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I finished reading the newest aftg book earlier and I already miss jean moreau :(( I long for the return of him and his new son, jabberwocky moreau
#i read the first 5 last year in like a week which meant i had aaaaaaages until the new one#and now i have no clue when the next one will he#be#praying to the gods (nora sakavic) that Jeremy and jean sort their shit in the next book and get their happily ever after#ALSO WE NEED TO SEE THE FOXES ALIVE AND WELL????#andrew and neil are SUFFERING and i dont like not being there for jt#it is going to be a long and hard wait#i need my friend to hurry up and finish so i can yap to her about it#(she had to stop reading to revise for a maths exam which is v rude)#mr-ladystardust
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get you a man who can do both
#LONG HAIR DEUCE!!#im actually screaming#the looks for this event go crazy hard#im so so happy they committed to long hair for all of them#i cant wait to see what the premise for the event is LMAO#twst#deuce spade#twst spoilers#twst jp spoilers
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Useless Veilguard fact of the day: Day 49
If you complete Emmrich's questline and make him a lich before he goes on the camping trip with Harding, you can hear some unique voicelines.
Rook: So going outdoors is still… fun, for a lich? Emmrich: Nature remains cloaked in all its glory. Though the elements pose less of a worry. Harding: Exactly! You're a skeleton under your magic. Why are you even bringing different clothes? Emmrich: My dear Harding, a gentleman should always look presentable. Harding: (Exasperated noise) To who? The squirrels? Emmrich: That should be "to whom." Harding: I am going to stab you with an arrow. Emmrich: I really have looked forward to you showing me more of your home, Harding. Harding: Me, too. Oh! Are you going to be a lich in the woods? Emmrich: If it's not an inconvenience. Can we still have a campfire? Harding: We have to have a campfire. And spooky stories. Emmrich: Wonderful! I'll copy some passages from my diaries.
Check out the tag for more useless facts: #useless davg fact of the day!
My DAVG Extracted Audio Masterlist
#you may be tempted to ask: “flowers why is it a *useless* fact?”#well you see. I simply cannot conceive who would even hear this dialogue naturally in the game.#you have to progress really far into the game in order to make emmrich a lich. the camping convo becomes available after *weisshaupt*#who'd even wait that long!!!#the dialogue is delightful though. “I'm going to stab you with an arrow” you go my girl <3#emmrich volkarin#lace harding#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#flowers blogs#flowers.txt#I will always find queue like it's written in the stars#da voicelines#datv audio#useless davg fact of the day
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I was crying from pain at the emergency room and the nurses were bitching about me not dying so they couldn’t help right away even if I kept passing out and had been there for a long time, this sweet old Russian lady who was also admitted since earlier stood up and walked next to me and kept comforting me and asking how I was holding up, she kept checking in on me and being so sweet and going around asking if everyone was doing ok or just distracting family members of patients with nice conversations. She called out the doctors and nurses for not caring, she sat next to me and kept making sure I was ok and then gave me her phone number when she got discharged so I’d follow up with her. Honestly my day coulda been hell today but this one lady made it so bearable it’s not going to be remembered as a bad horrible traumatizing time, I got to meet an actual angel and I’m so happy about it.
