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Sleepy Science...!
#brainstorm's is a little bit of a mess but. i think that's in character#they'll be charms and stickers! or at least ill try to get stickers in.#sorry for the lack of activity ive been working on these#some other deadline stuff#a. comm i forgot about. (my bad)#and also still the prizes#and also a job so . im exhausted a lot of the time#but its ok. we persevere.#also ive gotten myself into two different things at once#clair obscur and also iron leaguer#its. a strange combination#so idk if anyone has played CO:E33. u might see smth from me soon. I wanna do a painting for it. what a beautiful game#tf nautica#tf brainstorm#maccadam#tf perceptor#transformers
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Never to Return
[This story contains dubious consent.]
Sugar's witch, only having recently come into possession of her first doll, wanted to make her manor look the part. She wanted a flower garden in her front yard, and a vegetable garden in her backyard. In addition to the seeds, Sugar bought some of the necessary tools to-
"Casey!"
The doll turned to the name being called, seeing a person it recognized. She was running towards it, and nearly tackled it to the ground with a hug, making it stumble and drop its bag.
"Oh my god Casey, I missed you so much!" The person pulled her hug tighter. "I'm so, so sorry about everything I ever did, I never wanted to drive you away like this!"
"You were subletting for this one, yes?" Sugar gave the person three encouraging pats on the back. "You are forgiven."
The person pulled her head out away from the embrace, instead grabbing the doll by the shoulders and staring into its face.
"Case, is everything okay? You..."
She trailed of, her eyes darting across the doll's face.
"No. No, no, no... you're not one of those... things. You can't be." She pulled her hands away, stepping back. "Wh... why would you...?"
"Please calm down, Henri." Sugar calmly explained, bending down to pick up its bag of gardening supplies. "This one simply sought out a witch becau-"
"No, no, shut UP! You're even talking like one of them!" The person reached out and grabbed Sugar by the wrist, leading it in the opposite direction of the bus stop it was heading to. "You're coming back with me, a-and we're figuring out how to turn you back! We'll, we'll find a different witch, or-"
"This one doesn't want to change back."
"No, shut up, yes you do." She didn't even turn around, simply walking forward with a figuratively iron grip on the doll. "I don't care what the doll has to say, you have too much to live for! You had a job, and friends, and-"
Sugar stopped moving. The person turned back at the doll, frozen in place. She tried tugging on its arm again, and it stayed anchored.
"Henri... this is the best I've ever felt in my life."
Sugar looked up into the person's eyes, with an expression of calm serenity. "Even if I could, I would never, ever go back. Not for anything."
The person pulled her hand away, cowering. She didn't dare move. "Oh, god, it's... it's really you, isn't it? You... you can't be, this isn't..." Her voice hitches. "How could you be happy like this? As some... thing?"
The doll shook its head. It was starting to feel sick of this. "It's rather simple. This one doesn't have any of those dismal aspirations to try and cling on to its dead-end job, those sickening so-called 'friends', and any of that false hope that things would just get better if it stayed out of trouble and kept to itself."
Henri took a step back, moments from collapsing in on herself. The doll reached out and grabbed her wrist, letting the bag drop to the floor. For the first time, Henri could truly feel the coldness of that... thing's skin, as its joints tightened around it.
"No, let me go, let me go!" the person shrieked, its voice shrill and terrified. "This isn't you, you can't-!"
"You have no right to talk about who this one was. You don't understand how awful humanity felt." Pulling her closer. "You can't comprehend the sheer bliss this one feels from having a purpose, from being able to serve its Miss." Pulling her closer. "You rude, disobedient people think you have the perfect life by living for yourself and forsaking those around you, you... you..."
An arm around her back, pulling her torso against its. Faces inches apart, Henri's hysterics have faded into silent terror. What was once collected frustration quickly morphed into a dawning realization, a polite smile creeping across Sugar's face.
"You should be a doll, too."
She didn't respond. She whimpered, trying fruitlessly to leave the doll's grasp, but she knew it was useless.
