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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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newest issue of first years fashion just dropped
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#this quickly got away from me#taking hina from 3 days ago who thought 'yeah ill do 3 outfits for each of them what's the harm' and strangling her w my bare hands#original concept fr this was drawing the kids each matching a different outfit w gojo#but i got frustrated by th heights and placement so i said no tall people allowed and scrapped gojo from plans <3#tbh it wouldnt have been /that/ much better in terms of workload but the 3 drawings it would have saved me isnt nothing#but im just complaining fr nothing atp lmao i love all of these sm i love playing dress up with my tuoys (the jjk first years)#love treating them like mannequins i love coming up w outfits layer those kids UP#nobara especially i have so much fun brainstorming she looks good in everything To Me#i dressed megumi more smart casual than normal bc he's got gojo's credit card info and if i want him in balenciagas gdi he's gna get them#also listen i love megumi we know this but fr the sake of not dressing him in solid colour slacks and sweaters 3 different ways#i gave him the workout fit. it cant b yuuji all the time ok i think we deserve megumi in a compression shirt as a treat#speaking of yuuji good god where do i start#he's definitely stylish but in a 'got dressed in the dark/threw on the first articles of clothing i saw' way and i adore him so much for it#wears things tht make him happy w no regard for how they may or may not look tgt bless his heart#also i drew th skateboard fr posing purposes entirely forgetting my prior hc that yuuji cant skate so i roughed him up fr consistency#th boy just ate concrete but is ready to get back up and try again what a champ#anyway bless this line and shading style i lov u less detailed render i love u sharp swoopy fabric lines#saved me sm time fr#also this is my application fr the mappa jjk marketing team they should hire me and let me dress the chars id be so good i promise#ill even take out the vocaloid and pop culture references i wont infringe on any ip i sweaaarr
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am i blanchin?
girl we blanchin!!
HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#mabel pines#dipper pines#still wild to me to have once been just barely older than them when the show was first airing#and now........ ough..#anyways i think starting today im gonna slowly start watching back through gravity falls again :) gotta return to my roots!!!#edit thank god i finally have a new keyboard i couldn't add any of my resource links on mobile ;0;
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D E V O T I O N
#bbcarthur#bbcmerlin#merthur#merlin bbc#merlin fanart#merlinart#procreate#zazrichart#i just wanted to paint them bc i was so HAPPY with the brush pack i bought (i still very much am)#and it gave me a little bit of creative vigour back?#yay for that#but i cannot be normal about them and art#so i had to paint for five days straight when i could and barely eat and drink#im fiNE it’s FINE#and it’s flowers again ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )#if you’re on mobile PLEASE tap on it#tumblr is doing horrid things to it
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how do i get out of the cycle where i stay up late, am tired all day, feel as if i havent done enough so i stay up late (still not doing anything, just feeling bad, [i heart executive dysfunction(sarcastic)!!!]) and FUCK i have to wake up in like 4 hours i hatee it heree 😭😭😭😭
#vent#UGH FUCK FUCK FUCCKKKKK#is this because of the dysphoria#i wanna like . bash my head into a wall so i sleep faster#i dont. i barely care anymore what am i going to do#i hate it here. and by here i mean my body my brain in the us of a#ugh fuckk#this is definitely the dysphoria#and probably other stuff too!!#like sleep deprivation!#i cant remember the last time ive gotten 8 hours of sleep on a weekday !#or went to bed before midnight!#i. i need help i think#im not sure my therapist is doing anything#i . i mask all my feelings for the school day and i just. lose myself#thhis. this ssucks.#i dont know what im doing#this is barely me#im barely me#vent tw#why do i get such heavy moodswings#or is it just that im swinging from bleh to very bad#should this feel all encompassing? no probably not#why do i do this to myself#i hate it here#. actually. i think. when i say that sometimes i just mean i hate myself.#i#um#should go to sleep
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PnF Spirit Week 1: May 26th - Parental Units
Heinz and Charlene may have their share of troubles as a divorced couple, but no one can deny that they are good parents to Vanessa. A little bit overprotective at times, but what can one do, when their precious only child had entered puberty a bit too early for their comfort.
