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How does AO3 work? cause I can’t figure out how everyone else who has stories on it do it the way they do it- maybe it’s a device thing, because mines on phone and theirs probably aren’t.-
to post, I write on a separate writing software (something like dropbox or google docs) and then use my laptop to upload a new chapter. it's a little difficult to explain in text how I do that so, I'm sorry !
I read on mobile, it's kinda hard to post from there to be honest.
#stories of the forgotten demigods#ao3 help#ao3#pjo#ao3 stuff#how to use ao3#we need a guide on that#tbh#it can be hard to use ngl#the tagging system is so intricate it scares me sometimes lmao
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A little zine about how I (still) have trouble saying the word aromantic.
I've never made a zine before! I was inspired to try it because @queerliblib mentioned a zine making night in an email. That hasn't happened yet - its on June 26th - but once I had the idea, I couldn't wait, lol. It was nice to put something down on paper and have the finished product to hold onto.
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Page 1: Three tiny speech bubbles say: "Do you have a bf? Do you like anyone? What's your type?" A big speech bubble says, "Oh, I don't date." The big speech bubble comes from a heart colored like the aromantic flag.
Page 2 says: I could say: "Actually, I'm... ...aromantic." ...aro." ...aromantic asexual." ...aroace."
Page 3 says: But there are a few problems:
aromantic: Has been misheard as "A Romantic".
aro: Opaque if you don't already know the term.
aromantic asexual: A mouthful! And sounds...scientific?
aroace: shares The Big Problem: it may require a vocabulary lesson!
Page 4 says: It doesn't actually come up too often! Which is fine. My coworkers, my neighbors, and strangers don't need to know I'm aroace. I just wish I could say it sincerely when I do want someone to know.
Page 5 says: I always have to smile - laugh - hedge. "Oh, well, actually, I'm kind of like, aromantic? Basically just not interested."
It's been more than 8 years since the first time I said it out loud! I'm certain of it, but I still can't say it like I mean it!
Page 6 says: The most memorable time I said "I don't date" the guy I was talking to asked "Oh are you asexual?" and I said "Yeah, actually. And aromantic." And we moved on.
That was nice.
Page 7 says:
The times I've lead with "I'm aromantic" -- well, there's only one I really remember:
"I didn't use to think that was a real thing."
Other than that time -- even if I use the word, I always explain what it means first!
Page 8 says: I just hope that one day I'll feel like I can say, simply, confidently: "I'm aromantic" and "I'm aroace."
The words "I'm aromantic" are big and dark green, the color of the top stripe of the aromantic flag. The words "I'm aroace" are big and bright orange, the color of the top stripe of the aroace flag. Three hearts below the words are colored to look like the aromantic, aroace, and asexual flags.
#aromantic#aroace#aromantic asexual#zine#my writing#i realized today I don't own any pencils. there is some white out on page 7 idk if you can see it in the scan though#i did two and a half drafts. its hard to figure out what to say in just 8 pages!#and when I got the markers out today I did not want to do it again#so some of the spacing could be better but anyway I'm happy to have made something :)#i really could write whole paragraphs explaining what I'm trying to say here. I don't really want to though#i just realized i didn't use the word 'casual' at all. huh#page 7 was initially a lot longer but the other details aren't relevant. I hope the idea gets across clearly.#anyway yeah one of the ideas i had was to get into why i act and feel this way. but that needs more than 8 pages#some of it is justified. some of it is just me#anyway curious to know if anyone else feels the same#huh i guess i didn't really describe how i feel either - just what I do#there's actually. so much here. i should write a post or a journal entry or something instead of making these tags longer#might be able to do a better zine about it if i really knew what 'it' was lol because its a lot of emotions and a lot of factors#ngl its a little hard to say out loud in the privacy of my own room. that's weird right??#happy pride month everybody
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Viago 📢 De 📢 Riva 📢
#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#viago de riva#dragon age the veilguard#datv#da4#daedit#datvedit#dragonageedit#gamingedit#veilguard#da: the veilguard#antivan crows#my gifs#my gifs: datv#did you know that viago is fifth talon bc he can kill with a look alone#i tried my best not to use this 🧎♀️ emoji here. which ngl is really hard for me bc it's like a reflex at this point#someone: viago. me: 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️
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being a writer is just thinking that anything and everything is great writing material. people watching while you wait for your bus? writing material. experiencing something that's gonna scar you for life? writing material. getting chased by chickens and running for your life? writing material.
