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saiki polycule concept where literally everyone has a crush on each other and its really obvious, so everyone EXCEPT the four psykickers start dating, because theyre afraid that saiki wouldnt feel the same and would think its weird, and they just dont know the other three very well..
chiyo and kokomi are def crushing on mikoto but they dont really say anything since most of the others havent even talked to her
so, whole time they're trying to hide their giant relationship and its very hard and also very pointless because saiki obviously KNOWS, but they dont know that☠️
and then the gang finds out somehow that AIURA AND SAIKI ARE DATING and it stems into this whole misunderstanding and theyre all heartbroken but ACTUALLY all the psykickers r dating + r definitely crushing on the rest of the gang but saiki has just been scared to say anything the entire time, especially since he hasnt power revealed yet..
#PROBABLY ends with yume confessing everything to miko and she thinks shes gonna be confused and mad about them crushing on her bf#but miko is just like 'girl ive been trying to get him to talk to u guys for soooo long'#and power reveal#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#yumehara chiyo#aiura mikoto#meows post#do most of you guys hate when i post saiki polycule#i feel like only like two or three other people like this#its fine im embracing it
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i CANNOT stress enough how incompatible the themes of these two pieces of media are. i promise my media literacy ability is actually good im well aware that these character mappings are absolutely nothing. that said. play with me in this space. in this sopping wet miserable space. its bad luck to kill a piou piou

original screenshots (and hypnosis 1904) for reference
#'oh but both of them are about isolation' NOT THE SAME KIND OF ISOLATION THEY AINT#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#lucabyteart#sifloop#I SUPPOSE. THEYRE DANCING THEYRE HUGGING ITS FINE. IT COULD MEAN NOTHING. THE LIGHTHOUSE (2019) HAS THEMES. OF AN ILK. I WOULD SAY.#anyway yes these r redraws of scenes from robert eggers' The Lighthouse. a film i would consider diametrically thematically opposed to isat#something something ✨ You're fond of my crab arent you stardust?#yeah thats the best i got here. im just having fun with pictures. this does straight up mean nothing. like at all. theres like 3 things#that you could draw as parallels and theyre Very strained. its like 1. preoccupation w the ocean (but in very different ways)#2. both are abt isolation (but in very different ways)#3. wanting to fuck a bright source of light. sorry i mean the third one is only a parallel if you have a specific reading of Tom#that is spoilers and may or may not be true. also theyre both in black and white. this means nothing#(now. if anything. if you wanted to map isat onto an eggers' movie id say its nosferatu. like. it at least has someone calling out to the#forces unknown for a companion & being accepted and loved despite literally embracing the physical embodiment of your shame....#that said if youve watched nosferatu you also know this mapping is utterly nuts. im sending isabeau into the catacombs to go burn the rats#everyones vampire aus are cute but whos out here coding loop as count orlok hm? . and odile as willem dafoe i guess?#this falls apart quickly and is not a serious suggestion i just want to point out the bar for 'being more relevant to isat than#the lighthouse' is is like. a VERY low bar.)#anyway made sif more visibly afrocarribean since if im drawing them realistically im not making them particularly white passing.#ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN IM DRAWING OVER ROBERT PATTERSON OF ALL PEOPLE.... LMAO...
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Sonic 3 spoilers!!! Talking about the mid credits scene/what people have been saying about it under the cut
feeling like the only one who doesnt want reverse sonamy for the movies </3
or more accurately, fine sonic can have an obvious crush on her but i dont want ‘reverse sonamy’ to mean ‘amy doesnt have a crush on sonic.’ she can be lowkey about it or whatever (like sonic is sometimes in the games/other media) but to me part of Who She Is is that shes this super cool, super strong, intelligent fighter but shes also still a young girl who has crushes and believes in fate and is guided by her compassion, not by her strength or her mission or her love of adventure.
