#innerDee

[deebydanyelle]

Life has an interesting way of pushing us into our next chapter. I'm learning to embrace everything that forms that "push" because without it I probably would never move. So here's to pain and healing. Being scared and doing it anyway. Being uncomfortable but never stopping. Being vulnerable but using wisdom, making mistakes and walking like I've learned my lesson. Sleepless nights but RESTFUL ones too, especially after crying over a bowl of butter pecan ice cream lol. It's all worth it for a better ME! 🥂💪🏾🙏🏾👌🏾

~InnerDee😘

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[deebydanyelle]

Girl Talk!

Looking in the mirror the ONLY thing I see is literally nothing.....sure I'm here, I'm standing RIGHT here and still I can't see anything. I see my skin breaking out, I see ya girl is one cheeseburger away from bussing outta those jeans 🥴, I see this natural hair being left in 2019 but that's?....really?.....it???🤔. I'm guessing I'm suppose to stand here and yell out those "AFfIRmAtIoNs" lol🙄😂😒.....O wait how does it go again? "You is kind, you is smart, and you is important". No that's from a movie HA! Okay, I am beautiful. (But remember those flaws) I am strong. (But you always crying) I am a hard worker. (Finish that work on your desk yet?) I am healthy. (That's a reach but let's just go with it) I am not afraid. (Yea sure you're not) I am loved. (By who exactly?) I am enough. (Girl bye) okay and Blah blah blah you know the rest........🤭But what if I really am? Just because I feel ugly, fat, or less than, does that mean beauty is not available to ME?.........

~InnerDee😘

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[deebydanyelle]

Why am I unWorthy?

*sigh....So, this is me. Sitting here yet another day feeling unworthy. Of what you ask? GREAT I’LL NAME IT!

Love

Beauty

Kind thoughts

Friends

That’s just to name a few, also to give you an idea of where I’m going with this. Stay with me people ☝🏾. Granite I’m not perfect but why is this feeling so consistent? Do I not have ONE kind thought to think of myself? Is there really NO reason to LOVE me? Not one thing beautiful about me? Inside or out? Am I that horrible of a person I can’t be or have true friends?........then why do I even exist?🙄🤔 surely it’s not to go through everyday waking up fighting this feeling until I finally make it to 5:00, just to rush home to smoother my feelings in food and Netflix. I just want to experience true self love, I HAVE to believe I’m beautiful, I need to show myself friendly so that I can establish new and genuine friendships, and for the love of Christ Denesha it wouldn’t kill you to think something kind about YOU for once!!🙄 I’m so done with myself lol....HA! there’s one thing! I honestly think I’m a comedy show lol like seriously you don’t know what you’re missing lol I am FONEY MMKAY!! Lol (that’s funny, spelt like honey) 😂😂🤷🏾‍♀️😂😌......Thank you! Thank you! I’m here all night!! 😂✌🏾

~InnerDee❤️

[deebydanyelle]

Wait. What?🤔

Often times going through my break up from a "so-called" almost 10 year relationship people around me would often find themselves comforting me (or so they THOUGHT) by saying "Girl I know he looks happy but he ain't happy" or "Well thank God it's over, let somebody else deal with his lies and cheating", O and I dare not forget the NUMEROUS "Well didn't we tell you a long time ago he didn't want you"......the only thing that went through my mind when I heard these comments were two words...”Wait. What?”.Am I suppose to take joy in the fact that he may not actually be happy in his new found relationship? Or was it suppose to soothe my heart that there’s finally another girl falling victim to his lies and greed? O no I get it, because here’s the most hurtful of them all. Face the fact that he just....didn’t...want...YOU.......Wait. What? 🤔

~InnerDee