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Someone drew pearl on a wall in the art building lol

#in class for the next hour and a half#we're doing self portraits again#i hate doing these because this is where me being self conscious gets in the way of my work#and i take my own shortcomings as an artist and turn that into distaste for how i look#not feeling good but thats because I've been working on the same draft for an hour lmao#once i get settled with it though that'll likely go away so just gotta get over that first hurdle lol#im debating whether or not to post it#as you might have noticed i took the last one down#i might not but I'm still thinking (TM)#''dawn pulls out random images from their gallery so they can use their blog as a pseudo diary'' moment#not rb
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
......sup
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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My. Class. Won't. Start. And it's been aFUCKING HOUR
#they always do thissa jfc they send us on break and all of a sudden everyone and their mother has questions about the hw#that just CANNOT WAIT until the end of the class#and i fucking can't like brother people who DON'T have questions are just stuck here#and then we have to stay extra time at the end of class so the teacher can talk about everything he had planned for that day#brother some people work after class. some have to go home to like 20 different chores to do and would appreciate an extra half hour for it#it drives me insane bc they aren't even efficient with it. it's not like it's an hour long bc 200 people go ask stuff#it's just like 20 guys that have a 10/20 minute conversation with the teacher about a specific exercise¿??#and maybe I'm just being a hater here but the times I've needed to ask shit i usually FIRST make sure my numbers are correct#and also that I'm not misunderstanding any theory#and then if it's still not working after many tries and i couldn't find help by any other means#(like someone who has solved a similar thing online and can give me some ideas 4 a different approach)#THEN i go to the teacher and tell them how I've been thinking about the problem and the entire convo usually just goes#'i'm doing this' 'hmmm actually i would think about ut this other way. pay more attention to this part' and then I LEAVE#i leave and i think about it all over again by myself i do not ask the teacher to solve every last bit for me for the next 10 minutes#and it's not like I'm against people asking theory questions bc like some shit IS hard to grasp and it's cool if u need it re explained to u#but it's like some of these people don't even TRY like... oh.. yk.. ACTUALLY STUDYING?#reviewing your notes and actually thinking about the problems for a minute b4 deciding u just can't solve it??#and honestly it would all be nice and good if they did that during the last hour of class bc then it wouldn't be my business anymore tbh#but it's fucking up my class time and now I'm hungry and fucking upset bc i can't leaveeeeeeee
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Hello everyone! This week and the first few days of next week are going to be particularly hellish for me ( ⌯᷄ ·̫ ⌯᷅ก )
I promise you that after next week, things will slow down once again and I'll be able to message everyone I've been putting off (。ŏ﹏ŏ)
#I've been averaging 2 hours of sleep a night for the past week and a half#I'm about to drop dead#my teachers told me though that after next week things will immediately calm down from there!#I'm keeping them to that#they all seem pretty sympathetic at least#but yeah#I'm sorry everyone!#very very sorry!#(... again)#I'm getting sick of school#but that's the finals week talking to me#i can't wait for summer break#I'll be the most responsive I've ever been ( ;∀;)#💬#📢#i promise i promise i promise i promise#i haven't forgotten anyone!#I'm not ignoring anyone!#i see you! i hear you! i love you!#but i have no time! no time at all!#3 exams and a quiz this Thursday#a 6 page paper that i need to write before Monday#a presentation i need to set up and present before Monday#another presentation this week#an exam and exam review and study guides that i need to fill out for math before Thursday (T_T)#more study guides to fill out this Thursday for biology#i have to read a chunk of my sociology textbook that i accidentally skipped over (that i need to re present)#all this week and next Monday#then! i need to put together a presentation for communications class! and a portfolio of the entire semester! which i don't have!#and i still need to set up my classes for summer and fall! but my advisor isn't getting back to me!
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How life feels when your hotel room in the high class district of Munich for basically the entire months of December, March, May and July got confirmed and you only have to pay €3 per day
#I'M FUCKING WINNING AT LIFE#i sent my enquiry 3 days ago and had applicant number 1015 with only 80 available spots for students fhshgd#it's near that huge outdoor concert venue so i might be able to listen for free from my room#i only sent an email to one other dorm (all girls and catholic tho i'm not catholic) but this is even better tbh#it's a half an hour walk away from the school and 45 minutes from the central train station#the other dorm would have been in an... interesting neighborhood next to the train station but this is so much better#feeling glamorous for staying in that high class district specifically. purr 💅🏻#mel talks
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this semester sucks major ass mostly because my schedule is so shit
#sometimes i have things to do so waiting three hours for my next class to start passes by quickly but today has been such a drag#ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.#i hope next time is not as bad#and before someone says jen just go home if i were you i would just go home#(and then come back) gas expensive. traffic. gas. also it'd be incredibly dangerous <- i just know half the time i wouldn't come back#well amongst other things. but yeah i hate tuesdays and thursdays!!!!!
