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In retrospect, and just thinking to myself, it’s silly to me that I can’t be kind to myself or see the good in myself unless I am pretending to look at myself through the lens of a fictional character.
Like I should be kind to myself regardless.
And yes yes I know baby steps. And it’s progress yes yes it’s just sad to think about in the grand scheme of things.
Like damn what did I take in and hold on to for so long that now debilitates me from showing an ounce of kindness to myself?
#I mean I know what it all is#is just blahh#like looking at the goal and feeling like you’re not getting closer even though you actually are#blahhhh sorry the nightmares make me overthinky
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Circe moodboard. Yeah that’s all folks
#sfw agere#sfw age dreamer#sfw age regression#sfw little blog#agere moodboard#Circe agere#epic the musical agere#fandom agere#got lazy with this one but blahh#art in the middle once again gigis. I’m just not @ing
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evil herobrine is just as fun as sad misunderstood lonely herobrine. the minecraft community is just stuck in 2020 where if you are mean to anyone ever (including fictional characters) you are ‘problematic’
#minecraft#mineblr#herobrine#i’m not even saying that to be like#ohhh youre too woke blahh blahhh#i dont really care it just gets a bit old man.#herobrine minecraft
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more sketchbook (and an insert i made for my sdcc badge bc the image on it this yr is boring)
#art#my art#maynard james keenan#tool#tool band#blahh also hi yes im at sdcc having fun (just sat in line for 5 hours for panels)#ok watching panels now bye
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life is strange 1 told a story where a mistreated, messed up, young punk lesbian deserved to live. a story where she was loved
life is strange "double exposure" tells you that she was better off dead, erases her lesbianism and turns her into a sexist stereotype, and there are people wondering why we're upset about the game
#chloe price#vent#“blahh it's realistic” IT'S NOT EVEN IN CHARACTER#also can you just let us have this ONE THING#real life is already realistic and terrible. I'm already 98% I'm going to die alone. lis1 was a story of hope#I just wanted to keep that tiny bit of fucking hope#not to mention the game looks like shit. the journals max's design etc. I'm failing to see any love put into this at all#it's a cash grab. It attempts to delegitimize the work of the original writers and ashly burch. I hope it crashes and burns
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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways
#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point#but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic#the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own#(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write#2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die#i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick#but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around#without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn#such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing#which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence#when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe#and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude#like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it#i just#blahh#the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one
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mannn i want a quality new fiction podcast to get hooked on
#i’m probably a little too picky but i’ve dropped a lot of pretty popular ones for mediocre acting#(takes me out of it)#(pretty sure that’s what happened with kalila. penumbra. bright sessions. 🤔 & so on)#(i think i dropped hallowoods for this reason too? or it felt too much like a wtnv copy or smth?)#i guess i could check whatever qcode’s most recent show is but 🤷#liiike i’d be down for the sort of wlw dark fantasy fun of smth like Mabel (without getting too deconstructed and blahh like they did)#and even tho i like old gods of appalachia silt verses malevolent etc—#they can kind of bum me out a lot?#(and there are a good number of shows like that)#red valley#red valley tho. love you.#it’s hard to find ones i click with so much#often just end up relistening to hftmt or dndads but those are more riffing than story. Or uhh good tma episodes sometimes.#and OLD old radio dramas#still i hunger. lol.#chatter tag
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feeling like im being driven to my execution (its a drs appointment)