#one time in the middle of an anxiety attack i was like#“hey thats a new feeling i should use this metaphor in my next chapter”#and ngl that helped me calm down bc i was so focused on trying to describe my pain that i forgot about it lmao#ive also lived a chaotic life and gotten into a lot of hilarious situations so yee#writing#writing memes#memes#funny#writers on tumblr#writers on ao3#anything can be writing material if you try hard enough#myrambles
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Jesser study... Very quick
#so hard to get his face right but when i use refs is much easier#hyping myself up to do some fanart of a fic ive been living for...#wish i had more time/energy/motovation to do more but its so hard#work is busy rn and i rarely get time alone. and when i do its away from home so can only use procreate. which i hate#and im ngl i am always. fucking. tired. right now#like every day whether i get 4 hours or 11 hours of sleep i feel the same#which is so fucking annoying!!!#anyways#rant over#fanart#art#jesse pinkman#brba#breaking bad
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Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!
ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD

i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):
She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.
#six the musical#six the musical fanart#six the musical araleyn#araleyn#araleyn fanart#i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags#ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom#catherine of aragon#catalina de aragon#anne boleyn#today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty...#what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy#well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness#not trek#yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know#and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after#though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle#... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah?#but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit#ill be self indulgent <33#also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah#but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again#dust writes#so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO#really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm#...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study#in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops.#sapphic#pride month#dust talks
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*drops this and runs* I blame @mniqqss for everything
#costume too small :( (Korai bought the wrong size on purpose)#this was very fun to draw ngl#can you tell that it's a stethoscope specifically used by vets#hirugami sachirou#haikyuu#hq fanart#haikyuu fanart#my art#haikyuu hirugami#guys im so gay#hiruhoshi#if you squint real hard because of the bracelet#arts antics
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my current vibes-based deltarune theory is that we aren’t kris’ soul like literally. we were another human’s soul, the one you design at the beginning of chapter one, or at least we were meant to be. but something happened and now we’re with kris. and they hate it.
#deltarune#feel free to find proof for or against like this is purely vibes based atm and not fully thought out At All.#ps: in one of the final chapters like. the penultimate one maybe. we’ll come across what remains of the human we made in either some kind o#foreshadowing of what will happen to kris without a human soul or as a further hint at the story and what the knight’s plan has been#and half of us will forget that that’s who we made lmao.#no but for real i probably shouldn’t have posted this yet i haven’t figured out what i’m pulling this theory from even lol#like that’s why we can still name our save file even if we play as a named character. we control kris because their thoughts and goals don’#match with ours because we literally aren’t them they have their own unique will separate from ours but they do still need a human soul#obviously even if we haven’t been told outright what it does for them aside from being able to enter a dark world. it does look harder and#more painful to move about without a soul ngl.#but the big element i’m missing is what happened to kris’ soul? why/who removed it? where did they get us? did they get us or were we force#onto them by somebody else? did they remove their own soul like they rip us out of them all the time or did somebody take it from them?#do they want their soul back?#these are the questions i should have answered before posting this but it would require me to replay the chapters again with a theory hat o#and i’m too casual for that lmao.#like maybe kris removed their soul when they were younger to try and have a monster soul like. at the same time they were wearing monster#horns. that’s a fun angsty plot but it’s more textually backed that the soul was removed shortly after susie moved to town#considering she’s never noticed kris to be different. and the sleeping in and withdrawn-ness could either have started because kris had#no soul or because kris had just gotten a new soul and it’s hard to adjust idk i’m just spitballing here.#if i’m right though and kris’ soul does appear in later chapters i Will be reblogging fanart or the little hearts making out sloppy style
