#it's ugly on dash but not on my blog ok :/

[bowsersex]

Anytime I see a post in which someone says "these (people I don't agree with) can't even make a phone call without getting anxious," I unfollow whoever reblogged it onto my dash. This isn't because I personally get anxious when I make phone calls. At one point in my life I did get anxious when making phone calls, but I got over this a long time ago and now I'm pretty confident on the phone.

The reason is because 1) 90% of the time OP doesn't know the people they're talking about and so they're just taking a guess in the hopes that it's true and it pisses these people off. 2) It's unnecessary to bring up. And 3) It's just mean-spirited.

Like I saw this again a couple weeks ago, but an example I can think of from a year or so ago was when dni-archive, a shitty Tumblr user who posts screenshots of people's bios to mock them, made a poll tournament for "most annoying tumblr user." Obviously this was horrible and shitty and faced backlash. I remember one user making a post about how shitty this was to do, but then said in the same post something like, "(dni-archive) can't even order food without getting anxious." And it's like ok, we don't even really know who this user is because they keep their identity anonymous (they don't even give a name on their blog). So saying this about them is like taking a shot in the dark and hoping it hits them.

It reminds me of how people used to say "people who harass others online are basement dwelling neckbeard losers who have no social lives," and how I saw a post on here many many years ago that pushed back on this saying how the reality is is that some people who harass others online have good social lives. They seem normal in person, they're liked among their coworkers, etc. But then they go online and make others feel like shit for fun. Similar to how abusers can be well liked people among their friends and with strangers, the same applies to people who harass others online.

So what's the point in guessing that shitty people online are bad at socializing IRL so as to insult them? Why not just point out their shitty behavior? It just seems unnecessary. It always makes me think that the OP isn't confident enough in saying "this person is mean-spirited to other people online for no good reason" or in some cases "these people leaving these specific comments have bad opinions and here's why." The OP feels the need to make up an insult to prove their point. It's like if you said "this person's behavior sucks, and also they're probably ugly," about an online user who never posts selfies.

Also the people I've followed in the past who reblog these posts making these insults also reblogged posts that say "We shouldn't conflate attractiveness to how morally good someone is," and "Any time you insult the appearance of some asshole you don't like, you hurt those you care about who share similar physical traits." And it's like, I don't understand why they don't apply those concepts to how well someone socializes. Socialization is easier to change than one's appearance for most people, but it still doesn't make sense to imply that how well someone socializes correlates to how morally good they are. And wow I think that last sentence was one of the most autistic sentences I've ever written.

Anyways it's just mean-spirited for no good reason, but unfortunately I feel like you can't say "saying this thing is mean-spirited for no good reason" and be taken seriously on Tumblr.

[kisulandia]

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anti gendermolassesness (feelin like one gender as a kid and another as an adult)

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I am OK with neopronouns, but my Finnish brain can barely use she/him so I won't use 'em to refer to ya ever, sorry

like no cap I forget the pronouns of my own OCs

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this is my favourite OSC ship. you've been warned

lines are romantic, dotted are queerplatonic, jagged are hatefucking

[deadendtracks]

ok just because two (2!) separate unrelated people on my dash have been Oasis Blogging, i don't understand the idea those brothers are ugly?? they have bad haircuts and could trim the unibrows but they seem fairly good looking otherwise??

[solardick]

They just deleted my post. Guess they dont like the truth about politics, symbols and brainwashing. And are anti-bible. Though they kept all my bs insanity and unhealthy blog ramblings of insanity.

Though on another note. That that this blog has gone persoanl

Again. Right as i het my post deleted as im wtyping about the letter X on the sun card and the russian symbols of war. Trying to usuro that place. To keep the motion of being bullied. I leave on that note. Step outside put on my ball cap. Toronto mapleleafs. And what doni see? A boy and girl playing ball. Boy with the bat girl with the glove. And then an emergency alarm goed off. An ambulance or cruiser. One of the two. The X on the suncard. And go shopping for some “healthy foods” and get eyed by a homely girl. Not beautiful. But not ugly. Onyl

A little bit. Shes getting turned on. Cuase im sexy. While shopping woth her boyfriend. Id tap that.

The X is a multifaceted symbol. Meaning no and yes. Usually tommy cause when ever the suncard is involved. Its a bad X. It’s treasure. Or treasure turn bad by bs? X marks the spot. If y’all a criminal.

So according to this experience Waites an asshole.

Think sje was lactose intolerate. She mentioned skemthign along those lines searching fir the item she couldnt find ont he shleves. She likes the fact that i alsompicked up some chocolat almond milk, roght beside.

She said hmm. And she’s right. Thats good stuff.

If Putin was an american he would have been assasinated by now like all americans get.

Something bothers me anout the sun card. And the X. Shouldnt it be the moon card instead?

The rising of the sheild hero? Hey look its my story in anime form. Gonlim slayer was awesome. Too. Is there goblins? No? Thrn i dont care.

Anyway the briliance of the lost post as turn to something dumb. Ugh.

Anyway to continue on.

И = and. В = in, on, at. Я = I, as in myself since the letter I capital on this type setting is obscure. A = and, but. An And with contrast. К = to, toward, by. У = at, by, near the subject. О = about; or as an English equivalent of Oh!” С = with, off, from, since.

? “Ok you want to see what i got.