#pix habla#kindness really goes a long way guys#I’m in my bed crying about this lady#I didn’t know her but that didn’t matter to her#I hope she’s always healthy and blessed#she also xD managed to get the nurses to give her a turkey sandwich after making her wait for so many hours what a legend#I’m not shit talking about medical staff btw I know it’s a hard job#but it got ridiculous the moment my dad got desperate because I was passing out and throwing up foam#and the nurse scolded him and scolded me while I cried about being in pain even though I kept apologizing#the emergency room guard also gave me shit for being on the floor trying not to pass out#like idk the lack of humanity was just 🧍♂️ so much worse than usual#but then I met this lady and she kept me company and kept me distracted from it all#she even got some of the nurses to be nicer and in a better mood somehow#I know it’s not an easy job ;; but compassion and kindness they go a long way#and that’s so important#Alissa you’re my cat scan Twinsie for life#tw hospital#I was high on morphine telling my friends about her and telling her they thought she was so sweet and she was so happy about it#augh#she blew me a kiss when she left too 😭#guys I swear … I met an angel#like#what else could she have been#(๑′̥̥̥▵‵̥̥̥ ૂ๑) ok ill shut up now im just really emotional about her forever
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"i think the thing i've learnt and i've gained the most this year is: confidence in myself. sounds very simple... i've just always been quite the opposite kind of guy. and i've, i always find like i need to go out and prove it to myself before i wanna start believing anything, so. um, this year i learnt—yeah, i made some mistakes, and i didn't give a good enough fight to max, but, um, it was a good effort! and the one thing i've learnt from is, i have what it takes. and that's not an overconfident saying, that's a: i know i made my mistakes, i know what i'm capable of doing, and i know if i can improve on these things, it's definitely possible. so i'm excited. as much as i want this season now to end and i wanna go have a holiday... i'm also already looking forward to next year."
from lando's post-race interview in abu dhabi, answering the question "do you really fancy [the wdc] next year?"
#“i have what it takes.”#god it means everything to hear his growth in confidence over the past year and a half#that one quote where lando said you don't need to believe to achieve something; you just need to put in the hard work#that he never believed he'd get to f1 and here he is anyway#well he believes now.#he knows now that he can. he's proven it to himself and the world.#and all he has to do is go out and win it all next year#he's come such a long way and i feel like i'm exploding in pride and anticipation and excitement#i can't wait for 2025 <3#abu dhabi gp 2024#lando norris#interviews
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ichiban kasuga#masato arakawa#ryo aoki#snap sketches#edit: two versions cause im indecisive about everything ever#this one goes out to anon ..... hi ....#Truly ask really did just. make me wanna draw em LMAO#idk why i decided they should get takoyaki afterwards but idk. best thing to do before you go to jail vjaLRKVKE#tbh i just know that whenever i was upset my sis would take me out to get food#it wasnt often since shes not home much but on the off chance she caught me on a bad day we'd always get ice cream or somn#ironically my sister's coming home from a trip later today and my sister's always been my best friend tbh so. funny timin for this doodle#i wont go on a mile long tangent like i usually do so ill just say my sister's really cool and important to me and i cant wait to see her#def why y7 hits hard for me ..... the FAMILY bro ........ beating aoki with a metal pipe as we speak#nuff of that tho. for now i sleep for ten seconds bye everyone
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Happy summer to the vets and only the vets
ref under the break vv
Illustration by chief animation director for AOT Kadowaki Satoshi and animator Irobe Miho!!
#vet brainrot consuming me hard#aot#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#snk#aot veterans#hange zoe#moblit berner#nanaba#aot nanaba#levi ackerman#miche zacharias#mike zacharias#erwin smith#aot fanart#attack on titan fanart#attack on titan art#shingeki no kyoujin fanart#snk fanart#summer is finally here and I can’t wait to be fully insane about these guys let’s go#the vets are the best aot group fight me#kinda unrelated but Erwin Levi and Hange are the best trio too#I can’t help being right about everything#anyway this took too long not to post even tho I don’t care for it but here#mobuhan#mikenana#eruri#vctrdoom
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Between Tim and Kon who makes the first move?
honestly for me it varies! i slightly tend towards it being tim, but not always. but in a very specific way, i.e. it's a very gradual melt right on into a relationship, and tim is the one who goes hey. wait a minute. this feels like A Relationship.
