#ig I can keep him to myself then hehe..

[luvfy0dor]

“You Know That I'm Obsessed With Your Body ♡⁠˖” BSD Men x GN!Reader ੈ✩‧₊˚

╰┈➤ Chuuya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Nikolai Gogol, Sigma, H.P. Lovecraft

Warnings; Suggestive, kisses, hickeys, bite marks, allusions to self harm (Dazai), sh scars (Dazai), prolly a little ooc

Description; BSD men and their physical attributes

A/n; CAS lyric title!!! But I cannot bring myself to write reqs RN so............but guys i actually talked to a guy OMG never thought I'd have big enough balls but I got his ig ^w^

⑅Chuuya Nakahara⑅

Chuuyas arms are beautiful to you, they're not insanely buff and they're not thin, but at a perfect equilibrium. They're decorated with intricate tattoos and beautiful colors, and sometimes small dotted lines left by your teeth or maroon spots formed by your love and passion for each other. You loved feeling them wrap around your torso or waist with him leaning his head against your back, letting all the thoughts in his mind flow from his mouth like a waterfall. Other times, he'd hang his arms over your shoulders, letting you feel his biceps against the nape of your neck, ghosting over the baby hairs on your skin. His arms can carry you too, no matter your weight. If it'd make you feel better, he'd use his ability to help and reassure you that he won't drop you or let you get hurt.

“There we go, darlin', see, I told you I wouldn't let you get hurt. Literally not even the strongest gust of wind could knock me over with you right now, so quit worrying.”

⑅Osamu Dazai⑅

Dazai has such a gorgeous torso, bandaged or not. His skin is soft on contrast to the rough and volatile life he's always lead. The only patches of skin that aren't smooth are the ones that are littered with past scars, whether self inflicted or from other people. When Dazai trusts you enough, he'll ask you to help him take off his bandages before bed, letting your fingers brush over the rigid bumps and sharply inhaling while adjusting to your sweet touch in a new, naked place. He lets you kiss the scars and it helps him feel a little relaxed receiving your acceptance through soft kisses and affection instead of being pitied or shamed for his past. It's not like you encourage it, but you don't waste your breath on lecturing him on why he shouldn't have. It's in the past, so instead you'll offer your support for him now rather than dwelling on what you can't change.

“Mmnn...your lips are so soft on my back, baby...keep going, sweetheart, you know how much I love feeling your kisses on my skin...”

⑅Nikolai Gogol⑅

Nikolais thighs could resurrect a dead man, and you couldn't help but feel the same way every time you had your head between or against them. Occasionally your hands would hold them apart and squeeze or grope at them, feeling the firmness beneath the palm of your hand. The pressure from your fingertips leaves temporary pale spots with every pinch and your teeth and tongue leave red ones in your wake as you kiss, suck, and bite all over his thigh, and he loves it. Nikolai loves the harsh feeling of your teeth clamping around his skin, making him gasp and giggle in excitement with a hand on your neck encouraging you to continue. He's got a higher pain tolerance, so if you like to give lovebites, especially on thighs, he's your guy.

“Ah-! Oh, don't worry dove, it doesn't hurt. You know I have a good pain tolerance! You can keep going, hehe, I don't mind it.”

⑅Fyodor Dostoevsky⑅

Fyodors hands are thin and pale aside from some select spots with higher blood concentration. His nails are bitten down to the quick almost always and his fingers are bony and thin. They rest gently on your hips when you sit on his lap while he types or just relaxes with you, his thumbs rubbing circles into the fabric of either your top or bottoms. Sometimes they'll travel upwards, resting against your midsection and making you shiver from their low temperature. He'd laugh under his breath at your reaction and slide them further up, loving the idea that he has you squirming in his grasp. Otherwise, he'd keep a hand on your thigh, rubbing it out of habit modestly. In public he keeps his hands to himself, but in private his hands have a mind of their own.

“Are they that cold, Moya Lyubov? You'll get used to it eventually, unless you'd like to find your own way to warm my hands up?”

⑅Sigma⑅

Sigmas jawline is so defined and Everytime you look at it, an overwhelming urge to kiss along it bubbles up inside of you. Sigma doesn't dislike it, but he'll act like he does, always squirming and playfully grimacing. Eventually he'll give in though, holding your hand while you pepper soft pecks along his skin. He'll return them all over your cheeks and nose, tickling your skin and making you giggle. You can't help but watch Sigmas fingers trace over his jawline while he's deep in thought about this that and the other, admiring how perfect it looks on him.

“H-hey, knock it off, I'm in the middle of fillin' out papers! I said quit it- huff...fine, just a few though! You're really distracting, you know that?”

Bonus; ⑅ H.P. Lovecraft⑅

His hair is so long and luscious- how could you not want to run your fingers through it while your sleepy boyfriend lays his head in your lap? The upper half is smooth and straight while it changes into silky curls towards the bottom, though they're not the tightest and allow for your fingers to brush through them with minimal effort. He loves the feeling of your hands against his scalp, giving soft hums and groans of a relaxed pleasure. His face has his usual neutrality regardless of how nice it feels to get his head massaged by his lover. He frequently lets you pull it into a ponytail or put it into braids or whatever style you please. He lets you brush it, too, as long as you start at the bottom instead of ripping the brush through his hair.

“Mnn...that feels nice, dear...don't mind if I fall asleep on top of you, I can't help it.”

A/n; I feel so bad for not getting to requests, something like this was the easiest thing to do this week though because I had mock trial comp right after school so i couldn't write anything from 8am-7;30 pm some nights and it was the end of the quarter so i had to focus more on school work.

[taegimood]

How would the boys react to you wearing their boxers and shirts??

-lias 💪 anon

hi nonnie!! i was just thinking abt you earlier hehe

BELIEVE ME when i say that this thought is my roman empire.. txt has my size kink going ABSOLUTELY CRAZY as a 5’2 / 157cm gorl myself. i can’t even imagine them standing around me. like soobin is basically an entire foot taller than me🧍🏻‍♀️good gracious just toss me around and manhandle me already

ANYWAY

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yeonjun would get such an ego boost from it.. his pretty little girl walking around in HIS shirt, coming out after a shower wearing HIS boxers.. like yeah, that’s right, she’s all mine <3 loves to tease you abt it by giving little tugs to the fabric, grinning at your little protests and harmless smacks to his arm. he just can’t help it.. guiding you in a kiss to the bedroom, fucking you from behind with the shirt still on, bunched up in his hand so he can see your pretty ass as he uses his grip on the fabric to pull you back and forth on his cock 😌 “you just love showing me off, hm?”

