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today’s robbie 🃏
#im back from rest#and forgot how to draw lol#honestly i dont really like how this came out#but whateva#identity v#idv#art tag#identity v fanart#identity v axe boy#robbie white#idv ivy#evelyn mora#idv faro lady
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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We are so back!!!!
#i was a teenage exocolonist#my evil scribbles#hello iwatex fandom my brain was taken over by this comic idea today#n then I couldnt stop the mad impulse to COLOR IT#for somebody who doesnt like dys I sure draw him a lot#I just think his n sols friendship has a lot of delicious nuance#and also they piss eachother off <3 but theyre care...#Sol hounding Dys on another one of his stubborn Im Running Away Forever expeditions until he comes home#also cus he never gave back the rain boots he borrowed from them#dys exocolonist#sol exocolonist#sort of. in spirit. and sheer volume#iwatex#and now I can rest................. why did I stay up so late yoy
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lesbian pride moment 😳🌸
#jolyne cujoh#hermes costello#stone ocean#jjba#jojo's bizzare adventure#deliart#jolymes#i didnt make it in time for pride month. its 3 in the morning#but some for some time zones im just in time<3#focus here was GREEN i just wanted to work with lots of green colors#bc i never do and i need to improve at that#we ended up with neons tho still sorry#also the background was fully rendered so much details n stuff but u cant see it hehe bc i blurred it#that was what most of my time was spent on . btw#anyway. hope u all enjoy the dresses lol#might go back and fix some stuff tho bc i drew this in like 3 days from lineart onward#so i havent been able to rest my eyes inbetween. so ill probably find something i wanna fix later
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moodboard

#these are existing reaction images btw i just added things to make them sonic so i can only take like half credit#unfortunately these are rarely credited ever so i cant say who owns what but if they see this hii these are my favorites ever#ok the one in the middle left is a spongebob redraw but the rest are from elsewhere#anyway! this is what my artblock has led me to do idk if im getting out of this one boys#but nah i should be good in a bit👍👍 back to my regular posting (random dumps of the same character) soon#sth#doodles#also these are free-handed. its a pretty good art block exercise ngl
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everything happens so much
#ooc#life update: my dad's cancer came back and my sister's dog died#and I was so stressed I grit my teeth too hard and fractured one of them#so if I seem strange. please understand. im two bad days away from turning inside out#of course im trying to rest. and this fucking skunk rolls up and just#poses outside my window cooler for a half hour until i ended up getting out of bed. christ
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[spidey-langdon au] tfw u catch ur ER doctor making out with national menace spiderman in the back of the hospital alleyway
#Listened to summer by brockhampton while drawing this im SO fucking emo#IN THE HEAT OF THE SUMMER YOURE SO DIFFERENT FROM THE REST 😭😭😭😭😭#ARE WE FUCKING KIDDINGGGGGGGGG#Guys i miss 2019 so bad it actually makes me a bit nauseous take me back to gods country PLEASE#langdonmel#kingdon#frank langdon#mel king#the pitt#the pitt fanart#johans scrapbook
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ACEYUU WOKE ME FROM THE DEAD
book 7 spoilers <3 very long rant im sorry!!
it was never meant to be this way. when he was such an ass to us in the prologue, when he laid those pesky remarks upon us and immediately assuming that we got into NRC as a janitor because we weren't good enough without any prior knowledge of how we were brought here against our will and having to adapt to such an unfamiliar environment where everything - trends, names, history, and even the currency - were different. he didn't know about the throbbing headache we had while the headmage was explaining the school's curriculum and suddenly bringing up the word "magic" into the conversation like it was foreign language.
he thinks he's above us just because we're a clueless student who couldnt cast any spells and took up the miserable job just for the sake of money and to live. he had this one-way "not my problem!!" mindset about us that he dipped the moment after because he never would have suspected that we would grow to be something more important, something more irreplaceable in his life.
he never meant to test the waters, and he's drowning by mistake.
his concern for you gets more obvious as each book advances (or was it always obvious??). you're just an otherworlder oblivious to the dangers that lurk in twisted wonderland, so it's only casual for him to fret about when you've been taken into scarabia with minimal escape routes, to be the first one to notice that you were missing among the entourage of people that have been kidnapped, to be the only one to point out that you weren't in the best condition AND suggesting to bring you back home in case the party was all too much. he knows how vulnerable you are, and he jumps into action as quick as possible because that's basically his brand. nothing deeper!!! (unknown dangers lurk around you on the daily, but you lurk in his mind so much more than he lets on. you're probably more used to the dangers of magic than he's used to the thought of you occupying his mind 24/7. isnt that ironic)
and he didn't consider the complications of how dangerous it could be for the headmage to send us back to our original world, possibly damaging the very fabrics of time and space and ceasing to exist while transporting - he just instantly goes to the part where the news was positive and that we could travel between Twisted Wonderland and earth in one piece, blocking out his surroundings just to see your smile, as that was possibly the happiest you could have ever been in front of him.