Sugar grabbed the back of her hair, forcing her into eye contact. Good dolls are polite, good dolls help their miss, good dolls follow their purpose, and this one was being such a good fucking doll.
"This one saw the way you would always talk with your... friends. The way you'd coddle at them, shrinking your personality away, too scared to ever risk disappointing them. A compassion you'd never spend on this one. You were always the one working to please them." There was a bite to the doll's words, the final remnants of a long-steeped poison finally allowed to seep out.
"You're an empty space too, just a people-pleasing reaction to those around you." Its face, its voice, were dripping with a cold seriousness. "You need to be emptied. Freed from that egotistical self-service. Freed from the cowardice that bars you from true companionship. Taught the real purpose of service."
The thrashing stopped.
"N... I-I..."
She tries to steady her breathing, but can't. She's trying to focus, but can't. She's trying to say anything, but she can't.
"Why are you doing this? Please, I just-"
"You can't say no. Good doll."
Henri shuddered, her breath hitching. The chill in her spine felt like it could melt her, as her knees threatened to give out.
"Yes, YES, you feel it! That submission, that empty fluttering in your chest, the feeling of losing your identity all for the sake of another." Sugar barely restrained a frenzied smile as it released the person from its grip. She stumbled backwards from the lack of support, taking a moment to regain her balance. "That's what being a doll feels like, all the time."
Quick, heavy breathing. Arms at her front, a fear reflex.
"Kneel."
Her knees hit the ground hard, staring at the doll like an insect at god. Her hands were on her chest, trying to soothe her racing heart.
Sugar crouches to match. It places a hand on the person's cheek, compassionately brushing her hair out of her face, just like Miss did to it. "You would make such a good doll for this one's Miss, darling. Please, follow this one to the manor. All those sad, overwhelming parts of life will fade away into stillness. All you have to do is say yes."
She's paralyzed.
"Good dolls say yes."
She does as she's told.
#this one isnt sure what constitutes as dubious consent?#so it will tag dubcon just in case#this one's words#dollposting#empty spaces#1k words#this one was inspired by its previous reblog#oh victims making more victims how this one loves you#good dolls make more good dolls so their Miss doesnt have to#miss is perfect and deserves more dolls#it also helps that it can be used as a strange combination of redemption and revenge directed at someone who mistreated you in a past life#and of course the fantasy of having something you secretly want/need forced upon you
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augustus and marcus agrippa
#roman history#tagamemnon#roman empire#roman principate#augustus#gaius octavius#marcus agrippa#marcus vipsanius agrippa#i feel like posting this after the augustus hot or not poll is funny tbh#+was really fun to reference off their statues+written descriptions of augustus#anyway uhm how to have a homoerotic bestfriend in ancient rome. have him marry your daughter. make him live in your house. and so on.#loser fridays#my art#i'm generally not that into the emperors/empire but augustus is very interesting tbh#its something about his aura of mystery and how expertly he manipulated his own image#also some of the weird details abt him like the asparagus thing. funny. like he was a horrible person but also a freak and that makes me#like historical figures tbh.. the combination of warcrimes and strange eccentricities . slay#also the fact that he was really sickly and like constantly on the brink of dying and yet outlived agrippa and all his heirs...
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i think with how pomni is shown to dissociate that it is easily assumed that its always a big deal but frankly she probably spends a lot of time at least a little out of it and i also wonder if she gets like. hyperaware of this
#i think sometimes its super obvious that she is Out but also like#w the speed that she does so it makes me think shes prooobably someone who responds to stress by dissociating already#way more often than is obvious its just not always as extreme and obvious#when ur brain decides the solution to problems is to not exist it means ur braain sorta does that to some extent other times too#and llike. a fun fact is that with ocd dissociating can be like. a really strange experience#i dont see it talked abt but when you combine their power it can make a person liek#hyperaware that theyre out of it but no less out of it#and i just wonder if shes like that....#like 'nothing feels right and its all i can think about'#i think she might..... maybe... i should think about this more#also i feel like the experience is hard to explaain in a way that doesnt sound contradictory#but! my source is me. not universal obviously but its smth i talked w my old therapist abt for a While#circus discussion
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theyre fighting over my last braincell
"violence is the question and the answer is yes."

