very plainly #i am a pushover with anxiety you dont have to assert dominance at all i promise #and he actually looked kind of taken aback and guilty for snapping on me for no reason so then im like #oh great just me saying i hope to not cause problems caused a problem #anyway ........ i wanted to draw a halloween thing but i just dont have the spoons rn

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kkoct-ik · 4 months ago

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i hope i am more than just the multiple personality guy . but also a friend

#kostik speaks #insane man makes it through another day and EVERYONE KNOWS #its basically a meme among my irls now about how i dont remember anything and am possessed by the ghosts of children who live in my head #EVEN. THE GUY. THAT HAS NO IDEA. JOKES ABOUT ME SINGLEHANDEDLY COSPLAYING A FAMILY OF FOUR #what a life #i had a moment yesterday where i realised im a grown ass man and i can literally do anything and nobody will stop me #its kind of crazy. im being seen by psychs and im living in this city and i just. can do that #i feel like im in a decent place. mr unemployed and kinda cannot do uni. but my sense of self is ok because my friends see me #even if that seeing is 'wow. i love that guy. but also what is wrong with him i hope he gets help 🙏'#IVE MATURED! ive gone from horrendous teenage mental illness to kinda growing into it all in my 20s #i am not only the guy who hears voices and goes missing and cant remember anything. but also a friend #sorry for self blogging (as if its not my own blog)#i have a psych call today and hopefully afterwards i will manage to finish my job app... im alive

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komashkathesilly · 2 years ago

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ithink i hauve covid

#i want this woman to hunt me homoerotically...... too bad shes fictional....#her attack animations r so badass.... when i played the game i mained her n had her fully built both for physical n cryo damage dealing.....#i also wanted to make this a funky perspective thing but i fucked up ig. idc (it does in fact care n sobs behind camera)#also in case u guys didnt notice that i love blue^_^ i love blue^_^^.^#also it unfortunately looks kinda passive bc i fucked up composition a bit too.#so just so u know thats Her ice spear n shes holding another one made of dragon bones n dragon blood crystals behind camera.#rosaria #rosaria genshin impact #komashkart #this must look hilariously blue to ppl w/out warm screen eye protection filter on. sorry #ok im normal now thank u for ur attention bye #i shouldve made the rest of pic more interesting. maybe some frame. but i got too normal abt it to tinker it more n more. whateva

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normystical · 18 days ago

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i can see now why some people are adamant against minors interacting even in a sfw way. there's a lot of suggestiveness you can do before it constitutes as outright nsfw. and buddy these things are a natural part of development

#can i use this as a chance to rant a bit? btw i did already but i hit 30 tags so... gonna use the comma less and start making the absolute #most of the tags instead. ok so in this one server im in thats mostly minors. iirc this guy is a minor too? whatever. and they keep making #jokes about this one character being really fat. and the way they say it just... makes me uncomfortable. i have a feeling theyre into this #shit but dont realize it yet. and like man thats a minor i dont wanna know allat 🥀💔 but alas. a canon event i fear. separate point here i #have a mutual who is VERY horny. but like. fucking 13??? but i dont want to unmoot them bc theyre nice and id feel bad. idk. they can be #normal i just have to avoid checking their blog i guess. maybe i should unmoot them anyway even though theyre fun to chat with... they #probably wouldnt take it personally? idk though... i mean *i* take things too personally... sigh. i dont know. moving on... i also have #another mutual that keeps reblogging wireplay??? and surprisingly im not as uncomfy. maybe its bc its not original posts so its less #personal? but regardless it is still an inconvenience. i have to click on op's blog and search keywords to find the post bc i want to reblog #to my alt and i dont want said mutual seeing that alt. because if i keep on giving them notifs they might get curious and yeahhh... i think #thats about it for now? just had to finally get those off my chest sorry (not sorry i can say what i want man)#mystic yaps #suggestive?