imagine each time he hangs out with someone new, or if someone has gained a romantic interest in him once you've left, he tries to find a part of "you" in them in his peripheral vision. whether they have an ounce of bravery that you had, whether they're as understanding as you are to know that he isn't just a human built of jokes and pranks, whether they won't doubt him like the rest did - as you were the only one who truly believed in his capability to truly lead the rest out of danger.
he could beg for other people to believe in him, to see that his skills could draw out much more if he really wanted to, but he didn't have to do that with you. in a flashing moment of possible failure, he turned to you in a heartbeat, uncharacteristically, desperately calling out for you to save him because he had no idea what was happening. he almost started to lose himself and quickly realises that the power he was wielding so suddenly wasn't some lousy spell, that it could possibly cause someone's life, and you were there to steady him when he needed it the most. a rarity of a scene he entrusted his entire body to you with. you believed in him. you ARE the betterment of him.
you held his hand like a vow, to protect each other and strengthen through every obstacle and turmoil that drives you one step closer to becoming a better version of yourself. your hand, tightly coiled around his, radiated the warmth and comfort he needed in his times of darkness and inner conflict.
it should've been you. you're perfect.
and that's why his dream still has you in it. it doesn't have to be one way or the other, you can simply go back and forth to his world and your own in just a snap! he could never dream of you leaving his sight and grasp, hindering him from ever telling you how much you actually meant. he has all the time in the world.
and that's what he wants, but his heart says otherwise, and that's fine. he just wants you to be safe and see him for who he is. you inspired him to take pride in his name, as an ace can do anything!!
#IM LOSING MY MIND THIS IS#IS THIS REAL#I CAN FINALLY REST IN PIECES?????#UNLESS THEY GIVE MORE ACEYUU XCRUMBS IN BOOK 8 (THEY WILL TRUST)#Good Night everyone! Aceyuu is officially Canon#on a more serious note: seeing all the attention aceyuu is finally starting to gain has been beyond gratifying#the entire world is spinning rapidly in aceyuu nation's favour THIS IS LEGIT#im still trying to think about yuu's possible aftermath reaction to ace's dream consisting of them being able to go back to THEIR WORLD.#almost every character acknowledges the fact that they aren't from here and dont really dwell on it any further (save deuce and grim maybe)#but ACE is already jumping to the part where they're overjoyed about them being able to go home in his dreams which hasnt even#happened in reality yet.#like wow...you care about us that much to the point where you just want us to see our home world's family and friends again and not be in#any sort of danger just as magic surrounds us literally everywhere??? CRYING.#“you don't have to stay up every night crazed about this world's education that you didn't have the chance to study in kindergarten”#“you don't have to be living in a state of constant foreboding if someone's magic starts getting out of control or if they overblot”#“just rest easy bro” ASS FUCKER ARE U KIDDING ME#seriously my otp <33333 i love them tons#IM SO EXCITED FOR WHAT THEY HAVE IN STORE ONCE BOOK 8 COMES OUTTTTTTT#aceyuu#ace x yuu#book 7 spoilers#twst book 7
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My Viva gijinka design ✨🌟🌠 isn't she fantamazing!
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#my art#trolls viva#viva#trolls human design#trolls gijinka#since tbt references to 90s-2000s music and band aesthetic#i headcanon tat Viva was a total y2k fashionista girly#and when she and the rest that got separated and isolated themselves#stayed with te fashion sense for 2 decades so i wanted to incorporate that in her human design#which i think thats why her fashion coices in te fun fair surprise is rather questionable to other#but se doesn't care#as long what she wears makes her hapy who cares#my resononing for the cargo pants#we see that Viva is very much paranoid and scared of going outside which reminded me of Agoraphobia#and for for good reason#so she adopted millitary strategies to ensure the putt putt course was heavely protected from any threats of bergen adfrom the outside wor#funfact! at first i kinda felt weird about Viva#i didn't hate her relax#just strange#then i realized because she was hoenstly roobed of her childhood and safety and ad to grow up fast wile also trying not to beack down think#they wouldn't abandon them right? no troll left behind RIGHT?!#anyways Viva is such an itresting character and im lucky that other people too find her fascinating to draw and write about her cuz you kno#anywho got to finish this cause is starting to drag on and i going back to college soon so yeah#trolls band together
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hate getting attached to characters. like okay what if there was a 16 year old kid whos abrasive and loud and kindof rude. what if he hates being told what to do but would follow two people to the ends of the earth. what if he raised himself what if every day was a fight to stay alive what if he just wants to hold onto the people he has left. what if hes childish and emotional, because hes a kid for fucks sake.
