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qoldenskies · 6 months ago
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cc!leo is so weird and fun to write because i have to capture the spectrum of him impossibly gentle and caring, goofy and nonchalant to make everyone feel better, and INSANELY invested in the prospect of brutally murdering someone all at the same time and writing ch23 really illuminates that for me lmao. like the characters just kind of take me places that i dont expect and apparently the answer to "what happens when you strip leo of all his layers of facade and make him forced to hurt the most important person in his life through horrifying mind control?" in this extremely specific instance was uhhhh. Bloodthirsty! apparently
he's so funny to me like bro can you CHILL
#personal#canary continuity#i think the difference between the way he treats his family and everyone else in his life is going to be. Stark. for a long time#considering how pressed he is about the topic of witch town? i could see him in particular developing some paranoia#and hypervigilance#ESPECIALLY whenever they're in the hidden city#like i could all see them worrying about donnie almost to an unhealthy extent but like#there's a non-zero possibility of leo having a paranoia spiral about something like this. he feels like he cant trust ANYONE#except for the people he already knows#not when they dont know who did this all in the first place. he's going to feel like there's more danger waiting for them for. a while#yk i could also see this getting even worse after the invasion !#usually people give a role like this to donnie so im being PROGRESSIVE!!!!#CL showed that leo has a lot of villain potential but like... ngl CW kind of does too#its fun to explore a darker side to him tbh#and i think it is VERY funny how night and day the difference is with how he interacts with donnie#literally the most gentle kind consoling person on the planet lmfao#like with raph a lot of his volence and aggression is very. unplanned. especially in the future#its a panic response above all else. all he can think about is protecting them. he's not really making those choices in his right mind#BUT LEO WILL LOL considering how he's been talking about kitsune??? WOOF#he can be your angle.... or your devil...........#put him in front of his CL self and he would rip his throat out with his teeth im not even joking
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skeletalheartattack · 2 months ago
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for the past couple of days, i've been working on Boe's house in limbo and getting it to look close to how i've been picturing it in my head - here's a couple of shots so far showing off the exterior and interior, with the top screenshot being further along in progress than the other exterior shots.
#boe#boe tai marrow#my characters#my art#everything's mostly just in developer flat textures since idk what textures i plan on using yet#also part of me doesn't want to texture everything only because i kinda like how this looks#not that i'd point to this as being the artstyle for limbo or anything. just my brain seeing nice colour combos#my first attempt at this was based off an image of an old victorian house doll house. and because i only ever had one image -#it made working on anything besides the front angle kind of annoying#so i eventually resorted to looking up old victorian house plans and building off those. and then mirroring the plans horizontally#at some point i gotta try working on the cellar and attic#but im not ready to go about hollowing out the attic & its brushwork just yet.#i'll likely make a copy of the roof portion and design it separately. then plaster it back on once ive got it the way id want#thats what i did with both floors. laying them out separately then combining them and adjusting the connecting bits from top to bottom floor#also the houseplans i was working off of (for reference is like. design 10 of the daily bungalow) has an illustration of the house#but for the life of me. the roofing above the front porch that's above the stairwell is apparently supposed to slope more sharply#but genuinely i couldn't get it to match the illustration (which im guessing isn't 100% accurate anyway) without the interior being cramped#would've also liked for the porch roof to be a bit more sloped as well. but i couldn't go much higher due to the second floors windows#i think ive mentioned it before but with my ms paint art with Boe in it. the house in that (and the art itself) isnt canonical to Boes life#this essentially is the first time im properly visualizing that world#atleast in terms of blocking it out atleast
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hanzajesthanza · 3 months ago
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man what is this