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the-red-hoodlum · 7 months ago

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omw to school now chat!! 😸

#Mini vent bc im not ok haha:#So i literally cant stop shaking and ws barely able to breathe when i ws getting ready + ws hyperventilating the whole time.#Feel about a split second away from starting to cry again.#Mother left like 5 minutes before the taxi ws meant to get here bc she had to bring cat to the vet.#So she ws js like 'sorry i cant help :[ oh btw you gotta get ur shit together in <5min for school bye' which. Um. Yeah.#So i had about 3 minutes of breakdown time before i had to get my shit together and now i gotta sit through 6 hours of random bs probably w #a bunch of catch up work bc i wasnt in last week when we properly went back. So ive missed like 3 days worth of lessons.#So 6 hours worth of random bs + extra catch up work (besides the fact im also behind in a bunch of shit anyways bc i joined the class late.#& i'll probably have a thousand and one teachers 'checking on' me. All they want to hear is just another fucking lie of me saying im ok bc #Im too much of a fucking burden to not be. Even if i say im not ok the most ill probably fucking get is a shitty cup of tea and 5 minutes t #sit in the hall being gawked at for having the audacity to not be ok.#Spooks isnt in today. My other friend might be? Crimson might be? And Star might be? So idfk.#I dont want to make fake fucking conversation i dont really want to talk ever or do anything.#I dont feel able to exist right now. But i cant not?? So! Hn. Guess its fucking school instead.#Um. Yeah. Sorry?( I guess? Not really.) For this chat.#See you guys later.

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bonsaibudz · 1 year ago

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second date went very very well (with maybe the exception that he's starting to be a little *too* frat boy for her..) with a teeny tiny surprise below the cut that explains pic 2

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um so a little secret random genuinely unexpected hookup maybe occurred while she was out on the date.. don't look at me i didn't do anything i absolutely made all the decisions :)

#lots of tags im so sorry gdsfkjs #ok so fun fact #makoa ORGANICALLY spawned at the bar stevie was having her date with kahale at #WHICH WASNT PLANNED #i’ve summoned all the date sims so far on my own EXCEPT THIS TIME #so i had stevie introduce herself while kahale was talking to some other sims #and then make a move from ww was an option right away #so i clicked it #obviously #LOL #BUT i wasn’t EXPECTING HIM TO ACCEPT IT T0T #SO THEY WENT TO THE BATHROOM TO WOOHOO WHILE SHE WAS ON THE DATE #(but yes i made them exchange phone numbers outside the bathroom after fhwjfhsj)#and i flopped and didn’t take screenshots #bc i was so o-o about what was happening #but um #long story short #kahale and makoa may or may not be roommates #and he was home when stevie went over to spent the night after kahale invited her back..#ha ha ha . ha . ha.#when stevie walked in makoa was watching tv and didn’t get up or look at her so i’m headcanoning that he just heard kahale come home w a gi #(which happens a lot so he was Unphased)#BUT STEVIE SURE NOTICED !#DHSJDHSJ #this was the messiest my gameplay has ever been . Ever #and omg it was so fun i was laughing sO BAD #stevie girl needs another advice sesh w cece soon it’s so srs this time #i'll shut up now #<3 #ts4

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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At which point did you realise that the plot of IW is ass? I've seen people complain only about the ending or the halfway point where the teams separate, while I was already actively rolling my eyes like four-five chapters in

i think the moment i fully accepted that IW's story was. Definitely A Story was the moment ebina announced 'bleach japan'. like i think leading up to that point i was thinking to myself 'oh i hope i see X happen' or being like 'i wonder where this is going' and that sort but the proverbial bucket of ice was definitely that moment

