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Random yearly life update for yall because a LOT has happened and I rarely visit Tumblr but miss some of the mutuals and friends here! If you want more frequent yapping, I do post more frequently on my cosplay Instagram under the same name!
A pic of one of my babies for tax

I officially got promoted in October! I'd been working my but off to get to that level and I'm glad I did. I love my job and I can't tell rn if capitalism is draining me or if the job itself is too draining. Sticking it out for now, but we'll see.
My partner and I are exploring where we want to end up once we introduce his cats to my son and they can tolerate each other (we've been living together for months now, but the cats haven't been introduced).
But the biggest life update is that I am (legally) married to my partner! We plan to have a full ceremony in a few years, but we were worried with the turn the government is taking that it may not be legal in our state anymore. We traveled to Chicago to ensure for a good while that we're protected. Got some cute photos as well!




Afterwards we went out on a small "honeymoon" to Gatlinburg, Tennessee. We wanted to get close to a national park. The first (obvious for me lol) choice was Mt. Rainer but we were advised to wait until it was a bit warmer. Got some cute photos





It was amazing. I love the national parks so so much. So important to keep them safe imo.
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bruv when did being in a fandom become all about *join a tumblr community* *join a discord server* *join another tumblr community* *join another discord server* *join another discord server* *join another discord server* *join another discord server* *join another discord server*
#life#i'm sorry but i can't keep up with everything#i can barely manage having a tumblr blog and a bsky page#i joined a couple of discord servers but literally cannot keep up with even just one i'm active in#i'm part of multiple tumblr communities but i simply cannot keep up with all the posts#maybe it's uh.. time to leave idk#but maybe i'm just tired and am bothered by things more than usual idk lmao
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happy easter from your favorite easter….bunnies?? 🐰🦇

