#im writing this instead of doing assignments
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Sometimes you would look like heartbreak—trying to gather your spilled guts with bloody hands. Other times, you would give me hope the deranged world still hadn't rotted all the way through. sometimes it aches me to think of how much burden you're carrying, thinking that it's only a bit of sacrifice you're making in exchange for the glory you have sought for so long— not realising that it was always yours.
you bleed out, bruised and blue, thinking the red is what you owe—the loyalty to the god— not realising as the crimson spill, what remains is the pale white sheet of a man that doesn't know anything except the chanting prayers.
why? why you must be another name in list of sacrifices they offered just to satisfy their god ? when you're much more than that. you're the sun. don't burn out. don't bleed anymore on the cold white floor, the one won't even let a stain remain when it finishes draining you.
#lestappen#poetry ig#formula 1#f1#charles leclerc#max verstappen#1633#It could be seen as a max pov ig?#i was going to write my internal assignment but I wrote this instead#delayed Post race trauma made do it#im sorry for this
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writing the worlds most dogshit assignment to turn in tomorrow please god save me
#i made the fatal mistake of writing on something im actually passionate about so i fear 80% of it is just my insanity instead of actually#following the assignment#but i get to talk about carlos alonso AND guamán poma. woa#<- there is a non zero chance that neither of them qualify for what i have to do and im doing all this for nothign#chizitxt
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“They engineered a psychopath to kill you.” “Totally married her. I'd never have made it here alive without River Song.”
Sources: Let's Kill Hitler, Diary of River Song: My Dinner With Andrew, Closing Time, The Husbands of River Song, Diary of River Song: The Furies, Diary of River Song: Animal Instinct, The Ruby's Curse, Time of the Doctor
#I don't know if this makes sense but I'm having fun#this is not an attempt to assign meaning to 'psychopath' but to explore how river relates to the identifier in relation to her trauma#and obvs not trying to equate implications of what river does with kovarian- rather examine how the abuse shaped her#river song#doctor who#ive got so many ideas for these and im wasting my 'time off' making gifs instead of taking advantage of#the ability to ignore work emails to get done other massive work projects. oh well#you know what. since this is my second media set in a row ima start tagging them like so-#edits by seaweed#words by seaweed#madame kovarian#crispy!master#the master#I deliberately didnt include the psychopath lines from Picnic at Asgard bc im saving it for a set about River as a demiurge :D#oh and I'm saving 'my bespoke psychopath' for a possible yowzah post surrounding 'two psychopaths is too much for one tardis' line#is SO much easier to do this to express my thoughts than writing words. you don't even KNOW how many incoherent essays in my drafts#okay ima get back to work#and then sleep
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picking up whiskey and beer from the liquor store and god everything reminds me of them
#snap chats#even when im thinking of running into traffic i have to allot time to silly thinkings...#tis the only way to keep me from Not runnning into traffic#i aint even realize it til i left and now im forced to think of their lil bar date from 97 ajvELVKJEEE#i just thought about watching 97 tonight but like do i hate myself. christ. the cherik crumbs are almost worth it..#no instead ill be writing a paper about dying and then im going to spend the rest of my night playing rivals and drinking#maybe ill ask kayla to play rivals with me or something idk#lifes good if i let it be. ominous tag ramble finished i will now be Doing This Assignment BYE AEJVKLJAE
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community college is so funny because half of the teachers are like "For this class you need to use lockdown browser for all quizzes and tests. You need to buy this 70 dollar textbook, and all papers turned in must be in APA format with a title page even if they're only 500 words long. I will not accept late assignments. Also you have a minimum of 4 assignments a week." and the other half are like "you don't need proctoring for the final exam I trust you. here's a download link to a pirated copy of the textbook. as long as your writing is coherent and demonstrates an understanding of the material I literally could not care less what format you use. I can't figure out how canvas works so I'm not giving you due dates, just make sure it's turned in before the grading period ends. your only weekly assignment is a forum post with a minimum of 100 words."