at first, saying it'd be tim is probably surprising, since tim has a history of NOT making the first move across his comics - we don't actually see how he and ari get together, but steph chases after him and repeatedly states her interest in him before they ever get together; tim is the one who asks zoanne out, but only after she kisses him and then runs away. then tam once again is the one to ask him if he's interested in her (and, i mean, if you count lynx ii, she's always the one initiating things getting physical and making out with him, but they also literally never talk about it, so i don't entirely really count her as a serious tim love interest).
on the other hand, while kon of course has been a flirt since he was decanted from his tube, a lot of it was very performative and he's only actually ever been in three relationships, two of which were instances of abuse and grooming. given how introspective he gets after his resurrection, and how much less sure of himself he is in general, i tend to believe this is where he starts actually unpacking all his relationship trauma and internalized homophobia. i think actually accepting that he is gay and not actually interested in women is a very jarring thing for him, and accepting that he was groomed and abused is also very difficult, and it takes him a while.
because of that, i think he ends up a) confused about what romance actually feels like, and b) very tentative about dating for a while. he wants deep connection - he was genuinely in love with knockout, and he thought she loved him too; he thought tana would be part of his life forever, and his devotion to cassie was notable even before they actually dated. but deep connections are hard to make with people you don't know well, and by the time he's around 19-20 i think he's kind of struggling with the idea that he's not gonna get what he's looking for in casual relationships, but also the idea of being in Gay Love with one of his best friends is terrifying, because he's not good at identifying what being in love feels like, so he kinda talks himself out of it. "this is comfortable and easy so it must not be romance, this is just really good friendship, because romance feels like walking a tightrope. right? haha. right??" and all that.
and then moreover, i think tim really sits on the fact that he's bisexual for a long time. not because he's trying to hide it, but because he's just so intensely private about things that bother him, and he's got some jack drake shaped Internalized Issues in his head to work through about what it means to be transmasc and to like men (i.e. a voice that sounds suspiciously like a conservative dad putting in one single ounce of effort re: understanding queer relationships is in the back of his head going "but you'd be the girl in the relationship if you dated a man, right?" and tim has to take several deep breaths and figure out how to unpack that before he's ready to even think about admitting out loud that he's interested in guys too, even to himself, let alone to anyone else).
so for a hot second kon's just out there going "i like men but it doesn't matter because i'm never going to fall in love with someone that really truly wants me and loves me as deeply as i'd love them, and i'd be miserable about that except that i'm just pretty satisfied being bffs with tim :) i feel at ease when he's around and he makes me laugh and i just like being near him and watching him work on gadgets or listening to him ramble about cars or letting him sleep on my shoulder. i know it's not romantic because i feel so safe and comfortable, but i'm happy with it, whatever it is. and if i think he's hot, well, that's just because he is hot. everyone knows that!" guy who pretty much is already tim's boyfriend but he hasn't noticed that yet because they're both kind of stupid and also insanely devoted to each other in the same way, so they both go "yeah this seems normal for us" and kon really doesn't question it that hard.
meanwhile tim is the guy to whom labels and boxes matter a lot more, so he's the one who sits back one day and goes, wait. oh my god. i'm in love with kon. and then he has to steeple his index fingers and interlace the others and press his hands to his face in deep, deep thought. he's in love with kon, and realizing that makes a lot about his life suddenly make a lot of sense, because seriously - a hundred clone attempts, changing robin to be red and black, making out with cassie because he missed kon so much - okay, okay, yeah, he sees it now, okay, so maybe he's been in love with kon for years at this point and never actually realized it, that's fine, this is fine, he's FINE, he's NOT freaking out or overthinking--
anyways. after freaking out and overthinking and brooding on a rooftop for four to seven business days (not all at once, of course, but he gets his hours in), he finally goes to kon and jabs his finger into his chest and goes "Hey. Are we dating?"
and kon stares at him for a second with a loading circle spinning over his head. claps his hand over his mouth. inhales sharply like a dying fish. claps his other hand over the first hand. starts floating a few inches off the ground in pure agitation.
"Oh my god, Tim," he says, his eyes as wide as dinner plates and his voice an octave higher than usual. "Are we dating?!"