#now im not like trying to apply a nuclear family dynamic on our beloved non-normative family#but someone once said regis is like the mom of the hanza and . yeah i see it. trusted confidant and advisor role. yeah#for the B-plot and one filled with coincidences i always am surprised at how planned out geralt's storyline seems in tower of the swallow#i feel like sapkowski didn't have as much of an exact plan as he had a roadmap (maybe a literal one) with stops they would hit along the wa#those stops being character development or turning points or specific figures they meet#angouleme not supposed to stick around is so funny to me because it's like he forgot to plan a scene where they get rid of her#so he was like you know what. shes a funny girl. dandelion is going to bail in a bit. we will have a vacancy#but what i was saying. the characterization for cahir regis and milva seems planned out in tower of the swallow as a continuation#they start travelling as a group you know... idk. i like it. ttos company dynamic pre-angouleme feels special#and then their world gets flipped turned upside down (again)#and id like to take a minute just sit right there ill tell you how i became a countess in a town called beauclair#frroooooooom west cintra born and raised in a distant relative's household is where i spent most of my days#chilling out maxing relaxing all cool and shooting at some crows outside of the school#when a couple of guys who were up to no good started making trouble in my neighborhood (that's the nilfgaardian empire btw)#the elbow-high diaries#geregis#book: tower of the swallow#excerpt
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j-esbian · 7 months ago
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maybe the real voltron was the friends we made along the way
#so i finished. feels like they did not put a lot of thought into shiro or hunk's epilogue lmfao#overall i dont think it was Bad. it could have been better yknow. but again. it feels like they just needed a little extra time to breathe#in development. it's just bones.#i do think perhaps some of the criticisms i have seen of it are just from people pissing on the poor#i could fix her!!! ough i really do want to rewrite this sdnfksjfd but that would unfortunately require. having to watch this again#and i cant do that in 24 hours#im so sad this is disappearing. this is the only show for which i ever stayed up for the midnight PST release#back when only season 1 and maybe 2? were out i used to watch them constantly. sometimes in spanish to practice#like i wouldnt have ever finished without the threat of it leaving but this is the worst timing to reawaken my affection for it lmao#grateful for it. wish i hadnt waited so long#i did need time to forget the insanity tho bc if i had made myself keep going and finish at the time#it would have poisoned the ending i think. nice to finally watch those last 4-5 episodes with a fresh perspective#but at the same time this is How Many Years ive missed out on being able to talk about it lmao#maybe there is a renaissance. idk i havent looked into it too much but i guess i should now huh#we'll see if things are any different or if it's just the same shit i got tired of the first time around#but anyway. the show is still fun and i enjoyed it for the most part. very sad to see it go#mine#voltron
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fraternum-momentum · 6 months ago
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this drawing is kicking my ass what the fuck
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frameconfessions · 1 month ago
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Analysis/opinions about the current state of Warframe from a 10+ year old veteran player.
Okay this isn’t a confession (or maybe it is I guess) but I’m about to give my 2 cents on an incorrect take being paraded around by salty noobs and people who barely touch the game. “No one plays steel path.”
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You’ve never tuned into a Youtuber or twitch streamer’s content before, clearly. 🙄 No one you know plays steel path because you play with people at your current progression in the game who either don’t have it unlocked or refuse to get good and if truly no one played it, it wouldn’t be getting updates every time new nodes and content dropped. We also wouldn’t have at least 2 secret steel path boss fights in game with multiple trophies built into them.
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The problem isn’t that “no one plays steel path,” the problem is this Valkyr rework is out of touch with the current state of the game as a whole. It amounts to the developers over exaggerating a problem that isn’t as much of a problem as they’re advertising it out to be to make an attempt at lessening justified community backlash and slapping a bandaid over the cyst that is the current state of health, armor, and survivability in this game.
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Some backstory & needed context: The devs clearly saw people losing interest in the base star chart content between constant back-to-back open worlds and no higher end difficulty built into the game. Player retention was dropping, it was the late 2010s content drought & veterans were leaving the game in droves or just stopped playing. This resulted in less money being spent on the game and DE saw what an impact that had. Warframe felt too samey and was boring for dedicated and veteran players alike.
People like Mogamu suggested a battlepass with special challenges and rewards to keep players coming back to the game, to give the dedicated players something new to do. Around that same time was the constant criticism that Warframe is too easy past a certain point, there’s just no real difficulty once you become a dedicated player. DE was taking notes, they heard the community’s problems with the game and saw how it was indeed hurting the game.
Timeline is a bit blurry for me here but sometime in the late 2010s they made railjack (launching with enemies being way too tanky for a lot of people and outpouring way too high DPS), steel path, and Nightwave. These were all made to address the issues that members of the community rightfully pointed out. Then Steel Path kept getting updates to make it actually incentivizing to play!
