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They want to hug you
#colt fanart#neon!drawn#cult of the lamb#working on class project#finally decided to make a poster promoting the new cult of the lamb project#thus why this guy exists#its...a learning curve#because im learning how to use gouache#im always being hard on myself
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could i perhaps request a wolf hybrid gem one day ^^
i just realized you said wolf hybrid gem and not werewolf gem . oops,,, but i hope this is okay!
#geminitay#hermitcraft#ive been trying to draw her for days#also i hope people dont mind ill be using my art reqs as practice for my new tab T__T its kicking me in the ass with the learning curve#eydireqs#my art#hc#mcyt#im basically using all of my recent mcyt art as practice for things i just dont normally draw now lmao
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the finished version of my wip from the other day! :D
the lil guy...
plus an alt version with original colors --
I like how both of them turned out! ^^
#my art#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#kitsunami#kitsunami the fennec#kit the fennec#sonic idw#sonic idw spoilers#idw sonic#idw sonic spoilers#comic redraw#i feel like im setting high expectations for myself with my recent drawings - but i really do like doing this more detailed lineart style#it takes forever but i think its worth it :D#maybe if i get motivated ill do a redraw of surge in that panel too#reeeally trying to improve my style - to get it more consistent#debatable if its working or not but thats the learning curve right?#:P
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My borgo ever rn🩵💙
#corndogyyy art#transformers#maccadam#tf g1#my art#digital painting#skyfire#jetfire#wanted to make something looser painting wise but a neuron in my brain turns on and I have to make things refined#I think it was because i couldn’t decide what sort of style I wanted it to look like but I’m happy with how it turned out#drawing Skyfire felt like a learning curve 💀#I actually have so so many drawings and doodles figuring out how to draw him and his proportions#oh and his face#trying to draw his face was such a pain#ibispaint art#he’s so ghhggshhsgaghsgsghshshsgdyusushhsshshdhhs#I love to hashtag digital paint#and I lov to hashtag add a lot of tags#ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO PAINT IN IBIS BECAUSE OF THIS ONE BRUSH I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO FIND IN CSP#queue me hunting through csp assests 25/8
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We've still got each other, which means we're gonna be okay.
#im sorry#but look! baby's first edit!#im trying 😅#its a learning curve#a huge one#all that aside#i love that all three of them associate these gestures with comfort#Eddie cups Christopher's cheek so Chris cups Buck's#Eddie grasps Buck's shoulder so Buck grasps Eddie's#the silent “I love you”s are just as heard as any verbal one#i made a comment the other day that buck associates the shoulder grab with comfort- a place to ground himself#so he hopes doing it for Eddie can help him#im just#im really emotional about my boys 🥺🥺🥺#911#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#buckley diaz family#911edit#my edit#911 abc#911 spoilers#9-1-1#s7#eddie x buck#buck x eddie#buddieedit#and after that sneak peek this is even more !!!!!!!!!!!
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ok last ones I swear
rip edgar kinda u wouldve loved dr robotnik ring racers in particular probably srb2kart more actually
#electric dreams#edgar electric dreams#premaposting#getting back onto utysd schedule first i gotta release him from my system#then imma configure rumble w a blip for the thirtyth time#i swear theres a wrong instrument but idk what#i dint think the target of this knows anything im typing here lol completely different people#i am heavily biased towards drringracers bc everyone needs to play it please. please. please.#its a hard learning curve but once u get it u feel so pro and its so much fun.#i think this is the third time ive made a sketch page w a lot of text.#NO ITS THE FOURTH IVE ONLY DONE THIS WITH THAT ONE EB AU HAHAHA#i think around this time too? uh. welcome back weirdish media fixation.#im so playing earthbound this summer.#OOOOOO MAYBE COGDIS OR OFF. aaaaaaaaaaaa#im sorry if these tags are barely related to the subject matter i kinda already ranted out everything i wouldve said in another post oopsie#so i dont rly got much to say here....#other than im glad i watched this movie but like. bro. im shooken.#fr changed the projectory of my life forever.#oh yeah i also like drawing angry dogs. i think he likes dogs. other than music thats like one of his first imitations of sound.#just dog.#ON PURPOSE. ON PURPOSE.#evil i swear evil (silly)
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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sketch of my warden :] really enjoying origins so far
#dragon age#dragon age origins#grey warden#da:o#dragon age fanart#da: origins#boooo boo another half body with a color square in the background tomato tomato#anyways im like 8 hours in but the learning curve is crazy#im so bad at tactical combat LMAO#IM MAKING IT WORK THOUGH!!! and its super fun to figure out im just built for action combat systems#im kind of deeply obsessed with alistair so far#silly silly guy and im actually really into his voice performance#one of the most real sounding video game characters ive heard#the voice performances in general are actually really good lol#i like playing elf mages it seems also.#im a sucker for spellcasting and just generally never pick humans#also this game's dialogue trees are SO in depth???? love it#itseart
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trying to get comfortable using clip studio paint, have some bills
#toontown rewritten#bill cipher#pyramid steve#gravity falls#artists on tumblr#ttr#my art#plushie ford#i think I've been using procreate for about 7 years now#and i do love it- but im trying a new drawing tablet to see if that will reduce wrist pain- so i need a desktop program#bit of a learning curve but its getting easier#i do miss my procreate brushes tho 😔
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Dean Winchester ★ S4EP18: The Monster at the End of this Book
#supernaturaledit#spnedit#spndaily#deanwinchesteredit#supernatural#dean winchester#*m#s4#d word#husband#still struggling with sharpening gifs but its ok its a learning curve#a very fun one bc i get to look at dean while i learn
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i think ppl truly don't talk about the fact that having emotionally unavailable (or even emotionally abusive) parents breeds an inability to ask for help even when you need it bc you could never trust that ur parents would be there for you, and so you try to do everything urself and that leads to exhaustion and overwork while simultaneously thinking that if you could just do it all and do it perfectly then perhaps you'd get the affection/affirmation from ur parents (and later on ur boss/peers) that you've always craved which leads to blaming urself for not living up to crazy expectations and then thinking u don't deserve love bc you couldn't do it, etc etc