soobin would go absolutely crazy. a blushing mess the first time you stay over and come out wearing his clothes. his eyes would roam all over you, the way your little body drowns in his shirt instantly sparking something primal inside him as his bulge hardens in his sweatpants — he’s embarrassed at how easily you’ve got him turned on, but ig not embarrassed enough as he pulls you towards him by the waist from where he’s sitting on the bed - eyes and hands exploring you as he whispers “wanna keep it on for me, baby?” and proceeds to have you ride him with his hands gripping all up under your (his) shirt <3

beomgyu teases you for how silly you look at first (definitely makes an oompa loompa joke or two) but secretly his heart is pounding at the sight of his clothes on you. lounging on the couch together with your legs laid over his lap.. his boxers are obviously big on you, so it’s not his fault that he can see a peek of your panties past the leg hole every time you shift around. you catch him shamelessly staring when you notice how he’d stopped tracing his fingers mindlessly on your leg. eyes laser-focused on your lower half, he doesn’t even try to hide it.. gets you on his lap, the shirt gone so he can suck hickies across your tits as he has you ride his thigh with the boxers still on 🤭 “can’t stop until you cum in them, baby”

taehyun’s expression almost has you apologizing for changing into his clothes without asking, from the way he’s staring wordlessly with a completely level expression. is he mad at me?? does he not want me touching his stuff?? you’re already apologizing and heading back to his room to change again when suddenly a tug on your wrist has you turning into his chest and he’s lifting you up into his arms before you can blink, carrying you to his room.. “you wanna be a tease, today, hm?” as he rubs your pussy relentlessly through the boxers, only letting you cum that way before ripping them off of you along with the shirt to make you cum again on his cock. maybe even stuffs the boxers in your mouth as a gag 🫣

kai wouldn’t know what hit him. he was only trying to give you more comfy clothes that would be better for gaming in, but he didn’t realize how badly he’d immediately want to take them off of you. he’s stuttering a bit as you ask him what’s wrong, did he change his mind? does he want them back? shaking his head profusely as your game night is quickly forgotten when he’s telling you breathlessly that “i just need to taste you, baby.” a whole new kink is unlocked for him that night as he has you ride his face for ages, his shirt hiked up your chest so your pretty tits are on full display for him, your cute moans and gasps just spurring him on even further~

[muletia]

ok this is really long, I'm sorry. so I remembered someone had an idea for the reader in the merformer au to be "rescued" so imagine they're taken from Optimus and their guppy. so they escape from people interested in how they changed to being more mer like from the bonding. and now they're like Odysseus spending the next few years fighting to get back to their wife, optimus. the reader runs into other mers and maybe some of them are interested in them? the reader isn't fully aquatic but has some enhanced strength from the bond changing them so they can actually stand a chance against them bc we know they would get demolished as a full human lol. maybe Megatron is like Poseidon, chasing the reader as they try to avoid him. at first he's going after them bc they mention being close with Optimus and he's like "oh I could kill them or kidnap them to use it against him". then seeing the reader's ferocity, is like "oh damn, I'm keeping them for myself". then starscream is circle, he hears about Megan's interest in the reader and wants to keep his trine safe from the human, so he tries to fight the reader but loses so he goes fuck it, I can take them, just not in a fight and tries to rizz the reader up, but like Ody in There Are Other Ways, they just go "no I can't... ugh I miss my wife, it's been so long since I've seen him and I love him so much ❤️❤️" he's like "ew that's disgusting but ig I'll kinda help since it'll piss off Megatron". so he gives u some vague directions for how to find the og mer island since that's where Optimus was at. back there maybe ratchet is trying to encourage Optimus to leave and bring the guppy to a new pod, since it looks like you won't be coming back and the guppy shouldn't be isolated to this island with a depressed sire. Optimus is super against it and he knows you'll come back to him and your baby. cut back to the reader, what are they up to, uh oh looks like they're being held captive by coral snake naga knockout. he's Calypso, a naga that lost his mate and was stranded on an island after being washed too far out to sea in a storm. he's desperate for attention and becomes obsessively attached to the reader. so after months of barely being able to get a moment alone, they secretly make a raft and pull an Appetite and make a run for it. sorry KO. they finally are within sight of the island and boom, Megs pulls up like sike bitch. so they have a big confrontation and maybe the reader beats him some and gets it across to him that they will never be with him. if he took them they'd fight every second of the way. so he maybe has some respect for this warrior and leaves them to go home. when they're home they have a Would You Fall In Love With Me Again moment where they apologize for being gone for like 5 years maybe? definitely not 20 like the Odyssey, but a good amount of time and I don't think optimus would survive a decade or more lmao. Optimus would ofc forgive them and says he'd always loved them. then they're a happy family. I just think we should have a full spectrum of reader: moron to badass

-💕

Average Tuesday in an x reader land

No, but this is genuinely great! It’s hard for me to add much, since I’m not too familiar with the source material, but I really love the concept of Optimus as your waiting wife hehe

Oh, I can totally imagine how, once you finally return to him, he kisses every single inch of your face and refuses to let go of you for the next few weeks. You’re completely grounded trapped between his torso, your little guppy, and Optimus’s arm

[solplease]

meet lucian, my new oc!

close ups and more info about him under the cut :] (along with cecilia and nox's actual relationship info lol)

if he had a MySpace, his name would be Xx_L00PY_LUC1_xX, sadly he was too young for MySpace.

he’s got a resting bitch face, looks really mean

is a huge wimp

kind of a little shit 

he tries to act like Shadow the Hedgehog, it’s not working out so well

convinced himself you were in love with him and he got so flustered he avoided you for a whole week

delusional and obsessive yandere

stalks you! and he takes some of your shit! woah!

”””””nonchalant”””””

this fucker is anything BUT nonchalant

people tend to avoid him, he’s kinda strange

intimidating until he talks lmfao

unless there’s an actual threat, idk where it comes from but he goes crazy

likes photography!

has a bunch of pictures of you, strung up in his room :)

uh, he also has pics of you and him (he cut up pictures of himself and would put them next to you in the photos) ((if that makes sense, like, if you were taking a photo with someone, he would put a cutout of himself on top of the other person))

did his hair by himself (cutting and dyeing) 

sharpens his nails to look like claws so he can look cooler

he DOES look cool he’s just not personality wise

he tries tho, ig that’s good enough

he has a cat!

owns a shit ton of plushies

wants all of your attention on him, if you don’t pay attention to him he forces you to look at him. 

never aggressively tho, the most he does is grabbing your face and turning it towards him

is not aware that his way of loving isn’t healthy, don’t tell him though he might crash out.

it’s fine though! because the two of you are in love, right? you’ll be together forever <3

there’s no way you don’t love him back. :) It’s just not possible

will try to get rid of any competition, in any way he can. 

blushes like crazy + easily flustered, point and laugh everyone

lucian's relationship with the others!!

LUCIAN - > ROWAN: wait he’s kind of familiar… i think i used to see him around when i was in highschool? i don’t really know him but he used to be really gloomy, none of my business tho

ROWAN -> LUCIAN: …oh… i’ve seen this guy before. (why are you so uneasy rowan?)

LUCIAN -> CASSIAN: no clue 

CASSIAN -> LUCIAN: oh um… i don’t know who this is

LUCIAN -> CECILIA: ohhh i know this girl, i’ve seen her around, she always has such good outfits on, she’s pretty nice

CECILIA -> LUCIAN: don’t really know him but i love his sense of style! at first i thought he was mad at me but then he complimented my outfit, now whenever i see him, i stop and compliment him lmao (my social queen who tries to get along with everyone ilysm)

LUCIAN -> LUNE: i’ve seen him..? he always has this crazy look in his eyes, nice lol, same (no. tf)

LUNE -> LUCIAN: yeah i couldn’t tell you who this is.