#my favorite teacher so far is still the film history professor I had in my first semester.#he was very old and didn't understand how canvas worked at all and sometimes had trouble opening a video file#but simultaneously he was tech literate enough to recommend we use firefox with an ad blocker#because whenever someone missed class and was like 'where do i go to find the movie' he'd be like 'use an ad blocker and google it'#he said the school made him stop emailing links to free movie sites because people would open them on chrome with no ad block#and there'd be borderline malware on them. like this guy gave me the impression he was like. a veteran movie pirate lol.#that class had barely any assignments. like there wasn't a final exam or anything.#he just wanted us to write a paragraph or so answering a few questions about the movies we watched. it was chill.#and i also learned a lot actually. like i didn't know what a nickelodeon was before then. or the Hays Code.#the movies were genuinely good. i never thought Id be that into old black and white movies or westerns for example but they actually slapped#some of them had really mature themes and i definitely started to understand the people on this website who are like#'if the only media you consume is children's media you should maybe branch out instead of calling steven universe problematic'#because a lot of the movies we watched depicted very 'problematic' things and were able to directly address them because they are for adults#(to clarify I didn't just like kids media before then. i just mean that it introduced me to some older stuff i didn't think I'd like)#(but i ended up liking a lot. it also made me realize that movies made today are kind of shit. which i also already knew)#(but it put it more into perspective because I have more to compare it to)#im rambling now. community college is pretty swag i enjoy it. and i do get along with the teachers who have crazy requirements too lol.
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how the fuck did my english class manage to take a semi-positive stance on generative ai
#im actually so pissed about this rn#we were doing an assignment about ai and plagarism#and i was expecting a firmly anti-ai stance#cause yk. english class. writing.#and also schools are usually anti ai (at least from what iv experienced)#instead what i got told was that generative ai is alright to use so long as the teacher gives you permission and you cite it as a source#like???? no??????? its still not ethical to use????#youre an english teacher writing and literature is literally your whole thing how are you okay with generative ai?????#i was sitting there fuming the whole time#like i wrote out an entire paragraph explaining that generative ai is NOT in fact okay to use#yk on account of it stealing from writers and artists#and also being HORRIBLE for the environment#but i didnt get the chance to say that because the teacher didnt even open the discussion of the ethics of ai in general#just about what it was and what makes it constitute as plagiarism#which i find to be incredibly ironic given that ai literally plagiarises everything#ALSO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LETTING STUDENTS USE AI#SO LONG AS THEYRE “GIVEN PERMISSION” AND “CITE” IT LIKE ITS NOT THEIR WORK DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CITE IT OR NOT#ITS NOT THE SAME AS JUST GETTING SOURCES LIKE FOR A RESEARCH ESSAY#ITS STEALING#HOW THE FUCK IS THAT FAIR TO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY PUT IN THE EFFORT????#anti ai#fuck ai#stop ai#fuck ai everything#i hate ai
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sorry for posting a thing from art class but does anybody like the first page of the book for my project

#my doodles#sorry for bad picture i spend all my time in a dark room and im not used to putting the lights on#this isnt what i usually post but i think this is the best page i have from my art class project so far#sorry for posting something way different than usual but also im not really sorry at all because its my blog and i do what i want#however im like halfway with a new silly animation so maybe expect silly stuff again soon! im just busy with school#i do not like GCSEs#by the way. sorry about the smudged pen. that was an accident#luckily nobody actually reads the writing on this kinda stuff#there was this one time i wrote a joke poem on an assignment for art class instead of doing annotations and nobody cared#now im writing car seat headrest lyrics and copying out wikipefia articles instead of doing annotations#(i never know what to put for annotations)
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im signed up for an online english course with a professor who has actually some of the worst rate my professor reviews i have ever seen most of which talk about how she never replies to emails and/or didn’t start putting in grades until like the last two weeks of class and she’s currently refusing to even open the course until wednesday… head in hands