"I think so," Tim says, and narrows his eyes. "I mean, if we're not, maybe we should be. Pizza and a movie tonight?"
and kon clearly goes through A Whole Process in his head (working through the "wait, dating is comfy and chill and happy and easy?!" crisis in real time), but ultimately goes "okay!!! yeah!! okay!!! let's do that!!! wow!!!!" because, hey. he would love to hold hands with tim while watching the sunset and eating hipster san francisco pizza.
and that's how they end up sitting on the floor by the coffee table in the titans tower common room, eating pizza, and poring over a calendar + their text message history to try and figure out when, exactly, their anniversary is. ("okay, so when we went on that picnic in april, was that a date?" "i think so. alright, so it has to be before april, but after valentine's, because you made a joke about being single here, see? so we're looking at somewhere in march. "okay, but we did do 'palentine's' together, so does that really count??" "fuck, you're right, that totally was a date too. uh...")
#answers#evathotz#timkon#tim#kon#the best friends to lovers slow melt is just everything to me#where the devotion and the affection are already so real that the lines between ''best friend'' and ''lover'' blur really hard#the only thing that changes after they Start Dating Officially™ is that they add more physical affection to their routines#but like tim was already stealing kon's clothes and sighing dreamily because they smell like him#and kon was already reorganizing tim's kitchen and insisting he get a ceramic rooster for good luck#i am just firmly of the belief tim's been in love with kon for so long it takes him forever to NOTICE it#his love for kon is like the sky. it's so big that it's just always there. it's eternal. it's huge but it's always in the background.#how often do you actually stop and look at the sky and take in the fact that it's a huge layer of gas refracting light to appear blue?#he doesn't analyze what KIND of huge amount of love he feels for kon. he just loves him so so so much that living without him is unbearable#it's only when he sits back and analyzes it that he goes wait. wait a minute. wait. fuck. i want to climb him like a tree. FUCK#and then he's like. well surely everyone who looks at kon thinks that. i mean. look at him. he's gorgeous#but he doesn't JUST want to climb kon like a tree. he also wants to cradle him tenderly in his arms and make him giggle#he wants to go furniture shopping with him and bicker about curtain colors#he wants to steal all of kon's sweaters not just for the cozy factor but also so kon goes ''seriously?'' and then pulls them off him#he wants to take kon to fancy restaurants and watch his face light up when he tries new things and finds out he loves them#he wants to hold kon's hand and take long meandering walks on the beach and ohhhh noooooo#oohhhhh nnoooooooooo he's in love with kon ohhh nooo he's head over heels in love with kon.#WHAT is he supposed to do now!!!!! AAAAAAA#and the answer is brood by a gargoyle for 4 - 7 days (cumulatively).#meanwhile kon's just out here like wow this is great i love friendship :) tim in my clothes yay yippee yay yay yippee yay wahoo yay#<- his ass has NOT unpacked the fact that romantic relationships are supposed to feel good#its a whole thing <3
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Yor is gonna have to hide the slash on her neck when she gets back I sense shenanigans in the future
#spy x family#sxf spoilers#spy x family spoilers#yor with a choker perhaps?#help imagine hemlock joining the town hall#wait maybe we shouldnt give hemlock people to care for thats what happened to another certain barber from fleet street#as long as nobody tries to bake people into pies we're good#i need to draw cat hemlock being held by the scruff#hemlock my pathetic wet cat#loved all the panels of yor with sharp teef#guys shes clearly a vampire in this essay i will- /j#oh a vampire au would go hard ngl#OH AND THE ROSE ON THE COFFIN THING FROM DRACULA HOLD ON IM COOKING#brb i gotta go make an au
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AGHHhhh I swore off Inanimate Insanity after the Cabby disrespect but then I heard they were KILLING PEOPLE IN THE FINALLE???? I want to rewatch the season before I draw anything serious but Oh my god the plot twist makes me feral