#infinite wealth spoilers #snap chats #what reaaaaally hammered it in too if it wasnt obvious already was the execution of the jimas/daigo like that still irks me LMAO #i cant even remember what chapter that happened in i just know when it did i was utterly pissed #i think i started to take things less seriously once bryce entered the picture but thats only because of how distracting his VA was #like much love the JP voice actors who try to speak english and japanese but i just cant act like it's not incredibly distracting #esp when the character is supposed to be white yk what i mean- or at the very least their first language is supposed to be english #typically i can look over that thing if its a one or two time kind of deal but he had to speak in english much longer than others #im just rambling about bryce tho this aint bout him. i mean he could be a part of it the cult was executed really sloppily #it might have been the introduction of bryce actually ... i remember thinking to myself 'oh brother' with the whole messiah thing LMAO #maybe it was when kiryu told us his cancer cam from radiation instead of. smoking 💀 ESPECIALLY not even five chapters in #like straight out the gate you just wanna drop that on us mr I Can Do Everything Myself I Cant Worry Others ok #thats a post for another day tho im EVERYWHERE #POINT IS this is not about Retrospect this is about First Impressions and memory warps over time #but i know for a fact i found the bleach japan thing utterly ridiculous and was squinting at the plot the entire time thereafter #like ive said this a million times at this point but although i love IW for it's gameplay (pardon some nitpicks like lack of shortcuts)#its story really feels so messy and had much to be desired. which is so sad after the wonderful stories rgg has been making since 0..#BUT OH WELL im still excited to replay it in english. god willing i ever get the time #i still wanna finish lost judgment <- isnt even halfway through the game #and i wanna do a fun stream Maybe with YK2 but ill get into that when i get into that #if youve read this far. thanks LOL id say sorry for the novel but thats what we expect of me at this point

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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 9 months ago

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my biggest dissonance is how robert de niro in once upon a time in america actually looks like young carlo (but more handsome than carlo) but noodles character is nothing like him like max is a certifed carlo core. he would do everything max did

#noodles is eddie core. such a dissonance #anyway. another reason i crave moretti dlc is that all these young guys ardnt supposed to be handsome #no more handsome young mafiosos. and they would also be morally ugly. i crave it sm #good sees im so attached to higher ranks characters in m2 is bc theyre way #more relatable. god please. i live in a godawful country everyone here turn cursed at early age #and bout character design. id give some of them monobows at least not full ok #n tanned skin. some characters look like my armenian relatives im sorry. and ik that #it & arm ppl sometimes look very alike and i mean #luca frank carlo eddie rocco - just on top of my head #my roman empire is when i did character design for don henry fic carlo supposed to have #a full mononrow #but i was a chicken shit (i still am). if i wasnt he would have it & eddie had more tanned skin #but ok hes from canada he'll be pale makes sense. but still i need more of them #to look more like southerns like. pretty please? ok lemme remake at least #carlo n roccos designs please. if i was a strong person id redraw morettis design too #but idk. i think yeah its logical for him too look more like torrio #anyway. i believe half of m2 & mde characters should be thicker im sorry theyre italian #and they also rich. theyre rich italians. why r they so thin.#have u seen al capone. ok sorry. ik that i also draw them pretty thin but its bc im a chicken shit #anyway my conclusion i need moretti dlc so bad god. so funny that itll never happen #bout chicken shit ik that lauretta shouldnt be super thin either esp after marriage #& ok if we ever we'll see henrys mother & shell be thin id start to howl sorry #she mothered for 7 times she cant be thin #if we ever will* dont mind me im stupid #atp my fav m2 designs r frank carlo n joe. n also luca #<- if to speak only bout italian characters. but m2 in general have good ch. design #i remember that one beef bout fat bald italians. didnt say anything back then bc i was too lazy #but im on the side of fat balding italians. did u forget that italians have like. strong food culture #+ alcohol w food. mostly they arent supposed to be thin like just logically sorry get real #upd. derek is a peak character design to me. hes very vivid + completely bonds w his character. hes a cool ch. in general

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perilegs · 11 months ago

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honestly so far veilguard just looks like an amalgamation of whatever features ea's other games already have instead of a good rpg

