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first of all you guys, I checked my wattpad and I noticed I have certificates for my stories!! Leto Joker Imagines / Fics, I have number 3, 5, and 7 more rated/voted/and read. I love you guys so much. Remember requests are open!

[xcloudynoirx]

Just the two of us

You had been feeling a little down and home sick the past few days but today just took the cake. It was 12 in the afternoon and you still hadn't risen out of bed even though you wasn't sleeping, you just lay there looking at the ceiling. Jared quietly came into the room kneeling at your side brushing some hair out of your face "are you still feeling like kaka twinkle?" He asked softly to which you nod and he sighs "what am i going to do with you aye?" And you shrug. Jared takes a glance at your phone noticing your space themed case and a light bulb goes off in his head and he grins at you... "what?!" You asked with a raised brow "don't go anywhere stay here i'm going to run some errands only come down when i call you" he says franticly before kissing you on the head. -time skip- An hour had passed and he finally calls you into the living room and you make your way down. You make it to the bottom of the stairs and was met by the sound of David bowies space oddity playing which instantly made you smile as it was your favourite song, your smile became wider when you looked around to see jared had blacked out the windows stuck glow in the dark planet and star stickers everywhere along with a nightlight that projected little stars all over the room. "Do you like it?" Jared asks with a big grin "no.... i love it" you respond  while hugging jared, "that's not all" jared says before handing you an inflatable alien, you laugh loudly before giving the 'alien' a hug. "What's his name?" Jared asks giggling at you ... "ummmm syble" you say smiling. " that's not all" jared says again taking your hand and walking you to a blanket on the floor that had a moon print and all your favourite snacks laid out on it "ta da!" Jared yells doing a kind of jazz hand movement and you waste no time in tucking in, he really knew how to cheer you up.

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A Night With You

It was almost midnight and you were watching one of your favorite movies on your bed. The tv across from you was big enough for you to see clearly from across the room. The air conditioning broke two days ago, so you wore a baggy crop top and shorts. Your (Y/H/C) hair was loose, and silky smooth. *Ring* Your phone buzzed. You jumped at the sound of it since you were already so hooked to the tv. It was Jared, you're best friend. You two have known each other for 5 years. You two met at a bar, drunk. Both winding up at his house, you staying the night. In the morning none of you could remember a thing, the only thing that you two knew was that you made a great friendship that night. Since then you two were best friends. You picked up your phone, feeling the vibration in your hand. "Hello?" You said with a soft voice. "Hey! What's up?!" Jared said from the other side. His voice was filled with excitement, it made you jump slightly since you were used to the quiet beauty of the night. "Jared it's 30 'till midnight, why the hell are you calling me at this time?" You sounded like you were about fall asleep, heck you were! "Because friends do that, right? Anyway, what you up to?" Jared asked, his excitement going down a bit. "I'm laying on my bed, watching a movie." You shifted the way you sat on the bed, feeling a uncomfortable fold on the sheets. "What if I were there?" Jared asked, his voice completely changing to a slightly deep and hungry one. "Excuse me?" You said blankly, the expression on your face suddenly falling. At this point you were completely confused, a bit uncomfortable too. "What if I were there?" He repeated, his tone reached to its normal state. "I'd watch my movie?" You questioned. "What if the movie wasn't on?" "I'd turn it on." You were still completely confused. "I'm trying to seduce you, dammit!" Jared said, his voice turned into a slightly raged one. He took a deep breath, your eyes widened to his response. "I'm so disappointed." You said blankly. You teased him, you were surprised. You're best friend tried to seduce you. Slick. Jared kept silent, he didn't hang up. His breath just thick through the phone. "Why don't you just come over?" You sighed, regretting your reply instantly. "I'm coming over then!" Jared exclaimed. You could hear his footsteps, and then a door slamming shut. Sounds of wind and the outside world ringed through your phone. "So I'll see you soon!" Jared said with a smile that you couldn't see. 15 minutes later Jared arrived, he opened the door to your house with the spare keys you gave him a few months ago. He knocked on your bedroom door. "Come in." You said, eyes glued back to the tv. "Hey. Am I disturbing anything?" Jared asked, slowly coming into the room. "No. You called me 15 minutes ago. It's not like you could have walked into me, fucking someone." You said as you patted the spot next to you on the bed, gesturing for him to sit. "Just being careful!" He smiled as he sat next to you on the bed. "I don't bite, Jared!" You laughed as he sat next to you. You leaned on his chest, eyes once again glued to the tv. "Liar." He smiled, looking down at you. "Take your shoes off you pig." You said teasingly. Jared did as he was told and he let you sink into his chest again. Jared kept his eyes on you as you kept your eyes on the tv. A few minutes later, a steamy sex scene plastered on the screen. "Well, I'm hard." Jared said blankly. His lips pressed together and he licked them. "Hm? Oh, you are hard." You said looking down at his pants to see a boner. You were uncomfortable but at the same time, a bit turned on. "I should go." He said starting to get up. "No you're not." You said grabbing his arm, forcing Jared to stay. "I can live with you having a boner in front of me." You smiled, laughing a bit. "Well I'd like to pleasure myself." He said, pushing you a bit. "TMI Jared." You laughed. "Well I wouldn't have said it if you'd let me leave." He laughed along. "Ok, go, but don't call me until 8:00!" You said hiding your chuckles. "Bye." He said as he kissed your cheek. Your eyes widened due to the kiss. You're heartbeat quickened, not because you were nervous, but because you had an idea that he had a crush on you. Bullshit. You said to yourself. You turned off the tv and went to sleep. His sweet meaningless kiss, haunting you for the rest of the night. ----------------------------------------------- hope you guys enjoyed this! new imagines will come out in the future. please check out my joker imagines if you haven't already! much love to those who do! thanks to @here-we-go-xxx for inspo! credit goes to her!

