#it's all art that's online anyway haha but i'm like..disabled and stuff..it's a way to help me out & own my art @ the same time if u want..

[lunarharp]

you can now buy my little orufrey zine i made!

a 36 page, b&w a5 amateur zine made up of orufrey art i've drawn this year so far. alone is £6 + shipping and they can also come with a mini print add-on, a 4x6 photo print for £8.50 total.

the first 6 orders will come with a free official bromide :)

[mcalhenwrites]

I have made a few decisions. None of them regard that mention of deleting my accounts online, though. I am looking into where else to publish my work outside of the Evil JB Forest. I need spoons for that, and I barely survived work today. (It was very busy/hectic.) I have decided that I'm also going to save for a house. Will I ever make enough money? Who knows! I'm going to try! I'm taking commissions (mainly sketches/art), I have some Geckos bookmarks coming in soon that will be for sale, and once I have my full answers on where I'm going to publish my works, more stories are coming. I might also try to query Rascal. Any reassurances on that matter would be excellent. I'm trying to find alternatives for meals when I have low spoons, since it's expensive to just stop by for fast food chains or convenience stores for dinner after work. I've been buying stuff like "just add water" mashed potato cups, ramen bowls, tortilla shells, peanut butter, cheese, rice cups, etc. PB in tortillas is good btw. I need housing. This amount of instability is bad, made worse by the fact that things are going to get even worse for Americans across the damn board. I need money for housing. I'm so tired of being apologetic about it while working so hard. I'm so tired of having to justify myself to people that I only work part time - especially when my hours fluctuate so much. (I got very lucky that after my hours were cut, I needed to cover a shift. Then I find out I'll get some hours back in April.) But honestly, I can't work more than 3.5 days without harming my health and giving up writing, and I will do neither. Which may make people upset with me, but I have close friends who've lectured me to take care of myself. I'm trying to respect my limitations! I did write 1k+ words twice this past week, and that was refreshing. One was "at work" (I wasn't clocked in yet, I just didn't want to drive into the city, then out of it again, just to drive all the way to the other side of that same city to another town later that day. So I took my laptop and sat behind the counter and worked on The Dragons' Cosmos for a couple of hours while I chatted with the desk person) and the other was on the clock yesterday at my other workplace. :') It was nice! And I'm trying to get walks back in now that the weather is warming up and my surgery is behind me and there are so many cool places to walk...! Anyway. Bear with me while I make some changes. But this change. I need it. I want to work toward it. I'm tired of feeling like my only option is to end my life so that it's convenient for everyone including myself, because taking care of my disabled ass is so hard damnit. Haha. So yeah, any support would be awesome. I'll repost some info when I have things switched over too. And if I am annoying and you don't want to see that or my writing, you can always unfollow this account anyway. Always an option! You don't have to be here! Wow, concept. Anyway, expect me to be annoying you on your dashboards endless otherwise. :)