#this is barely me
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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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newest issue of first years fashion just dropped
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#this quickly got away from me#taking hina from 3 days ago who thought 'yeah ill do 3 outfits for each of them what's the harm' and strangling her w my bare hands#original concept fr this was drawing the kids each matching a different outfit w gojo#but i got frustrated by th heights and placement so i said no tall people allowed and scrapped gojo from plans <3#tbh it wouldnt have been /that/ much better in terms of workload but the 3 drawings it would have saved me isnt nothing#but im just complaining fr nothing atp lmao i love all of these sm i love playing dress up with my tuoys (the jjk first years)#love treating them like mannequins i love coming up w outfits layer those kids UP#nobara especially i have so much fun brainstorming she looks good in everything To Me#i dressed megumi more smart casual than normal bc he's got gojo's credit card info and if i want him in balenciagas gdi he's gna get them#also listen i love megumi we know this but fr the sake of not dressing him in solid colour slacks and sweaters 3 different ways#i gave him the workout fit. it cant b yuuji all the time ok i think we deserve megumi in a compression shirt as a treat#speaking of yuuji good god where do i start#he's definitely stylish but in a 'got dressed in the dark/threw on the first articles of clothing i saw' way and i adore him so much for it#wears things tht make him happy w no regard for how they may or may not look tgt bless his heart#also i drew th skateboard fr posing purposes entirely forgetting my prior hc that yuuji cant skate so i roughed him up fr consistency#th boy just ate concrete but is ready to get back up and try again what a champ#anyway bless this line and shading style i lov u less detailed render i love u sharp swoopy fabric lines#saved me sm time fr#also this is my application fr the mappa jjk marketing team they should hire me and let me dress the chars id be so good i promise#ill even take out the vocaloid and pop culture references i wont infringe on any ip i sweaaarr
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am i blanchin?
girl we blanchin!!
HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#mabel pines#dipper pines#still wild to me to have once been just barely older than them when the show was first airing#and now........ ough..#anyways i think starting today im gonna slowly start watching back through gravity falls again :) gotta return to my roots!!!#edit thank god i finally have a new keyboard i couldn't add any of my resource links on mobile ;0;
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D E V O T I O N
#bbcarthur#bbcmerlin#merthur#merlin bbc#merlin fanart#merlinart#procreate#zazrichart#i just wanted to paint them bc i was so HAPPY with the brush pack i bought (i still very much am)#and it gave me a little bit of creative vigour back?#yay for that#but i cannot be normal about them and art#so i had to paint for five days straight when i could and barely eat and drink#im fiNE it’s FINE#and it’s flowers again ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )#if you’re on mobile PLEASE tap on it#tumblr is doing horrid things to it
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When irl pisses me off, I rewatch the Honda Odyssey scene to relax
#and it works#rewatching a movie because murder is wrong#i find it too easy to live vicariously through those gays in fact#logan especially#i love logan baring his teeth like a pug or a bulldog 99% of his fight scenes#i love how he enjoys swiping at wade. they're both little shits#i love how wade fights back. that backseat camera zoom holds a special place in my heart#the Homoeroticism of it all#it soothes me#deadpool and wolverine honda#deadpool and wolverine honda odyssey#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#buy a honda odyssey now and resolve your marital spats today!#“I haven't had this much fun in so long!” ahh grin
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how do i get out of the cycle where i stay up late, am tired all day, feel as if i havent done enough so i stay up late (still not doing anything, just feeling bad, [i heart executive dysfunction(sarcastic)!!!]) and FUCK i have to wake up in like 4 hours i hatee it heree 😭😭😭😭
#vent#UGH FUCK FUCK FUCCKKKKK#is this because of the dysphoria#i wanna like . bash my head into a wall so i sleep faster#i dont. i barely care anymore what am i going to do#i hate it here. and by here i mean my body my brain in the us of a#ugh fuckk#this is definitely the dysphoria#and probably other stuff too!!#like sleep deprivation!#i cant remember the last time ive gotten 8 hours of sleep on a weekday !#or went to bed before midnight!#i. i need help i think#im not sure my therapist is doing anything#i . i mask all my feelings for the school day and i just. lose myself#thhis. this ssucks.#i dont know what im doing#this is barely me#im barely me#vent tw#why do i get such heavy moodswings#or is it just that im swinging from bleh to very bad#should this feel all encompassing? no probably not#why do i do this to myself#i hate it here#. actually. i think. when i say that sometimes i just mean i hate myself.#i#um#should go to sleep
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being someone who's passionate about their interests when you're a horror fan really is a special layer of hell because every interaction you have with another person where the conversation turns to your hobbies and personal entertainments is a trial where if you show too much unrepentant glee at getting an opportunity to talk about your preferred subject you get to watch them mentally move you onto their list of untrustworthy individuals to avoid in the future in real time
#🐉#yesterday at work my new coworker asked me about my writing (the original stuff as well as fanfic lol) and when i told her it was mostly#horror flavoured she barely restrained herself from making a disgusted face. HELP lol!