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Power creep happens over time but people are more satisfied with the state of steel path as a whole seemingly. DE cared about making higher end difficulty and we saw that also with Duviri’s circuit mode even in more recent years. They care about the game’s health but there’s been an underlying problem even before steel path existed, health and armor just don’t cut it the further you go in the game.
You can mod for strictly survivability but then your damage can go out the window. Enemies at a certain point just one shot you which leads to players picking up frames that have high energy costs & upkeep for more survivability. Shield gating is but a bandage on the larger injury of late game just not being feasible regarding survivability.
Invulnerability isn’t the fix-all to Warframe’s end game but it is with the current state of difficulty in the game. Taking it away to “test out” slapping shield gate on a frame and nerfing her is just silly and out of touch. I get they spent budget on reworking her & they’re making the excuse that they wanna see how she feels on launch, but dedicated players have already done the math and builds to test her in steel path and it’s just not looking good. Also, we already have frames like Nidus & Inaros if they’re actually going to do something about reworking health & armor.
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Is Valkyr just going to have to stay nerfed until more updates are out? How long will that take? How long does she have to sit on the base star chart shelf gathering dust while you “track stats?” If the goal was to sell as many thirsty skins as possible (not getting into the discourse about how it doesn’t look like Valkyr or how it doesn’t suit her idc about that right now) and have as many people playing her as possible in turn, this just isn’t the way to do it. Once those people DE pays to try out Warframe can no longer run her juicy thick self on steel path, they’ll just play a different frame instead.
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She won’t get recommendations to be played anymore beyond base star chart and maybe early steel path. People won’t buy an expensive skin for a frame they barely play. Fashion the frames you play most is just common sense and economically smart! That social media influencer you paid to get into Warframe is not gonna stay a casual base start chart player forever. You’ll get your temporary influx of thirsty skin buyers with Isleweaver & whoever DE gets to promote the game to some corner of the internet, but long term? It’s not financially wise because it’s not a solution. It’s putting a sparkly little bandaid over a gaping wound and I’m tired of people pretending it’s not.
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Warframe didn’t get to be this good of a game because of reddit white knighting or blind defense of their every decision as developers, it got good and stayed live on servers this long because of the veteran and dedicated players who rightfully criticized the developers choices, gave feedback on why x thing isn’t good and/or how x thing could be improved. Warframe is only good & has only been good when they listen to their dedicated and veteran players.
Covering up a problem in a thirsty purple pink bow isn’t gonna make the wound go away, the blood of the core issues in the game is gonna leak through that fabric. Those new players won’t stay new forever and they’ll soon also see Warframe for what is is, the good and the bad.
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I’m also gonna go on record and say that she was not an inactive play-style, managing the energy economy of her is a task and one you have to sink a lot of time into to build for. Her damage is fine as is too; she can hit damage cap, you just don't wanna learn how to build her. The spin melee problem wasn’t really addressed with this and neither was anything else Pablo brought up, but hey at least Warcry is recastable without an augment now; so, it must be good, right!? RIGHT!?
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Not listening to dedicated players is how Digital Extremes loses money, dedicated players keep the game alive. I’ve said my piece.
ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS & OPINIONS
Also before any trolls try to say “who hurt you?” Digital Extremes did, by making the game boring as all Hell in the late 2010s for at least a good year or so à la content drought. Those who forget history are doomed to repeat it even in the Warframe community.
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The problem is power creep and that problem is far more expensive to fix than a warframe rework or two. If the devs want a warframe to be played a certain way, they’re gonna make the community play that frame that way (even if part of the game’s appeal is player choice and build variety, but I guess that’s not really being considered here). While yes I hear you bringing up my earlier point about energy econ as a counterpoint about player choice, at least current Valkyr is something more unique than a rework that doesn't really change her kit all that much and is essentially just a nerf with sheild gate being once again shoved down our throats. All frames for steel path must be built similarly, this is good game design, right?