LUCIAN -> NOX: yeah i’ve seen him around the girl with the nice outfits, he seems kinda nasty, don’t like the way he looks at me.

NOX -> LUCIAN: i don’t like him. why is he complimenting cecilia. go away.

cecilia and nox's actual relationship!

CECILIA -> NOX: he’s really sweet <3 we’re good friends! and i look forward to seeing him all the time… haha… godiloveyou. i think he’s lovely… he doesn’t seem to be comfortable in social situations, but it’s cute when he comes to me instead hehe <3 i dont wanna confess to him cause im scared ill ruin things… and i dont know if he’d like seeing me act so different… (he already knows, he stalked her. erm!) he seems like he’s hiding something, and him and lune hate each other for some reason..? but he’s not a bad guy… i really like him…

NOX -> CECILIA: she’s really cute…we should get married- um i mean we’re super great friends, glad we met… the truth is i want to keep her all to myself. i hate her stupid brother, he always gets in the way, but ive done enough… research on her, her real personality is just as cute as the one she puts on in public <33 i’m perfectly fine with her putting on the act, that way i’m the only one who knows what she’s really like (ok what about her brother. lol) its unfortunate that she’s not comfortable enough with me though… i want us to have a deeper connection… i want to know everything about her, and her, everything about me  (completely oblivious to the fact that she likes him back btw)

[hischiershoe]

𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲 | 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐇𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬

this has been sitting my drafts for a while so i figured might as well post it while i’m working on my celly fics 🫶🏻

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yourusername happy 22nd birthday to my best friend since birth. you’re a pain in my ass every single day but i can’t seem to get rid of you so ig i’ll deal with it

everyone go tell my best happy birthday or else 🤺

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lhughes_06 why are you wearing a helmet

yourusername they said i was “ a danger to myself”

╰➤ jackhughes you were

╰➤ yourbff you ARE

_quinnhughes we can’t get rid of him either. i tried

jackhughes yo???

trevorzegras couple of BESTIES

yourusername why do you do this every time

╰➤ trevorzegras because you’re my favorite couple of BESTIES

jackhughes you literally moved to jersey with me so i don’t think you’re trying very hard 🥸

yourusername you literally begged me to???

yourusername also you’re welcome for the birthday post you loser 🙄 so ungrateful

╰➤ jackhughes thank you daisy❤️

╰➤ nicohischier that’s not her name?

╰➤ yourbff he calls her that because it’s her favorite flower😭

╰➤ nicohischier “we’re just friends”

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yourmom happy birthday to my future son-in-law!

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jackhughes 2/3

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user1 jack and yourusername never beating the dating allegations with this behavior

trevorzegras White jets all dizzy

yourusername don’t encourage him. who wears forces to a wedding???

╰➤ jackhughes a man with style

yourusername ellen is the only reason i’m liking this post. she looks so beautiful as always

user2 so real. ellen slays

user3 tell quinn my dms are open

nicohischier 🧐

yourbff 🔎

yourusername you guys are annoying

user4 they’re going to be dating by the end of summer if they’re not already. im calling it🤞🏼

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yourusername surprise!! friends to lovers is my favorite trope for a reason

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trevorzegras COUPLE

yourusername yes Z, just couple

╰➤ trevorzegras finally. man’s been in love with you for years now

╰➤ yourusername jackhughes years?????

yourbff I KNEW IT

yourbff WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK

╰➤ yourusername i’m sorry i love you!!!!

lhughes_06 thank god. i can stop being your third wheel now

yourusername no pls. i need you there for moral support. i can’t handle jack by myself

╰➤ jackhughes wtf??

nicohischier wow i am shocked. i did not see this coming at all

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colecaufield “best friends can go to a lantern festival without it being romantic” liars. both of you. liars. you just went so you could make out

yourusername hehe sorry coley 🫶🏻

╰➤ jackhughes we didn’t just make out 😮‍💨

╰➤ colecaufield you’re kidding right? you guys took my car. YOU ARE KIDDING RIGHT?

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╰➤ colecaufield i’m burning my car

elblue6 happy 6 months you two!

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_quinnhughes what happened to “we don’t keep secrets in this family”???

lhughes_06 ^^^

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jackhughes my daisy, you are everything good in the world. for as long as i can remember, you have shown me what it’s like to live and to love. i’m grateful for you in more ways than you know, and i can’t wait to love you for as long as you’ll have me.

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user1 wow i am so shocked at this news 😱

jesperbratt took you long enough

_alexturcotte COUPLE

trevorzegras back off that’s my thing

user2 alexa play that should be me by justin bieber

yourusername shut up i’m crying wtf i love you

yourusername who wrote this caption for you

╰➤ jackhughes i came up with it all by myself thank you (quinn helped me)

user3 who knew jack was so sappy????

yourusername i didn’t tbh

lhughes_06 hard launch 🗣️

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user4 called it

[knizuu]

💠 INTRO POST !! 💠

Never forget your daily clicks! +this

Heya hiya! I’m Knizuu [you can also call me Naz(rafer)], a Peruvian-American artist!✨ I’m a minor, so please respect the general boundaries around that.🫧 I’m an Bigenderflux Aroace fellow! [Who prefers he/him pronouns please!]🌸 Birthday is December 30th, yay!🎉 Once I find more ways to describe myself, I’ll shake things up here!📀 +If I do anything offensive, please do inform me ^ ^’

I may be heavily mis-understandable… [So best to keep the tone tags in mind as I use them heavily.]

IF YA WANT-I do have other fun names: Pryce, Zipper, Randall, Snakes, Crunchy, Riku, Apiary, Roach, and Veffon!

SPECIAL INTERESTS!? Why YES! I mainly love Sonic, Godzilla, Dog Man, and I cherish a lot more! [And trust me, I love a LOT of things!]🦐

Oh yea I love marine life! [Idk why-just get used to the lobster talk lmao!]

And when it comes to a DNI list-I’ll simplify it to-I will just sort out limits when it comes to anyone that makes me uncomfortable.

LINKS!!

ART FIGHT!! [Exited for this year!]

Toyhouse [It’s just my goobers all…goobering around]

Scratch [DUDE I’M LIKE 4 YEARS OLD ON THERE-]

TikTok [Cough I get scarce there sometimes </33]

Pinterest [There’s nothing special ‘ere, dang!/silly]

Wattpad [It’s just for my Dog Man AU cough]

Strawpage [It's very purple hehe :3!! I love purple-]

Youtube [Mostly Dog Man related! Either way, it’s just for fun ^ ^]

Reddit [LMAOO I forgot to share it </33]

Bluesky [Up and running! Gonna have fun there yes yes!]

Deviantart [I don’t support it for many reasons but I’m there..!]

Instagram [Just…there ig lmao !!]

// OH YEA @/im-just-a-dumb-gay is my sibling and @/skia-tumb is my bestie yaya :D [go follow them if you like coiugh]

[sunny-reacts-to-stuff]

tma 118 "the masquerade"

body horror, emotional cruelty, gun violence, abandonment, supernatural torture

here we go again

"an internal management dispute" is a crazy euphemism

not to distract anyone from the evil ritual but i still don't know who antonio blake is

ivo mention

well ig you could say that statement was burned out

are we getting one of each?