[calamiitywrites]

Imagine:

That you’re in a room with your boyfriend, Jared and a few other people, and you’re secretly tipsy texting him all of the dirty things you want to do with him when you guys leave and he finally sees them all. 

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Imagine:

You’re Jared’s girlfriend, and you notice him getting antsy and kind of nervous before going on stage. So you yell “love you baby!” to make him feel better. 

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Imagine:

Comforting Jared when his anxiety and depression starts to get to him. 

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Imagine:

Telling your boyfriend, Jared that you don’t think you can stay in a relationship with him because he pays more attention to his work than he does to you. 

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Imagine:

You were a former assistant at Gotham PD who got kidnapped by the Joker’s men, and now he wants to torture and condition you to work for him. 

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Conquistador ;; Jared Leto x Reader *TEASER*

Author’s Note; So I got this idea from a day dream I had at work while listening to my favorite song. It’s just a hit or miss, I don’t know if i’ll actually continue it. You guys let me know <3

The immediate flashing of the lights around the downtown area of the city alerted you that you were more than half way to your destination for tonight. Your feet were slightly unsteady beneath you due to the looming feeling of jet lag that threatened to capture you where you stood and plunge you into a much deserving sleep. However, you managed to fight it with every breath that ricocheted off of your lungs, and push forward until you reached the lobby of the hotel. It wasn’t as crowded as you originally expected it to be especially with the loads of celebrities that were centered near by. It was the land of exploring dreams and there you were smack dab in the middle of the city trying your best to not draw attention to yourself. 

The downstairs lobby greeted you with the scent of vanilla and a mixture of leather. It was such a strange smell but you were finding yourself growing more and more familiar with it. It usually clung to your clothes after you left and annoyed you to no end. How many times would you keep coming here to do this? How many times had you agreed to this? How many more times will you continue to indulge in your sins?

