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hey so im actually a major twst fan idk if you guys knew
anyway small description of who this knock off Malleus mary sue is below the cut
my twst oc is named Helios Draconia, a runt who hatched before Malleus. After being passed up in favour of his brother, this sparked a fierce determination for Helios to prove himself as the better twin.
he was in Diasomnia until he transferred to Ignihyde and he's twisted from both Maleficent and the hydra from Hercules.
also he boy kisses Leona and my gf gave them the ship name "lionthorn" for their normal forms and “briarfang” for their obs
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland oc#twisted oc#leona kingscholar#helios draconia#leona x helios#lionthorn#oc x canon#shitty low effort post#cedar’s art tag he’ll use now#i love twst guys#more is to come#im in hyperfixation hell rn
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CRITICAL ROLE MEME
fave relationships: imogen & laudna
#critical role#critteredit#imodna#imogen temult#laudna#mine#critrolememe#hell yeah im back on my CR gif bullshit#i made this while i was supposed to be work sorry the hyperfixation is too much rn#im never finishing this meme but its an excuse deal with it
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On top of everything else that's happened in the last month or so
(girlfriend breaking up with me / me running off in the night w the friend I was supposed to be maid of honor with bc her (now ex) fiance came home drunk and scared us, while ofc we also both were in swimsuits and had like NO money or even shoes due to incredibly poor timing / Getting stuck in Dallas for TWO MONTHS longer than I meant to be due to bullshit work transfer systems (and admitedly my own inability to remember that deadlines exist) / that same friend going BACK to her shit boyfriend alone to a city 4 hours away from anyone she may call for help if things go wrong / me now no longer having a place in dallas to stay for these next 2 months bc I was SUPPOSED to stay with that friend but her bastard boyfriend doesn't want me in his house anymore bc he knows I'd tell his girlfriend to dump his ass)
I have now lost my fucking house keys.
Anyways I may or may not be way less active for a bit so this is the formal apology and explanation for that. Sorry guys, we are NOT going back to ur normally scheduled rapid fire ninja content as promised for like. A minute. Possibly. We'll see. Sometimes my own motivation wave surprises me.
Tbh it's my own fault for daring to become a fanfic author tbh. Should have known the "sorry I didn't update, my house burned down teehee <3" curse would come for my ass
#this blog will go bafk to normal eventually. as soon as I stop getting hit by bricks. and can think properly.#im going through a lot rn idk#no one look at me#chances are I will go back to normal soon but rn Im burnt out as hell and feeling it in my bones#the hyperfixation isnt healing me like it should#i wanna go back to chicago so bad oh my god#im staying in my parents house for now on my days off and it looks like ill have to do that for the next few months#but its the fucking worse bc that commute is like 2 fucking hours for me MINIMUM on a good day#Also I forgot how many fucking bugs live in this house and how much harder it is to convince myself to eat while living here#man.#sorry this has half turned into a vent post at this point#but also like. whatever. its my blog.#its also 1am and I get up to work in 3 hours. so.#yippie#the next 2 months are going to be wonderful for me.#im sure.#uhhhhh actual fic updates + my art commissions will probably continue as normal#mostly also bc I have hella shit half written already#i just may be quieter than usual on here / not post much au things#which have been slowing down anyways#coincidentally timing well with my girlfriend breaking up with me. but. yk.#happens to the best of us.#anyways stay tuned for fic updates but yeah fewer au posts and art probably#apology also to those sending me asks I really do want to answer#but fatigue and depression has placed its cold hands on the back of my neck which makes me hesitate to do much here#anyways.#birds rambles#should I tag this vent I feel like I should just in case someone has that tag blocked and wouldnt wanna see this#just in case#vent
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yk what i WILL share my old dragonfruit ship art from like 2 years ago lol. starting with these!! <3 (will share more later)
#pingdoobles#lego monkie kid#lmk dragonfruit#dragonfruit shipping#lmk mei#lmk red son#lmk fandom#lmk fanart#most of my LMK art was deleted off of my socials cause it got stolen a lot lol (my fault for not signing my art back then sigh)#kinda why i slowly faded out of the fandom and focused on lmk OC stuff with my mutuals (which was soo fun i miss it haha)#tho i have noticed some old mutuals rediscovering me in my dca fixation hell rn and im so very not sorry LOL#damn daycare attendants doing things to my poor heart#i admit i'm weak <3#but also the fnaf hyperfixation cycled back again it always does lol#cw bright colors#bright colors#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#<- juuust in case
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silly goofy edit i made in june happy sandstorm pride
#SORRY I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO POST IM GOING THROUGH HYPERFIXATION HELL AND COLLEGE RN#anywau tjsi is. deffo a thing that i made.#IPOSTED IT ON PINTEREST BUT WHATEVE TUMBLRINAS CAN GET BETTER QUALITY. or “better” quality iguess#ninjago#lego ninjago#cole ninjago#cole brookstone#morro ninjago#morro wu#sandstormshipping#sandstorm shipping#do itag tjis as art??????#kat art
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Well. given that im starting 2025 off strong with my mental financial and emotional health in the shitter... seems like a great time to download the dating apps again
#i would do what ive done in the past and resort to writing 100k+ of fanfic instead of thinking a personal thought but.#im going to be honest i dont even have the autistic hyperfixation energy for that rn#depression + constant physical exhaustion atm#hell of a combo#CJ's running mental dialogue
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Out of Time (~12K Words)
How the return of the Inferna Copula could have gone, if Jim had had some access to brain cells and that tidbit of information in season 3 had been integrated into the show. Or alternatively, if Angor Rot had been treated as the narrative foil to Jim that he actually was.