"I CAN'T HEAR YOU" hehe

oh no there's a door!YES PISS HIM OFF

"i don't like it" "tough." tim if you die within the next three episodes you better keep this hilarious vibe

group of worst friends ever commit terrorism

jon.

jonathan.

my doe, my dear, my darling.

if i was dealing with a supernatural life or death mission and you told me prince charles was there in any way, shape or form that would be the last straw to push me into inventing a new form of suicide

the idea of him leaving tape recorders out is so funny to me is so funny

PISS HIM OFF PISS HIM OFF

can he not compulse him

i love him

HAHA YEAH BURN THE OLDIES

don't you dare use his love for jon as blackmailing and manipulation

don't you dare use love for evil

yeah elias just because he is in love with jon doesn't mean he can't hate you

YEAH TELL HIM MARTIN

the hesitation when he said "the flesh" hehe

STRANGE MUSIC

what are they

"on three. three."

THE ANGLERFISH!!

EWWW THAT'S DISGUSTING

back to martin

"you don’t want him hearing your big evil speech?" YOU TELL HIM

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TALK ON MARTIN K BLACKWOOD'S DIGNITY

YES SO TRUE MARTIN

BECAUSE HE IS EVIL AND DOESN'T CARE WHETHER YOU LIVE OR NOT

oh no oh no oh no

what information is he gonna give him

im worried

YES HIM GOING FOR YOUR FEELINGS IS PATHETIC TELL HIM MARTIN WHYY WOULD YOU BE EMBARRASSED OF LOVE

lol imagine he gives him gertrude murdering michael. i will literally kill myself

WHO ARE YOU TO TALK ON BOSSES THAT TREAT BADLY

oh well he's hitting us with the mommy issues

it's okay martin we can take it pinky promise

was she in ivy meadows as well? guys we can't all be at ivy meadows.

IT'S OKAY MARTIN MY MOTHER HATES ME TOO BUT WE CAN MANAGE TOGETHER

IT'S OKAY MARTIN WE CAN HAVE ABUSIVE AND NEGLECTFUL FAMILIES TOGETHER I PROMISE

what

martin i don't wanna hear you crying ever again my love my dear son i'm so sorry for your evil boss but also i'm so lost

martin blackwood:

martin. i need you to burn the statements either way.

i don't get it

did he get stranger'ed

neither of you are okay

"contrary to what you think, I did not bring you here to indulge your death wish." we are moments away from his final moments can you two stop fighting

me when i bring a rogue element to the function and it goes rogue

by the way guys i am fully imagining the circus as making the whole team in claymation for some reason. great visual

[sheeezu]

my god.

Hi sheezu! I've been following your posts for a while and lately my life just keeps getting more and more awful :,) hence i really wanted to give shifting a shot. And i have a few experiences from last night (i am a beginner. Like. Completely beginner. So i need to share this to know whatever the fuck that happened was not.... abnormal 😭)

Okay so i listen to this mantra and meditate on it before sleeping. Yesterday, i thought I'd meditate first, then listen to subliminals and wrath's second seal before shifting. (But. Apparently i was too tired 😭 so i fell asleep in the middle of meditating.) (Now, i really was in the mindset of shifting since the whole day. I'd been affirming myself here and there, thinking about the life i want to shift to and planning it all out vaguely (do i need to plan it out to last detail to be able to shift properly? Because I haven't.) I ebbed back to consciousness an hour later (because this mantra was blasting in my ears lol, it's really whimsical as well) And god. My heart was beating so hard. I don't know why. I don't remember being scared or anything, it was just beating very very hard and my body....I couldn't feel it. So, i was like. Fuck this shit. Imma affirm and shift. So i stayed in my position, never opened my eyes. The numbness turned into pins and needles. I kept thinking about the day I'd planned, the room i will wake up in. And there was this brief moment where i SWEAR i felt my s/o's hand hover me and him saying something worriedly. But I thought i wasn't there yet so i didn't open my eyes [which, i think was my mistake. My second mistake might have been I got a little too desperate. A creator who commands all dimensions wouldn't get desperate to tap into different realities. Right?] (There was also this point of time where I felt like my consciousness was being pulled out of this cr body and it was so... Intense. It was like my heart being detached from my ribcase. I almost teared up. Not out of pain though. Ygwim?)

Anyways. I listened to your subliminal and wrath's second seal (which. Wow. When I was listening to it, i felt like i'd zoomed out and could see the infinite possibilities play in front of me, and that i had the power and authority to tap into any of them) then I tried again. But it was getting too late into night and I was already tired, i ALMOST passed out again but before I could I SWEAR. OH GOD. I SWEAR THERE WERE A THOUSAND WHISPERS PRESSING AGAINST MY EARS?????? LIKE. HUH???? WHAT WAS THAT???? And this one was scary, okay? I could see skeleton heads (all with closed eyes by the way, which i thought was funny because usually when my "sleep" is broken, my eyes fly open too) and feel spirits around me. I swear. I swear. I swear. It was so unexpected. It freaked me the fuck out because for a moment I thought I'd accidentally shifted to an unintended reality 😭 i started forcing affirmations and got those whispers to go away but then I was too scared. So i commanded my consciousness to return to cr and just .. Went to sleep. 😭

Two things that shook me the most where - why was my heart beating so fast for nothing in the first one? I can let the numbness pass too.. But my whole body being numb..??? Second, what the fuck and why the fuck were those whispers??? I didn't understand anything but god, i swear sheezu, it was so real. I KNOW it wasn't just my "imagination" 😭

either ways, I'm sorry for putting you through so much reading. I'm just very excited and curious T^T

Thank you for reading this, it's okay if you didn't want to likewise 😂

Here, have a flower because amazing things belong together hehe

🌸🌸🌸

~ 🤩 anon (ig I'll be coming here a lot ahahaha)

Hi!!

So you've managed to both shift realities and get sleep paralysis in the same night.

Sometimes during the night, with our banana mush brain, these things (sleep paralysis) might happen unexpectedly, that's what the whispers were.

And don't worry, the shifting part was not your imagination, you actually did have your s/o hovering over you (also, btw, nobody talks about how common is it to be received with a concerned s/o when you shift, same thing happened to me! Maybe they think you're being stung by a jellyfish in your dream)

I would recommend you set an intention before using my subliminal (or like, before doing anything), to keep thing in check and to avoid surprise.

The trick is, whenever you feel fear, instead of choosing to feel it (you've mentioned yourself, you're the creator, fear is a human mechanics to keep you in place)

You should counter it, think of your dr, your abilities, tap into the void state, you could do so much in sleep paralysis!

So the spirits, whispers were hallucinations, and you gave it ground by fearing it.

But this is such a feel-good story, I really love hearing the early stages of a shifter's journey, when the Earth finally glitches out for them, like it did for you.

Hun you're very close, and actually as close as you'd think, as close as you'd like to be.