#the semester started today for reference#chesschats#the english chronicles#i tend to take english prof reviews w a grain of salt bc a lot of the time reading them im like this isn’t even that bad or i take the#class w them anyway and they’re literally perfectly fine or i even really like them. bc i am not a freshman or someone just taking it#for a gen ed and expecting to get an a out of it with zero time management skills or an understanding of basic academic writing#expectations lol. also just generally speaking it is always my easiest class of the semester so my perspective is a bit skewed. but i#don’t know abt this one folks i think i might actually be in trouble 💀#so anyway my plan was i’ll check out the course when it opens (bc most of the reviews ALSO talked abt how disorganized everything was and#how the rubrics weren’t clear on what assignments were supposed to actually be on?) and if it really looked that bad i would switch out#this english class for one on comics and graphic novels instead since they’re both async so might be a tad behind but altogether probably#no harm no foul since the deadline to switch out classes w no charge isn’t until friday#but um. this is not a good sign lol#i was actually initially planning on taking the comic/graphic novel one bc i missed this one (literature of american minorities) as an#option. but then i saw this and was like well the children’s lit class just had a unit on graphic novels and i don’t really feel like doing#more of that for an entire class rn. ALTHOUGH i will say i found out yesterday that maus and a memoir of allison bechdel are both on the#reading list which did almost tempt me to go back to it#but altogether i think this one would stretch my thinking and teach me more so ultimately decided on it. getting kinda 👀 abt it now though#particularly because this is a Hard semester for EEs it’s 11 credits of 12wk courses which is granted not as bad as most summer classes but#still accelerated and i have heard bad things abt two of those classes. and the async english courses are 6wk like do i really want to put#myself thru that on top of the near fulltime engineering course load… hm#and these are the only two english classes available for the summer at the 300-level (which i need for the minor) that aren’t centered on#teaching. except for another one on children’s lit but again just took a different one on children’s lit so don’t want that one either lmao
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hello my gay best friends
#i hav a day off today im so busy#i hav to write for uni my deadline for this assignment is tomorrow..................................#but i want to gif so ill do that instead and write tonight#i hav to write 1500 words of a close analysis i think i can do that in a couple hours no prob.right? fdkljg#mrow.org
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Store managers said even a few minutes overtime will be a write up
I'm calling bullshit
#i work in a fucking deli you think im getting everything i need cleaned in exactly 2 hours?#on a slow day yes bc guess what im not helping customers til 8#but on days like today where we have a sale? and are pretty busy??? fuck no#and! itd be so much easier if we could shut things down even just slightly early (even 30 min could help)#but nooooooo#wednesday when i close imma shut down one of the slicers at like fuckin. 5. (start earlier) cause thats what slows me down#after 8 when i gotta sharpen then clean them all on top of putting food away. collecting dishes. wiping down counters and scales#wiping glass. the wing bar. the whole bird case. sweep. spray the floor. scrub it. then push all the water into drains#or idk do very quick cleanings of the slicers. SOMETHING to speed it up by 8#if i somehow do get a write up im gonna call up my union rep and see if a literal few minutes overtime to finish cleaning is fine#bc its either a few minutes overtime or some shit don't get done (like my cook today didnt get to do her floors cause she was#cooking until 7 and it takes a while to clean the fryers on top of all the other dishes. machines. counters and WALLS. and the back floors!)#my coworkers have claimed the union does jack shit and maybe thats true. or. there is a chance they just werent fucking annoying about stuff#cause like. i get it the store doesnt wanna pay overtime. then it should give enough time for us to PROPERLY do our job#otherwise itll be half-assed and people will get written up for THAT instead#and id get it if theyre annoyed if youre like. 20+ minutes overtime#but fucking 5 minutes? or even just 1 (as manager warned/threatened)???? if i do get overtime for those minutes i guarantee its barely#anything considering i get paid 15.50 an hour#anyways. im pissed off. and skipping asl tomorrow even if i risk the administrative drop#im skipping the day of that deadline but my grades are decent (a B that I can turn to an A so long as I don't miss more assignments)#so im not too worried. if my professor asks i will say i was incredibly sore (true. my arm/shoulders/back/legs/feet hate me rn)#as well as exhausted (also true. i got home at 10:30 its currently 11 and im wound up so i definitely wont be getting to sleep for a while#and i dont fancy trying to do asl on like. 5 or less hours of sleep with a sleep-and-magnesium (i forgot to take the vitamin) deprived brain#anywho hope yall have a better night 👍#amber's shit you can ignore
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it’s me and these 2 cookies against the world
#💌#see i could go eat BUT im so fucking tired i think i would enter a food coma#speaking of being tired guys all nighters are not for the fucking weak#i’m gonna blame it on most of my assignments being writing based instead of memorization based though#bc i can write something over and over again and remember it just fine obv cos that doesn’t take much brain power#but i’m trying to work on an essay and like. girl. nothing about me is coherent#so i have decided to CHILL for tonight so like#expect your dashes to be spammed and your ao3 inboxes flooded#i think i’ve deserved it (contrary to popular belief. like ik i’ve been on here a lot lmaoo but i promise i am doing Things)#i just have three more hours to go
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Nine lines, nine people
i was tagged a couple times, by @scifimagpie, @guessillcallitart and @ashwithapen thank you and sorry for being late haha
ill be using Questionable decisions, as usual, since im literally writing it rn :)
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1, 2, 3, 4 seconds. Might just be her new record.