#im watching the combat video rn and why is it so ugly #this looks like yet another ea game that was supposed to be an mmo but got changed and thus is complete shit compared #to the earlier games of the franchise #also this im feeling neutral about but interesting seeing their console first type of ui #man if i wasnt feeling so sick rn id get up to play dao #there is nothing interesting here #dragon age critical #ok the combat moves look like they could be fun but it all looks so unpolished #yknow how me:a also had fast combat with pause and meele characters fucking charging to enemies?#that was fun. i feel like this tried to do something similar but failed miserably #also the ui ele.ents are so small and in such weird places #idk maybe they should make a game that looks finished #this is on level with some student projects ive seen. and those are impressive but not for a studio like ea #ah sorry im already premourning how i think this is it for me and the da franchise. as in. i will still love it but i dont think i want to #touch anything new #idk im going to take a nap gn

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adrestia · 1 year ago

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Share a line you have read or written that impacted you

thanks for the tag, @cynical-gamer-media!

Line I've read:

"'If you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you,' I said, and then I kissed her and tasted the lemon juice on her lips." — Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

idk, this gagged me when i read it for personal reasons i won't disclose. my tragic and toxic yuri </3

Line I've written:

She cups Edelgard's cheeks in her hands, her voice easing into a soft whisper as she says, "I have never experienced anything quite like you."

— iykyk

nobody look at me fr but that line singlehandedly fueled my insanity for a time and made me do something i never thought i will (write a fic)

not tagging anyone sorry social anxiety is such a bitch rn but if anyone wants to join in, consider yourself🫵 tagged by me!

#shut up val #ok if somehow anyone recognizes that line and is waiting for another chapter #i'm terribly sorry but as you can see i've been fucking around a lot lately #and im also lost! tbh! with writing idk! like i've drafted every chapter i had in mind but somehow i feel like something is missing #also writer's block. tbh it's more of a creative block. i havent been making art that i like lately </3

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transannabeth · 1 year ago

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i need to get more into filipino music please does anyone have any recs

#we're going through another im ''''not filipino enough'''' phase. whatever that means.#i'm so disconnected to being filipino that it sometimes feels like a deep physical ache #(for context i grew up in a completely white town that had so few people of color for most of my time there)#(and then i went to an online school for most of college where we didn't . like. make friends.)#the issue with wanting to learn more about filipino culture tho is that i'm afraid that i'll be invading people's spaces #or be appropriating the culture which ???? brain what.#(i am only half filipino my mom is white but i've got a complicated relationship with calling myself half filipino or mixed tbh)#(i'm trying to sort it out but it's hard. it's hard!! ok!!!)#my filipino family lives about 13 hours away and we haven't seen them since um...my cousins cotillion in like 2021?#sorry i'm having a moment i'm having a night does anyone have any music recs from filipino artists #i'll try anything tbh #i actually did a final paper on the evolution of filipino music so this is slightly embarrassing but asldkfjsdkjf its. fine!#this is embarrassing i'm gonna queue it #not pjo #chitter chatter

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clownattack · 1 year ago

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MY CLAYS FINALLY WENT INTO THE KILN ITS BEEN A MONTH!!!!!!

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUHAAAAAAAA #LISTEM #GRABS YOU #i had to fire these fuckers at a pretty high temp bcs porcelain is hitemp ok #ok #they dont do hitemp firing super often #so i was trapped #in UNABLE TO MAKE JIRLY hell #but not for long #my time is now #i will cast silver and add so many loops #hopefully everything gets fired nicely and also #sad thing is #its not even all of my stuff lol #im still waiting for my hand and head and rib parts and some glazed bones to be fired at the exact same fucking temp #so #im hoping i wont have to wait another month ngl #killing #please i miss my hot transi gf so much #this friday im probably casting silver bits haha #fear #i dont like... handling crucibles filled with molten silver...#like this shits scary sorry i dont feel safe whenever someone has a crucible full of liquid metal #not today satan #uni

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