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I get they wanna make her whole kit useable & I can respect that part, but right now the Hysteria invulnerability nerf is only going to make the game slightly worse overall, not better. Also it hardly seems to set out to fix what it's trying to supposedly fix, but I'd have to get my hands on the first 3 tweaked abilities to really know for sure,
Also don’t even get me started on how disingenuous Pablo’s Hysteria talk felt. "It also had this whole section where at the end of it, you could die if you hadn't done like a certain process that was very confusing for most players. So a lot of people would just end up like once they were running out of energy, they would just hide in a closet and just wait it out, which was pretty bad." I would like to see the stats for how often this actually occurs because I've never seen a Valkyr player do that, even base star chart default colors ones. I felt like I was being PR spoken to and that just makes it feel so wrong.
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In a world where health and armor are at a good spot in late game this rework is an acceptable trade off, but right now it shouldn’t be shipped.
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Also another thing about you level cap buzzword haters out there... Warframe does care about endurance runs/late game or at least used to back when the Kuva fortress tileset was released. People were doing max cap survival endurance runs, going for world records, and playwarframe was present in the chat cheering them on as well as some of the devs personal twitch accounts at the time. I remember Smashley's stream in particular as an example though it may be lost to time because the internet is not forever, much in contrast to what our parents told us as kids. Also, like I stated previously, Steel Path is consistently getting updates.
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Easier financially to try to make small changes and seemingly ignore the bigger issues than to tweak bigger core parts of the game, I'm sure any developer would much rather do the former than the latter. It's smart budgeting even if it hurts the game's longevity, but this Valkyr issue has truly pushed this larger problem into the lime light; hopefully so much so in that they actually do fix the bigger problem. Huge changes are needed for the game's health if the power scaling is going to keep increasing, but Valkyr getting nerfed shouldn't need to come first. Fix the core issues before you put a perfectly good frame in the shredder.
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Or maybe I'm just a MR27 (going on 28) salty veteran player ranting and raving about nothing important whatsoever. 🤷‍♀️ - mod Rose
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caligvlasaqvarivm · 1 year ago
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wanna ask how you feel about the eridan bpd headcanon/theory(?? not sure what to call it!) you're so good at your character analysis and i'd love to see your outlook on it
Since I don't have a degree or any formal training in psychology, I feel deeply uncomfortable diagnosing characters. I've made an autism joke before but only because I'm on the spectrum. He's definitely traumatized and anxious, but I mean those as descriptors of his behavior rather than capital-D Diagnoses. I try to focus on those when I can - the cause and effect of cognition, self-image, and behavior - and those factors may very well match up with DSM criteria, but I try not to touch an actual diagnosis with a ten foot pole unless the author has explicitly stated that X character has Y condition.
#there's a variety of reasons for this#part of it is that im GROSSLY unqualified to be handing out diagnoses when it takes a full on PhD to do that in real life#part of it is that psychology is inchoate and we are still very much in murky waters#for example: complex ptsd isn't even IN the DSM yet#and iirc my therapist told me it was because theyre still figuring out how to classify it (attachment disorder? trauma disorder? etc.)#part of it is that (from my limited and undereducated understanding) there are diagnoses that you can assign by completing a checklist...#but some that require a hell of a lot more testing and ruling out other potential causes#and the cluster-b personalities are (IIRC) not even ones you're supposed to diagnose minors with#bc of fears of self fulfilling prophecy and because minors in general are still developing personalities In General#and like the fact that i can't say that with authority speaks to how unqualified i am to do any diagnosing right? hahaha#and part of it is just because like#unless the story is specifically About That and the author has stated so explicitly#i think diagnosing characters tends to put blinders on analysis#like if i were to seriously go 'eridan is autistic' then it would massively bias my reading and understanding of his character#and we have 0 indication that eridan was ever explicitly intended to be autistic or that the author was trying to do an autism specifically#that doesn't mean that the reading is invalid because like thats what death of the author means#all readings are technically valid including stuff the author didn't necessarily intend#but that's just not the way i like to engage with media and not the way i like to approach character analysis#because PERSONALLY it just feels kind of reductive - but also -#i'd wager MOST of us don't have degrees in psychology#so when i say 'X character has Y condition' it might mean something totally different to somebody reading my analysis#even people who have Y condition aren't exempt because a lot of mental illnesses differ from person to person#whereas if i explain “X character has Y thoughts and Z behaviors” there's no ambiguity in that#eridan struggles with noticing that people are suffering and with realizing that he should care#at least part of this is due to his horrific murder-filled upbringing which rendered empathy a detriment & so he learned to ignore it#it could be autism - but it could also be trauma -#or he might just be Like That without actually meeting the diagnostic criteria for autism#& you can't even technically be diagnosed with C-PTSD#or maybe he has a burgeoning personality disorder but you aren't supposed to DX those too early anyway#or maybe hes just 13. see what i mean hahaha. ive reached the 30 tag limit