Yoo nad you miss out on the best post ive ever was working on. Guess you inly get “12th house bs” cause its taurus. Choose better times luv. Instead of proving yourself right.

On accounted over-layering alphabets. Number 23. Outside the bounds of tarot, save for cyclic repetition. Is given letters Х and W. which is curious. Considering these are the letters for cards the moon and the sun. Х is akin to the sun card but here under the russian guise is closer to its english counterpart of letter H. Which classically is placed upon the lovers card. Curious how the sun card plays the image of a boy and a girl playing under the sun. To fallow symbolic layering. The english letter H, the lover(s) in russian is to the letter N. which is used as the strength card. Here classically shows the image of the feminine (moon) overpowering the sun. The lion. But here is given to the number 8. Letter Ж. A mirrored image of the letter K. As justice. And brought near the letter J as the chariot. Justice being blind. Cannot see its own reflection. And here number eight is brought in bounds to the tarot sequences as number 8 is given to justice. Or to waites strength as union or harmony. Which works in a way as justice is shown holding to seperate objects. Which being a number 1. And strenght shows the entanglement of the moon and the sun. But… waites lovers card. Shows the feminine overlayering the sword and the masculine overlayering the scales of balance. The angel in the sky above them serves as the negatikn dash connecting two 1s. Here there is no harmony. But a clash. An obstruction between them. The feminine and the serpent. And its reflection of the white horsemen and the spear killing the hell bound “masculine”. To fall inline with the letter Ф and the letter V. On number 22. Extinguishing the flames.

TemperaNce shows as the letter R and the russian letter Р. She’s pouring one vessel into another. Which is all good. Save that P in english is given to the hanged man. Temperance being a woman.

It would seem the purpose of the russian war supported by the latin alphebet by the americans serves a purpose of its putpetuayion for as long as possible. Considering the high general of the russian forces was given to a young man in his thirties suggests a long ongoing war that may last decades. This forces russian symbolism of its reformed alphabet on the peoples of the americas. Part of the dialogue. I was discussing in the last deleted post. Playing on the tussina war machine using alphabetical symbols foreign to their own alphabet. Letters Z, V, and letters O and X. As for the media sayign. Nations placimg a ban on displaying the letter Z. As a criminal offence. It not being a native letter of their own alphabet.

What if it was?

Co sidering the americas canada included are the nations of the moon and the russian/chinesse connection being the nations of the sun. Rising sun. As russia is still a baby considering its reformation from a dictatorial political state into a democracy that works very similarly to the united states.

Astologically speaking they would be a first quarter nation and the americas a second quarter nation. Producing a square. Of conflict.

Тоже доже, Доже тоже. Also god. God too.

Here in this post we find ingredients to be placed in the makings of another card. Russian is a very dificult language. But shows strong similarities to the latin alphabet used predominantly in the western sphere of life. It holds strong traces of english and french and various other languages that it absorbs into its culture. A conglomerate.

And thoughts of adding a hammer and a scythe into the script isn’t a gain of representing a dictatorial state. As has been pushed upon them in changing their flag. To the now red, white and blue. The same three colours of the american flag. But on the contrary, the hammer and scythe images binds the industrial to the agricultural. As well as duty and responsibility for active production for growth and sustainment. It also brings added associations to the court. And if the tower was to be modeled after a nail. Or an anvil. Shows other sognificant associations to the ise of a hammer. As well as the scythe to the empress card and the domain or Дом meaning the home. Personal responsibilty of relying on oneself, hard work discipline for survival and not solely relying on hand outs. As the tarot encourages. With its aces.

The first cloud portent ive ever recorded. Near 20 years ago. Was the russian image of the hammer amd the scythe, and a syringe, this preceding the actual start of the war with ukraine about rights and the survival of the self agaisnt what was lost to them. Thoigh i am not advocating any disposition of heresy or treason. Just the facts as ive learned them.

When the devil moves against you. God is there to let you know the truth. Its a factual statement to my experience. And if i wear a crucifix, it isn’t pro BS warped in the minds of the commoners. To the belief of ultimate suffering to the bringing out of an internal Jesus. I dont think anywhere in the bible does it say anything about suppressing feminine sexuality. Seems to me all it stated in the old testament. Is to stay true to ones higher self. To the conscience. For the second that line is crossed. A king dies. No leniency what so ever. Hard core militant christians. Sicken me. Those judgemental coksukrs. But im off topic an dbeing opinionated. And i dont hild to opinions. What o say today may differ from i say tomorow. Personaly. I find the hindues truer than the christian to the state of sanity, of good mental health.

As a canadian. I can say that flag. Is a matter of debate. A dead, dying, fallen leaf off a tree surrounded by red. Supposeldy representing the oceans. Of blood. Canada being named after a native village or hut or whatever. Isnt a far fetch from a tortured jesus on a stick and the down fall of the home. One cant say that death is a beautiful thing after ome tortured their entire family. And if that was the case then why has there been such complications when dealing with natibe american peoples? Not that far off in history. Where it becomes a criminal act to purchase from them to save on being taxed. Or as the war on marijuana, as a criminal offense while still being able to order from a magazine sold in most stores.

Ive never seen god’s eyes. But ive seen the devil’s. He lives here on earth, meddling with every level.