#inanimate insanity#art#digital art#fanart#ii yinyang#ii mephone4#ii paintbrush#ii cherries#ONE OF MY MAIN PROBLEMS WITH THE SERIES(other than the ableism lol) WAS HOW THE CHARACTERS NEVER AKNOWLAGED THIER LIVES OUTSIDE THE SHOW#Seriously going feral over the twist it was actually worth the wait I think#now for the horrors of trying to rewatch earlier episodes will I be able to do it without killing myself from cringe? find out soon#also I have a hard time rewatching things in general my brain just struggles to sit still for that long with things ive already experienced#Also I made the Cherries transfem bc I forgot to doublecheck their gender before drawing them and I like the design too much to change it#They need the prize money to pay the debt from their double transition
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sigh
#love dinosaur pile-up's older stuff. the best of it is NOWHERE on streaming though#you can't even buy it anywhere. trust me I have LOOKED for these fuckass little b-side demo CDs 😭#it's just me and old youtube uploads against the world. they have SO MANY older good songs too#I've Been Missing You. Headspinner. Winter Warmer. Daydream. Love is a Boat and We're Sinking. Melanin.#My computer files are one of very few places you can find one of their super rare songs and it makes me SO SAD.#unless there's another youtube upload somewhere that I can't find but the old one got nuked :(#this shit's hard to find AND IT SHOULDN'T BE#they have a new album coming out and it is not doing it for me but i looooove their old stuff. Arizona Waiting is a GOOD SONG#saw them live in 2019. great show#BRKN LOVE opened for them and when they go viral I can say that I saw them live before their first album was out 😌#i believe that the day will come and I will be insufferable about it then. and now. papercuts is a bop#ALSO oh my god there's this unreleased taylor swift song and it's not a secret these days. people know about it#but for a long time it was about as underground as a TS song gets. right. i never saw ANYONE talk about it.#but there was one place you could definitely find it.#and I think it's been taken down since but I'd Lie contestshipping amv from 2010 or whenever. you will always be famous
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man how messed up is he? (3/24)
#noco family au#How I Met Your Father (Again)#total drama#total drama noah#total drama cody#total drama noco#noco lore#sorry for the long wait ill try not to goof off as much when it comes to arcs#hopefully I get this one done somewhere round early feb#got too many ideas for this damned au#but yea also I like how everyones going on about the last few reboot eps#and like im like hey guys look at this its drunk noah look at him#but other than that the last few episodes were just meh#priya and Caleb thingy could have not dragged out for that long#winner was good though#very based#reboot season was very hit or miss#but when it hit#it hit HARD#idk
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WIP Wednesday
I was tagged by @endwersed 💗 and @dear-massacre 💗 centuries ago but I swear I didn't have any wips at all though now I'm getting back into it
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Derek froze in place.
He felt cold and he felt hot. Breaths just wouldn’t come. He didn’t want to blink.
The omega looked stunning.
Ethereal and deific. How could someone be this beautiful? He looked like sex personified.
His slim toned body moved with natural grace, almost gliding on the floor. His fair skin was kissed with constellations of beauty marks that went down his cheeks and neck. He was dressed simply, yet even the grey sweatshirt hugged his narrow waist in such a sinful way that one couldn’t help but yearn to grab it; his long legs in black jeans would look so wonderful while spread.
His face, however, made all those works of art seem like child’s paintings. Oh, how they failed to capture the beauty. How dare they even attempt?
The omega’s chestnut hair was ruffled, his beautiful dark amber eyes red-rimmed but even more so beautiful. Upon seeing Derek, the omega opened his pretty mouth in a small gasp — and, fuck, his lips.
Fuck.
Fuck.
And then, as if Derek wasn’t stunned enough, a small grin bloomed across the omega’s mouth.
Quick as a fawn, he descended down the stairs and stopped a step or two above Derek, his eyes running all over his face.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi,” Derek rasped.