#🌧 raindrops#❌down the drain#tw parental issues#just a note this is NOT about me lmfao its actually something i've witnessed in some of my friends/coworkers#specifically because i did NOT have to go through this as a child -- i love my parents so much and am so grateful they always made me feel#safe enough to ask for help whenever i needed it and to also know that there's no shame in asking/needing help#i think that's so important for people to know/learn#and also then to divorce the idea of “deserving love” with how well you perform against arbitrary expectations#it was def a learning curve for me when me and bf first started dating and he didn't rly know how to verbalize what he wants#he would HINT at it or like talk around it and i realized it was bc that's how he grew up lol#meanwhile the spoiled princess that i am#im out here like i want... mangos and my adorable father would be 35 cases of mangos by sundown like#it took me a long time to get to a point now where bf is better with saying what he wants but im also slowly getting better#at kind of “reading” what he wants or seems to want tho im still not super fantastic at it#and also it took a long time to figure out why he was so uncomfortable asking for/receiving gifts when he so obviously wanted something#bc me and my mom r like “u want it? we got it” like we enable each other so badly whenever we go shopping LOL
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im 9 months in the phandom and it’s crazy how different things look from the inside vs outside considering all the information is actually out in the open. it’s just hard to pinponit one thing to show people like look it’s all fine, because you get the idea through how consistently they are kind and open and deranged about the small things i guess? and how it continues to shift towards that even if you look at 2023 back from the dead era. tit would be that “moment” to sum everything up bit it’s not made for the outsiders either. it’s not a confession style what-was-wrong-and-right youtube drama vid that people make and that’s easily digestible it’s a freaking stage show that you gotta watch and be invested in. so yeah. i remember so well not getting it and then getting it and you just can’t go from a to b without being innnnnnnn here for a period of time.
i understand how it must be impossible to comprehend from the outside (also welcome <333 happy almost one year!!!)
even when casual fans throw the 2012 shit (that is so misjudged and misunderstood from people who weren't even there) in our face it's like...you do understand that dan quite literally invented the customerserviceblog because he was upset he was being excluded from the fandom conversations and didn't like that people were talking about him and not with him.
dan and phil have always been in the phandom. like that was part of the "problem" is they were so interwoven into the community (of their own volition!!!) and the fact that there was no clear distinction between their space and our space was a learning experience for everyone! and they've literally talked about it!! dan "that's not for my eyes" howell is proof of GROWTH because that man used to be all up in our business
#anon ask#they drive home that they were the guinea pigs for creator relationships because they WERE#their connection with their audience is what set them apart in so many ways and they tried to keep that connection even after they blew up#and there was a learning curve on realizing you can't manage 6 million people#anyway yeah sometimes i zoom out and its like...yeah okay i can see how people think we're simply feral#because they don't know that dnp are even more feral
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mdni
I don't even think, I just know seth gives amazing head. like he's definitely eager to please and learn exactly how you like it + the feeling of that rough cat tongue against you + he's enjoying himself so much down there he starts purring?? like the vibrations???? hello?????????? Good God.
#was gonna say im plagued with visions but this is a blessing#feel like there's definitely a learning curve for him at the start#but guide the pretty boy through exactly what you like and once he gets it down its literally mindblowing#goldie thirsts ♡#mdni#zzz seth#zzz seth x reader#seth lowell#seth lowell x reader#zzz x reader
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fuck it. kensuke bookmark.
#ive never made a bookmark before let alone a page holding one like that orz#its also double sided but its the same thing on the other side#this was definitely a learning curve but im liking how it looks lol#my art#art by op#art#procreate#digital art#dind#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#kensuke#kensuke dind#kensuke dunmeshi#procreate art#procreate drawing#bookmark#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi
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there is something im trying to do but i dont know what the technique is called and im having trouble finding it online
in inkscape, an adobe illustrator dupe, im trying to take shape A and use it to delete a portion of shape B. so say i have overlapping circles, i want the overlapping bit of whatever circle is on the bottom to be deleted. Does anyone know what this is called so i can search for it or how to do it?
#bookbird babbles#idek what to tag this with#graphic design#??#graphic design help#inkscape has an extension that will allow me to make embroidery files but this learning curve is killing me#good news is its NOT just me everyone says thats inkscapes biggest downfall#like the pen tool shortcut being B and not P??#snapping is ctrl instead of shift is wild#easy to stumble across but a wild choice lol#ANYWAY THANKS
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Something I’m still getting used to now that I’m finally getting help for some of my health issues is allowing myself to rest because I know I need it, but the past couple of weeks I’ve been kind of neglecting myself, and now my body’s thanking me with pain that makes me unable to function. Anyway, let this be your friendly reminder to listen to your body when it’s sending you warning signs.
#tw: chronic illness#i tend to gaslight myself into thinking it’s all in my head because that used to be my default setting#newsflash: it’s not#chronic illnesses are in fact chronic#and your body will let you know when it’s been pushed past its limit#it’s just hard to remember that sometimes when you’ve spent almost a decade getting used to pushing through miserable#i did not think it would be such a learning curve#and nothing prepared me for how mentally draining all of this is too
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