So I got into Trollhunters, and sure, I am biased, but I will die on the hill that Angor Rot's potential was wasted just to have an easy end of season villain. So I've put him in the soup, and 12K of this was born.
Tumblr exclusive note: Remember when I said I'm very normal about trollhunters? Yeah, this is what I've been up to since barely posting again for the past week <3
#post let luce#trollhunters#tales of arcadia#jim lake jr#angor rot#not tagging the rest they dont play big enough roles#my fic#rewrite/ universe alteration of season 1 episode 24#with minor season 3 spoilers#though this show is years old im just showing up late to the party with SOUP#i dont intend to abandon any other projects this is just where the hyperfixation is rn#and as my pinned post states#im making that my followers problem#severing hell's leash
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why are my anxiety & autism just getting worse and worse as time passes
#like when i was younger i wasnt this terrified of being judged/perceived#it was pretty easy for me to talk about anything & go on long rants or whatever#but now its like my brain just locks itself up whenever im a) not talking with my friends or b) not talking about my hyperfixation#& dont even get me started on verbal shutdowns… they barely happen but when they do its HELL#i feel like im failing miserably at being a Person#and most people my age just think im a freak so whenever i try communicating with them in any way its a failure#i pretty much have no choice but to talk to the same 2 people and self isolate from everyone else#aughhhhh#i know that one picture thats like “dont trust what yoy think about yourself after 9pm” but i really cant do it rn#vent kinda#yaps & bats
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Shout out to MHA for being the only thing to break me out of my almost year and a half long lotf intrest
#lord of the flies#lotf#my hero academia#mha#im not leaving the fandom dw im just hyperfixated on it rn#i love lotf but over a year of only be8ng able to think of it was kinda hell#</3
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hi i am not dead 👍
#i am SO sorry for the sudden long as fuck hiatus. the mental illness + constant stress events combo has been Something#i think im back now i think we're good . if i disappear again someone yell at me#at first i genuinely did just need a break bc the class i was taking required literally every waking moment to not fail#and after a few months of that i was like. very very dead#and i kept telling myself id be fine after that and uh. well!#i wonder if seaonal depression was a factor. never rly considered it but what the hell was that#part of it was also outside circumstances tho. that i have very little power in#and that mixed w my already suffering mental health means that i had zero energy to do literally anytging social#im sorry for all the birthdays ive missed :']#among other things thatve happened#i have been lurking for a good while but tthat was mostly just me liking posts as like a. hello i am here/i see whats going on rn#but i feel better now for the most part#activity might stay on tumblr for now tho. altho i have been wanting to properly set up my bsky#i have not looked at discord since the hiatus started but i know i have dms on there..#and i ahve a few on here#ill get to them when i can :')#as for what ive been up to. besides the mental illnessing#sonic hyperfixation 👍 ive played thru a lot of the games these past months to keep myself sane#not ythe movies. remembered the boycott and also have no interest in them knowing what the ppl who made them stand for#ive actually been working on a silly lil slideshow review thing for the games ive beaten#bc i havent been able to talk to literally anyone except my brother abt them. i NEED to yap or ill die#i have. so many thoughts. games good#the cats have also been a saving grace for me.. oh and the twins have grown a lot since ive last posted abt them#ill share pics of them later :] theyre vv silly. sunny is too per usual
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they running to each other
#haha im not normal#they're all i think about rn#hyperfixation go brrr#i dont even have a ship name for em cuz its literally just me here#i shipped them since i was like 14 yrs old man im 23 now#im always in rare pair hell#anyways imma disappear again#top cat#quick draw mcgraw
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literally spends all day thinking about him and somehow still ends up sighing wistfully at the end of the day and thinking to myself "i want to think about him more...."