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❝ Honestly, it is a shame only Rukia appreciates Wakame Ambassador. ❞
#a thousand petals dance pridefully | ic#i am sneaking on in between classes bc I am caught up on my homework#why not enjoy some time? I have a half hour before my next one#letsss goooooooo come bother bya
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can’t believe i have to work at my job during my work hours man
#i just want to write#i am sososo close to getting the next versipellis chapter done#but i wont have time to write until after my class after work today#which i am excited for but that means being patient until roughly 6 and a half hours from now#and i very much just want to write noww#eve rambles
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Liveblogging from mandatory resume workshop!: I need to be sedated
#I'm so freaking tired dude and I forgot I had to do this today#I've needed to cry for the last hour and a half but not a choice I suppose!#starting to realize that I've stumbled into the freshman dilemma again...are these people really my friends or do I just see them regularly#feel a great disconnect from the class I was most in love with at the beginning of the semester#don't have a relaxing weekend until the after the last day of classes#imposing myself on my acquaintances again because I just assume the world revolves around me#it didn't last weekend? my bad sorry for being annoying about it then. surely it will next weekend though!#___ remains an obligation albeit a fun one (but isn't everything)#& bless my acquaintances' hearts for trying to help me figure out my party planning but I'm not so sure I even want you guys there!#I'm actually getting nervous about this I feel like it could result in a judgmental affair...but only if x y and z are there!#mj has feelings
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so I'm a bit of a car buff. i do all my own servicing on my car and i've helped rebuild countless vehicles. i know the sound of a straight 6 engine better than the sound of my own name. i had to uber somewhere today and the car was a tesla and i have never understood magneto more.
the lack of vibrations from the power of the engine, the lack of weight from said engine that altered where the line of thrust was for said vehicle? I truly felt like erik, locked in that concrete prison cell unable to sense any kind of metal. it was actually very disorientating 🤣😅
now i cant stop thinking about erik reacting to electric/plastic panel cars.
hey so im in love with this ask i hope you know that
#fave#snap chats#hello everyone math test was easy as hell i get to hang out for like half an hour before my next class YAAAAY#BUT PLEASE THIS IS MY FAVORITE THING ON THE INTERNET: REALLY NICHE INSIGHT#thats so cool omg ..... also probably accurate as hell im YELLING#like how i imagine how uncomfortably 'quiet' it must be for charles when he cant use his powers#i can only imagine erik's weirdly 'numb' to everything around him when they barbie his ass#like he FEELS YEAH but there's a notable lack of that Extra sense#totally unrelated you guys remmber the wood gun mr fantastic had. sorry i think of it every now and then and giggle#anyways im so sorry you had to sit in a tesla thats punishment enough but thank you for your beautiful story and insight
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Good morning gamers!!! Hope you're all doing well this morning! As for me, I was thinking of maybe starting some YCH Halloween Commissions next month for the spooky season! :>
#pan rambles#They'll probably be in a Chibi style like other YCH Comms I've done#Plus I have some cute poses in mind! I think they'd be cute!#Side note#I got two classes today😔 Hopefully I can leave my second class a little early so I can catch my train so I can catch my bus-#The train is easy to wait for. It comes by often enough that I don't worry if I miss one#But my bus? I will either be waiting a whole half hour to 1 hour if I miss it#And respectfully. I don't wanna be alone when it's dark out so-#Crossing my fingers I'll be able to leave a bit early!#Anyways!#Halloween Commissions! Look Forward to those next month! :D#I'll probably do some for Christmas too but that's a few months away so I got more time to brainstorm on those
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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okay okay rough plan for the fic. if i dont stick to it feel free to shoot me
get a few words down each day pending time
2. have first 3+ chapters done by 1/29
3. post on like 2/1 or something
4. release a chapter maybe 1 a week, always stay a few chapters ahead!!!!!
5. yay!
#sodaramblestoomuch#i have finals next week week and therefore half days s i’ll have a lot of free time on my hands#i also have two classes where im not taking a final so that’s like two hours of free time (hooray!)#and ill be getting on myself about writing more often. even a few words a day is good; even better if it leads t something more#1-3 are mainly exposition but i’ll try to get the plot flowing in 2/3#that’s all i know about my fic rn#ive been thinking about it a lot
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human.(?)
#original art#vent art#I may have had a slight mental break from reading a lot of pointless data for a class#what 0 sleep does to a mf#if I have to see pubmed in the next half hour I swear to GOD#sketch practice#what is a man but a miserable pile of secrets#and meat#the meat is important
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i’m starting to question if i can handle (gestures vaguely at theater and classes) this
#i have a geology exam next week that i’m terrified for. i have a homework thing for theory due sunday i haven’t started#i have lines to memorize for acting. i have to stage a scene for our town. i have to read half a book a week for both english classes#and i lose 4 hours every day to rehearsal#talk
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i just need to make it to shabbat i just need to make it to shabbat i just need
#😵💫😵💫😵💫#short response due tmrw ; seminar presentation potentially tmrw WHICH I ONLY JUST REMEMBERED ; short seminar quiz to do before friday ;#latin club “homework” which im probably gonna tell my friend i cant continue w bc my weekly workload is already too overwhelming w 3 courses#+ i have to have by thrice yearly lunch w my evangelical godmother which means 3 hour convo half dedicated to getting me to abandon judaism#and half to getting me to repent my sinful homosexual ways and go back to being a nice straight girl#all of which is going to happen in public and she WILL tear up at multiple points of the conversation and it WILL be supremely awkward#when people inevitably start eavesdropping bc let's be real if i were at a cafe overhearing this convo i would be listening in too#and everyone's like 'ugh why dont you just tell her to fuck off' but im the only trans person and the only observant jew she has ever met#two groups against which she already has so many preconceived notions so like. idk it feels like my responsibility#as someone who knows her and who she acc cares about (vs a stranger) to try and give her a different perspective on these things ???#like if me being patient and calmly explaining why i transitioned/why i converted can stop her even slightly from sliding even further right#(and like she's Right Wing like covid denial right wing)#and if it might mean the next trans person or whtvr that she interacts with has it slightly easier then like. sure j can sit through#a couple irritating hours every few months#but its just suuuch a shit time for it like im meeting her thursday after class when i have a massive fucking assignment to hand in on sat#which FUCK gotta add that to the list#☞ annotated bibliography due saturday aka friday bc shabbos#okay okay. im done losing my mind in the notes 😵💫👍🏻#p.s.
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