So, i hold no loyalty. Or trust in anything. Im a dying red leaf in perpetual fall. Because i know the snows are coming. And there nothing that can be done about it. And so i pray to the warmth of the sun. Whomever, and where ever she may be.

Or some bs like that.

Anyway, theres some truth hidden in there somewhere. Maybe you’ve already glimpsed it while reading. And while being born in hell, life is a waste of time. And im still the same person i was 30 years ago. Nothing in me as changed. Neither do i want it to. Because i know i am right. If i wasnt god wouldnt be there helping me. I did name my guitar jesus. As a teenager. Even though i couldnt never play it. I knew what ive done. And the family did nothing but torture me for decades. Killed my pets. Broke my eggs. Beat me up drug me up. … the list goes on. And after being abused by fags, and lowlives. And femmenists. And straights, they raped my psyche, called me a fag and gave me a desease. And to the nations atheists, to be loathed for believing in god. And even though one of the cloud portents showed me id die an old man. I have no faith in that i will.

I am not. A diviner i dont even dream. It could have meant anything. Or it could have already transpired. It does fit what already happened. Sleeping under the rising of the sun. I dont know. If i need meds for the rest of my life. Its quality is alreasy dirt poor.

Ugh. Again with the bs.

[jacnaylor]

I was afraid you were going to get hurt.

[gus-pisano]

[ many ] your muse making mine orgasm over and over.

NUMBER ONE IS ALL GOOD by itself, sweat pebbling on his forehead as he falls apart in milo’s hands. his chest heaves with every breath, pure BLISS stuck to his features as he rides out his first orgasm of many.

NUMBER TWO IS A RAPTURE --- more intense than the first, and gus can’t tell if it’s pleasure or pain he’s feeling most. his balls are pulled taut against his body, trying desperately to geyser up whatever gus has left in him. “bro, i can’t-- gimme, like, 10 minutes and a bottle of water.” his request falls on deaf ears, though, as milo continues to stroke him.

BUT NUMBER THREE? number three has gus’ entire body shaking. he’s making a noise somewhere between chuffed laughter and groans, dick pulsing red and angry as it sputters up what feels like the last of gus’ cum. he clamps a hand onto milo’s wrist, holding on with a death grip. “stopstopstop---” his voice cracked, easily, EMBARRASSINGLY. pleasure turned to pins and needles, and he had half a mind to spartan kick milo away. his legs instead jerk with every move, and he looks the guy right in the eye. “---bro STOP!”

[strmlne]

ROMANCE IS DISGUSTING AND I TRUST NO ONE

[rillette]

Okay hi I'm sorry bc this is probably a stupid question but you seen like you know a lot about Hal Jordan!! and I'm curious- what's so bad about the live action green lantern movie?

ok so. first of all, not a stupid question, this is a fun question because its shit on like. multiple different levels. its like genuinely not a good movie on like movie standards and its not a good or faithful gl story either. im probably going to have to put this under a cut so i don't clog up the dash lol.

if you care about spoilers and you plan on watching the movie: it's ugly and boring and they somehow fucked up the stupid bug parallax retcon even more than it already sucks. like its really ugly i can't stress that enough the cgi looks like gum. also the pacing is shit.

if you dont care about spoilers keep reading i guess lol

on like a movie level, it's genuinely not well made. like i said earlier the cgi looks like poo poo shittle and its a significant portion of the movie. like all the gl costumes are cgi and shit its not great. its just not fun to look at which is kinda... not great considering that its a fucking movie. also when hal turns into the green lantern his pupils turn like glow-in-the-dark star green. think teen wolf or jason in titans s3. its very disconcerting. actually wait hold on i live blogged this i have a screen shot i think.

gross. i went back and reread my liveblog and the audio scaling is also bad. i remember scenes being super loud and then they cut and carol is like whispering into the microphone.

also the pacing is like super odd? i watched this movie in chunks so i didnt get like the full effect but the pacing is really fucking slow. the climax of the movie is like a good almost two hours in when hal punches the big bad like once and then it flies into the sun. here is a description of that scene so you dont have to watch this movie: (Hal voice) aughhggg auuuuuuu (trying not to fly into the sun bc gravity) but wiat… >:J (let's go of airplane construct) (punches it once) houuughghhggh (falling into the sun noises) (hal passes out). at least the passing out part is like in character.

in terms of the plot. hoo boy. i? its hard to figure out where to start here because, like, the big bad is parallax. which, should mean the big bad is hal himself, but no, it's the stupid fucking retcon bug parallax. except its not. parallax in this movie is like a big ugly eldritch tentacle monster that slowly floats towards earth and then attacks earth and then gets punched (once) into the sun. genuinely im having a hard time trying to explain this movie because i was so bewildered by their choices the entire time.

it doesn't feel like a green lantern story. there's a weird B-plot where hector hammond gets like infected with parallax and amanda waller is there? i think?? there's just so many characters in this movie that should not be in hal's origin story. Sinestro is there btw i forgot sinestro is there! instead of ranting about order and chaos, he rants about fear and how you're not supposed to feel fear as a gl. this movie honestly feels like if the plot of gl was a flavor than this movie would be like watered down la croix. like something is there. but its so fucking faint. after taste of something that COULD be green lantern.

this movie sucks dude. like its not even bad enough to hate watch its just vaguely nauseating and boring. i need people to stop adapting parallax unless they've done their required reading and they're not using the retcon. geoffry my worst enemy this is your fault somehow i know it in my bones.

hope this helps!