shes such a good character because while she is physically strong and possibly slightly magic, those are equally as important as her love and compassion and care for the world and people around her. preserving amys girlhood is important to me like loving sonic isnt her single defining character trait bc she ‘has to have a crush on a guy’ but it is a main character trait because thats just who she is. a loving person who sees the good in the world and wants to protect it and loves sonic because she sees him as the embodiment of that
#SPOILERS in the tags as well#sonic movies#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic movie 3#sonamy isnt even like my favorite ship or anything but#greatest fear is that they girlboss movie amy too close to the sun#like sonic boom is too girlboss (which is fine in the context of boom bc its not mainlike and i love boom)#i think frontiers and idw (…what i’ve read at least) do a good job balancing it. and like even look at amy in sa1#or sa2. they arent perfect but they show that one of amys ‘powers’ is simply her compaddion and love#and really what this boils down to is that. amy being ‘girly’ isnt bad. yknow its all the rage to make one note woman characters who are#badass and sarcastic and guarded and nothing else bc See! This Woman Isnt Girly Therefore Shes A Progressive Characterization#but like the problem with overly girly chars in the first place was acting like girls are unintelligent/dumbed down by crushes/only purpose#in life is to swoon over men/be rescued#they went from one note damsel in distress to one note damsel causing distress#but amys crush isnt something that needs to be ‘fixed’ about her characterization#bc an actual nuanced portrayal means her being cool and awesome and also still being girly and embracing that#do you seen what im saying do you see the vision i just love her a lot#donnie speaks#sonic movie spoilers#sonic movie#sonic 3 spoilers#sonamy#sonic spoilers
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thinks about the bean lore the fact there IS no LAES in that universe
not cause i dont like it But because the plot like didnt go that direction. and... isnt.
But theres elements in there.
#part of how laes starts is earth wanting to help lunar with his problems and astral things keep poppin up#but like with eclipse returning in bean au that kinda halts a slow progression of handling a trauma and being more Direct with that#cause now its UNAVOIDABLE that hes very alive#KC also being there is something that effects a lot more cause hes directly taking ACTION vs avoiding in the canon#he's more involved in this au#yes to be a father but also realizing uh he's definitely needed with the family. stares at earth. stares at moon#laes put earth into a therapost position which most the fandom at the time embraced cause tHEY DID NEED IT#but earth herself shouldnt have been- their therapist#at keast rhe FAMILIES#which KC is gonna be like smacking that idea out of everyones head#'thats stupid you'll give her problems' 'oh but its fine im programmed-' 'youre still our sister No'#KC being the kinda guy who would be like 'yeah no idc if u were programmed for it. u dont need to do that'#THATS HIS WHOLE REDEMPTION ARC THIGN BRO#anwyay we'll handle that#bean eclipse au#i think i mentioend this somewhere#im writing stuff rn kvs
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faraday page ft. his gay cowboy situationship ✨
#art#2025#oc: faraday#this took 2 weeks and a lot of energy but thankfully im so farahillpilled rn that its fine#fully embracing my yumedanshi lifestyle atp im having way too much fun bahaha#my back isnt though...owie#im trying to get through all my brainworms before i go stay with my gf bc then itll be commissions grind#maybe there will be more boothill....maybe....
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I actually kinda liked when mammon came up with that "fundraising" idea in the beginning of his curse
I would genuinely like to see more of that....
#it was shown as a bad thing but...#i feel if hes gonna embrace the greedy aspect of himself#(at least thats what i got from the ending?? cause im still not completely sure where they were going tbh)#then at least let him be more clever#i think it would be a nice change to his character#i think they wanna keep him where he is#so it wont happen#but its like...either let him learn to consider ppls feelings more#or let him lean more into his sin#im fine either way#but i need him to go in a direction for my sanity#obey me nightbringer#obey me mammon#OR#other option#find a way for him to be greedy that doesnt involve constantly “tricking” ppl#i think its possible#but it would pretty much change a lot of aspects of his character....like he'd probably not be the mammon we know anymore#hmmm idk how i feel about that
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mastermind's usual outfit when he's out being a public nuisance. he thinks he looks sooo cool wearing this but he is literally a 35 year old gay man
#the :3 mouth was not intended its more like a jackolantern jagged smile thing ykwim#its funny though because he would hate it#art#illustration#traditional art#original character#oc#supervillain oc#pen sketch#also i know i will never perfectly capture how traditional art looks irl. im embracing that and just fucking w the editing#same w the text and lines quality overall its just like. whatever. cant go back. work with it#i want to practice going more from 'work with it by adding more lines to hide things' to 'work with it by embracing all mistakes'#cuz i know when im confident enough to post art with shitty linework its gonna be no different from every other#drawing with shitty lines its like. its fine and tbh even good to look at. yknow#anyway. practicing.