For some reason, the omega blushed. He put the rucksack down on the floor, then lifted his right hand and daintily offered it to Derek with an almost shy smile.
No one moved.
“Stiles,” Deaton bit through his teeth.
The omega’s smile dwindled as he looked first at Deaton, then at the woman, and finally stopped his wide-eyed gaze at Derek who stood there like a fucking idiot.
“Isn’t this how they do in movies?” the omega asked, sounding genuinely confused.
“How do you know what they do in movies?” asked Deaton, and when the omega snapped his mouth shut, turned to the woman. “We shall search for the contraband tonight.”
The woman nodded.
With blush spreading down his face, the omega started to withdraw his hand.
It was then that Derek finally got his bearings.
Quickly, he caught the omega’s hand, causing him to jump, and pressed a light kiss to his knuckles.
Oh, what he would give to scent him.
“I don’t mind,” said Derek, then cleared his throat from the deepening lust.
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#sterek#sterek fic#sterek fanfic#stiles x derek#derek x stiles#stiles stilinski#derek hale#eternal sterek#sterek wip#writing is weirdly hard... i dont like it#this scene though lived rent free in my head for so long#I will let myself go with this fic like#it's gonna be so self-indulgent#stiles just offering his hand bc the movies is all he knows about human interaction#omegas are kept away till they're of age#it's a disaster waiting to happen#derek is in lust here but wait until he gets to know stiles better#oh he's doomed
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I got bit by the Sparkling bug and really wanted to give Bumblebee and Breakdown a child for my unnamed AU I'm working on but then I remembered I can't draw children :( big shout out to that post floating around here that's like "imagine a Sparkling but they come out full sized then what." traffic tickets and impound fees that's what
(pssst look at their knees)
#its my first time drawing a transformer can you tell#maccadam#tfe bumblebee#tfe breakdown#transformers#transformers oc#OKAY story time!!!!!!#I went with a 1971 corvette bc my grandfather used to race street cars in the 70s and was a mechanic and has a fleet of muscle cars#im going to make Jazz a Chevelle look out for that#BUT i went with F8 green bc my dads wife has a challenger that color green and Blue + Yellow makes green :3#their pointy things are supposed to be a combo of Bees horns and Breakdowns side thingies#also i mixed in some of Bees Cyberverse design bc i like that#their pose is a reference to Fuck Cops meme#okay so i was screaming the entire time i was drawing them bc Hard but also not very precious with the doodles which was a lot of fun?#i used to love to draw but i gave it up bc i was so focused on how bad i was doing and not having fun with it#but this time i was just having fun with it and WOW i finished it???#so for the AU it's not REALLY earthspark its more me pulling verisons of characters i like and putting them into the Scenario#like Ratchet from tfp and Smokescreen are also there along with Skywarp and Ambulon and Prowl and Jazz and Hot Rod#oh just you wait i also gave Skwarp and Ambulon a sparkling thats a search and rescue plane but nobody cares about shipping those two!!!#jazz and prowl also get a sparkling dont worry#the timeline is very long though with lots of flashing back and forwards and other things that probably people wont like but this is for ME
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dinah bc im seeing starlight express in just under 4 weeks and i can't stop thinking about her!!!!!!!!!!! (version without filter under cut)

#please no spoilers in the tags i havent seen stex before and i want ro go in as blind as possible 🙏🙏🙏#ANYWAYS this took way too long im not used to drawing such complicated outfits 💔💔#im pretty happy with how it turned out though!!!!#i love her so much even though i havent seen stex before and ive pretty much only seen teeny tiny clips of her and the show#im trying to avoid as many spoilers as i can which is really hard since im actually going insane waiting to watch it#anyways#starlight express#my art#stex#stex london 2024#stex london revival#starlight express london 2024#dinah the dining car#dinah starlight express#dinah stex#procreate#digital art
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