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"corporate claims" is really loose btw, cogs were more like walking talking advertisements for industries in the human parts of the world or uh, outside of toontown.
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Aroace Sonic pt 14
If you know you know
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#Aroace Sonic#Rouge the Bat#Shadow the Hedgehog#if shadow wanted him to move hed kick him#anyway this one really is hard to articulate just a slight overwhelm when things that were once okay dont feel as okay suddenly#when things dont feel like y o u#i like flirty rouge. i also like rouge who spots stuff#i like a rouge who somtimes is to sonic what sonic is to other people#they are the most chill with physical contact but sometimes stuff just doesnt hit nuetral#sonic be whelmed as they say#if it wasnt clear hes lying about the tails thing#its okay if what you feel okay with changes sometimes#rouge likes to say hello with cheek kisses and sonic is usually very chill with it!#maybe its just been a long day of too much romantic leaning stuff and he needs a break and didnt realize it#he was as surprised as rouge#i dunno jumbled thoughts but thats enough explaining for now breakdances away#if its confusing i apologize :') its a very spicific experince i think
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Figured I'd try my hand at some Redacted character post/text edits!
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Credit to @/sainthowlzon for all the Listener icons, and to @/elisacaleisa for their google drive with all the canon icons!
(slightly alternative version of the Solaires' GC edit below the cut bc i had a lil too much fun with what Vincent would name his contacts)
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted memes#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted darlin#redacted vincent#redacted honey#redacted guy#redacted azmidi#redacted sweetie#redacted david#redacted asher#redacted treasure#redacted porter#redacted alexis#redacted william#*slaps post* *flextape meme guy voice* now THAT's a lotta characters!#good Lord these were hard to figure out ALT text for. anyone more experienced with describing images feel free to lmk if i did it wrong#i'm trying to both give credit to the images source (when there even is one. text screenshots are usually source-less when i find them)#And to explain what the original images said. And how I edited them. And who's speaking in what message and aaaaaaa ...i Tried#breaking away from my old style of edits by actually changing the OP's handles to suit the characters. but i'm not creative enough to think#-of cool ones so it's just gonna be their names most of the time probably lmao. but i'll leave the original ones unedited if they happen-#-to fit like the Darlin' one did. and sometimes there Is no handle/url in the image to begin with so. i'm playing it by ear#still gonna put credit to the OPs in the ALT text when i can tho. anyways. that's enough overanalyzing meme edits for one night#i spent way too much time on these so i sure do hope that some of y'all find them funny#and as usual with these kinda edits i really hope i'm not accidentally making any that have been done before!#if i ever make a duplicate of someone else's i swear its not intentional i just dont have time to scour the fandom for every existing edit#also i know that's not how iMessages are formatted but i had to find a way to make it clear who's POV we're seeing the convo from so yeah
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i'm having thoughts about amatonormativity and why it sucks and they're long-winded and hard to properly express bc it's late at night but i wanted to share them so i summarized them with a meme