“Any specific room number, Miss?” The voice on the other side of the counter questioned, and knocked you from your thoughts. As a reflex, you smiled and shrugged.

“It doesn’t really matter, just one with a breath taking view of the city?” You questioned. It never really mattered where you were as long as you had a good view. You had never been to this side of California before, and the fascination with it was growing more and more apparent as you took in its infrastructure. 

The man behind the desk flashed you a half hearted smile as if he took some form of shelter in your request and you knew instantly that he was secretly relating. Perhaps he liked a good view too.

His fingers grazed your as he handed you the key and his soft brown eyes closed. 

“Please enjoy your stay.” He urged before opening his eyes and glancing at you once more. He seemed so sweet, but deep down you couldn’t stop the bubbling over anxiety that plagued your chest. It was as if he knew what you were really there for and the thought of him knowing terrified you. You found yourself nearly marching to the elevator trying to remain calm and seem as casual as anyone else there, but you had the sinking feeling that you were failing miserably. 

The distant “ding” of the elevator signaled to you that you had reached your destination for the night and slowly you made your way down the halls until you reached your room. The door opened easily with the key and the sweet smell of lavender hit your nose. 

“Yeah, that’s way better.” You said aloud while dropping your coat from your frame right in front of the front door. It peeled away from your skin delicately and you were grateful for the freedom. Your sights were set on the window and before you could stop yourself, you pulled open the blinds to find the night life mixed within a sea of lights that nearly took your breath away. It was perfect. It didn’t take long for you to sink into the window seal and glance over the city as if you were the lens to a camera. Mentally snapping shots of this one moment in an attempt to commit them to memory. 

The door to the room opened once more except this time you realized it was nearly an entire hour later from when you had entered and distracted yourself with the view of the city. His frame stood elegantly in the doorway before he bended down to pick up the coat you had just left in the middle of the floor.

He paused for a moment before allowing his eyes to drink in your frame, and the look itself made you stand. He was early and appeared to be out of breath. Did he run here? 

“I didn’t think you’d show up.” He stated allowing the door to close behind him. 

“So why send the text then?….We said, this was over the last time this happened.” You raise a brow while pulling your phone from your pocket and flashing the screen towards him. His eyebrow flexed before he took a step towards you. 

“Because. I needed you alone. Locked doors, no cameras, just you and me.” He tempted, and his voice was low in a tone you had recognized already from your previous engagements. His eyes looked over you again except this time they moved slower as if taking you a part piece by piece. 

“So, what now Mr. Leto?” You question while folding your arms across your chest. 

His eyes looked towards the floor as if he were battling with something and his jaw shifted to the right slightly in a gesture that resembled anxiousness. Perhaps his thoughts. Perhaps his feelings. Whatever it was, it tainted his features for a glimmer of a second and just as the look was created, it disappeared. It was overcome with a look of sincerity. 

“Take off your clothes.” he said simply and although his look was pleading, his voice was dictating that he wasn’t giving you a choice.

[xcloudynoirx]

interview

“Who eats vegan pancakes?” the interviewer asks looking at his notes, “we all do” Tomo replies gesturing to them all and the man nods “who’s vegan in the band and who’s not?” “Jared’s vegan last i checked.. i am not vegan i’m a meat eating blood thirsty mother fucker” Tomo says in a weird voice which caused everyone to laugh as you watched it all from the side lines. “Jared this question is for you specifically” the interviewer turns his attention to Jared and Jared nods “ask away”.. “so i took to twitter” the interviewer begins and Jared interrupts “sure” “and there has been talk about a special someone in your life specifically a woman” the man says with a grin on his face causing you to spit out your water from behind the camera “sorry guys it uh it was too cold” you try to save yourself and everyone turns their attention back to Jared who has a cheeky grin on his face. “there maybe” he says with a grin on his face, “so i think the question here is do you love her?” the interviewer asks waiting for an answer.. Jared lets out a chuckle and looks at you and says i do love her yes and everyone claps before the man stops the interview and talks to everyone. “thanks for being so honest and congratulations on the little lady will anyone ever get to meet her?” the man asks and Jared smiles before looking at you “maybe one day” he finally replies 