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petrow1tch · 8 months ago
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They weren't lying, this psychological recovery journey got hands
#3rd month of taking antidepressants and knowing that There Is something majorly fucked up within me#i feel like im becoming normal bit by bit but also now my other problems become my aparent to me#i started to notice i have this childlike simplistic attitude towards wonder and relationships but also at the same time i understand the#severity of troubles around me on the level of burned out adult#but also it takes me from a week to several years to realize what people meant#and yet sometimes i get everything clearly#there are still ways to go#i still have to find a therapist#cuz psych diagnosed me with BPD; geberal anxiety disorder and ADHD and said i have autism signs that could explain the development of BPD#but all he can do is medical treatment which is not the kind you need for BPD and autism#im not saying you can treat autism but yeah he meant i need a psychotherapist for these instead of psychiatrist#i hope i can complete this mental health journey bcuz i feel like i finally got hit with all the weight of burnout i had all these years#i did some creative work in the august/early september but rn its all touching grass in real world and playing games#like i cook i help my family with chores i play fortnite i clean up my room i go out at 1am to look at the stars#all of my own volition without feeling like i need to push myself to do this#I'm scared that making art is not one of those things#i often have a thought that maybe art isnt really for me and in a perfect world i wouldnt do it#but then why am i so good at it#like...#petrotalk
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dykeza · 10 months ago
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Sso players when the game is updated by the people making the game who are paid to make the game
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raddestrose · 7 months ago
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Has anyone been told by their friends what anime or just character in general they say you are like
and you are just completely shocked or something
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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago
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Help complete the poem:
"I bear a heavy somethingnothing others seem to lack, they drift and frolic freely, no weight dragging at their backs. I keep with me my somethingnothing, nurturing the rot, as somethingnothing is my bones, it cannot be forgot. I long, I yearn, I try to swim, alas I never float, for there it is, the somethingnothing, tugging at my throat. Somedays I fear my somethingnothing is the whole of me, (now you pick the final line from choices below)
(context: In the game I'm making one of the characters you can talk to is some moody nervous exiled prince and in one quest you can help him with his writer's block on some of his poetry. This is one of the 'poems' (+ menu choice prompts) that I decided not to use in the game, but I thought it was kind of amusing on it's own and might would be fun to see the votes on)
#tumblr polls#polls#Being 'cruel' and choosing 'mean' options in games is a more popular discussion topic but I find cruelty kind of boring. what I actually#enjoy having are SILLY options. to slightly bother a character in a non serious way. Helping him with his poetry and he's like#''huh... what rhymes with 'creep'..?'' and you enthusiastically announce ''PLEEP!!'' and he goes ''-_-..............no...........''#Especially the characters like him who take themselves very very seriously.#Which is interesting since in real life I think I generally seem quite Serious - but I guess moreso in a practical sense. Like I'm a very#goal oriented efficiency focused analytical and meticulous person HOWEVER I also don't have a huge ego so I don't take MYSELF as#a concept very seriously - if that makes sense. I take life and my actions within life seriously. But I'm not like.. one of those people wh#lashes out over any percieved slight or will go into a full emotional drama spiral over someone looking at them weird. I guess that's what#I mean by 'take themselves seriously'. Characters that are like 'I WILL BE THE BEST MOST successful coolest person in all the land#and therefore will explode instantly if embarassed even a small amount because I cannot be seen looking UNCOOL as it goes against#my DEALTHY SERIOUS MISSION to be respected and seen as AWESOME by EVERYONE ALIVE!!' etc. lmao#Which the prince is not like that. But he is that way in kind of an artsy sense. Taking poetic expression VERY seriously. The type to#like sign up for a writing class and then at the very first even slightest tiniest critique the instructor gives him is like... running out#of the class tearfully.. 'YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY suffering my PAIN my DEEP PROSE how DARE you correct#my SPELLING ERRRROR!!!' (< said with a rrrroled r in some fancy exaggerated cartoon royal sounding accent)#So I think also with that context. Suggesting the poem (that he undoubetdly sees as the coolest most awesome deepest well written#thing on the planet) should end with a line like 'hee hee give me beans im hungry' is like... dealing an immense blow of psychic damage#Not that he hasn't genuinely suffered in his life still. I don't mean in an 'LOL sincereity is soo lame make fun of anyone who's emotional'#type of way. But more in a ... ''you up until a year ago were an extravagantly rich prince living a life of absolute luxury yet#continuously bemoan how horrible and miserable your life is in every way thus maybe occasionally knocking you down a peg by#annoying you slightly is necessary for your personal growth and ego development'' way lol
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cepheusgalaxy · 1 month ago
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[ID: A partially lined drawing of Aiden, a young thin person with short wavy hair, a tired expression, a pair of large wings and a left amputated arm. They wear a fancy outfit with small shorts and a frilled collar. End ID.]