[yulin-pop]

hihi !! congrats for 200 followers omg !! for the event, may i get a matchup ?

im tan with mid length straight black hair and dark eyes, and im kinda short. i’d like to say that i’m very hardworking and chill, and im physically affectionate with people im close to. i like to play chill games like stardew valley and such, and i like to daydream a lot- i also enjoy baking and i love to write and generally be busy at all times.

whenever anyone shows romantic interest in me, i tend to tease and flirt with the person. if they flirt back, im hitting them back 5x as strong haha- other than that, i’d try and spend more time with them and kinda just ??? stare/notice them a little bit more ?? idk how to describe it haha

i think this is enough- but again i love your blog and i love seeing it on my dash whenever you post something :)

↛ ❀ Match up; @cxsmoetics

I match you with Riddle Rosehearts

He respects you for being a hard working. Yet he doesn’t understand how you can be so relaxed. He’s less up tight around you compared to other people. He feels he can trust you, you’re relaxed but not so as to be lazy. Though he can tell sometimes you’re a bit disconnected with the world sometimes. He sees you stare at random person for minutes without saying anything. Did they say something rude to you? Do you like them? Are they doing something inappropriate? But he soon learns it’s just you spacing out while daydreaming.

He’s used to Trey’s sweets but he’s willing to try yours and give you some pointers. He’s also willingly to grammar and spelling check your writings if you’re ok with that.

He’s not exactly the type to drop hints. He would most likely do it on accident. He finds himself staring into your dark eyes while thinking about every moment he’s shared with you. Of course, you wake him up from his daydreaming. You tease him a bit and he absolutely flips and denies any sort of romantic idea in your head. You’re not attractive! You’re ugly actually! He claims but soon realizes his mistake. You don’t seem to take it seriously luckily and you stared eyeing him in class or across the room more often.

After some encouragement from others, he confesses to you. He wished to could’ve said it with a straight tone but his voice slightly cracked and he visibly looked flustered. He completely shuts down after you start flirting with him, calling him cute with a playful laugh.

His feelings for you are serious! You have the same way of going about things as him while being completely different in terms of personality. It’s amazing how well you two blend.

[cuddlepilefics]

Every step of the way

Fandom: Stray Kids

Sickie: Hyunjin

Caregivers: Stray Kids

TW: cancer (remember this blog is about fluff and comfort, we don’t do sad here....)

No one’s POV.:

It had been almost half a year since that fateful day, the day a doctor told Hyunjin he wasn’t as fine as he always thought. The dancer had pushed the thoughts as far away from himself as possible, maybe if he didn’t acknowledge it, it wouldn’t be true. His mom was the first one who learned about his diagnosis, urging her son to get treatment immediately. The doctor had advised to try chemotherapy first, prescribing a bunch of pills the dancer would have to take for three days in a row, wait for three months and repeat. Planned were four two six cycles, depending on how well the boy would respond to the treatment. Hyunjin’s day to day life now included frequent doctor visits, which he somehow managed to go to in secrecy. He had done two cycles so far and both had left him throwing up for days afterwards. Both times his friends had been there, comforting him and holding his hair out of the way as they tried to help the dancer get over his ‘stomach bug’ quickly. His hyungs prepared him light meals while the youngers cuddled him, not getting tired of the dancer’s movie requests as they watched the same few dramas over and over again with him. Little did they know.

Hyunjin knew he had lost weight, which was a miracle since he didn’t even weigh much to begin with. Dancing which was one of the things he used to enjoy most, suddenly didn’t sound as appealing anymore. His stamina was decreasing and he felt fatigued most of the time, dancing just seemed way too tiresome to be fun. Minho and Felix were the first two to notice their friend not being himself. The dance-line often practiced alone and Hyunjin’s lack of drive soon showed. His dance was lacking the usual energy and he called for water-breaks more frequently. Their concerns were often brushed of with simple statements like ‘I should have gone to bed earlier last night’ or ‘I’ve already practiced earlier’. Changbin had gotten concerned when they were fooling around backstage and he had picked the younger up, noticing how shockingly easy it was. Was the dancer on a diet? He certainly didn’t need to.  

With the next cycle of his therapy approaching, Hyunjin knew he needed to talk to his members. Their schedule was packed and he knew he wouldn’t be able to keep up. The dancer had dreaded the conversation with his group, having to tell them he wasn’t ok and that he needed a break. He didn’t even know how to do it, the thought of calling a group-meeting making his heart beat loudly and his hands shake. Pulling out his phone, he quickly typed a short message and asked if they could all talk after dinner. That way he wouldn’t be able to chicken out again. It was only a few hours till the other members would come back from their individual practices. Hyunjin had settled for memorizing his lyrics and practicing his rap in the safety and comfort of their dorm. Rubbing at his face and patting his cheeks a few times, he tried to get himself to focus on the lyric sheets in his lap, the letters and words muddling together and losing their meaning as his thoughts were everywhere but on the task on hand.