#NU sark#satanos#pico#i like to imagine my kins doing stuff in my brain#theres some strange combinations sometimes. its funny#very very very dead rn cuz of school#so i cant rlly make anything more than very messy sketches and doodles#also yeah i know the last 2 images are blurry as fuck theyre really tiny on the canvas sgfhdsghdtshyr#my art#doodles#my stuff
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just won world's chillest and most laid back neurotic micromanaging freak B)
#text#mine#negative#<- guy who offered to clean and organize a friend's yucky ass house normalstyle and literally cleaned/sorted/categorized for 12 hours today#we asked them to let us clean ofc its not like they made us do it. but if we're going to do it its going to get done. and by god it did#they were so stressed by the end of it but their house is no longer a biohazard and their brand new roommate will probably not tey to strang#le them (deserved that place was lowkey a biohazard 😔)#we have the funniest combination of autism + ocd where we can clean and organize and declutter crazy style for hours but if we get too#stressed we have to bang our head on the wall and make noises to get normaler again. Pretty good setup though all things considered
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trusting people's words is not enough , I need to be able to read their minds -
#vent#I should be normal and trust my friends when they say “I don't do x” or like my posts asserting that they won't interact with me if they-#even like x or whatever But !!!! I do not !! bc I am silly and paranoid and mentally ill sigh SIGH#(esp when ik they've done/liked it before arghhhh)#and I suppose this comes from just a combination of mental illnesses and Bad Past experiences... dealing with ppl who say "I haven't done x#- in years“ when the whole reason I had to talk to them even was bc I DIRECTLY SAW THEM DOING X bc someone else reported them#and maybe I just have a stick up my ass#it's a bit ridiculous to ask ppl not to interact with me if they even enjoy x and don't actively interact or put in on my dash#but !! id earnestly really prefer that and I wish people would fucking respect that !!!! you do not need to follow me that badly !!!!!#and im sure many of ppl would say its an awful thing to break mutuals over but like ..IDK mutuals have such a strange pedestal in fand0m-#like im so sorry but us following each other and being nice and riffing off each other occasionally is Not an automatic friendship?? u don'#me at all and we're not friends if we don't actually ever talk off of just reblog and tags and replies to art im sorry- and ill unmutual u#just as easily to keep my peace. being mutuals isn't suddenly a shield around boundaries. if u go around them like??? u actually suck I fea#not going to tag nbh bc quite honestly its about everyone but not specific people
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another year, another fun historical tv show that believes headgear doesn't really count as part of historical fashion
#this my lady jane show is even more of a ridiculous fever dream than reign was but it is highly entertaining!#but no hoods or anything or bonnets in other stuff always feels strange when they are doing so many other handwaves at historical costuming#I try not to be a hall monitor even in my own head but I love historical accurate costuming and I notice it so much when its not accurate#at least write characters to have values and desires that reflect SOME awareness of how real people thought of their own societies#it just sticks out so much to me that this show has their TUDOR ERA feminist lead be so anti-marriage with such a 21st century mindset#dickinson I think did the anachronistic language combined with time-period-appopriate values and plots better than this show#especially when you compare leads who don't want to get married#but ya know sometimes you just gotta enjoy some mindless popcorn television with a plucky girl lead and a hot byronic rake
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obsessed with how every1 keeps posting the spring byler image 😭😭 i think i've seen it six separate times under the tag already
#byler#im gonna be honest. im kinda on the fence abt it#idk if it rlly means anything#but yeah i guess its strange combined with the other images they posted
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#ex best friend posted on instagram with her reading from january and its an interesting combination of#books that i have been reliably informed are Bad (including one absolutely destroyed by a beloved mutuals commentary)#and books that I don't know anything about. but they look pretty bad.#and it was very... weird moment of just. you used to have taste I trusted. mostly.#and of all the myriad ways i feel like I no longer know her#this is small and silly and subjective#but it was just strange to see
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one thing that sucks is when you noticed something odd about a youtuber your watching
and now it just doesn't leave your mind
like huh am i thinking to much or is it kind of weird that you seem to dislike every song about female sexuality to the point where i noticed it after only a few videos