There is nothing in shifting where time is a factor, so you can 100% go home tonight again. good luck, and keep me updated, lovely 🤩 anon!

[candy8448]

Watching oshi no ko s2

(Previous post)

Ep4

Whoa she traumatised him not cool 0.0

Is it just me or does the shadow thing look like aqua when he was a doctor in his past life? Im guessing that is deliberate. Probably because as a doctor it was his duty to keep ai safe

Anyways this episode was so good, aqua's emotions and panic were portrayed so well in such a haunting way :(

Ep5

WHOAKAY

Kana absolutely destroyed her D:

Bonding! :D

I love the animation in this episode! The colours! The way its so fluid and bouncy! The eyes! So good! I can also see a lot of kaguya sama vibes from aka akasaka whoch is so fun! Also while i was kinda meh about akane, im kinda starting to see more character traita from her that i like, i love how she is becoming more fleshed out.

Ep6

Not much to say about it other than than the MUSIC IS SO GOOD!! I loved it so much and it sounds sick playing loudly in my earphones, especially since its very different from the music in other episodes.

Im so glad that the website im watching from has the sub have background talking in a smaller font or else i would be so lost all the time =_= (also glad it translates everything important, and also in the colour of that text in the animation)

Melt went in a full on magical girl transformation 0.0

I liked the development tho, so cant wait for next episode

Ep7

Is... okay

I guess interesting to see the reasons behind the conflict between arima and akane but this episode wasn't that engaging. I cant wait for next episode though. I kind of really liked the focus on the other cast members tbh.

Ep8

Again it was fine ig but

Hehe

Ep9

WHOA this episode is good! Finally another episode that i like, i was worried since i was kind of bored with thw previous few!

Love the lil peep into when ai was still alive 😭

This is crazy how everything is depicted. (Seeing ai alive feels like one of those "A.I. vine continuations/au trend that my sister has been showing me on instagram, lol)

😭😭😭

(I wanna and probably will draw this)

Kana's pure look at aqua bridal carrying Akane XD

Also "im gonna go ho-" "im going with them" "im in" is hilarious XD

Well okay... 0.0

Im excited again :DDD

(Im kinda dissapointed by the ed. Its nice, and it sounds good, but it doesnt have the energy that makes the ending of each episode just pop. Mephisto made every ending of each episode just go so hard, and i feel like this season also kinda needs that feel, especially how the ed starts during the episode's last min. I get that ppl think it is "op is aqua pov" and "ed is ruby pov" and it does fit that theme, but it just doesmt go as hard as mephisto :/)

(Not me seeing the tumblr posts for this ep and the official art and just letting the most littlest squeals because there is family around but i physically cannot contain myself)

(Unrelated to this episode but i can feel how much the akane nation has grown with this season, this season writes he so well and makes her less unintresting like how she was to me at least in s1)(dont get me wrong, she was cool or whatever, she just failed to keep my intrest in her 0.0)

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[seth-shitposts]

[Making some organization of our WIPs, so might as well do a WIP post while im at it-]

Feel free to ask any questions about ones that poke your interest or if you'd like bits from them or let us know which ones are your fave or that you're pulled toward.

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For the longest of the long AU WIPs, there's

-Defectors AU - AU in which Kallus was assigned to the Bridger Raid and finds Ezra.

-The Aphelion Waltz - AU where the empire never came to be. Trouble in the lower levels of Coruscant sends the entire galaxy into an uproar.

-Sense of Faith, Self, & Valor - AU in which The Grand Inquisitor and Tua lived and Kallus convinces/inspires them to join the rebellion.

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For long fics and multi chaps, we have

-The Renaecense of 264 -Kallus finds a droid abandoned by the empire out in the cold.

-Change In Plans -Prompt fic in which Kallus comes across a young lasat child in imperial custody. (Has been in our docs for MONTHS- I don't think we've spoken much on it)

-Salticidae -prompt fic where Kallus finds a lovely little creature and Zeb has to try and get over a fear before his partner gets home. (Might be a one shot, might be a multichap)

-Eyes of the Ashla -a prompt fic au. Kallus can see specific ghosts

-Insomniac Art Attack - Prompt fic. Sabine putting restless energy into good use.

-Pull You Into Dark Corners - heavy revisions needed. Nsfw. KalluZeb

-All Of Me -secret relationship. Not a slow burn, but something adjacent. This one might be scrapped and fused into other works. We'll see.

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One Shots!

-Baby Its Cold Outside [Defectors AU AU Edition]

-Jealousy Ft. Alexsandr - AU of sorts (mainly because time line doesn't line up with the concept but it makes me giggle). Kanan has a very Oblivious Moment and is jealous of Kallus.

-Bite Me, Love -something that was originally just a silly little thought but then 3 of you within a span of 5 minutes said I should do it. Like damn alright ig (I look forward to it hehe)

-[Unnamed Gift for Lost in Derry] - In the rebellion, Kallus being loyal to Hera. (I'm so excited about this one)

-[Unnamed Gift for GreyGhost] -After a major victory and an even bigger celebration, Kallus cares after a very drunk lasat.

-"Kiss The Girl" fic - Ezra and Kanan do a few shenanigans in attempt to get Kallus and Zeb to confess to each other. Ends in disaster every time. ... or maybe not.

-Morning Haze -nsfw kalluzeb

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Ideas/Prompts we have that we haven't had the chance to start yet. But am eager to get to.

-"I would rather set myself on fire in an attempt to burn them from daring to try and touch me than let them do as they please." - Sabine Wren (We have 2 different ideas for this one. One that's early on in Sabine doing ghost crew, between her and Kanan. And the other is her and Kallus being assigned to a negotiation together, and it's one of the first missions they have together.) (Might make them be in the same timeline, like the second being a reflect to the first and time passing. The first being far more reckless and self destructive while the second is a promise of fight, a continous call to action.)

-so so so many fulcrum trio things. You have no idea how badly HOW BADLY I need these three to be on missions together.

-in addition to the above, Jealousy ft Cassian & Ahsoka.

-sentient glimmer fics

-Sentient Bo-rifles

-Kallus surprising Zeb by making him some of his favourite foods. So much fluff.

-Fulcrum Kallus dealing with the severe isolation of being so deep in the empire.

-Kallus keeping Every Item someone gives him.

-nsfw - service top Kallus & pillow princess Zeb

-6 More Prompts we've been given that we haven't started yet but are waiting for us once we get through a few more wips first.

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These are the ones we have thrown up on Ao3 rn that we are half way through

-Conversationalist - an Ezra Fic

-Jealousy ft Lando - KalluZeb nsfw

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Staying in hiatus until I have the availability to bring it out is

Force User Zeb - this is a long au fic we haven't been able to touch in awhile (😭😭😭)

[bloody-wonder]

mid-year book freak out tag

years go by... i still read books...