does his fit make sense? noooop. do i care? evidently not lmao
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talesofsymphoniac · 2 months ago
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I'm not usually one for Discourse but I could be persuaded to dip my toe into Choir Discourse.
#mine#listen im an alto and were the WORST#the conductor will be visibly and obviously trying to boost morale right before a concert#and an alto will raise her and and go ummmm actually we're still really off on measure 67 can we do it one more time?#and spend the full lineup before a show talking about how much we suck#i was about to rank the parts but to be honest every part is the worst in its own way#sopranos in a beginning choir half the time arent real sopranos and just wanted to sing the melody#BUT later on it's not like they dont have the chops to sing harmonies#its just that they're used to it and wont accept that they cannot be hitting those high notes like that#like i have sympathy for sopranos cos singing high is a dangerous game when youre trying to blend#but no mercy for sopranos that dont even try#altos just take themselves too seriously is my hot take#we get it you think youre better than the sopranos cos youre singing harmony#youre not better than the conductor tho so stop trying to do their job!#tenors are like. well most of my expoure to tenor has been theater kids#they just think theyre hot shit#yknow. men in a very female heavy space develop a Vibe#basses are generally the most chill#but they suffer some of the issues sopranos have where they use have a low voice as a excuse not to like. sing#which i sympathize with cos singing in a higher range is scary sometimes buuuuut#cmon basses arent you in choir cos you like singing?#anyway these are my very silly unserious takes
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hiddenbeks · 3 months ago
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im getting obsessed w isabeau again which is a good thing bc i miss my evil horse girl... one of my oldest video game o cees... but its also a bad thing bc im still very much in the middle of my heidrun pt and continuing it is starting to feel like a chore. the urge to just rush through the main questline and be done with it grows ever stronger
#and i promised myself that i would do dawnguard as well this time. for the character development#like!!!! there's lots to think about. heidrun joining the dawnguard thinking she can redeem herself in stendarr's eyes#and also to avenge the vigilants bc she is sad & angry abt the ppl who raised her getting killed like that... even if they cast her out...#like maybe she always thought she could find a way to come back... make things right... but now she can't bc they're all deaddd#also like how does heidrun feel abt isran. i think she looks up to him at first... and then it gets a little more complicated#once heidrun slowly warms up to serana and sees how extreme isran is...#and then comes to realize how extreme some of stendarr's teachings are... etc...#i think she almost got there when she met sinding and helped him. but she wasn't ready to like. internalize it. apply it to herself#like yea sinding is cool he clearly has a good heart and is trying his best... not me tho im rotten and deserve divine punishment 😔🙏#oc: isabeau#oc: heidrun#but anyway. the character development is nice to think about. however. the dawnguard questline is tedious#from what i remember at least. i haven't touched it in ages#but i do remember that i hatedddd the soul cairn. the soul cairn is to me what the fade in dao is to many ppl...#yknow i love skyrim i wouldn't have kept playing it and returning to it all these years otherwise#but the endless 'go to place and kill x enemies/fetch y thing' quests do get tedious after a while. no matter how many neat mods u have#and after i've acquired the cool modded armors i wanted to acquire and chosen the neat modded perks i wanted#and played around with the modded spells i wanted to try out... the novelty wears off... and after that it's the same shit it's always been#i wonder if i should try out those really big overhauls like lotd or requiem..#but they're too invasive for my liking. they change too many things and it becomes a compatibility nightmare and i cbf to deal with that#idk. anyway.. we will meet again soon isabeau... wait for me.....