#twisted wonderland#im so sorry….#i mean its like a monday already from where im from but its easter somewhere in the world right..?#look man….i havent been drawing bc my ipad is lowkey dying (barely working#and if this will be the last thing i’ll draw before it finally dies#idk what to say#but anyway#lilia vanrouge#general lilia#happy easter#twst lilia#im sorry bro idk if i shoudl even post it here too#twst#IM SORRY#artists on tumblr#tacc0yak1art
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there's meta to be had about just how much of viktor's arc is about loneliness and the blatant visuals they use in his evolution about metamorphosis, butterflies, cocoons, in utero, etc, as he molts from a soft, vulnerable larva who keeps getting hurt in his bids for love and acceptance, into a hardened final form complete with an exoskeleton acting as both physical and emotional armor. a shield keeping his emotions in and the pain of loneliness and rejection out, until it's cracked and his humanity is forcefully exposed. like. sorry if it's just the entomologist in me but this was blatantly obvious the very first time i watched the show and I've been continually surprised that no one's really pointed this out. as a certified lonely person it struck such a deep cord with me, when he accepted his fate, his path ahead, to be one he'd have to walk alone, finally putting up that last seemingly impenetrable wall around his soft parts (but keeping the blanket, this signal that he never asked for this, and that he's not unreachable). So much of his s2 arc centered around not just his desire to right his wrongs and help the world, but to connect with others and not feel alone, both of which got twisted by the hexcore. His attempt to create a hivemind where no one would ever suffer loneliness or rejection or loss, and he would feel their souls with him as well (even though that was an illusion in the end, he truly believed it). The whole 'I now speak with all their voices' but he's just floating in an empty space. And for the consequence of the glorious evolution to be eternal solitude, it just drives home how that's the worst possible fate imaginable for Viktor.
#arcane#viktor arcane#jayvik#arcane meta#look i barely post analyses but i've been on a roll lately and i just wanna say i'm theorizing CONSTANTLY. i havent stopped for three month#i just havent posted it.#anyway i felt the need to say this one even in rough form because it's. such powerful imagery they use and yet barely anyone talks about it#given esp the canonical butterfly motifs used over and over and over#viktor's so fucking alone in the last year of his life. he shrinks in on himself. he's deeply hurt. getting rejected in the council room wa#like IT for him. the defeat when he finally gives up and gives in.#i just. bro. this is a big part of why i identify so strongly with viktor as a character because it's so much about his loneliness#i may clean this up and post an actual meta about it if i feel like it. this is really one of the most important parts of his arc imo#mage viktor leaving jayce down in that ravine. watching him but not intervening. in a way forcing jayce to experience his loneliness#idk how you watch that scene with The Line and Viktor standing alone after hex-Sky disappears and not get a knife through the heart#at feeling his utter soul-crushing loneliness#he's now alone in the astral plane. no one could understand him before because of what made him different#now he's alone again. no one can perceive him how he actually is. again and again no one sees him for who he is
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Jason Todd in Love…
As Red Hood, he’s talkative, sarcastic, aggressive, and cocky. When he’s with you, he’s tender and gentle. He’s eerily quiet and strangely calm. Every whim is followed without protest, and he hangs on every word.
Jason’s always looking for ways to touch you and will constantly pull you into his lap where he’ll give you soft kisses on your shoulder and neck. He just likes to watch you exist: he watches quietly when you’re getting ready, attempting to cook, etc. He loves how you’ll trail your nails up his arm and across the top of his back as you pass him on the sofa.
He loves you because you ground him: You’re real, you’re here and you’ve never left. His world slows down with you and, when he’s getting in his head and slipping away, you snap him out of it. You stand up to him. You talk your shit and force him back to you. “Don’t do that. You’re trying to talk yourself out of this.” You grab his face, forcing him to look at you. “You want me, yes or no?”
“Yes.” He’ll answer softly. “Always.”
“Then you have me.” You push him away from you. “Don’t try and find a way to ruin it. I will kick your ass. Got me?” You stare at him, arms folded and waiting for an answer.
He’ll give a smile before answering. “Yeah, I got you.” He looks at you honey eyed and apologetic.
“Good.” You move into his arms and place a gentle kiss on his cheek. “Now, go sit in the kitchen. I made us breakfast.”
#my post#jason todd#red hood#jason todd x reader#jason todd fluff#jason todd imagine#jason todd headcanon#idk how I stumbled into this interest but it’s been my hyper fixation for the last couple of days#I actually don’t know anything about dc comics except for like bare minimum surface level stuff#so this may or may not be on brand but I decided to do it anyway
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little tired man
#my art#art#ink sans#2d animation#utmv#utmv fanart#utmv au#utmv sans#sans au#ink!sans#inktale#ink#animation#gif#digital art#fanart#broomie#also idk if anyone cares but the reason im barely posting art these days is because ive been doing a lot of original art#and no one gives a fuck about my original art so i stopped bothering and im just saving them for my portfolio for jobs and stuff lol#utau#undertale au
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wip ill never finish, just cant get myself to render this fully lol sorry guys
#three or four days and i barely made any progress so i just gave up#i hate when my poor mental state reflects on my art#embarrassed to post a scrap but idk maybe someone will appreciate it since I can't#mononoke#mononoke 2007#ri kusuriuri#stuff that should have been on my art blog#snakesonankles
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When your identity issues collide with your feelings of being unwanted ;p
Oops! Loops angst /personal vent!
Only doodle cuz. eepy.
#no sketch#straight from brain to paper#cuz eepy#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat two hats#it's more-so implied than anything buuuut. kinda important for context imo??#cuz y'know. Not Their family#they already have a Siffrin so there's no need for Them#yk yk#id tag the rest of the party but like.... i barely drew thems......... idk idk i feel like there's not enough of them to tag em yk???#i was originally gonna color this and shit tbh i just. ugh. tired mann i don't wanna do all thatt#maybe i will in the future. probably not but. maybe.#vent#vent art#vent post#my art#art tag
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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#i barely see DR stuff and idk if it's just my page at this point but please post more#shiftblr#reality shifting#desired reality#shifting community#reality shift#shifting#shifting realities
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Was skimming through some Dixon era BoP for no particular reason and came across a scene where 3 DIFFERENT MEN (Dick Grayson, Ted Kord and Jason Bard) all show up to Babs' door at almost exactly the same time bc they're all in love with her.
Birds of Prey (1999) #19
Which is, A) really funny on its own and B) actually extremely based from a representational view. Oracle was important as disability rep in comics for a lot of reasons, one of which being that she got mad bitches in her wheelchair. She had too much swag and they had to kill her
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#barbara gordon#dick grayson#ted kord#jason bard#normally I'd feel bad taggijg barely relevant characters but here i think it is feminism actually (/lh)#this is also not counting her Thing with Dinah. but also she's definitely having a thing with dinah (tho idk if at this point)#to me anyway#realizing i need to actually read all of bop from the start to fully understand babs' insane love life#also idk if this comes off as weird? like I'm not trying to imply babs is a cheater/player (i think it would be cool if she was. personally)#i just think it's funny she has all these men pining after her at this point in time#when later comics would try to convince you her peak desirability was as batgirl#like ik jason bard was a pre-crisis love interest for babs (I haven't read any of their relationship tho)#and so was dick. kinda (the age gap was WAYY bigger pre-crisis. like uncomfortably big actually)#so even that is like. 1.5 love interests basically. post crisis? you couldn't count the men lusting after babs on one hang#love that for her. get it girl!#i feel like this post is a sister post to my 'steph should get mad bitches' post. make of that what you will
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TSC 2 IS CALLED THE GOLDEN RAVEN AND JEAN'S BIRTHDAY IS 11/9 TO MIRROR NEIL'S 1/19 BECAUSE THEY'RE CONNECTED EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP I CAN'T HANDLE THIS AT 3 AM