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am i going to make enemies today or am i going to keep a lid on how much i hate charles vane (bs)
#the thing about him is i was never going to like or enjoy his character#but i would be at peace with his role in the show and his part in the plot#if it weren't for people straight up making shit up about him and brushing all the deeply terrible traits of his under the rug to do so#i would be fine if everyone didn't feel like exaggerating anything good he did#never thought i would miss the days of 'rackham won bc he embraced femininity and vane died bc of toxic masculinity'#don’t get me wrong. that is such a stupid take but at least i can laugh at it#and... god. projecting trauma onto charles that there is not textual evidence for when its the exact violence he inflicts on another char#what the hell. ive been holding that one in for a while but what the actual hell is wrong with you.#okay! time to stop typing or im going to get into his deep seated hatred of women and why that contradicts everyone's favorite what if
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so many of my pet peeves with historical costuming in film boil down to: why set it in that era if you're not gonna have fun with the contemporary style?
#like say a film is set in a 1920s city im gonna be really thrown off if the actresses are wearing modern makeup#(even if its 'no makeup makeup')#and if an actress doesn't want to pluck her eyebrows super thin that's totally fine! not every woman in the 20s did#but doing modern eyebrow makeup instead just looks SO off. just draw a thin brow over the unplucked brow with a darker pencil. easy!#and i know no one dressed 100% exactly how people dressed in magazines & catalogs & fashion plates & illustrations all the time#or even very often#and i genuinely don't expect perfect accuracy#i just wish people would stop designing *historical* costumes to look cool by *modern* standards#whats dorky now was cool back then! *they* thought they were super cool back in the day#embrace it! embrace the eccentricities of the time! do it!#mickey.txt
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anonymous publishing on ao3 my best friend in the whole entire world. i could never needlessly overshare in the comments like some kind of freak without you. thank you for your service.
#im WAY too effusive for this 😭😭😭#i constantly hold myself back on my main account but ive decided that here i will embrace my freakish nature#anyone who knows me would recognize me INSTANTLY but anyone who knows me also already knows im effusive and a freak so#its probably fine#wildly embarrassing but fine#aly.txt
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IT HAS TAKEN ME FUCKING YEARS BUT IM FINALLY ABLE TO ACCESS THIS GODAWFUL ACCOUNT. i dont apologize for any inactivity and im surely not making a comeback, personally i’d like to forget this fucking blog ever existed. but im back nonetheless to give a life update or closing statement before i log out and finally live my life peacefully or smthn.
1. im not like this anymore. jesus christ. fortunately i’ve matured as a person now that i’m nearly 18 years old and i actually understand bungo stray dogs now.
2. nothing on here reflects who i am now. i fucking hate soukoku. i hate sskk. i hate bsd ships. i think a lot of the jokes on here were in poor taste and the whole schtick was character inaccurate… it was definitely fun at the time, but, alas, it is not that time anymore.
3. i have a new tumblr tjat u should probably go follow instead of this one if u ever want to see content from me. @nouveauxamoris 👍🏽
4. this has no relevance to anything else im just spreading my propaganda . chuuya nakahara is a trans woman . dazai osamu is a transmasc lesbian. dazai and chuuya have the exact same relationship dynamic as branch and his sleazy older brother from trolls. skk yaoi was never real and i no longer pretend like it was
#Im free from my shackles#no lomger held down by my haunting past that is awkward-dazai on tumblr dot com#nobody should have ever let me have access to tumblr at god knows how old i was when i made this#i promise im normal now#Not really#ive just learned how to be media literate and have gotten progressively more autistic abt bsd#I also realized that bsd ships kinda suck and really i shouldve jsut embraced my true nature instead#selfshipping. I wanted dazai osamu. I want him real bad. And now i self ship.#word of advice from your good old friend amoris awkward dazai#your enjoyment of anything media related will definitely improve once you embrace self shipping#you can do tjat. Its fine. nobody can stop you. be free#awkward-dazai#i hope u guys had fun w this blog im pretty sure i did#i loathe it now but it was 13 year old me’s pride and jou#i want it to become lost media so i can pretend like it never existed but#alls well that ends well or some bullshit like that#happy 2024 guys
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Soy milk challenge ? :0
much less of a challenge and more of a project. a journey. very straightforward just get my hands on as many kind of soy milk possible and grade them. theres a fresh/artisan soy milk division which was logistically difficult (had to get a friend to buy for me bc i live too far for one. got lost in some random suburb for another), quite expected. the winner was the homemade date soy milk from a spicy noodle restaurant, which has since closed their closest branch but still exists elsewhere. this division was less important just beacuse statistically im much less likely to buy these due to location and money constraints but there were some really good ones in there for special occassions.