1. Best Book You’ve Read So Far in 2023? moby dick! i totally did not expect to like this dusty tome so much but it was just too perfect a mix of tropy revenge tale, sea adventure mockumentary, and making stuff up and putting it into categories that caused pleasant vibrations in my neurodivergent brain. i have watched so many whale documentaries after reading this, you guys have no idea🐳

2. Best Sequel You’ve Read So Far in 2023? flamefall is the second book in the aurelian cycle and it’s the best sequel i’ve read so far this year. the addition of a slow burn mm master/servant story line improved things considerably, not to mention that it was my favorite character’s time to shine. this series is sooo good, please read it guys you won’t regret it i swear🙏

(ngl i’m a bit annoyed that fourth wing, this fireborne sjm-ified, is doing numbers out there and meanwhile there’s no fandom for the aurelian cycle to speak of😒)

also i simply have to mention defekt, book two of litenverse. i found the first book quite boring despite it’s shortness but the sequel has a sad lil guy🥺. highly recommend for fans of black mirror, severance or the murderbot diaries. you don’t reeeally need to read book one btw, i think you can just read the description and then jump straight to the good stuff

3. New Release You Haven’t Read Yet, But Want To? i want to read witch king but i keep putting it off cause everything i hear about it sounds suspiciously like *american author does mdzs* and idk how i feel about that😬

4. Most Anticipated Release For Second Half of 2023? i’m looking forward to system collapse the most bc it’s gonna be set chronologically after network effect and it’s longer than the other murderbot novellas too. very excited to see murderbot and art bicker again hehe

5. Biggest Disappointment? ig it’s the warrior’s apprentice😬 many people recced the vorkosigan saga to me as “the lymond chronicles in space” but based just on this first(-ish) book i have to say miles is uhhh,, not lymond😐 lymond’s key traits are that he’s queer and a cunt and baby miles is simply not that (yet). of all the other books that people mentioned on my overcompetent scheming bastard post this was the last one i hadn’t read so i was a bit disappointed that it didn’t pull me in like the lymond chronicles. however, of all the books mentioned there it’s also the only series i can see myself continuing any time soon so. it wasn’t all too bad ig🤷‍♀️

i was also somewhat disappointed by assassin’s apprentice but i will make myself push through the realm of the elderlings just bc i’m so intrigued by the fool👀

6. Biggest Surprise? apart from the life changing experience that was moby dick i gotta admit i didn’t expect to like the goblin emperor, what with it being one of those cozy hopepunk fantasies where people are nice and decent to each other🙄 but it really did grow on me by the end, it indeed made me feel cozy and soothed. now i wanna try katherine addison’s older darker stuff that was apparently so controversial she had to change her pen name or smth👀🤭  

7. Favorite New Author? so i read another book by christopher rice and can confirm that he’s now one of my favorite authors. the man’s early 2000s gay thrillers are very melodramatic and refreshingly juicy - you can really tell they were published in ye olden pre-twitter times

8. Newest Favorite Character? cyrano savinien hercule de bergerac. after just reading that first act where he monologues about his nose for three pages straight and then spends all the money he has to hijack a theater and cause a scene by duelling a guy on stage while insulting him in ballad form i thought wow but this is one of my sexy fucked up guys who like to swish their swords and run their mouths! please enter the mind rotation chamber, monsieur🙌

9. Newest Fictional Crush? power sur eater🐉 you guys are sleeping on the aurelian cycle and on the Glory and Tragedy of My Boy who has done nothing wrong ever in his life and i love him😭 seriously, if you’d like to watch a character like draco malfoy go through jaime lannister’s arc you gotta read this series

also csevet aisava? the guy who put sexy in bureaucracy?? it’s a crime that he and maia didn’t kiss tbh

💕Best Ship💕 the relationship of griff and delo in the aurelian cycle was SO dramatic and full of rawest scenes! kinda reminded me of captive prince at times, bc of the whole master/servant element. and the ending? “i will grow old in love, let them sing of others”?? i am Emotion🥺

10. Book That Made You Cry? furysong made me cry my eyes out like every ending to a ya series should. have i mentioned you should read the aurelian cycle btw? but also both moby dick and cyrano de bergerac made me laugh AND cry as only really good books do. there’s a part in moby dick about seeing whales in mountains and stars that made me remember i am a human being and was a small and happy human being once - like that scene in ratatouille when anton ego tastes ratatouille and the nostalgic memories hit him and he becomes not evil anymore. that was nice but i cried like a little bitch😭

11. Book That Made You Happy? re-reading twittering birds never fly without skipping all the yakuza plot scenes made me realize how hilarious this manga actually is! yashiro can obviously crack a joke but this time i discovered the comic relief goldmine that is nanahara

skjdvnksjdvk like?!

12. Favorite Book Adaptation You Saw This Year? i have a LOT of criticisms about martin crimp’s “free adaptation” of cyrano de bergerac but ngl it was fun to watch the play come to life on stage (even tho there were no swords, a crime😒) and even more fun to watch christian kiss cyrano on the mouth like god intended

13. Favorite Review You’ve Written This Year? so this year i actually started reviewing stuff on goodreads for the first time and it’s quite fun and really useful for refreshing your memory on what you thought of a book. i try to go for short and witty over in depth and analytical so i suppose the best examples of the reviews i have written so far would be the ones of moby dick and the goblin emperor

14. Most Beautiful Cover? the og red cover of fireborne slaps! the revolutionary red? the minimalist black dragon? the main characters’ profiles formed by its wings?? talented brilliant show stopping. idk who made the decision to redesign the covers after the first book but that decision was utterly stupid🤨

15. What Books Do You Need To Read By The End of The Year? i need to finish some series (the diviners, the dreamhealers, the broken earth), then like i said i want to read witch king and also i’m doing the classics challenge again so i have to at least finish reading roxelana and re-read the picture of dorian gray (the uncensored edition👀). i have looked up my old mid year tags and was pleased to discover that i since have managed to read all the books mentioned there EXCEPT for you love me which has been a staple in my reading plans since 2021 so i’m gonna put it on this list again to honor the tradition lmao

overall i have to say my reading year is going well but i still miss the exhilaration of discovering new books worth obsessing over like it kept happening in 2019-2021 with the secret history, captive prince, all for the game, mdzs and lymond. last year i used to think i wasn’t doing a good job of finding books like this but now i’m starting to suspect that i have actually read ALL the good books and there aren’t any left :( but that’s absurd right?? or isn’t it?! anyways tell me what you’ve been reading so that i can maybe get intrigued by something and prove myself wrong on this🙏📚

@figuringthengsout @counterwiddershins @fugitoidkry @magpiefngrl @sugarbabywenkexing @fandomreferencepending @pemberlaey @oliviermiraarmstrongs @hello-jumping-in-puddles @thehalcyonharbinger @pinkasrenzo @beeblackburn @weirdsociology @veliseraptor @theodoradove @sixappleseeds @doh-rae-me @venndaai 

talk to me about books guys! if you want to!!

goodreads │ old mid year tags 2020 2021 2022 

[cheriecoke]

Im baaack🤭

ok here’s the update nobody wanted:

so he was the first one to text me first and we were lowkey flirting🤭 and then we got into a semi-serious conversation but worked it out!! (hopefully)

also took ur advice from the other post and corrected myself and im about 51% sure he will be attending the event im going to, but what if he does/n’t end up going?!