#my post#DIES#what if he was (re)born in a lab (dubiously canon for tommy but let me have this)#WHAT IF HE WENT AWAY FOR A WHILE AND WHEN HE CAME BACK HIS RELATIONSHIPS WITH HIS FRIENDS JUST WASNT THE SAME#WHAT IF HIS TWO BEST FRIENDS FELL IN LOVE WHILE HE WAS GONE AND NOW HE FEELS LIKE THEIR THIRD WHEEL#lets be happy now. what if he had the biggest heart youve ever seen what if he loves animals even the scary ones people hate#curls up and dies#sorry i became obsessed with the exact same character from two completely different shows and im losing it a little#shoutout ctommy. shoutout dakota cole.#ive said it before but the only like hugely major difference between them is that dakota NEEDS to be a hero needs to protect everyone#and tommy hates that hes been branded 'the hero' and wants nothing more than to hang out with his friends#ggeurghghhhh#and dakota cant save everyone. and tommy never gets to fucking rest#UNTIL THE EPILOGUE STREAM BAYBEEE LETS HEAR IT FOR 'GETTING THERE'!!!!!!#dakota
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yall ever think Shen Yuan went through like, internet withdrawal after being transmigrated into Shen Qingqiu? Like, he's canonically a NEET shut-in who did nothing but spend his time online, you can't tell me that for the first week or first few weeks of being SQQ he wasn't twitchy.
Like, reaching instinctively to his pockets for a phone that wasn't there, having an obsessive itch in the back of his mind that he should check and see if X or Y novel or webcomic has updated -- only to realize he can't anymore and being irritated by it. Wanting to go and see if there's new posts about this or that, but again realizing that he can't.
When he's bored or uncomfortable or just feels like wanting to escape he tries to go for his phone to distract himself, but oops! Not there anymore, and now he has to find a new and different way to distract himself from his feelings. And going through system notifications, quests, etc only does so much.
And there's that Tetris Effect too. SQQ makes a mistake while writing and instinctively goes to backspace on it except hey-ho that's not a keyboard and now he just dipped his pinkie into a bottle of ink or on a still-drying letter.
With him scrambling to fix his reputation and learn how to be a peak lord, I think his abrupt cold-turkey from all things internet would just be another straw on the camel's back that he promptly Ignores until it goes away on its own after he acclimates to his new surroundings.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#i think him learning how to be a peak lord and cultivation and everything else would help distract him from the internet withdrawal for the#most part. but the moment there's a lull in the day and his mind wanders or he becomes bored or stressed and he instinctively reaches back#for his phone and realizes it isn't there it just sends a spike of panic/frustration/irritation through him because its a familiar comfort#and now its gone. like this is all based off my own experiences from being Chronically Online but i just think its neat to think about#in that same vein i think it also pushes him into getting into the arts on QJP. Like as the peak lord naturally he would be doing this kind#of stuff but hes NOT the peak lord but to keep up appearances he has to know how to do this stuff. and finds it??? actually quite rewarding#even more than getting into an argument online or getting a new merch item. he's making or doing this stuff. he starts drawing and finishes#a piece and regardless of its skill level he feels something unclog in his chest. like sediment being scraped off the bottom of a creek and#being washed downstream. a weight that's been slogging through his veins suddenly untangled. physical proof of his efforts that feels great#starry is incapable of NOT giving her favorite blorbos more hobbies. starry is incapable of not giving her favorites artsy hobbies#this is probably NOT a new or original thought whatsoever but im throwing it out there anyways bc it fascinates me. i love transmigration#and albeit i've only read isekai manhwa/manhua there's a common theme of the people there assimilating into their new lives relatively quic#which i know is for ease of transition and getting to the rest of the story. but WHAT IF.#i have still not read svsss yet and idk when i'll be able to BUT have some thoughts anyways
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Jung Yeseo bday art 2025 (his bday is 2/22)... I actually finished this in march, sorry for uploading so late 🥹 still really proud of this... it took me a whole month of hard work to finish 😵💫 BUT WORTH IT... ANYTHING FOR JUNG YESEO🤎🤎🤎
#when the third wheel strikes back#TWSB#서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일#섭남파업#jung yeseo#my art#i busted my ass so hard on this... like i said it took a whole month mdncnc#i drew it at 700dpi so that's partly why it took so long#the most detailed lineart and rendering i had done up to that pt#(and since tbh... i havent done one this big since)#im most proud of his beautiful smiling face... the most important part...🥹🥹#i drew the bouquet by hand too!! i couldve used a csp asset but i wanted to draw it myself.. cuz its more fun that way#i'll slowly post the rest of my art backlog from the past few months...#starting w this one cuz thats where i left off
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i havent drawn anything worth posting in a while hi ^__^ erm..... are texans always this strange and unusual?