#phineas and ferb#pnfspiritweek#pnf#heinz doofenshmirtz#charlene doofenshmirtz#vanessa doofenshmirtz#dr. doofenshmirtz#originally it was just supposed to be a doodle of doof family but a small comic idea attacked me out of nowhere#because i kept thinking about that scene where doof banished the bike creep and i was like: there is gotta be a story of how he decided#to make that inator lol#im now 2 days behind spiritweek unfortunately TTwTT sadly i had a horrible migraine yesterday and today i only had time to work on this#but hope to catch up later ;3#also this is the first and last time i draw doof I CANT FUCKIN DRAW HIM#on a sidenote Vanessa is not embarassed they protected her but by how much scene they caused. after all she barely blinked when D#banished biker - partially because she was already used to it buti believe the evil part in her quite enjoys the oblitiration part lol.#on a 2nd sidenote: doof insulted manager of car rental thats why charlene and vanessa came to pick him up xD a lil backstory ;)
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"Holding your hand doesn't have to mean that I accept your friendship," the liar said to the truthful, trying to lie in front of the only person who understands his intentions.
He knows, of course, that the liar did not lie. For the liar is also the truthful.
#saying that pure “i forgave my best friend that created the evil woman who almost destroyed the world” vanilla cookie wont forgive you#is like saying humans can have five legs#(statistically possible but very very rare)#anyways what i was quoting is meant to refer to shmilk never actually lying to vanilla for the whole comic#(except the “pretending to understand” bit but is it rlly lying if they both know its a lie and know that the other knows)#yes he could do this and that. but he never said he would. and pv knows he wouldn't#they understand each other <3 for they are one and the same <3#i have notes on this comic so if anyone wants me to yap just come yell at me at the tags or sumn#wanted to render this tbh but i got lazy so take these ugly doodles ig#smilk drawn from memory while i barely used references for pv (like.. halfway through making this LOLL)#hopefully this is readable ;w;#admittedly i feel like some parts can be quite ooc and if so i apologize im still wrapping my head around these two#i just want to put them both in a jar and shake them around grr#my doodles#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#shadownilla#not ship but feel free to interpret whatever#pure vanilla cookie#awakened pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#alt text available
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i love learning cursive just to write text for exactly one character
#fun umbral lore. i can barely read cursive#if you want to hide anything from me then write it in cursive and i will literally never be able to read it#or write it. i had to google cursive text generator and copy it for this#ill settle on textbox designs also eventually#god its been so long since i've drawn the manor gang i think#saw this post and i immediately thought “cyn”#it has nothing to do with her being my number 1 blorbo. bite me#murder drones#art#murder drones n#murder drones v#murder drones j#murder drones cyn#serial designation n#serial designation j#serial designation v#they're so gay also they blushed immediately after this and made out probably im still torn between like 5 different ships#curse you fanfics for putting these ideas in my head
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megumi's teacher — gojo satoru x reader
tags/warnings: fluff. fem!reader. gojo beefing with an eight year old. 700 words.
ever since megumi started the second grade, it's been (l/n)-sensei this. (l/n)-sensei that.
gojo picks up megumi's favorite ice cream, only to be scolded by the young boy. "(l/n)-sensei's favorite flavor is strawberry, so that's my favorite now!"
gojo tries to help him with his math homework, and it's "(l/n)-sensei did it this way. that means you should too!"
gojo reaches down to tie megumi's shoes for him, before his hand is promptly smacked away. "(l/n)-sensei said big boys tie their own shoes!"
honestly, gojo is starting to feel a little jealous. megumi's known you for what? two months?
he's been raising megumi for the past few years, but does that earn him an ounce of the adoration the young boy seems to have for you?
apparently not, though he perseveres nonetheless.
he and megumi are spending the afternoon out in the city and they stop at a small bakery for lunch.
while megumi is distracted looking at all the sweets behind the glass counter, the bell on the door draws gojo's attention.
his eyes fall upon a pretty young woman. actually, you might just be the prettiest woman he's ever seen.
and of course, a smirk forms on his lips when he catches you looking his way. he's puffing out his chest, running a hand through his hair.
he's always had a certain effect on the ladies, and he's never been more happy about that until this very moment—
"megumi?" you call from a few feet away. the wide smile adorning your face makes you look even more radiant.
while gojo visibly deflates, megumi's head whips around at the speed of light. "(l/n)-sensei!"
oh.
gojo very quickly comes to understand why the boy is so enamored by you.
megumi launches himself at you, while you crouch to meet him with open arms.
"i'm so happy to see you!" he practically sings, clinging to your neck.
you chuckle at his enthusiasm. "i'm happy to see you too, 'gumi."
gojo clears his throat, hoping that megumi will take the chance to introduce you two, but he is completely ignored.
"what are you going to get? i'll buy it for you," he states proudly, despite having zero money of his own.
your gaze shifts to gojo for the first time, and having your attention even just for a brief moment takes his breath away.
"that's very sweet megumi, but that's alright." you ruffle his hair when he pouts at your words, standing back up. "who's this?"