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Saturday

It was a boring Saturday ,Your eyes are glued to the TV while you shove Cheetos’s into your mouth, the curtains are closed and you are lounged on the couch. Jared enters the room slowly shaking his head at you, “Y/N have you moved all day? look how lovely it is outside” he says while opening the curtains to which you hissed at the sun… “come on Y/N you can’t stay here all day” he says folding his arms “i can and i will” you retaliate while slightly turning the TV up “isn’t this the ghost adventures episode where they go to the Linda vista hospital? you have seen this one a million times” Jared says rolling his eyes. “silence” you point at him and he sighs “why don’t you come hiking with me?” Jared asks causing you to burst out laughing “next joke” you say between laughs and Jared rolls his eyes and sits down next to you. “what are you doing?” you ask confused “if you can’t beat em’ join em’” Jared replies with a chuckle wrapping his arm around you and you grin at him before getting comfortable into him. “why do you like this show so much?” Jared asks not taking his eyes off the TV… “i love the paranormal” and Jared nods “plus Zak bagans is hot” you continue causing Jared to shoot you a look, “what? you asked” you say chuckling and Jared pushes you softly before kissing your forehead.  

[xcloudynoirx]

I'm not a child

Requested by anon: hope you like it i changed it up a bit

“I have to work though baby” And you sigh down the the phone “i know i just miss you” was all you could say while bringing one of his shirts close to your chest. “I miss you too but i’ll be back before you know it" and you nod not that he could see you… “i’ll probably just go on a girls night with Y/B/F/N” “the hell you will” Jared yells. “Excuse me?!” You snap back “you’re not going out with Y/B/F/N not while i’m gone” he says with an attitude, “i am (your age) jared you don’t get to tell me what i can and can’t do” you say with your voice slightly raised “Y/N” jared calls out before you hang up.

 -time skip- 

 “I mean who the hell does he think he is? Telling me i can’t go out when he’s not here.. fuck!” You rant to Y/B/F/N slightly slurring your words. “He’s your boyfriend Y/N” “exactly! Boyfriend not my father.. i’ll take another please” you say to the bartender slamming some money on the bar, “maybe you’ve had enough” Y/B/F/N says; “don’t you start! Everyone treating me like a damn child” you slur while you get off the bar stool and head outside where you pull out your phone and dial jared. “Hey it’s the one and only jared fucking leto!” You yell drunkly down the phone, “Y/N you’re drunk did you defy me and go out?!” He says slightly annoyed and you snicker “defy you?! Defy you.. listen cupcake i am my own person okay?” You say with a slight burp. “Jesus christ” he mumbles down the phone “jesus ain’t here darling it’s just me” you say sarcastically, “what has gotten into you Y/N” “nothing jared nothing, i’m just a happy camper!”… “this is why i didn’t want you going out you’re never like this when i’m there” he says with a sigh. “Well you’re not here are you!” You yell with a slight voice crack “i fucking miss you! You should be here and your not” you continue. “Is that what this is about? Y/N you can’t get shit faced every time i’m gone” “i can and i will” you snap at him “fine you know what go drink yourself stupid i can’t talk to you when your like this” he yells before hanging up. “Fuck!! You scream into the darkness before sitting down on the floor.