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i might end up with a kid said kid being my niece because of reasons my mom is only allowed to take her if she and her fiancé live separately (he didn't do anything like super bad his oldest was taken from her mom and their attempts to contact him failed so he lost custody) which they really can't afford to do
so now im getting a background check done to see if i can (which i would be shocked if i failed it because my life is boring and I've never done anything in my life) the only negative is unlike mom i live across state lines which means it could be alot longer of a process but at the same time it's kind of the only option that we can come up with for getting her back with family who already know and love her
#using tumblr as a diary again#i love sharing random hard to track facts about my life that no one cares about#oversharing is fun#or at least therapeutic#because i am already a little stressed out ngl#the idea of having a kid is scary i don't have any of those :c#but it's also a kid that's already like 7 and im already super attached too#and id rather suck it up and take care of her again over letting her just live with strangers for however long#i hate that living in another state matters#it's like 30 minutes away#like i get why it does but aaaaaaaaaa#its making things harder then they need to be#maybe i should just move to the right state#maybe ill ask the worker if thats a good or bad idea#what if it would end up being around the same because of some like 'have to live somewhere for like six months to be considered stable'#or something#i think im losing it a little#like moving would be annoying but id go for it if i have to if its a 'it could take a year' vs 'it could be a month'#it might be worth it#other then having to actually find a place thats#like not super expensive but also in good enough shape to not immediately fail the inspection they would do#also preferably close enough to where i am now so i can keep the same job#it would suck to drive longer to get to work#but i think keeping the same job for at least a few months would make the transition a lot easier for me
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Art for @echoshunsnarcissus 's fic Skyward Symphonies. I heard you were working on the next chapter 0:) please use this as more motivation!
Alternate versions under cut!
#kuroshitsuji#black butler#黒執事#my art#fic fanart#sebastian michaelis#Skyward Symphonies#i have. so many things to say. if you opened the tags bless your heart.#number one. please acknowledge how hot and sexy that violin is. and gorgeous the shading on his knees are. i worked hardest on those#secondly. please notice the vast difference in the style between this post and my last one.#this is due to giving a shit about the stuff i make for others#thirdly. he doesn't give up much for his hands back. he just adopts a kid tbh#i use these tags as a diary ngl#originally this artwork was going to be monochromatic so i could get better at distinguishing values. but. i didnt do that 0:)#thus the monochromatic images below#the flower in his breastpocket is blue because his son... made it for him??? idk. ciel is blue. i had to include him#if you guys want sebagni art feel free to request it. it will take 3-4 business weeks to get it. but you MIGHT inspire me#i prefer more dynamic poses. something mid motion (which is why i struggled so hard with the last post)#just in case you care what im more likely to pick#i can. draw other things. but i like sebagni a lot rn.#even though i dont even like sebastian#is that wrong to admit? that if he were an ant i would crush him beneath the heel of my boot. that i would slam him with a brick that I wou#is this perfect phone background sized? it looks like it would be
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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When an artist so cool you wanna kill someone
#☀︎ yappity yap#yk sometimes i think i could too but ngl it feels like it's kind of a lot of effort to actually learn how to draw#and lowkey i just wanna draw for fun bc drawing seems hard#but also it seems tempting to actually try so i can be more happy with my drawings#i have no idea how perspective or anatomy works and i really really want to learn but it seems hard#plus it's a lot “easier” to draw digitally because it's easier to use resources that way#but it's actually kinda hard for me to draw digitally because i'm using a phone and my finger#i also just wanna actually spend some time looking at the art of people i look up to and actually like spend time studying/“copying” it#but again like#that takes time and effort#i've already lowkey accidentally implemented a lot of stylistic things from other artists into my style#but i feel like to get better i need to like#actually learn how to be better#and not like#just do things that look better#like i need to actually develop the base of art#like anatomy (FUCK) and perspective (SHIT)#no not shading i hate shading i hate colouring my art i would never shade ^^ /silly#lowkey a rant i just REALLY WANT TO DRAW GOOD BUT I JUST CAN'T#I NEED MY FRIENDS AND MUTUALS/FOLLOWERS TO MOTIVATE ME OR SMTH
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Sarah! If Castiel were to pick any 3 animals or plants he could possess [we know it's hypothetical because he can't actually, as he needs permission], which would he choose and why?