"oh that's just gojo. don't worry about him," he states with a wave of his hand.
the white haired man gawks at him in response. the nerve on that kid! he silently decides megumi will be losing dessert privileges for a week. no, two.
you stifle a giggle before offering your hand to him and introducing yourself as megumi's teacher.
he repeats your name, taking satisfaction in the way it sounds rolling off his tongue.
"that's a pretty name," he compliments, trying to recover from megumi's dismissal. "heard a lot about you. in fact, the kid never shuts up about you."
this earns him a glare from megumi, but gojo is too preoccupied with the shy look that crosses your features to notice.
gojo insists on paying for your order, a show of appreciation for taking such good care of megumi in class. you chat with the pair of them for a little while longer before eventually excusing yourself.
"thank you again, gojo-san. i'll see you on monday, megumi!"
just as you're turning on your heel, gojo calls your name and you look back at him expectantly.
"when, uh," he struggles, scratching the back of his neck. "when do i get to see you?"
nice.
"oh! well, parent-teacher conferences are only a few weeks away! i'll look forward to seeing you then," you answer sweetly, misunderstanding the meaning behind his words.
you bid them goodbye once more and they both watch your figure disappear down the street.
megumi turns to look at gojo smugly. "weeks? that sounds like a really long time—"
"shut it, kid."
#m!writes#im trying to get better at writing shorter fics#so bare w me#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#gojo#gojo x reader#gojo fluff#gojo satoru#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru fluff#jujutsu kaisen imagines#jjk imagines#gojo imagines#gojo satoru imagines
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i think that sheep might be looking at me
#i have barely been drawing in the last year and a half but here :D#zedaph#zedaph fanart#hermitcraft#hermitblr#is that sheep looking at me#but yeah#how are we doing gang#also i know im so fucking late with this im sorry#zominos art things
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i love. tears.
#its late into the night. post the crying anime cookie#my eyes are barely fucking open but i still drew this mf crying bc i think hes so beautiful im gonna start crying#pv my babygirl........#cry more.....youre so pretty........show us those graceful tears#anyways hc that he cries like a beautiful maiden or like a pathetic dog no inbetween#i came up w a comic idea half way thru this. lets see if i remember it when i get energy again#i need to sleep so bad#tags. right.#pure vanilla cookie#truthless recluse#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#fanart#crk#my drawbs#sorry for the sketches#i rlly dont have it in me anymore to draw full things#im trying tho i have some wips im putting my all in
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blue light overexposure dot png
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro megumi#takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo#i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart#to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose#and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively#i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character#been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks#tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one#whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is#i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao#but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well#said begrudgingly#break his kneecaps megumi
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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sacrifice
#it's the love of a father kicking in and throwing himself in front of his son before he even thinks about it. WAILS#silver almost dying and being thrown back to get one last glimpse of his dad before he DIES im goignt o HEAVE!!!!#im so glad it was a happy ending but this is DEVASTATING to think about. oughggh my heart. it HURTS. he's his DAD!!!!!!#u guys know me you KNOW i had to do at least one sad drama piece to close out the book. flips hair. its my brand#im prob not gonna draw anymore at least for a minute bc i have a comm to do and my move is next week and paperwork paperwork paperwork pape#returning to form and letting tumblr see this HOURS before anywhere else. ive said it before ill say it again. u guys r my favs#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#silver vanrouge#lilia vanrouge#sebek zigvolt#yea hes barely in the background he counts. he COUNTS its his BIRTHDAY u cant be mean to a lil guy on his BIRTHDAY!!#suntails
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Au where bagginshield talk about the little things and samfro maybe kissed 7 times
#it's a long trek to mordor guys#no one can know that a samfro edit on tiktok convinced me to watch lotr#...#it was a good edit and i was curious 😓#now im in love with like 20 different characters help me#anyway srry if im slow with posting art im just barely getting back into the groove drawing again#bagginshield#thilbo#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins#samfro#samwise gamgee#frodo baggins#thorin x bilbo#samwise x frodo#frodo x sam#lotr#the hobbit#the hobbit fanart#lotr fanart#???#myart□
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little comic i made bc i found out abt the fact that molting is a thing.. bugs are so cool
#hollow knight#herrah the beast#pale king#hk hornet#ngl writing hk dialogue makes me nervous.. i barely know english and i know even less about fancy sounding english#anyways. pk shouldnt be too nervous abt this i guess bc he sort of went through it when he went from being a big worm guy to tiny worm dude#but he doesn't realize it happens to others bc he's stupid#and before hornet he didnt get to see any other kid do that bc he killed all of them#hopefully this is not too ooc im autistic about this game & my mind is already flagellating itself
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