#rant

-🖤

AHHHH YAY !!!! no i live for these updates i get so excited bc my love life rn is non-existent LOL. but i'm so glad hehe, that's definitely good news that he's texting first eeeee, i'm excited for you <3 hopefully that line of conversation continues !!!

ooooh hmmm, maybe you could follow up the day before or day of and just be like "hey, i know u said you might go, just wanted to know if you are still planning on it so i can keep an eye out for you!" or something like that... idk how big the event is, but ig just like LMFAO being casual about it. since you invited him though, i feel like it's not weird to want to know for sure yes or no if they're going, because then it's like hm... should i anticipate seeing them or just enjoy myself w friends or whoever, u know? so i feel like he should be understanding about that!!

[yuukei-yikes]

Just ate mold n i was like “OH YEAH YUUKEI YIKES I LOVE THAT GUY”

also i was thinking about harutaka. Plauged with visions as i am. And i had this moment like “WAIT !!!” Bc who the HELL is cooking in that house ???

takane. Cannot cook. And i know like haruka SEEMS like he could cook but like. Hes an artist + hospital. Idk dude i wanna know your thoughts on it

you ate WHAT. ARE YOU ALRIGHT. is the mold eating related to you thinking of me. its just...the first bit of this ask disconcerted me so much.

also my very studied smart correct answer to ur harutaka inquiry that will definitely go insane about domestic harutaka in general: takane can't cook, haruka learns.

youd be right haruka cant cook but he LEARNS. haruka and kido bonding sitcom episode is real to me.

yeah haruka could learn from ayano who he's closer to but I'm delusional abt haruka asking kido, seeing it as a way to approach them and become closer. i think haruka has his little adventure arc where he gets close to everyone in the dan with little bonding moments... kido likes haruka bc he's very chill and it makes them a bit emo about konoha, but spending that time with him allows them to separate the two more properly in their head... konoha was in the kitchen a lot with them, following them around and asking when food was gonna be ready or getting to snack on anything kido was cutting. haruka is more active, asks questions and seems so interested. but he's also asking for little samples like konoha used too hehe.. neither is better than the other it's just different yet similar people. kido is happy to hang out with haruka :3

sorry. that aside. back to harutaka. yeah i think haruka can cook. but he DEFINITELY learns!!! he definitely had no clue how to. he mentions having a live in helper to make meals and chores lmaoooo this guy is the worst i wonder if he's ever done a dish in his life. takane thinking haruka is flawless then moves in with him and Realises and she's like 😐oh my god. (this is an exaggeration takane does Not think haruka is perfect anyways moving on)

ofc takane is very messy too but like from the little bit we got from her grandma (1. GET UP ALREADY UR GONNA BE LATE. 2. STOP WASTING TIME ON VIDEOGAMES. 3. what do u want for lunch :3) i think takane is... spoiled or just ig standard? idk what to call it. i mean in the sense she probably got a lot of her stuff done by the adult in her life. but unlike haruka who has a dismissive father who pays someone to keep the house together LOL, takane has her actual caretaker and i think miss grandma sounds like the kind who's a little strict and would keep takane very aware of chores and was strict enough to make her do at least some. so takane's actually got a lot more tools/skills/conscience for living alone than haruka. like she will do the dishes while haruka unconsciously waits for them to magically do themselves

haruka in general isnt super familiar with Domestic Life because he grew up basically alone, with a stranger doing all the chores and also spent a lot of time at the hospital (sorry for linking a 2014 pre novel 6 fanfiction dot net fanfic but THISSS fanfic❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ about haruka's feelings on what Home is... is still very dear to me)

Haruka and takane moving in together they are WINGING IT but they have fun. they're like No rules🔥🔥🔥we eat pizza everyday. they eat a lot of takeout and instant food even if haruka can cook bc takane is a picky eater and haruka doesn't always have the energy to cook. haruka and takane work from home according to me myself and i, and their Time Of The Day management is awful. their life is quarantine life. they never... properly organize meals. haruka will always remember lunch and dinner but maybe he wont be in the mood to be like omg maybe i can whip up something quick :3 *starts cutting onions* nah. he's making an everything sandwich and going back to drawing!!!! i also think kido tends to make food for everyone. haruka is one of the only dan members who actually gives kido their tupperwares back without a miss because haruka is very thankful/excited for kido to bring food (notorious tupperware thiefs are kano and shintaro)

anyways. domestic harutaka. theyre the worst. like i know haruka going boywife mode for takane is funny but i dont think he does that immediately. he's got pics to draw dammit. i feel like they live in this small ass apartment and they have never made their bed in their whole life. and if they have futon mattresses they are just never picked up and constantly in the way👍 haruka definitely catches up and discovers vacuuming and putting away the dishes when they're dry but it takes him a second. listen its tough being in ur 20s when last week you were dead and you didnt think youd live to see adulthood!!!! but the bliss of a domestic life with ur s/o gives haruka the power to step up. i believe in him.

OH im also delusional they move with takane's grandma after a few years because um um um *runs away* im delusional!! takane mentions living in a house so that lady is in a house all by herselffff????? i feel so bad for her takane please go back to ur grandma. i think post str when takane reunites with grandma she totally moves back home but kind of immediately moves out again to move in with haruka and grandma's like oh💔

i i think i think i think um um ithink in their mid twenties they move with her cuz grandma is old and takane wants to take care of her.... teeheee. by then haruka's fine with cooking and both are ok with house chores but they probably still get spoiled a bit by grandma once they move in 🙏🙏🙏 that lady loves haruka i know so. sorry btw i got so off topic. i saw the chance to talk domestic harutaka and ran with it. also if youve followed me for a while u know i have a delusional fankid i totally think grandma is living at home too if/when they have a kid. sorry im making myself emo *punches wall* baby konoha.whoa im going so off topic sorry im so normal

sorry for my very delusional reply that was abt everything and nothing at once. also dont eat mold

[mysteriawrites]

Matchup requests forda gooooo (Niji en pls uwu)

So first i'll describe myself ig-

I am a very empathetic person, always putting others before me :) I am the type of person to befriend all types of people too! I like to chexk up on my friends and fam a lot, I tend to just pop in and ask how they are hehe

My form of love language, both platonic and romantic, is physical touch, quality time and words of affirmation <3

My friends say I am VERY expressive, though im the type to try to hide my feelings a lot, especially when irs negative, i tend to just push that back to not kill the mood or to please people- However, according to my friends, they can already tell by just looking at me ;3;

As for my hobbies and passions. I am an artist! I can sit all day and draw if i want to! I also live writing stories and coming up wit a lot of character lore for my many ocs :D

Well thats all from me :) cant wait to see what you got!

Hello thank you for the request! Had to think on this one for a bit (you had two really great guys fighting over you) but I hath decided. DRUMROLL PLEASE!!!

🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

IKE EVELAND!!!

The man of sex-/j

I think you and Ike would be good together. You two have a lot in common. You’re both emotional and empathetic people. You look out for others while still pursuing your passions.

You and Ike met when you went to a book signing of his. He was your favorite author every book he wrote was better than the last. When you found out he was doing book signings at your local library as part of a charity event you couldn’t pass up the chance. So you gather as much money as your could and your favorite book from him and went off on your journey.