#p#also thats a little dramatic but i do hate them so much#i was feelin like well ill be uncomfortable n miserable but its not the end of the world#buuuut then i remembered (TMI AHEAD U HAVE BEEN WARNED)#that last month ish when i was here for an actual concern (n agreed to this physical bleh)#i was told im overdue for another pap smear n like they cant force me into it ofc but i know its smart to do it#cuz i already have lots of anxieties abt what if i secretly have some disease or condition n im gonna die blah blah blahh#but last time it was so awful n i was like crying thru it cuz of the pain which. isnt normal#googling it afterwards i found ppl saying stuff like 'it might be weird n uncomfortable but not too bad'#so i was like well ok thats just me then i guess :/#n anyway i def think i have that condition called w/e cuz ive never been able to do any kind of like. anything in there#not like day to day its a huge deal but for this its not too fortunate :/#so long story short i remembered ill have to decide if ill let them do it again at this appt#n i was reading abt the process again n then uh oh crying -_-#omw now n idk what ill do tbh. def wanna say no but also idk i shld be responsible or smth#dies instead.#n anyway even if its just the super basic physical theyre gonna do ill still wanna become an incorporeal entity thing#hate it hereeeee (body)#its a PA im seeing who i remember being nice some other time i saw her so theres that at least#theyre gonna wanna weigh me tho i forgot that too jeez#i said no last time but idk. kms
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sometimes i feel like an outcast among outcasts and it's absolutely crazy lmao im already autistic and generally socially disliked among non autistic people why the hell do i have to feel this way around the people that Should in theory understand me most
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I am so genuinely giddy about a Golden Child comeback too though and I canny believe I almost missed it but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the song is good and the vibes are dark and emotional and they just do that so well???????? this more mature sound from them is everything and the MV has some genuinely gorgeous moments, I missed them
#[ ramblings ]#golden#apart from SHINee I have honestly felt so blahh about most kpop at the moment it's just all so same-y and there's so many new groups#and they're all so young still and it's all kinda weird and I was literally thinking the other day how I missed Golden Child so much and#now they're back!!!!!!!!! and sungyoon sweetie I miss your vocals but the song is still gorgeous
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Spadille & albert dont have a ship name bc every combination of their names sounds wacko
#aldille. spadbert. ????? i mean tbh... my fault for giving my ocs sonically terrible names#blab#i should just give them a boring tag like i do for laf & dmitri. blahh
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personally i think it's stupid that there's now a significant amount of ppl who genuinely do see kira as their new god. i liked it better when it was just light being delusional
#idk im sure there's something to be said about the purpose of that as well but. eh#it just feels like it's indulging him/proving him right#also again it seems like this ramped up over that 5 year time skip which is another reason why i think it feels off#like. i didnt get to see any of that. sure there were people who sympathized with kira before but it was a much more underground kind of#thing. going from that to guy on tv publicly building like a monument to kira or whatever with no build up just feels. bleh#if ur gonna go that route AT LEAST LET ME SEE IT HAPPEN#serena.txt#death note posting#i dont like being so negative but blahh whatever
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i can't with this fucking show
#UGHHHH THIS IS THE LAST SEASON#AND I WANNA SEE THE END#but oh my god#i've HAD IT with these cheating plots#like they got annoying after season one#and i forgave it in season 3 because it got resolved quick#but my lord they just never let it go#yes i get it he doesn't actually give a shit about these women#he loses interest when he can't be their white knight blah blah blahh can we PLEASE find a new way to show this#💔#not gonna tag the show for obvious reasons but#god i'm so pissed#rant
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my friend said "it feels like you have tech week every two weeks" and yeah 💔 it really does 💔
#i go to an arts school and im on stage crew#so we have shows all the time#blahh#i love it tho im just so tired
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nevermind, i'm taking a break from this save to build & play in the Paraseeker save!! i started playing just then and realized how tired i was at the prospect of more kids and keeping track of/making over extended family as they aged up and got stressed asf LMAO
#so here's a cute screenie of Carina and Eugene !!#i love them sm#the good thing abt Paraseeker is that aging is off for everyone and i can just enjoy the chapters in the moment :)#with legacy challenges you gotta move on at some point and i get stressed thinking about the above once i've done it for too long at once y#so it'll be good to take a break#tbh i rely wanna play venessa or nsb2 but venessa's house won't load and i'm too blahh to fix that#and with nsb2 sarai lives in a residential rental so i'm scared of that bug lmao. so i shall build my strip mall instead :)#and update newcrest with businesses and hobbies. i already had a bunch of multi-business lots#now i have to turn a few of the feasible ones into businesses and set up owners#bee.txt#save: inmp#sim: carina#sim: eugene
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need to figure out how to sleep better...
#i guess the trick last night was to cry until i exhausted myself and then play stupid phone game until passed out#and i feel like that is not a sustainable sleep method... neither is taking an allergy pill every night#my eating habits also suck so there is no winning with this body.. hate it so much#i guess everything is just going to be hard for a while blahh
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