#i have so many things to do tomorrow how am i supposed to function like this#NORA WHAT????#AAAAAAA#i really bitch about that woman 24/7 but the moment she starts posting again i act like i've just received a prophecy from GOD#I MISSED JEAN'S BIRTHDAY THO FUCK I'LL DRAW HIM TOMORROW GUYS I SWEAR#and i'm working on a kevjean fic i'll post... at some point? idk i'm barely halfway done#i've been adding to it sporadically when work is slow#anyway#aftg#all for the game#jean moreau#aftg trilogy#the sunshine court#the golden raven#tsc#jean yves moreau#neil josten
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censored pic of my entry for @problemsynth's dollhousevtm *_* i need to start submitting project parts like at least not moments before the deadline lol
#idk where to put the uncensored...!!! i have an unused bsky and barely active pillowfort i'll see what i can do#my art#vtm#vampire the masquerade#ventrue#jaden blackwood#psychicism#dollhousevtm#sorry for the slapdash censoring with my stupid lil sona lolz#I FEEL SELF CONCHES my first time posting tity art be nice#my concept's a little boring gomenn i dont have any super cool ideas atm.......
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ok last ones I swear
rip edgar kinda u wouldve loved dr robotnik ring racers in particular probably srb2kart more actually
#electric dreams#edgar electric dreams#premaposting#getting back onto utysd schedule first i gotta release him from my system#then imma configure rumble w a blip for the thirtyth time#i swear theres a wrong instrument but idk what#i dint think the target of this knows anything im typing here lol completely different people#i am heavily biased towards drringracers bc everyone needs to play it please. please. please.#its a hard learning curve but once u get it u feel so pro and its so much fun.#i think this is the third time ive made a sketch page w a lot of text.#NO ITS THE FOURTH IVE ONLY DONE THIS WITH THAT ONE EB AU HAHAHA#i think around this time too? uh. welcome back weirdish media fixation.#im so playing earthbound this summer.#OOOOOO MAYBE COGDIS OR OFF. aaaaaaaaaaaa#im sorry if these tags are barely related to the subject matter i kinda already ranted out everything i wouldve said in another post oopsie#so i dont rly got much to say here....#other than im glad i watched this movie but like. bro. im shooken.#fr changed the projectory of my life forever.#oh yeah i also like drawing angry dogs. i think he likes dogs. other than music thats like one of his first imitations of sound.#just dog.#ON PURPOSE. ON PURPOSE.#evil i swear evil (silly)
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i really wanted to draw himiko so here she is with some other guys too
#danganronpa#himiko yumeno#kaito momota#kiibo#danganronpa v3#drv3#i think kiibo and kaede share the spot for my fave v3 character#and kaito is second and himiko is third#winter depression activated sorry if i barely post for the rest of the year. along with everything else idk if i can draw rn#luckily i did these a couple weeks ago
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#solid snake#hal emmerich#otacon#otasune#snotacon#<AGAIN BARELY…#finished mgs3 today….was not as good as i thot it would be honestly but#i enjoyed bbs characterization a whole lot even though i dont like how they wrapped it up especially with his relationship w eva#might post about it but idk.#this series is so old and everyones already said everything there is to be said ifeellike..#anyways#metal gear solid#mgs#myart
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