The time passed a lot faster than expected, and soon there was a knock on the door before Seungmin poked his head in to tell Hyunjin dinner was ready. The dancer sighed, putting his lyric sheets away. He had been less productive than he had hoped he’d be. Sitting down between Seungmin and Changbin, he accepted the plate Chan handed him. The leader had meant well, piling up a generous amount of food. Hyunjin frowned, he didn’t feel too hungry to begin with and the anxious knot twisting in his stomach certainly didn’t help his appetite. Mainly pushing the food around with his chopsticks, the dancer rearranged the words in his head and tried to figure out how he’d start the conversation later. The members noticed him spacing out but left him be, knowing their friend would talk to them later. The majority of the group was already done eating when Hyunjin hadn’t even finished half of his meal. He simply helped clear the table when the others were done, dumping the rest of his food into the trash since he didn’t feel like eating anymore than he had already forced down. “You really didn’t want to eat any more?”, Chan frowned, he didn’t want his dongsaeng getting even skinnier than he already was. The younger shook his head and walked over to the living room couch, sitting down while he waited for the others to join him.

They were all gathered and Chan sensed the nervousness radiating off of his dongsaeng, so as the leader he decided to start: “You wanted to talk to us, Jinnie? Go ahead, you have our attention.” The dancer cleared his throat a few times, scrubbing his sweaty hands against his pants to dry them. “I-I have cancer”, he blurted out, his mind blank and the carefully prepared speech forgotten. There was no reply, just eerie silence. His friends had heard him but were unable to grasp the meaning behind his words. Minho was the first to shake off the shock, patting the younger’s shoulder: “Not too bad, you got me there for a second.” A tear rolled down Hyunjin’s cheek and he shook his head. “Damn, you weren’t joking”, Minho cursed, pulling his dongsaeng into a tight hug. He didn’t want to let go any time soon, so he didn’t. Chan bit his lip, he knew something was up but he didn’t expect this. “We kinda figure something was off about you, just… ohh well. How long has it been?”, he sighed, slowly letting the news sink in. Avoiding the leader’s gaze, the dancer admitted: “’bout half a year. Those last two times I got sick were actually the side effects of the treatment.” Minho let go of him and settled for sitting on the floor against Hyunjin’s legs, which cleared the space for Jisung to come over and cling to his youngest hyung. “I had to tell you now because I’ll have to take the medication again in a few days and it will obviously take me down again for a while like the last times”, he hummed quietly, shuddering at the thought. Chan knelt down next to Minho and squeezed Hyunjin’s hand, assuring: “It’s okay, I’ll talk to our managers. We’ll clear your schedule and you just focus on resting and riding it out, yeah?”, the younger nodded, sniffling quietly as the leader continued, “Should you ever need to go on a hiatus, talk to me, okay? I know our livestyle is stressful and doesn’t allow much time to rest, so if you need a break, we’ll get you one.”

After a long silence, Hyunjin admitted with tears in his eyes: “I’ll probably need to at some point. It’s getting so hard to keep up with you when dancing but what if Stay will think Stray Kids is as good or even better without me?” – “That is not going to happen! Stray Kids is not Stray Kids without you hyung. Stay would want you to take care of yourself, just like we want you to. Do you remember what you told me when my anxiety got really bad? You said ‘there’s no shame in taking a rest, you come first, your job comes second’. Same goes for you too, hyung”, Jisung reminded, “We just want you to be well.” – “It’s j-just, I really loved dancing and now I can barely do it anymore. What if I’m not as good as before when all of this is over”, the older mumbled, playing with his sleeve. Tapping the dancer’s knee from where he was sitting on the ground, Minho spoke up with a firm expression: “Look at me, Jinnie. I’m good at dancing, so I can judge. You have so much natural talent as a dancer, that’s nothing that just suddenly vanishes. Yeah, you might forget about some of the moves but we are all here to remind you again.” Felix nodded along promising: “We’re the dance-line, we work on our dancing together, always have and always will. How many nights have you stayed behind with me to help me get it right, don’t you think I’m willing to do the same for you?” – “Thank you, Lixxie”, he smiled, drying his eyes with his sleeve.

“You got this, Jinnie”, Changbin smiled, ruffling his dongsaeng’s hair. The younger cringed at the touch, pleading: “Please don’t do this, it’s falling out quick enough as it is”, twirling a long strand around his finger he whimpered, “I don’t want to lose it all, I’d be so ugly being bald.” – “Jinnie, look at Chan, for now he has less hair than you. Is he ugly?”, Changbin asked. “Of course, he is!”, Hyunjin joked, snorting and earning an irritated “Excuse me???” from the leader. Changbin just continued, ignoring his hyung: “We’ll simply make sure he’ll dye his hair again for the next comeback, so he’ll lose it faster”, he winked, “and if you feel self-conscious, wear a beanie. We always do. It won’t be so much different and you can also borrow some of mine if you get tired of your own collection. We all know I have an endless number of them, you will always find one that goes with your outfit.” The dancer nodded gratefully while Jisung removed himself from his side, dashing to his room. He was slightly out of breath when he jogged back to the living room, with a black beanie in his hands. Upon further inspection, the older could make out a pair of cat ears on top of it. “Here, I haven’t worn it in an eternity but I thought it would look really good on you”, the rapper announced with sparkling eyes, “Try it on!” Hyunjin complied earning a bush of squeals, while Jisung pinched his cheek exclaiming: “Cute!” The younger fixed it a bit, so it was facing straight, beaming at his hyung: “You should keep it, it looks so much better on you anyways.” – “Thanks, Sungie. But what if I don’t want to walk around the dorm wearing a beanie 24/7?”, the dancer worried. Frowning at his hyung’s insecurity, Jeongin spoke up: “Hyung, you don’t have to hide from us. You are so handsome, you know, there’s a reason you are called prince. What’s on your head won’t change that, plus we care about you, not your hair. To us it doesn’t matter what’s on your head, if you’d walk around with a chicken living up there, we wouldn’t care.” – “Well, I would be mildly concerned if there was a chicken on his head”, Felix’ deep voice cut in. Seungmin tapped his lips, thinking deeply before considering: “I mean, a raven or a snow owl would be fine but a chicken, come on Jeongin, Hyunjin has more style than that.” – “Guys, you don’t get the point”, the maknae whined. “I do, Innie”, Hyunjin chuckled at the heated discussion that broke out about the bird bread that would fit him best, “Thank you.”