 -time skip- 

 You wake up in your bed you can’t remember how you got there until you found a note on your bedside table. ‘Y/N found you passed out outside the club so i brought you home will drop your spare keys off later- Y/B/F/N x’ you brought your head in your hands having flash backs of the argument between you and jared flash through your mind. Letting out a sound of frustration before getting out of bed to make some coffee, you sat in silence with your coffee when you heard the front door opening.. must be Y/B/F/N with your keys so you carry on drinking your coffee you hear foot steps come towards you and you look up to see jared’s blue eyes. He drops his bag on the floor still looking at you, you fly up from your seat and jump into his arms wrapping your arms and legs around him.. he squeezes you tightly as you both repeat "i’m sorry” over and over again and you kiss every inch of his face before he puts you back on your feet. “Y/N i’m sorry i should never have told you what to do like that” he says brushing his hand on your cheek.. “no i’m sorry i should have listened but i’m never drinking again” you say with a slight chuckle and he pulls you into him “i just wanna look after you at all times” he whispers while stroking your hair. “I know” you whisper back while basking in his touch, “Y/N?” “Yeah?” You look up at him “you stink of vodka” he says with a smile and you chuckle “yeah i haven’t showered yet” you admit and he picks you up and begins taking you upstairs. “Where are we going?” You ask giggling, “for a shower” he replies before lightly smacking your bum.

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Camp Love

“thanks” you pay the taxi driver and pick up your luggage, “here we are kid!” Y/B/F/N says and you nod “finally”.You and Y/B/F/N enter the camp mars ground and so many people were already here it was all so colorful… “hoola hoops!” Y/B/F/N says dragging you along with her “do i have to?” you say laughing and she just glares at you “okay okay i will” you grin and pick up a hoop. You have a giggle for a while when you hear a voice behind you “hi thanks for coming” you turn around to be meet with Jared’s gaze “oh hi” Y/B/F/N says she was always more social than you. “it’s good to see you what’s your names?” Jared asks smiling “i’m Y/B/F/N” “nice to meet you Y/B/F/N and you?” he turns his attention to you “um i’m Y/N” you say nervously.. “Y/N.. pretty” he smiles and you blush you awkwardly stand there for a minuet, “gotta go see you guys later i’ll be telling my famous scary stories” he winks before walking off and you stand there dumb founded. “how can he be a man and so much prettier than me” you finally managed to say to Y/B/F/N “eh he’s ok, i’m more of a Shannon girl myself” she grins and you chuckle and shake your head. “come on let’s go grab something to eat” Y/B/F/N says.. “i’ll never say no to that” you reply and you both giggle.

-Time Skip- 

you had ate and decided to go on the hike with Jared and the other echelon which almost killed you and Y/B/F/N off Jared sure could walk for miles. By the time you made it back to camp it was getting dark there was a fire lit it looked so beautiful crackling in the darkness. “everyone take a seat around the camp fire” Jared demanded and we all did so, Jared sat next to you and shot you a smile “are we ready for some scary stories?” Jared yells and everyone cheers.. everyone except you the truth is you were a giant scardy cat and hated anything scary. Jared began telling the story and your heart was already pounding… “and he was killed right here in this camp and legend has it if you’re really quiet you can still hear the screams of that man” everything falls silent when suddenly “ahhhh!” Jared yells causing you to jump and grab onto his arm and he looks at you and smiles, “i’m sorry” you say embarrassed and removing your hand from his arm.