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puhpandas · 1 year ago
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I keep thinking about how on earth they would canonize ggy bc like. at this point if they have to sacrifice Gregory screentime of just him to make something we already know actually canon, I would rather just take the screentime, but on the other hand they have to canonize it if they want to do anything at all with that plotline, and that makes me wonder if theyll stick with it as canon in the games at all or just leave it as background knowledge if u read the book 😭
#like i love ggy just as much as the nezt person and go crazy at how canon it is but not yet#but also i like gregory a lot more and ggy isnt the only reason hes my favorite#gregory was my favorite for a whole year before ggy even came out#i want him as a person to be developed more than his ggy plot when we already know its real#but gregory himself desperately needs more time focused on his character to tell us more about him#maybe give some context to some of his decisions#best case scenario honestly is Gregory has a protagonist plotline where it showcases his character and relationships with others#as the game progresses naturally with dialogue and stuff (freddy and vanessa being his guides or something)#with the focus being saving cassie#but as the game reaches its climax gregory realises for some reason or another that apparently he was ggy and did all those things#and was the mimics fave#but its established he had amneisa before security breach so he didnt remember and still doesnt#he just knows he did it and has to deal#so it doesnt completely take over everything else about his character#and then whatever happens at the end of that game has cassie saved and joining 3 star#who GOT DEVELOPMENT in this hypothetical#like idk i want ggy to be canon but i dont want it to overtake gregory#yknow what i mean#it should be background to him not the other way around#vanessa and cassie already have that big main possession plotline#pandas.txt#tbh if they replace gregorys backstory with something equally interesting I'll be ok with no game ggy#we already have a whole book to mess around with i wouldn't mind it being a little au even tho i know it isnt#its VERY canon and ill 100% be alright and happy w game ggy#but im nervous for how they would establish it in a game if at all#with how much gregory needs screentime just as a character and if he'd need to wait even longer after a ggy reveal#thoughts#gregory
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connormoving · 4 months ago
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like obvs i cant ask How do i develop my personality ^_^ Id like to be an entire person with thoughts and feelings can someone tell me how to do this ^_^ like thats not how that works i just have to do it but its like i just dont have it like. i dont know why i dont have anything you know
#i dont really do anything i dont have anything im passionate abt i dont have plans for the future i feel like i genuinely dont have like.#a personality or a soul or like just. a Self that i am i dont have any of it . like if i try to think of something thats Me or somethjng#that describes me or somethjng that i enjoy like. i cant think of literally anything i feel like a blank slate#and its even worse when other people like. describe me or how they see me bc i like. I dont understand where they pick these things up about#me or if those thjngs are true and it just stresses me out bc i dont understand at all#idk... it doesnt matter rly i just. i rly rly wish it worked for me like i wish i knew who i was at all. whatever. lots of ws going on in#that one...#and its likeee. whenever i Try to have an interest in something it just feels disingenuous. i try to draw i try to be someone who draws and#like. i make things. but im not An artist j dont get like. satisfaction from it im not like Yes im doing art which is a hobby that i do. yk.#its nice when its done and i can look at it ig but its not like#idk. i play video games and i do it for a while and it keeps my attention and ig i get invested in some ways but its like. im not a Fan of#them im not like. thinking about them a ton or like. idk.#even when i read or watch something like. i can recognize when its good and i get invested sometimes ig but its more like. I am watching a#show so i need to keep watching until its done even if i like. like a character its just not like. idk its just not the same#i feel like everybody else is so passionate and they like. like things. and they know what they like and everything and it makes them happy#and i feel like im just perpetually tired and just. going. yk. idek what kind of clothes id want to wear if i was able to yk#i feel like i judt copy things and imitate i never like. i dont Develop at all
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