is it strange that despite making couples with your characters pretty often you have never made an mlm or wlw pairing
a thing i only noticed because of you making a character based on another characters favorite thing and then talked about pairing them off just to not bring that other character up at all as even an option despite multiple people saying they were their first thought in the comments
#i don't think it necessarily means anything#but just feels kinda sus to me#wym this is the seventh song on the list you've said was “just not for you” in combination with “not realizing its meaning at first”#thats not even talking about the amount of times they admit the song is a bop but still rank it low for it 'not being for them'#wym that despite most of your creatures only having like one or two traits#you still didn't even consider that this new character's#love interest could be the one that already loves what this new character's whole gimmick is#it just kinda has me side eyeing a little bit#like even if it had been like a “i guess character a but i don't really want to do that” i would be like yeah ok thats valid#but them not even getting a mention is strange to me
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chimera cats are crazy what do you MEAN that animal has two different fur lengths on different parts of its body. actually saying that, it sounds normal but its extremely strange to see on a cat. as far as i can tell, different fur lengths are impossible in cats outside chimera situations. like who is this guy. why is he like that

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#rot.txt#im looking more into chimeras for oc purposes specifically this fur type thing. its interesting! and very cool#the different fur types combined with the blue tint makes his coat look kind unhealthy but like. hes fine. thats just what he looks like#strange animal. fascinating animal
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👁️✍️
#blb#blaseball#ari opinion hour#i love this combination of emojis i love how it was a whole piece of the vocabulary on its own. put these two emojis together and everyone#knew what you meant......#'commish said smth strange again'...... 'joel said something with implications'...... etc etc
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mia and margarete unit. im envisioning them to be like the original concept for diverdiva where they sort of compete against each other within the same song. mia's disney channel swag vs margarete's powerful high notes
#the idea for this came from wanting shuu and yuina to hang out bc they both like puns#literally nothing to do with their characters at all before realising both characters are the 14yo music prodigy gaijin#gemitus#its so strange margarete combines the traits from my other oshi and yet i dont even like her that much#been thinking of rewatching niji and superstar tho since i only watched each once
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#hi guys... i know that i havent been the most active lately... mostly because work is hectic right now and all my free time is spent with#family friends and my bf#to be honest i don't know if i'll return to writing... I've slowly been losing motivation but it really is a shame#i've loved my time here and i don't know where my journey will go next#but i will keep my blog up for now and reblog stuff occasionally.#honestly it seems that since full time work and bf got combined I've had less and less time! its just a part of life#and i'm incredibly grateful for those who gave me advice durinf my online dating era... it all led up to my life right now and i couldn’t#be happier. sure our relationship isn't perfect and he isn’t but i truly feel that he's perfect for me. i'm the happiest that i've even been#and i'm thankful for u all that commented on my shitposts and talked me through it all. it got me through and even my bf thanks u all for#getting me through it as well :)#idk why i feel so sappy right now but i'm just feeling grateful.#and happy hehe. my bf met one of my oldest friends from my hometown and he just. idk. after we drove back he told me that he realized that#he's v protective of me when he's walking dt with me lol (it's filled with very strange people that yell) and i could tell lowkey because#his hand would squeeze mine and he would pull me toward him or beside or infront when we talked past sus people#and idk he was looking at me a certain way and i was like stop looking at me (he was gonna make me blush lol) but he just said 'why am i not#allowed to look at my future wife' !#and u guys i wanted to SCREAM like... wow my bf lowkey has rizz tf lol#idk i'm happy 😊 thats the life update see u guys sometimes :)#e.txt
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so my dad bought today a very weird dark chocolate with rose?? that he found in our local supermarket thingie and its so odd and peculiar when you eat it, idk how else to describe it other than, it tastes like how ya think perfume would taste but like good????!? very good surprisingly !?1?
#I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU COULD EAT ROSES??'#its so odd!! but in a good way its such a strange combination of flavors#gh0ost txt#personal
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