-Time skip- 

Everyone began going to their beds but you stayed looking at the stars in your own little world so you didn’t notice someone sitting next to you until they spoke. “see any aliens up there?” you turn to see Jared yet again smiling at you and you chuckle at his comment “no, but they are up there i’m sure” you reply turning your attention back to the sky; “or they are right here among us” Jared says giving you a little nude and you smile “yeah or that… space is so fascinating isn’t it… it’s just” “infinite” Jared finishes your sentence. “yeah” you reply turning to look at him but he’s already looking at you “do you know any of the constellations?” he asks and you shake your head “do you?” you ask back and he nods “sure lay down i’ll show you” he says and you look at him funny and he chuckles “if you lay down you can see them better” you shrug and lay down and he lays next to you pointing to the sky. “so you see that little cluster there?” “yeah?” you say tilting your head slightly “that’s called the cat ears” he says trying to keep a straight face “really?” you ask and he bursts into laughter “no, i don’t have a clue what i’m talking about” he says still laughing and you softly elbow his shoulder then laughing yourself. “they do kind of look like cat ears though” he says moving his head slightly closer to you.. “they look more like devil horns” you say with a nod and he places his fingers against your head mimicking horns “look out we have a devil worshiper” he says jokingly and you pick up a few leaves and throw at him. He gasps and throws some back both of you laughing and he lays on his side looking at you and you turn your head to look at him and you see him looking at you.. “what? do i have something on my face?” you ask confused and she shakes his head, “no i just think you’re beautiful” he blurts out and you blush as he moves some hair out of your face… You smile and he leans in closer to you and your lips meet you pull away and take in every detail of his face as he looks at you slightly biting his bottom lip, he leans back in and you kiss more passionately before he dumps some more leaves on you causing you both to laugh again.         

[xcloudynoirx]

Let’s make it official

Requested by anon: hope this is ok for ya and is what you had in mind or similar

You and Jared had been dating in secret for about 2 months now, you could say you were falling in love with him but it was hard keeping it a secret Shannon had almost found out a few times by showing up unannounced.. you were getting pretty good at hiding. It’s not that ether of you were shamed of the relationship you just wanted to enjoy each other without others getting involved. You had just stepped out of the shower when your phone buzzed ‘ are you still coming tonight xx”  you smile widely at your phone ‘ Wouldn’t miss it for the world xx” you let out a happy sigh and proceed getting ready for the concert. It’s a good job so many people come to these concerts i’m sure Shannon and Tomo would find it weird me turning up to every show like some stalker you think to yourself while slowly shaking your head and smiling, After an hour or so of getting ready you take one last look in the mirror making sure your make up look ok before calling your taxi the venue was near by so it wouldn’t take you long to get there. 

-Time Skip-

“are you all having a good time!?” Jared yells into the microphone causing everyone to go wild, you couldn’t help but smile… “who want’s to hear the kill?” he asks scanning the crowd as they all chant and scream. “daddy!” you hear one girl yell from the crowd and you roll your eyes slightly, after a few more songs it was time for everyone to leave you had to push past so many people it was like walking behind a bunch of turtles but you desperately needed some fresh air that venue was so warm and stuffy. You finally make it out hopping up on the nearest wall letting the cool air hit your flushed face when your phone buzzed once again ‘Have you left yet? xx’ ‘no, i’m outside getting some air xx’ ‘meet me backstage? :) xx’…. You take one more deep breath of the cool refreshing air before hopping off the walk and walking back into the venue it looks strange being so empty you look around for Jared but instead was a vip pass and a note ‘take this it will get you backstage- j x’. You shrug and take it heading towards the backstage door and there stood a big scary looking security dude you flash him your pass and he opens the door with no expression on his face at all, as you turned the corner you spotted Shannon Tomo and Jared all talking together Jared’s back was turned so he didn’t see you. “woah how did she get back here?” Tomo questions tapping Shannon to get his attention “fucking groupies man they are crazy.. she probably stabbed security to get back here bitches do crazy shit to get a piece of Jared” Shannon rambles and your heart sank in your chest Jared turns around to see you and you throw your VIP pass to the ground and storm off with tear filled eyes. Jared turns his attention to the guys his jaw clenched and darkened eyes “idiots” is all he could say before kicking a near by wall and chasing after you. “Y/N.. Y/N stop” he calls after you, you barge past the emotional-less security guard and head towards the door….. “Y/N!” Jared calls out again stepping out of the exit and looking around for you to find you sat down beside some strangers car and sitting down next to you both of you silent for a few minuets. “it was a bad idea wasn’t it” you finally spit out.. “what was?” Jared asks looking at you “me…. us, you dating a fan” you reply wiping a tear from your eye, “what makes you think that?” “did you not hear them back there? they think i’m some crazy fan girl” you sigh “that’s because they didn’t know about you, i’m sorry i didn’t expect them to hang around” he confesses and you let out another sigh. “This is so hard J” you say placing your head in your hands… “i know Y/N” he huffs while placing his arm around you and everything again falls silent. “why don’t we just let it come out?” Jared finally speaks up “i can’t.. i can’t deal with all the media” you begin to panic “no silly i mean friends and family” he let’s out a small laugh. “are you sure that’s a good idea?” you question “sure why not come on we will start by telling the guys” He stands up and holds out his hand for you and you take it with a deep breath in, You get back into the venue slightly nervous you let go of Jared’s hand and walk slowly behind him towards Shannon and Tomo. “guys this is Y/N” Jared says stepping to the side so they can see you “You got the crazy groupies name bro are you insane?” Shannon begins to ramble “Shannon that’s enough!” Jared says slightly raising his voice and clenching his jaw “come on bro it’s just the typical horny fan girl we bump into at every show” Shannon laughs and Jared grabs hold of his shirt getting in his face “Don’t talk about the woman i love like that!” Jared yells and all of your jaws drop. “what?” you say wide eyed “um yes what?” Tomo questions… Jared wraps his arm around you “Y/N is my girlfriend, we’ve been dating for a few months now” He finally says. Shannon looks down to the floor for a second “listen bro i’m s….“ "save it” Jared butts in and you all stand in awkward silence “well hi Y/N i’m tomo” he holds out his hand for you and you shake it trying not to laugh “listen Y/N if i had known i wouldn’t have..” “it’s fine, water under the bridge” you hold out your hand for Shannon and he shakes it “get used to it because Y/N is going to be around for a while” Jared smiles at you and you shoot him one back… “group hug!!” Tomo yells before pulling you all in for a big squeeze. 

