#iuts 4am...

[ffalisred]

people with blue eyes be like.......@fir-fireweed

[aengelren]

what other animes or media should i talk about

[beeswaxwings]

AWAKE‼️

[ahsokajedi]

i really think i might have adhd and i’d like to go to a doctor ro get diagnosed properly but i’m worried about going and them thinking i’m just imagining it and being stupid :///

idk what to do bc its not like i’m pulling this out of thin air, like i’ve done an entire module on SEN at uni and at least a quarter of my lectures were on adhd so i know the symptoms(?) and i know how it shows differently in different people (esp. females, adults etc) but i’m still so anxious about going in the first place. i still havent been back to the doctors since my initial anxiety diagnosis (except for tonsillitis lol) and in general i’m really bad at getting things looked at by a doctor, whether it be physical or mental health!!!!

anyway just needed a lil rant bc i’m stressing myself out

[shurisbathwater]

𝖥𝖤𝖤𝖫 𝖬𝖤 𝖨𝖨𝖨. ✫

*last part*

Toxic!shuri x black fem! reader

❝ 𝖨 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾.❞

w a r n i n g s

None really, js alot of arguing and shuri being crazy lmao.

X t r a s

I decided to make it a good ending 😛 this is the last part so don't ask for more 🙄

T a g s

@ziayamikaelson @letitias-fav @honey-teaaaaaaaa @mxyx-rx444

-𝐘𝐎𝐔 tiptoed into the house slowly. It was pitch black so you had assumed Shuri went to bed and just gave up. It was about 4am in the morning anyway. Surprisingly, that experience with Riri was..the best you've ever felt in a while.

Even after, she took care of you instead of just putting her pants on and leaving like some people did. You switched the lights on to see Shuri sitting on the couch, manspread with a drink in her hand. You jumped at her. Maybe giving her the key to your apartment wasn't the best idea.

"You scared me! Damn."

"Where were you?" Her grills shone as she spoke. "Iut." You grumbled as you kicked your shoes off. "You think you funny? Is that what it is?" She chuckled lightly as she glanced at your neck, full of hickeys.You ignore her and try to walk past, but she gets up and stands in your way.

She towers over you and looks you in the eye. "I said..where were you?" she says, the smell of her whiskey hitting your nose. You look away and glance at something behind her.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you mama." She licked her lips as she said it. She grabs your chin to make you look up at her. You stare up at her, not saying a word.

"Answer the question."

You bat your lashes, no response present.She lets go of your chin and clenches her jaw. "I guess we're equal now." You shrug your shoulders casually.

"You know it didn't mean anything."

"Yet you saw her...a couple hours ago?"

"Stop dragging it." She scoffs.

"Oh please, fyck you."

"Somebody else clearly did." She mutters. You roll your eyes as you push past her, heading to your bedroom. You put your phone on the bed in the bedroom and head into your en suite bathroom.

ᘛ ᘚ

After showering, you expected Shuri to be gone home, but yet you heard her walking around your house. What is going on? You put on your silk pajamas and a satin scarf to protect your hair.

The first thing you looked for was your phone. You left it on the bed, right? Well it wasn't there. You checked under the bed, under the covers, it still wasn't there.

You sighed and went out to the living to see Shuri, still sitting there- with your phone on the counter.

"Riri Williams huh?"

"Why were you-"

"You'd really stoop that low?"

"Lets get this straight, she treats me better than you ever could." You snap back. She rolls her eyes. "If you say so." She says sarcastically.

"You know what? I dont ever want to see you again. Get out." You raise your voice slightly. Shuri's eyes widen, you never, ever shout.

"What?" She replies. "Get. Out before I loose it on you." You say to her. "Ma...can't we just..." her voice trails off. She gets up from her seat and grabs your waist, rubbing it in circular motions.

"I said GET out- and leave my apartment keys here." You commanded as you push her off of you.

She got up with no problems and left through the door.

"You gone regret this one."

"Shut up and get out of my house."

"She'll be running right back to me." She thought.

But yet you never came back.

2 𝗆𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗌 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋

It was now almost two months since you had seen Shuri or talked to Shuri. She still tries to reach you but shes blocked on everything. You lay your head on Riri's lap as you both had talked. You and Riri had been together and happy since that night.

Riri secretly took her phone out to get pictures of you. You grinned at her, then realised what she was doing. "Baby, stop!" You giggled as you put your hand at the camera to block the capture.

She laughed along with you as she bent down to give you a kiss on your lips. "I hate you sometimes." You groan.

"Fasho." She said, smirking. "Riri- No-" before you can finish your sentence she picks you up and throws you on her shoulder.

"Let me down!" You whine as you hit her muscular toned back.

She throws you on your bed. "You know you love me. Cmon now."

"-especially when I do this" she kisses your neck softly.

You roll your eyes and grin at her.

"I knew it." She grins back as she showers you with kisses.

𝐄𝐍𝐃.

[mytoughthoughs-blog]

How I Planned To Tell You I Love You

21/12/18... 4am

Hey

I remember my plan to tell you I loved you. By the time we got together on January 7th, I had it planned out for when my feelings finally kicked in.

I was going to play guitar, the song Fly Me To the Moon.

I was going to sing it, and I was going to get to the chorus. "Fly me to the moon and let me danxe among the stars. Let me see what spring is like on... Jupiter and Mars! In other words, please by true..." and then I would say your name, but with the tone of asking a question, and a slight pause. Before finally saying. I love you. You would have been so happy. It would have been an amazing moment. I'm sorry I never gave you that.

I love you so much, and I miss you just as much as I love you. I'm bursting at the seams with my feelings for you, but everything about our situation would just bring pain to you.

I feel so full of emotion, with no way to let it iut. Not this fucking blog, not talking to the one person I could tell everything. Youre always on my mind, this is always in my head. There's only one thing that will help. Your rejection.