First of all: a honeybee. Duh. They're his favorite animals, and he likes the matriarchy of a hive and how everything works perfectly together. It reminds him of the Heavenly Host (if the Host wasn't a fucked-up piece of shit system). Plus, the importance of bees as pollinators for most of humanity's food resources? Yeah. Castiel wants to feel like he is needed. Like he can help. He wants to prove that he isn't useless.
Then I think he'd pick an African elephant. Again: the matriarchal structure and that tight-knit family is something he appreciates and longs for. Also, he thinks the trunks are very handy, and their form of communication through vibrations is extraordinary.
And lastly, Cas would pick an octopus. Why? Mainly because he thinks they're cool and interesting-looking (vs. humans, for example). They have 8 arms, which can perform separate tasks simultaneously! That's so much better than two arms. Also, they are masters of camouflage and can change not only their color but also the brightness and patterns. Then they can release a squirt of ink to escape danger, and they are venomous. Honestly, what's not cool about octopi? Chuck did an excellent job here.
#cainevesson#( ooc )#( heacanon )#(ngl Ava this forced me to really use my brain lmao)#(bee was easy but the other two were hard)#(also can u tell Cas is a big supporter of matriarchy?)
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do people like. actually enjoy reading fics with caricaturised antagonists. and this isnt even just abt jiang cheng ive seen it done with jgy, wen ruohan, jgs, even lan xichen isn't immune to it. im talking like, spewing the most senseless stuff that barely even makes logical sense to them in the context of the fic, let alone in canon. it's so?? weird to read?? u can just like, have a regular antagonist you know. they don't have to have outlandishly evil speeches or monologues or plans. they can just like, be a dick.
#eve speaks#does this make sense#idk#i dnfed a fic that i enjoyed about 60% of right at the end bc of this#like the caricaturisation of one of the characters was just.. weird? and out of place?#the setup wasn't even that outlandishly evil its just like in the last chapter or two they decided that#the characters involved all took the worst bad faith interpretation of the situation THAT EVERYONE CONSENTED TO#THE FULL SITUATION EVEN. THEY ALL BARGAINED AND CONSENTED TO. BASICALLY THE WHOLE SITUATION.#and then made one of them outlandishly dickish about it /for no reason/#im not going to say what fic im not putting it on blast#again i also enjoyed a lot of it#except the strange emphasis on. well. talisman use emulating modern technology. that one always bothers me ngl but i can look past it#also it kinda lost me at other stuff i think it wanted to be three different stories and lost cohesion#like i dont CARE if you want to make one of the characters cartoonishly bad#but at least make it make sense?????#surely that's not too hard??
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hazuki is a wild character (at least to me) in the sense that he was in literally only 2 scenes, one of which very short, and he feels so insanely important to the plot in a way where i desperately want to write about him but we have so very little info that i feel as though i am scraping up bread crumbs that are crushed into the earth for a semblance of something to work with
#zircon rambles#twewy#neo twewy#hazuki mikagi#aka i accidentally made him a big part of testplayer and i am suffering for it#the AMOUNT OF NOTES i have on this man#i literally fuckin#re-translated a couple parts of neo *myself* using Japanese i have not studied for *years*#having to rely on my poor listening skills and literally write down what i hear from the voice lines for one of them#Because i dont have the japanese script of the game#Just to try and understand this stupid bitch from every angle#Not that i dont trust the localization i just was like#'I gotta dig into the original too so i can see if that gives me better insight'#im like going insane send help#the way testplayer has 60 pages of canon cited notes alone... hazuki is like. 3 of those pages. At least. Maybe 5#the fic itself is over 90k words now#i have not worked this hard on a project in so long its kind of cathartic im ngl
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some kc glows and co in these trying times
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox v9#kc glow#asap bee#blue gt#i think this is the first time i drew blue ngl#he’s stylish :)#anyway kc i love you my little creecher#i wish people drew more official fanart#people can post what they want tho don’t feel forced by me#i’m writing another fic and it centers around him :)#it will take a while tho ;A; i am a slow writer as i’ve said#i’m proud of the kc and bee drawing cause normally is hard to draw people walking#drawing at least 20 figures every other day for months pays off#before my current routine i used to draw at least 20 figures Daily so i’m glad it’s helping :)#yes bee is wearing basketball shorts with is coat#i didn’t know what to do for his pants and i thought they fit the 90s aesthetic
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