It took a few minutes for Chan to calm the maknae-line down, without agreeing on a certain bread. “How long is it till your next treatment?”, the leader asked. Counting in his head, the younger replied: “Four more days or considering today is mostly over, three days.” – “Well, how about we go for sushi during lunch tomorrow? My treat. It’s you favorite, so you can enjoy some delicious food while you can still stomach it”, the oldest offered. An excited smile spread on Hyunjin’s face and he nodded, as it had been a while since he had sushi. “Good, you need to eat well to give your body the energy it needs. You’ve been losing too much weight lately”, Minho approved, nudging his dongsaeng’s knee. Wordlessly walking over, Jeongin dropped himself on Hyunjin’s lap before announcing: “Well, now that that’s settled, as the maknae I call dips on cuddles.” – “Yah! I do not agree with this line of argument!”, Felix yelled frustrated. Soon the entire group was piled up together cuddling their sick dancer. “Thank you, guys. I wouldn’t know what to do without you”, he sniffled getting emotional from all the affection he was receiving. Chan just squeezed him a bit tighter and whispered: “You don’t have to think about that because you will always have us by your side.” – “Promise?” – “Promise! Every step of the way.”

[lost-in-jeopardy]

ok but

am i the only one to think the latest tumblr update sucks?

it keeps cutting ANY post on my dash that’s even a line longer than the supposed standard post. it’s annoying and ugly at best, and damaging to content creators at worse.

if it was only for those really long posts (which, btw, we already had several ways to filter, or shorten with “keep reading” buttons) only some of us have the time and mental space to read, it wouldn’t be a problem, but it isn’t.

if I, in my idle time, feel like it’s too much a burden clicking on the “see more” just to see a centimeter more of a gif post, or an art post, i can’t imagine the potential viewers of my blog or my art in general.

let’s not mention the fact that 6 times out of 10 it doesn’t even show the “see more” button, it cuts the post entirely. i may have been interested in reblogging or giving a like, but it’s become too much trouble, so i skip to the next post. (because let’s face it, most of users online are “lazy”, and i’m not saying it in a judging way, i’m like that too. humans are “lazy” by nature)

you see how it can be damaging?

[bakughosts]

ahhhh! hi hi!

so i found your tumblr because i saw a repost with your tumblr on my dash and briefly thought it was mine when i scrolled past it but was like o? not me! haha. and i hope this isn’t weird lolol! i even considered stayin on anon but i made this blog purposely so i could interact with creators 💌

buuuut anywhooos i’m so glad i stopped and clicked your blog because i just spent my morning reading two of your fics (organic chemistry/i like to call myself wound but i will answer to knife)! and ahhh you write a) so well and b) write bakugou soooo perfectly. you capture his personality/charm/angry side/hidden soft side so amazingly. and the entire squad too! i love how you captured all their interactions together…just so fkin good. 😩🙏🏼✨. (esp loved the scene where the reader/ y/n is stuck in the tonkatsu restaurant and the squad just up and leaves them to talk with bakugou to deal with their tension…and how sero just up goes despite reader bein like eye pleading him to stay. just felt so real and like something my friends would do to me/what i’d do to them 😆 and the movie night dynamics ahhhh! ) i also think you’ve written y/n / the reader to be wonderfully relatable…so even while i’m reading in like YES this me i too would be awkward and overthinking scenarios haha. like you’ve managed to encapsulate a perfect balance of sweet/funny/angst/spicy/swoon-ey/action/character depth in your writing. ok i hope this isn’t too much haha i just really appreciate content creators like yourself sharing your writing with us. 💕🥺 (also i work remotely at home for now so thank goooodness no one could actually see me slackin off to read fics all morning ☺️😆. ) i cannot wait to dig into more of your fics but just wanted to pop in and share my appreciation!

- rin ♡´･ᴗ･`♡ (ok last note i’m on mobile and i swear this ask looks like it’s formatted all strange so have no idea how/why/i cant fix it haha. but ugly format or not i’m sending this (ง'̀-'́)ง)

hi rin!!!!!!!! this is SO NICE OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! sorry I am answering this a little late 😅 but seriously omg. i am so glad u liked my stuff!!! I also saw your blog name when u sent this and was like omg my twin.... haha we are two people with exquisite taste in urls

ty again so much for leaving such a kind long ask omg I like teared up reading it... I never know if I make the reader character like TOO overthink-y so it is nice to hear that it is relatable I am like a chronic overthinker so sometimes I read my stuff back and go like.... would a regular person worry over this extremely small and most likely insignificant thing or is it just. me lmao. ANYWAY omg I am rambling but stop by anytime!!!!!!! thank u for reaching out and for reading my work in the first place!!!!!!!!