this realization brought to you by the realization that a lot of people who say acephobic shit without actively denying asexuality exists just mentally swapped "virgin" for "asexual" and carried on with their lives. this best evidenced by people being "accepting" of asexual women but ignoring/erasing asexual men.
#i'm either galaxy braining hard enough to write a grant proposal for this novel#or i'm wrong and i doubt i'm wrong tbh#sometimes being aroace in a traumatized way makes you like. realize things#ace#aro#acephobia#amatonormativity#arophobia#aphobia#there's. there's equally fucked up assumptions about aromantic ppl#but i am too tired to express them coherently i may do it in the morning in a rb#actually 3rd option. i am explaining it Really Badly
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this might be a bit spoiler-y for what i haven’t released but,
i just wanted to clear something up in unnatural affinity because i saw a comment under part 11 on ao3 where someone was talking about how they don’t understand why authors have reader do the isekai confession because its not realistic for a person to immediately believe that the world is fake so i just want to explain,
i never said the world was fake.
xavier believes it and so does reader. they both struggle with derealization/dissociation and being in the present, so the thing they are going to notice with reader’s odd origin story (for lack of a better term) is the fact that the world was created in a sort of unnatural manner (since reader explains its origin as a game). however, we see xavier say that his experiences were real to him and that’s enough. that is a sort of progression for him in a short amount of time that could come back in the story.
im keeping the rest of this somewhat vague since its not released; rafayel is going to react differently because he has different struggles and beliefs than xavier and reader. he struggles with feeling wanted/needed and being someone’s priority. his focus is going to be on the fact that there are other men that em is (sort of) romancing. zayne is a bit more complicated. he’s not unusual in not having himself as the priority, but his almost want for self-sacrifice does set him apart. he’s really going to focus on how this affects reader and em, instead of what this means for him. sylus was sort of similar in this manner, although he understands things the way reader explains them, whereas zayne looks at it almost clinically and separates what he think is emotion and what he thinks is fact.
caleb is going to fit in completely differently just because his involvement in reader’s… strained relationship with em is going to change how they interact from here on out.
i just wanted to clear up that i’m not confirming or denying quite yet if the world is fake. the beliefs right now simply revolve around the characters’ beliefs and ideologies. it also depends on how reader explains things and how well the love interests and figure out what is actually true vs what reader believes due to their own struggles and insecurities. reader has very complex emotions throughout the story that affect any actions taken, and that definitely affects how the isekai event is explained.
this is kind of messy but i realized this might not be completely clear as i write unnatural affinity. i’ve done this with a few comments just because i realized i explain a lot in comments that doesn’t necessarily come up (like em’s characterization reflecting who she’s around).
anyways im working through requests right now so it might be a couple more days until part 12, not sure yet. let me know what y’all want to happen with each love interest, or what should come next (ill also answer any questions y’all might have since i know im not the clearest lol) i like seeing y’all’s thoughts :)
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#do you guys like reading my rambles as i try to explain misconceptions#sometimes i get caught up when writing the fic and im like shit i forgot to address xyz#or i played too hard into something and now i have to roll with it#im very disorganized#and then i ramble on here and i get caught up cause i like talking about my writing :(#idk i feel like im being annoying#i hope y’all leave comments though#i really like responding to them it makes me happy to see someone else wanting to talk about it#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds
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i love having a non traditional family dynamic and extended family im not actually related to because it’s great but also because the other day my friend complimented my pencil case (it was originally meant as a makeup bag but i don’t wear makeup so i use it as a pencil case) and i genuinely got to say ‘thanks, my mom’s ex boyfriend’s ex mother in law made it for me’
#bee talks#i mean in this case specifically i don’t think of them as family anymore really. but they were for a while!#i mean my mom dated him for quite a long time so.#they’re like so how are you related to this person again?#it sometimes makes my relationship to ppl hard to explain but i kinda think it’s funny#oh they’re my mom’s sister’s husband’s birth mom’s husband.#like yeah i can and do just say ‘uncle’s stepdad’ but it’s also kinda funny to play it up#anyway shout out my uncle’s birth mom and her husband and their kids#and also his adoptive parents and their kids and also his childhood best friend (they call each other brothers)#and also my neighbors i dont live next to anymore. and my other neighbors i dont live next to anymore. and my other other neighbor i dont—
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i think neither takuya nor kouji are very book smart. or have attention spans.
inspired by this text post

#digimon frontier#digimon#abril can draw sometimes#flamon#strabimon#takuya kanbara#kouji minamoto#i was debating really hard posting this bc its technically from an au#that i domt really feel like explaining djdjdjjdmc#but honestly its still funny without context and the only noticeably#different thing is that takuya is slightly less talkative here but thats it#oh yea and that theyre animals thats. thats different too
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whenever someone asks me for help or advice i want to beam all my lived experience and advice that helped me through it directly into their mind to try and spare them as much pain and stress as possible, but because i cant actually do that what ends up happening is i dump everything i know related to that topic hoping something helps them like