#i need to be put down like a sick dog fhdjdkl the yearning is getting out of hand#not that yearning is cringe but just its TOO MUCH FOR MEEEE I CAN'T DEAL W THIS#i think i might be getting into hyperfixa- okay wait as i type that out... glances at sketchbook. yeah im just now realizing that somehow?#''hyperfixation territory'' is what i was going to say. screaming rn DHDJSKL cannot believe i didnt put two and two together#yall ever uhhhhh hyperfixate on ur fictional spouse? i need to go for a walk or smth omfg#like it feels like when i get into a new media interest and just. cannot think abt Anything else for a few months#I haven't actually had a hyperfixation in so long... forgot what it felt like omg this is hell fhfjdksl#i would like one ticket to Normalcy PLEASE. get me OUTTA HERE ‼️‼️#dandy.cmd
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but also character potential in Athetos having all the memories of friends that trace would have had if he weren't a clone...
"Do you think Hammond would still love me if she knew what I was?" (Love being platonic here and Trace referring to both how he's a clone and what Athetos has allegedly done
NODS NODS definitely some of the interesting beats that could be fleshed out. idk if its like axiom verge to say the things so plainly that way but very very interesting regardless
#its all so semi subtly interwoved through visua cues that kinda brings out the 'OH SHIT' realizations through slow and constant contemplatio#n#which made this morning like fresh hell at work i was having a 'OHHHHHH' moment like every 30 minutes and im kinda mentally fried and crank#bc of that now LOL#i mentioned it to my friends but ocne youve given me a good good mystery or interwoven 'puzzle' of sorts im gonna think myself sick#even if i want to take a break about thinking of implications and motifs and concepts of the self posited by the game#i get fixated to a painful degree and give myself migraines over it LOL#i think generally im just cranky rn but DONT GET ME WRONG! love thinking about it. its such a good story food for my little brain#i havent been able to get this invested in the implications and possible science behind a hyperfix in a very very VERY long time#i missed this stuff so so much#rambles#ask#anonymous
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Honestly, knowing this event is (presumably) ending on my birthday is already the best gift I could ever get
#negative#from a viewer perspective it’s been a mixed bag#the lines between rp abd cc’s just goofing around feel really weird a lot of the time tho#which is more a me issue ig- idk- I still don’t know how I feel about this all and conflicts and stuff- I’ll have to wait and see#just rly wish it didn’t happen in the middle of so many big personal arcs#the streams have mostly been fun- cuz I the streamers are making it fun#from a fandom perspective it’s been hell and I want to go back to how things were before this badly-#not even in a ‘annoying fans’ way but a ‘wow everyone seems upset all the time’ way#anyone remember Halloween? Halloween was fun….#im just tired and nervous that this is gonna be a Doomsday level event where everything’s gonna be miserable for awhile fandom wise#but like……. I am The Worrier so- lol-#idk……. might try to force myself to take a break tomorrow- just not feeling it rn#can’t even like indulge in hyperfixes or pre-purgatory lore stuff cuz my brain feels weird/bad about it#( not anyone’s fault- my brain is just like that lol )#idk……….. maybe I’ll feel better after I get a full nights rest after tomorrow#vent#at least the fanart is great
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i NEED to work on jack dlc again before i go insane
#its weird bc im no where close to a dt hyperfix rn im still stuck in hell with my current hyperfix#but i am Constantly thinking abt jack dlc rn for some reason. my silly guys they are coming home from war#im also thinking a lot about cei but thats an entirely different basket of fruit#dialogue#jack dlc
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yeah im gonna go back to sobbing
#Good omens#good omens crowley#good omens fanart#Im just putting whatever I can think of rn lol#why the hell did I have to get a new hyperfixation gosh darnit
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