As she pulled away, that annoying face came into her view again. He was hard to see, as he was an all-black silhouette standing in a dark room, the only help being the flickering lights sometimes daring to lay on his suit’s edges and revealing where he was standing.
This time though, instead of a sabre at his side like always, there was a cane. A black piece of wood topped by what looked to be a...crow head… Inej blinked once; then blinked again. Nope, still a crow head. A silvery, angry, crow staring at her with those little bead eyes.
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tagging with no pressure @tea-and-mercury @holdmyteaplease @the-chaotic-writer @rickie-the-storyteller @the-stray-storyteller @floweryprosegarden @silviathebard @wrenofthewords @writing-with-sophia
#i have news!#both good and bad#good news is im slowly getting out of my writing slump#bad news is im doing it by writing instead of doing my assignments#im being very unprudoctive#how do you write itttt#unproductive#YES#thats the word
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Now with my end of year assignments looming seems like the perfect time to start that movie!au that's been sitting in the back of my brain since my annual horror movie marathon in October......
#ace writes sometimes#writing problems#sigh my motivation always hits at the worst times#do i have a statistics coding assignment im dreading? yes. so why not start a new wip insteading of doing it#literally trying to focus at work and my brain is giving me a play by play of the exposition
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aggghhhh, sorry i haven't been doing much (even though i've probably been doing more rn then i have last month but we ignore. that was cuzof finals, this is different) lately, i think one of my sibles hit me with that sickness blast and its just been agghhh. i have a ask on my bug blog that i just haven't done yet even tho i'm usually good at getting them done soon after i get them (cuz i love doing them) but i've just not had the energy to do anything exept think about sleep, awful, i wanna be a mostly functioning human again agghhh. might force myself to draw to bugs today so that i can post them tomorrow (is a bigger ask so i might just do one image instead of one and some extras but we will see, my brain wants me to sleepso bad but i don't wanna sleep the day away and waste one of my few break days, i only have 3 more after today T-T, ugh i hate school sometimes)
#rant#ramble#text post#not art#random#writing this in my delirium. sorry for typos. can't type normally but it's gotten a lot worse recently (ex. skipping letters or typing#completely different words instead. idk how it happens but it does) agghhh. just gonna work on my assigned readings and hope i obsorbe any#of it (not for school. was told by a friend to watch hlvrai and i've just finished that so now i'm figuring out what im supposed to watch#next for my required readings. currently watching hl2vr and it's kinda wild. might watch madoka magica next or yellow submarine. brains#fried agghhh.)#i guess thats my status update tho. need to add tags to my draft posts. gods. thats why i haven't been posting them. need to do that T-T#im so lazy agghhh#rant over lol
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cupid aj cupid aj cupid aj
#im still thinking about this au#i do not have the words in me to write it but she'll live in my head at least#but aj assigned as coras cupid to help her get the girl she loves and aj falls in love with cora instead#and purposely starts to mess up all the attempts and helping her cause she cant let cora fall in love with someone that isnt her#yes she Will risk her job/powers and her life to get the girl
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Told myself I would write this weekend and only managed 300 words </3 of course inspiration strikes me when I have 3 assignments due and class tomorrow....
#writing fanfic#writing struggles#the struggle is real#cannot wait till im free of the hell that is sunday night#Im definitely just going to write alll night instead of doing those assignments and immediately regret it in the morning#Spock from star trek the original series please save me#Another day in hell
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