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PnF Spirit Week 1: May 26th - Parental Units
Heinz and Charlene may have their share of troubles as a divorced couple, but no one can deny that they are good parents to Vanessa. A little bit overprotective at times, but what can one do, when their precious only child had entered puberty a bit too early for their comfort.
#phineas and ferb#pnfspiritweek#pnf#heinz doofenshmirtz#charlene doofenshmirtz#vanessa doofenshmirtz#dr. doofenshmirtz#originally it was just supposed to be a doodle of doof family but a small comic idea attacked me out of nowhere#because i kept thinking about that scene where doof banished the bike creep and i was like: there is gotta be a story of how he decided#to make that inator lol#im now 2 days behind spiritweek unfortunately TTwTT sadly i had a horrible migraine yesterday and today i only had time to work on this#but hope to catch up later ;3#also this is the first and last time i draw doof I CANT FUCKIN DRAW HIM#on a sidenote Vanessa is not embarassed they protected her but by how much scene they caused. after all she barely blinked when D#banished biker - partially because she was already used to it buti believe the evil part in her quite enjoys the oblitiration part lol.#on a 2nd sidenote: doof insulted manager of car rental thats why charlene and vanessa came to pick him up xD a lil backstory ;)
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#bare ass#bare butt#bend me over#spankable ass#spank my ass#thicc babe#curvy girls#curvy body#thick hips#curvy and cute#onlytease#girls with curves#ass tease#girls with tattoos#big bootie#curvy#thick and juicy#thick babe#thickwomen#thicc af#sweet juicy peach#juicy fat ass#big juicy ass#curvy lady#thick legs#thicc and curvy#curvy hips#hips & ass#sexy hips#get naked
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comics as an art form make me insane. they’re so difficult to do well. there’s so many different ways to make sequential art work and most of them are deeply unintuitive. onomatopoeia that feels completely ridiculous to put down often reads seamlessly. panels on a page become a fractally nested image composition challenge that’s only possible to lose because if you do a good job no one will notice. you have to direct the readers’ eyes on a specific path across the page but also account for the fact that they won’t follow it. comic time isn’t linear. if the order of events isn’t crystal clear the story becomes incomprehensible. sometimes you need to do this on purpose. all this for a medium almost universally considered less effective than animation and less respectable than plain text. even its own name doesn’t take it seriously
#don’t mind me just chewing on drywall#some of the absolute best comics don’t look remotely impressive until you try to make one yourself#and some absolutely beautiful panel layouts and art combine to make a stunning visual that barely manages to get any meaning across#you have to emulate cinematography by cultural necessity at this point#but if you lean too hard in that direction your comics just become Worse Movies#there’s barely any standard practices for anything because people are just barely starting to look at comics seriously#mumbling
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Local french bi(scuit)
(piece from back when I finished reading TGR ;;)
#aftg#tgr#jean moreau#jeremy... is barely there so maybe i shouldn't tag my boy but pls know this is me cooking jerejean crumbs to myself ;;#my art
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Look and see us how we sparkle.
#art#my art#unicorn#happy pride#I havent talked much about how current events make me feel but#i barely have words
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blue light overexposure dot png
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro megumi#takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo#i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart#to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose#and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively#i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character#been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks#tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one#whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is#i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao#but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well#said begrudgingly#break his kneecaps megumi
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day 1 of @datvcompanionweeks #davrinweek2025 - shepherd
a baby davrin taking his halla herding duties very very seriously
#you can't tell me mister 'i broke my arm aravel racing' didn't do this often. did he sing to them? yes. but he laughed and yelled too#i overworked this too goddamn much lmao. can barely stand to look at this anymore my god but its. over. so not doing this for the next one#warden davrin#davrin#davrinweek2025#dav#datv#veilguard#dragon age#fanart#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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glimpse into the things i visualise whenever i use :D jobs
#art#obey me#also in case it isn't clear enough in the last panel: beel murdered the backrooms monster with his bare hands#obey me simeon#obey me beelzebub#obey me lucifer#jtta ik
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