The line was super long, so long it made you squirm even more in anticipation and nervousness. Finally it was your turn, and he was every bit and beautiful as he was in his pictures if not more. He smiled at you as you handed him your book.

Much to your pleasure (and the displeasure of the people behind you) you and Ike hit it off. You two were talking about the book he was signing for you and what you enjoyed about as well as what was going through his mind that inspired him to write it. Unfortunately your time was cut short as his manager told him they had to keep it moving. So you said your goodbyes and assumed that was that.

Except it wasn’t, because a few hours later when you went to your favorite cafe for lunch you saw him again. He was on lunch break from the signing and almost took your order by mistake. When you two made eye contact again Ike’s eyes lit up like a chrismas tree. Despite being in a hurry and his shy nature he wanted to continue your conversation, so he gave you his number.

Since that day you two have had very avid discussions about all sorts of topics: favorite books, favorite hobbies, hopes, dreams, and eventually romance. He confessed that despite writing all about love he had yet to experience much of it himself and wished he could experience the fantasies he’s only dreamed about.

As he ranted off about the romantic and gentlemanly things he would do with his partner, you couldn’t help but with that you could be the person in those fantasies with him. That’s when it hit you: you were in love with the sweet novelist Ike Eveland.

You couldn’t get your mind off him after that. You so desperately wanted to be his lover, but you were too shy, too nervous to confess to him. You tried to ignore your feelings hoping they would go away, but they only got stronger.

One day you got a knock on the door. You open the door to be greeted with the man of (sex) the hour himself holding what looked to be a gift basket filled with flowers, your favorite snacks and candies, your favorite movies, and a few books.

You asked what it all was for and he responds that he noticed how you had been a bit down lately and he wanted to try and cheer you up. That was the last straw you couldn’t contain it anymore.

You jumped up, hugged him, and told him how much you loved him only for your eyes to widen as you realized what you said. You look up nervously at the novelist only to see him stunned, eyes wide, and a bright red blush on his face. After a moment of awkward silence he regains his composure and asks if you really ment what you said.

You respond and his face breaks out into a small smile. He admits that he had feelings for you too, since day one in fact, and he had been too shy to tell you. The his eyes light up with realization and he says he’ll be right back. He returns with what he says is a special book he wants you to read.

You open the book to the booked marked page and there in red letters and cursive writing it says “will you be mine? ❤️” of course you say yes.

And the rest is history. You two became a couple and you couldn’t be happier. Since you also like to write you help him with his novels from time to time. Your dates usually consist of just cuddling and reading together or karaoke nights. Sometimes you two will have a contest on who can be the most romantic and think of different romantic scenarios together, different kinds of dates and presents, and what your future could hold.

In short you guys are really cute.

This took me a bit to figure out it was a tie between Ike and Hex, but gut said Ike so I went with him. It was also kind awkward because they’re both my oshies and writing for your oshi can be quite awkward lol. Anyway sorry about how late this is hope you enjoy.

Runners Up: Hex Haywire

[kthecutest]

https://www.tumblr.com/kthecutest/728357576376565760/hi-i-have-seen-that-your-request-are-open-can-i?source=share

I love it 🥰🥰😍 thank you so so much and if i want to request something for K you be the first one I Tell 😇🥰🤩

I'm so happy that you love K also so much Since when do you know him? 🥳😘

awwwwwe I'm so glad you love it!!! ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀) hehe yes yes I shall grant every Kei wishes ever (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

-- I got to know Kei and &Team through Enhypen. Okay bear with me because this is gonna be a long ass lore LMAO.

Last year july (my birthday) basically i had a fall-out with my ex boyfriend, and I felt so down, i needed some kind of something that would never have me return to a heartbroken state. So i found Ni-ki from Enhypen and practically became an engene.

(This is also the first time I became a kpop-stan so ig you could say I'm not an old stan I'm pretty new to the entire thing)

(keep in mind i wasn't present in the i-land active era, and has not rewatched any clip at that timeline)

In december, i heard some news about Enhypen going over to Japan to congratulate a group called &Team - honestly i didn't took much interest or notice.

But then I started going back to watch I-land, and that's where I found K. It was honestly love at first sight, when i tell you almost every bit of Ni-ki in my soul almost got erased when I saw K - I was totally BLOWN AWAY.

I was like THIS MANS. IS DOING STUFF TO ME. So I did some sneaky research and found he was from &TEAM! and i was like OMG I SHOULDN'T HAVE NOT LOOKED INTO THAT GROUP

And i did a whole 180 RAN BACK TO GOOGLE AND EVERY OTHER RESEARCH SITES and started digging.

That's how I became a K lover but I still had a piece of non-deluluness to me, and even during that timeline i got a girlfriend. But yea another fall-out and I feel like that last one practically pushed me to become more dwelled onto K.

And yea that's how my brain got dominated by K LMFAO

I still am an engene, i'm an engene and lune! i love both K and Ni-ki

but i surely can't lie to myself that, The first place that Ni-ki once had, is now stolen by king K.

[ratatasticalnoah3]

Shart I think I do like boys💀 (ok let me rephrase that cuz that sounds wrong as hell considering I’m dating a boy) I’m discovering more about my sexuality. YIPPEE!!

Ok ok so…For the longest time I thought I only liked girls? But I have a bf now and even tho we’re t4t I see him as a guy and I’m a strong believer that gender is js smth implemented by humans, like if u tell me ur a light post, ur a light post, I really don’t care what’s in ur pants, that doesn’t equal what u identify as. I’ve never rlly been attracted to guys like, I can say they look nice but I’m js not attracted? Eheh I do find my bf attractive tho, like he’s a femboy and presents feminine sometimes, but even when he doesn’t and dresses masc I still find him attractive asf😭 And I thought he was like the one exception kinda (rlly the only way for me to explain it💀) cuz i didn’t really like boys b4. But umm im kinda started to doubt that a bit now😭? Like I js saw a tik tok of a guy (ITS ALWAYS TIKTOK BRUHH) and I did find them attractive😐 So, and this is me js trying to kinda explore my sexuality more and try to figure out more abt myself bc I wld never cheat on my bf or do anything to disrespect him, but I started wonder how I felt abt being in mlm relationship and it didn’t bother me? So now my conclusion is that the reason why I was never wanted to date a guy was bc I thought *I* wldnt be seen as a real boy:| but with my bf it’s completely fine bc he’s trans himself so he understands and he does see my as a guy. So ig mb I’ve js been afraid of that, plus I’ve been around so many toxic guys that for a long time I js hated any guy I saw😐 Luckily after a while that got better, I learned that it wasnt ok for me to dispise someone solely on other bad experiences I’ve had. Honestly tho I don’t think I wld date a cis boy tho. I js don’t think I’d be comfortable enough. Plus I have my bf and he’s much more than I cld even wish for:3 i really love him a lot hehe. Anywho that was a long rant lmao💀 Idk I’ll keep trying to explore more abt myself ig, but I’m not too worried abt it, bc I think love is js unexpected in that way, you js love whoever u love, love isn’t smth that stops to asks what u identify as first or whats in ur pants, it js happens:3 (speaking from acc experience lmao💀)