[leossmoonn]

hey, i’m the one who sent you the ask about your comments on ppls fav “white men.” as a poc woman i don’t find it ok for you to ignore poc concerns about white men being painted as more desirable and poc as less. the least you could do is respond and explain. typical white woman behavior for u to be ignoring poc and posting petty shit on your blog like “reblog if you’ve never sent anon hate.” this is not fucking hate. you wouldn’t understand anything about the hate poc get and how we’re painted as less than white ppl, you have no grounds to call it “hate” and not respond when we advocate for ppl to stop promoting racial bias. if you choose to ignore this too, fine. i’m not a harassment acc. just a black woman tired of white ppl thinking we’re ugly and everyone idealizing white men as the only worthy ones of dating. i’ll get your message that you’d rather silence poc voices about the shit we deal with every fucking day if you don’t respond. have a good one.

Okay 1) I’m not a white woman. 2) I didn’t respond to your message because I honestly didn’t agree with what you were saying and I felt like you were just hating on my account for no reason. I didn’t feel the need to get myself worried over an anon ask. And 3) the “never have sent anon hate” post was not about you. Literally your ask wasn’t even on my mind when i reblogged that. I just saw it on my dash, found myself agreeing with it and posted it.

I never was perpetuating the idea of white men only being desirable. If I do, then I really am sorry. I do not only find white people desirable. I believe everyone is attractive, not matter your race or what you identify as. The ask game was just a game for “average white man”. It no way was it, or I, trying to convey that only white men are attractive. It’s literally just abt a stereotype about average white men. And I realize I do write for male white characters. Not trying to give myself excuses, but all of the shows I write for have main white male characters, and that’s not my fault they happen to be white.

I understand what you may feel about society’s norms and beauty standards. Although I’m not 100% Asian, I do not have white features. I’m sorry you feel that way about yourself. I’m sorry for not responding to your original ask because I ended up responding to this one anyways.

[fallencomrade-a]

𝐵𝐸𝐻𝐼𝑁𝐷 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑀𝐴𝑆𝐾 -  -  -  ⁍       hullo  tumblr  fam.  i  hope  all  is  going  well  for  each  and  every  one  of  you  reading  this  and  that  life  has  been  treating  you  favorably.  ❀◕ ‿ ◕❀  i’ve  been  absent  these  last  few  months  for  a  number   of  different  reasons.  without  going  into  too  much  detail,  for  a  while  now  i  have  been  struggling  with  some  really  ugly  mental  issues  that,  as  of  late  have  started  to  have  a  noticeable  impact  on  my  physical  health  as  well.  the  ugly  combination  has  in  turn  impacted  my  ability  and  passion  to  write.  that  being  said,  the  buck-ster  is  still  alive  and  kickin’  in  this  brain  o’  mine  and  i  am  not  sure  i  am  ready  to  let  him  go  just  yet.  i’ve  been  considering  this  for  a  little  while  now  and  i  think  -  after  six  years  -  it  might  be  a  good  idea  to  finally  start  anew !  ( sorta  /  not really )  i  think  a  reboot  of  my  blog  might  help  jumpstart  my  muse  again.  i  know  it  will  certainly  delight  my  ( slightly  obsessive )  need  for  organization.

     fresh  new  blog  with  a  new  ( kickass )  theme.  updated  rules  /  verses  and  a  restructuring  of  my  tags  -  the  whole  shebang.  i  can  even  begin  to  rebuild  my  follower  count,  clear  away  some  of  the  inactive  blogs  and  start  to  once  again  make  some  meaningful  connections  with  people  /  plot  some  new  ideas.  i  hope  a  clean  dash  and  a  smaller  follower  count  will  help  me  become  more  active  and  more  alive  in  the  community  again.  

     so  that  is  kind  of  where  i’m  at,  working  on  this  transition.  my  ocd  loves  the  idea  of  starting  something  fresh  and  clean,  but  that  same  ocd  tendency  is  going  to  make  the  move  all  the  more  tedious  and  exhausting.  o(*>ω<*)o    i  will  not  be  dropping  any  of  my  current  threads  because  i  ADORE  every  single  one  of  them  ( && my partners )  far  too  much,  so  they  will  be  carried  over.  once  again,  i  just  ask  for  some  continued  patience  from  all  of  you  while  i  work  on  things.  i  would  like  to  get  everything  updated  and  finished  before  officially  moving  over  ( because  if  i  don’t  do  it  now,  i  will  never  finish  it )  but  once  i’m  all  done,  i  will  post  a  link  to  the  new  blog  for  all  those  still  interested  in  following  /  writing  with  me. 

     it  is  important  though  that  i  emphasize  that  my  lack  of  activity  and  communication  has  nothing  to  do  with  my  love  and  appreciation  for  any  of  you.  unfortunately,  the  constant  exhaustion  and  mental  fatigue  makes  many  every  day  tasks  all  the  more  difficult  to  handle  -  even  enjoyable  activities.  i  am  hoping  this  move  helps  to  boost  my  muse  and  maybe  even  my  mood.  (^_^;)  ok !  thanks  for  reading  this.  i’ll  be  re - posting  this  a  few  times  while  i  work  on  things.  please  stay  safe  out  there  everyone !  xxo