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 spoilers#????????????#i love being a gacha gamer goodlord. its like embarrassing how much my brain likes them.#it all started with bandori.......... i can never escape now.#esp as like. a video game design student. i recognise most of these games have like no good gameplay. but i cant help it...its fun..#i love logging in for like 5 minutes every day doing my stupid dailies and thats it. maybe repeat that once more in the afternoon#im yappiiingggg anyways the new reverse update is nice#they should go back to europe tho pspspsps come to the balkans ^_^ we have so much drama worth exploring.#i liked argus but mostly in the scenes where they werent trying to make her look cool....just a nice lady overall. id like to hang out w he#i think im gonna start posting more ocs from now on tho.... def on my brain more#i know people barely interact with those posts of mine but who gaf#or maybe pjsk since its slowly creeping its way back into my brain. mizukiwhen i fucking get you.mizuki#ermmm ok thats all i have to say for now adios#(dont read the rest of these its embarrassign)#argus reverse 1999#tuesday reverse 1999#wtf is that other girls name#kimberly reverse 1999#i think idk#shes so fun wtf is wrong with you.#art i made
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i got really strangely invested in parkourciv because of that One guy who reminds me of goro akechi
#got back into mc series after i said im done with them im a fraud 🤦🤦#those who say theyve moved on from mc FALL THE HARDEST!!! WHERFE THE FUCK AM I#anyways i was just gonna try out parkourciv casually but then oomf said seawatt is kind of like akechi#i went Holy fuck (<- binged the rest in a day)#shout out to oomf its your fault im in this situation now GET ME!!! OUT#thjis is really sad u could probably get me into any series by eitjer saying theres an akechi or theres yaoi#but yay Yayy... seawatt my princess.... i had so much fun designing from mc skins again#hopefully ill be able to crank out evbo and seawatt design sheets at the very least#seawatt#parkour civilization#seawatt gaming#parkourciv#fuck#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona 5 royal#akechi goro#goro akechi#artists on tumblr#my art
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Anyone else get a little bit nauseous when they watch s2p2 e20 and the powers are going back to people and jays power veers away from the rest. Like it’s just a little thing but for some reason it’s so impactful 😭 i don’t even know why cheby do u know why
oh anon. I do know why : )
It’s because Jay’s entire tiny character arc in ndr for season 1 and two revolves around the fact that he feels entirely alone. he’s lost, he doesn’t fit in anywhere, and he’s so desperate for a family that he’ll follow anyone or anything that gives him hope that he can find one . he hates the administration, but he stays with them because they’re providing him a sense of purpose, somewhere with people , some fucked up place he can call home because he knows nothing else.
but he immediately turns on them when ras goes to him, convinces him that ras cares for him, NEEDS him, because he was once important to ras . he trusts ras blindly because he’s desperate . jay never would have left if ras hadn’t lied to him and used his loneliness and amnesia against him
ras knows what he’s doing too btw . “the merge left him without his memories. lost, alone, and friendless. i found him. helped him when no one else did.”
jay’s lightning diverging from the path of the rest of the elements is sickening to me because it really does signify just how alone he is, how separated he is from everyone else. and it really is especially awful to watch, because of all the characters in ninjago, jay is the one who needs family the MOST . jay relies on people to feel happy, to feel content, and he has no one . he doesn’t even have HIMSELF anymore because he SHATTERED HIS SOUL
if i were him I’d be pretty fucking spiteful right now too … whatever he does next season I am 100% standing by him this has been a long time coming
#this is unrelated#but I think it’s pretty sick that ras didn’t even need to physically punish jay like he did with the rest of his members when they failed#the fact that ‘im disappointed in you’ was enough to do the same amount of damage that violence would have#actually NAUSEATING#and ras knew it too. Thats WHY he did it#ras when I fucking catch you#ninjago#jay ninjago#btw friendly reminder that Jay has severe abandonment issues. like the worst ever. so I can’t wait for how he acts once he gets his memories#back. he’s gonna be sooo fuckeddddd upppppp lmfao he’s never recovering from this. At all
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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered#angela lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#netzach lobcorp#it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never#be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he#that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes#for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding#justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine#how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body#bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing#women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section#to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its#really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff#ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless#expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here#lor spoilers#... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post
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