after all realistically i buy milk from the supermarket like the average person. but the supermarket division was difficult just because supermarkets sold in like 1-2L bottles. while i could theoretically buy and taste all of them at once, i am only one person. tf was i supposed to do with 30 liters of opened soy milk? my fridge isnt even that big. my stomach certainly as well. there is a limit to how far i can stretch 'consume within 5 days'. and there was no way im throwing them away. and since i had to actually finish each box before buying a new one it ended up taking a full year
all in all productive experience. cheers from me n the winning supermarket soy milk.

#one of them had a nasty texture?? like taste was fine but it was very grainy. had to bake it into a cake bc i just cant drink it straight#and if ur wondering why well i come from a country where fresh soy milk is very common and bountiful. moved in to this place and found the#selection all just so......disappointing#so many of them trying too hard to be a dairy replacelemt instead of embracing the soy milks uniquely delicious profile#but mama didnt raise a quitter i HAD to find a good one. i know its out there. i just have to Look.#and no im not lactose intolerant i just love soy milk. and hate coconut milk (as a drink) just putting it out there
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owwwww were sooo backckkk
#wip bc its just lineart but i wanna show bcc :3cc eeheheee#if the bad grade i got this morning has given me anything its: narakawa the kiss!! hugeee imo.#(i got over the grade btw im still fucking passing. which now just means i feel like a baby for overreacting. but 'my feelings are valid')#=w=b yay#ANYYYAY as you might be able to tell.... this isnt mspaint!! waoh.#ive been playing with krita for the past few days and i while it all worked it didnt WORK yk.#buttt we turned down the canvas size to the same one i have on my tablet and. yupp yippeee#or maybe i tried harder whatever. you knoww. it doesnt matter were soo back#i deserve this. loving wife embrace. yayyyay#sillyposting#not tagging as my work bc. i need to colour itttt#but later.... later......... yes.....#uwaaa i am very excited. im curious to see how the new program and hardware impact my art. ^-^bb#im already so happy with the fact that i can seemingly import brushes yayyyayy#+ while im still at like 150% zoom i feel like thats fineee AND. i dont get to easily turn the canvas!! which i wanted to do less sooo =w=b#yipppeeee my awesomee drawing tablet im so happyyy#it was genuinely a last minute decision to put this on my bday list bc i didnt ~need~ it since i did fine without.#but darlings i am sooo fucking glad waugghh#not only drawing but just navigating my laptop with it is so funnyyyy yayyyay#yayyayy#^-^bb
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ugh i regret speaking nooo NOOOOO

#good nightttt#i just have 2 not ler tge cringe of myself control me#i control my cribge i control it embrace t even mayb#but also i acknowledge & say its ok that im dumb hut holy shit i h8 ittttaughhh#its fibe its fine its cool
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I know I still care about drawing but as I slowly solidify completely it's getting harder to prioritize
I learned the brush pen. Like you can always hone and grow with practice, but I've gotten what I'm willing to call comfortable with it. Right now probably isn't the best time to be challenging myself with that.
I think I'm going to let myself sketch with something erasable again, if not just to overcome the initial momentum hurdle required to start.
#i still have the fine motor control its just that it takes so much force to move any part of me that doing anything is exhausting#you have to be very careful and delicate with the brush and that takes its own extra layer of energy use. physical and mental.#i think i need to let myself do the scribbly wild sculptural underdrawing that seems to be characteristic of how i work#embrace it#being able to erase would at least give me the freedom to clean that up if it needs it#probably will still use the brush for inking since thats what i have and its convenient#but im feeling heartache or something adjacent for drawn animation maybe ill use graphite just because it looks like xerox animation#probably a solid way to grieve animation that looks like that#i guess
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NOOOOOO MY ENDLESS RUN WJLKFSDJLF
#such a dumb way to die too cuz i couldve survived this but i didnt pay attention to the damage output LOLLLLL#really good deck.. defense + exhaust + curse deck#used bottled tornado on dark embrace; paired this with blue candle while collecting curses which let me draw the deck out#du-vu doll also helped upped my strength which was epic#entrench + barricade very awesomeness#im fine w losing this run cuz it was getting monotonous its just that i lost in such a dumbbbb way fjdsklgksdajkl
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