[xcloudynoirx]

I don’t belong here

Requested by Anon- hope it’s okay for you :)

“Y/N are you ready” Jared calls from the bottom of the stairs, you take one last look in the mirror and take a deep breath before making your way down the stairs. Today Jared was attending a Gucci launch party and it was your first time attending with him and let’s face it you weren’t good with crowds at the best of times never mind a crowd full of talented people models and well fancy shmancy people you were going to stick out like a sore thumb but well.. you loved Jared.  “does this look ok?” you ask Jared feeling insecure “baby you look beautiful” he reassures you while stroking your cheek and you both make your way to the car… You pull up outside the venue and your stomach was in knots “i can do this i can do this” you kept saying to yourself over and over again in your head before you were brought out of it by Jared opening the car door for you and you shoot him a fake smile. “m’lady” Jared smiles while holding out his hand for you and you take hold of it tightly, You both enter the venue being greeted by so many people you feel your knees tremble as you see all the glamours people conversing with each other.. you felt like such a plain Jane. “champagne?” a swarve waiter asks you and Jared, “no thank you i’m driving” Jared happily declines but you took one and downed it as quick as you could before grabbing another and Jared glares at you… “what? it’s free” you whisper to him and he lets out a small chuckle. “oh Y/N come here i want you to me Alessando” Jared says while pulling you towards the tall long haired man, “Alessando this is Y/N my girlfriend” He introduces you with a big smile on his face “hi” you say quietly while shaking his hand. Everyone started talking with one and other and you just stood next to Jared like a puppy you were so out of place, everyone was decked out in Gucci and you were wearing some non named brand dress you found online… “Excuse me a moment” you said before sprinting for the door grabbing some vodka on the way out. You  open the vodka and put the bottle to your lips as your phone buzzes, “where did you go? - j x” you sigh putting your phone away and chugging on the vodka no one would notice if you didn’t go back anyway you think to yourself while sitting down on the hard concrete. After finishing the bottle you toss it to the side and flinch at the smashing sound, swaying back and forth and through blurred vision you see a pair of shiny shoes in front of you “Y/N how have you got yourself in this state” Jared says un amused while bending down in front of you… “why didn’t you come back inside?” “i..i don’t belong in there” you say shaking your head “what do you mean you don’t belong in there?” Jared asks confused “look at them!” you say pointing towards the door “and then look at me”. Jared puts his hand under your chin and lifts your head up “i’m looking at you.. and all i see is a beautiful woman inside and out, a woman that i love” you go rouge “you’re so sweet” you smile while running your drunken hand down his face sloppily before your eyes widen.. “Y/N are you ok?” Jared asks before you vomit to the side of you… “i think that’s our cue to leave” Jared chuckles before picking you up and placing you in the car and rolling you’re window down a tad for the fresh air to hit you. You get back home and Jared places you on the couch and makes you a cup of coffee, “here drink this, it will help you sober up” and you nod and sip the coffee as Jared sits next to you putting his arm around you and you nuzzle into him and he strokes your hair. “you did belong in that party” He speaks up looking down at you, “Jared i didn’t i felt so out of place” you shake your head.. “you did belong… because i was there” he smiles and you look up confused “what?” you raise a brow “well you belong with me so where ever i am you belong there too and vise versa” he nods… “you are so full of cheese Leto you know that?” you chuckle and he shrugs before you cover your mouth trying not to be sick and Jared runs to get a bucket for you.           