[tartagliaxx]

hihi how are you?? i hope you're doing good :D

do you have any tips for starting a blog? i'm kinda new to tumblr so i don't know much about navigating and making a pretty theme and customizing.

it's ok if you don't want to answer! no pressure! <33

hello there! i'm doing very good, thank you for wish me well! uh long post ahead.

ummm well it depends on the type of blog you're running? tbh i don't know a lot either. back when i still wasn't writing, i was just spending a lot of time in the tags i liked and i saw many blogs that inspired me to make a hopefully pretty blog. In terms of navigation, i just use the search bar like yknow... googling but i remember to follow authors and reblog their works so tumblr's algorithm syncs up with my interests. you might encounter profile recommendations on your dash when you're just scrolling through and those are usually related to the content you've been actively intaking. so yeah, just follow and rb the content creators that you like bc not only is it a show of appreciation, it's also a way to personalize your tumblr and fill up your blog.

speaking of blogs, tags have been my best friend since i reworked mine. you can use it to organize your posts and make the search easier in case you have smth you need to find. for instance, i use 'spread by word of tongue' for all the fanfics i recommend so when someone wants to read through them, it'll be easy-peachy! if you're making original content, it's also smth that boosts visibility. tag as much as you want, there's no shame in that (except the 30 tag limit lol). they do have that thing where they say you have to put the five most important tags in the front bc those are the only ones that pop out or smth. i don't really get that either but i just do it anw. interacting w people would also get your name out there so if you drop by askboxes or leave comments... those would help.

finally, themes! honestly, it's all about finding an aesthetic you vibe w and working w it. tumblr has two views (at least, the ones that i consider): the mobile and website view. the website view is more flexible and you could easily adjust the HTML codes. thankfully, a lot of talented users share their codes for free so you could copy and paste them on yours and just adjust colors and whatnot as needed (ofc be careful of what they allow and what they don't and other prerequisites before you use the theme) theme-hunter is a nice place to start if you're looking for some themes. for mobile, it's much simpler? there's not a lot you can do w it so you'll see users like me add pics and dividers and other sorts of stylization. you can hide the avatar/header, change accent colors and stuff. there are also a bunch of creative tumblr users who make matching/themed headers and icons. some of them even take requests for free and that's so pog of them.

those are the things that come up on top of my head like rn,, tbh tho, i feel like you'll figure it out on your own the more that you use it? fr my blog used to be so ugly and now we're here and it's... well, it's tolerable. anw, i hope i helped!

[ladyvesuvia]

🍪 — heyy!! i would love a male marauders era ship pretty please :D <33

— i seem very unaffected & unbothered by insults & stuff like that on the outside, but omfg i swear if i think someone looked at me a bit weird i AUTOMATICALLY think they hate me 🥰💔 i am sensitive okay i just don’t like to show it >:’(

— my worst fear is becoming a house wife, i’m sorry but just the thought of being one makes me shudder shdjdk (i had a nightmare about this okay, and i SWEAR- i had to make MEATLOAF for my BALDING ‘HUSBAND’ and i couldn’t make fun of his UGLY ASF SHOES or he’d start YELLING AT ME & INSULT MY COOKING 😩 i woke up at 3 am in a cold sweat bc that nightmare was just a whole new level of awful djdkdk)

— i love to draw & read! art is so fun and stress relieving lol and i just really like books <3 i could get lost in the pages of a book for literal hours and not even get up from my spot skdsk

— i am quite an observant person, i tend to notice very small details and quirks about people that others don’t usually pick up on ahaa!! i pinky promise that i’m not a stalker or anything, i just,,, notice things djkdk

i really hope i didn’t right too much love! thank you endlessly in advance, you have all my love <3 i also want to say that seeing you pop up on my dash never fails to bring a smile to my face and your blogs aesthetic is just beautiful <33 congrats on reaching this milestone btw!! you are crazy talented and it’s so amazing to be able to see your growth :’) <3

🍪 chocolate chip ships - omg this format is so pretty nonnie i wanna give u sirius black 😔

Sirius - ok you can’t tell me he won’t tease you because he definitely will. agh just imagine being frenemies with him or smth like that but then he looks at you..... ✨that✨ way like...!:3$&28292 and you think he’s mad at u but babe hE LIKES YOU 👹👹👹

and oh my god the housewife dream hHAHDBCSHAHA PLS BALDING HUSBAND 😭✋🏻 ILYSM LMAO i can picture sirius joking about that and subtly flirting about like “if u become my wife blah blah” stuff like that hNAJWIOQAJHA imagine staying coming over to grimmauld place in ootp and you’d be all “guess you’re a houseband now haha jk thats mean” AGH

and sirius is fun to be with dw you two would go on brilliant adventures cos he loves those typa stuff

he’d also def like you can point out the things people don’t often see, he’d think it’s cool

hope u like this omg nonnie

BABE ILYSM THIS LITERALLY MEANS A LOOOOOT TO ME 😔 aaaa i hope you’re having a great day omfg thank you a lot lot lot lot <3

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