#and yes. i am the older sibling i am quite literally the guinea pig by birthright#its hardwired into me to make thing as painless as possible for my little brother that it ends up becoming a huge part of my personality#but i also have adhd so my version of advice is 'blurt out everything that might be even a little related to the situation#and pray that something sticks with them'#also like its hard to describe but sometimes you wont really get what someone means because its just the wrong person or wrong time#when i was a kid my dad would explain how to solve a math problem and i wouldnt get it until someone else explained it to me#and something *clicked*. and then when id tell my dad i learned smth new he'd say i LITERALLY said the same thing you just#werent listening or smth. but its not that at all.. i cant really know what its like for smth to click until it happens#i used to think i wasnt ace bc everything i saw talking abt asexuality didnt ring any bells until i found someone talking abt#something that i DID resonate with and then i went from there. so i guess what im trying to say its one thing to share what i learned#and another thing for someone to go through something or hear it from someone else to really get what i mean. shrugs#yapping
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it is so frustrating to me when people only learn to be empathetic or care about something when it personally happens to them or someone they care about
and like, yes, obviously i'm glad when people learn better and do better, and i don't want to shame people that are now doing better because ultimately it's not helpful and changing at all is a good thing and i do want to acknowledge and celebrate that
but also why did it take you needing an abortion and almost dying to become pro-choice and advocate for abortion access? why could you only see the humanity in queer people when your brother came out? why do you only view racism as a real issue now that you're friends with a person of color?
why do things have to personally impact you for you to give a shit?
#non religion#i will talk about like anti-trans bills and my mom will basically be like “i don't really care because i don't know any trans people”#first off two of your kids are trans no matter how hard you ignore it so yes the fuck you do#second off *you shouldn't have to know people personally for you to care that their rights are being taken away*#*i don't know how to explain to you that you should care about other people*#it's one thing to focus on the people you know and the causes that impact them and you#it's another thing to only give a shit about things that affect you or people you know (therefore affecting you)#idk i'm just like. can y'all listen to people that don't look like you or have your experience and care sometimes?????? like ever??????
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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kevaaronmas
on the sixteenth of december, there was: watching as it snows outside
happy sixteenth day of kevaaronmas / aftg advent (thank u as ever, @allforthegamebingo!!) to all who celebrate! this one's a little odd, but it's set in a Specific Universe which sorta mandated a specific kinda tone lmao (idk if anyone will be happy abt it LOL but also bonus points if u can guess). tomorrow we will return to our regularly scheduled programming LOL
#kevaaron#kevin day#aaron minyard#aftg#aftg fic#kevaaronmas#jane kevaaronmas#jane writes sometimes#jane microfic#allforthegamebingo#allforthebingo#aftgwinteradvent#aftgwinteradvent2025#foxesedition#jane kevaaron#ok now i sleep. i am so tired#tbh the universe doesn't matter it just explains certain elements of the tone probably#i had to trim so much down it was really hard HAHA took me 8x as long to trim as to write lmao
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although the universe has not been kind to me this year, my god, my friends sure have. I am so goddamn grateful for the extended community I’ve built for myself over the years. makes me feel like the most fortunate person alive even when everything else is completely falling apart
#personal#at this point I’m not even sharing my struggles#cause there’s just been so many by now#talking about them starts to feel tedious#but last weekend I lost my new kitten - 9 months old - to FIP#the third sweet pet I’ve lost in 2.5 months#before finding out the other cats I adopted are also riddled with diseases#that the shelter either didn’t know about or didn’t disclose#all of this has taken a serious toll on my bank account on top of everything#but honestly I’m just so tired of grieving#losing Echo was such a blow. I was really falling for him. healing from my losses. and boom - another baby taken from me#all the while I’ve been trying to deal with these breathing issues I’ve been having#it’s just a lot.#above all else I just want to exist in quiet uneventful peace#but I do have some amazing wonderful incredible friends#who have supported me in every way. with their time and their comfort and their help#with distractions and hugs and jokes and care and even money#and man. it’s just hard to feel too much despair in the wake of that kind of support#bad things happen sometimes. sometimes they happen one after the other in a brutal onslaught#but we have each other. if nothing else in this godforsaken life - we have each other#and that brings me more peace than I can possibly explain
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i hope this makes sense bc i truly mean this in the most respectful and level headed way, but the heaviness of emotional intimacy in the instances david takes on the role of roger’s mother on ‘the wall’ makes me so fucking emotional. like the lyrics are so incredibly vulnerable and heartbreaking. and of course they are based around roger’s own personal expierences and roger trusted david enough to actually have him sing these lyrics and really help bring them to life. he trusted david enough to actually speak those words out loud to roger as his mother and to hear david singing about her baby which is obviously roger. wow i just can’t imagine how emotional it was to hear, like especially for the first time……. 🥺😔





#lena.txt#me when i’m normal#david gilmour#roger waters#pink floyd#watermour#otp: our roles were complementary#the wall#my ocd has forced my spend over an hour scrutinizing this post and tweaking it in so many different little ways like i’m so tired omg#i just want this to make sense and to be understood if anyone even happens to see it#this isn’t meant to be one of my classic toxic rpf yaoi posts and i’m being very serious right now#it’s a very heavy thing to talk about and even heavier to hear the very vulnerable words you’ve written being sung ~to you~ in a sense#it’s very emotionally intense to hear david taking on such a role and even more knowing that roger trusted him enough to take on such a role#i hate being misunderstood and i try so hard to explain myself well but sometimes i feel like i just don’t make sense#like it’s obvious to me what i mean but i feel like sometimes it’s so hard to get it across to other people the way i am trying to#it’s just like very moving to me in terms of emotional intimacy and a matter of trust (a little billiam for old times sake)#like i just imagine if it were me who would i trust enough to take on that kind of role in my storytelling#it’s really a lot
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no matter how many times I learn grammar or get better at it, there will always be some things I do not understand in English and it is okay.
#sometimes i have hard time explaining myself and it is really annoying PLEASE LISTEN TO ME I AM SAYING SOMETHING AND U DON'T UNDERSTAND ME#my thoughts
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I have no clue how it took me this long to realize that Medicine Pocket’s banner is called “Level Seven Biter”

And you know what? I’ve never really thought about it until now, but yeah,
They would bite people
That is all.
#like I can definitely see medpoc doing that#and I can’t quite explain why#it seems so in character#the name is likely just referring to their doggos#but I like to think that Bluepoch’s just like#yeah they bite sometimes#like really hard actually#we’re sure that that’s not surprising but just fyi#medicine pocket#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 medicine pocket
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I don't hate my job or anything, but man, being a float educator is so fucking thankless
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