[xcloudynoirx]

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The sun creeps through the curtains as your eyes flutter open, you roll onto your side to a sleeping Jared and you smile before softly kissing his shoulder and getting out of bed. You yawn and scratch your head while making some coffee, once your coffee was ready you tiredly flop on the sofa and begin scrolling on your phone… You get a message from your friend ‘You need to see this now!!’ followed by a link you shrug softly and tap the link while sipping on some coffee. ‘Jared Leto dating Angelina Jolie???’ was all you saw causing you to spit out your coffee in sock you put down your mug and read the article, with every word you feel your heart shatter more; you stare blankly at the screen for a few minuets with tear filled eyes before sprinting up the stairs full of anger. you rip the bedroom door open and slam your hand down on the bed “get up!!” you shout startling Jared out of his sleep before stomping to the wardrobe and pulling out all of his things in a fit of rage. “Y/N?! what are you doing?!” Jared says jumping out of bed as you continue to pull out all of his clothes “Y/N talk to me” you slide your phone over to him “you’re making a fool out of me!” You yell as he picks up the phone and reads the very article that broke your heart and he begins to laugh… “Well i’m glad you find it funny Jared because i sure don’t” you huff bagging up all his clothes. “and you believe this?” He asks putting his hands to his hips “why wouldn’t i Jared it’s right there it says you were seen out together!” you yell slamming the bag down to the floor. “it’s bull shit Y/N and deep down you know that” he slightly yells back, “it must have stemmed from something! they wouldn’t just make it up on the spot would they!?” you yell again this time a tear falling down your cheek. “okay okay… i called her alright?” Jared confesses and your breath hitches “oh my god” you say crying a little more now “Y/N listen” Jared says walking towards you and trying to wrap his arms around you but you keep fighting him off “listen listen” he repeats as you push him away “don’t touch me” you cry. “no Y/N listen to me you’re jumping to conclusions i called her but i never met up with her! i just wanted to see if she was ok” he says while pulling you into him and you have no fight left in you so you cry into him, “i promise baby i’m not cheating on you it was just a friend talking to another friend” he whispers while stroking your hair and you pull away from him “why didn’t you tell me?” you say while wiping your tears away “because i didn’t think it was a big deal, but i was wrong okay? i was wrong and i’m sorry” He says looking into your eyes and you nod “fine” “you believe me don’t you?” he asks while tucking your hair behind your ear “i wan’t you to swear to me that’s all it was” you demand. “i swear, on my life Y/N i love you no one else okay?” “okay” you nod and he pulls you into him for a hug.