#jfcccc

[heavyheavycream]

feedist kinktober 27 : boozy belly

this was one of the first things i wrote about em. i'm not the best at writing dialogues so i hope it's not to clunky, enjoy!

[areseebee]

big boys, 3x06 "the sea" | written by jack rooke (2022-2025)

[shinesurge]

i got recommended a Christian Community and it's really, really normal in there

also led me to look this up which, seems like the New Babier Version of what the accelerationists i grew up with are doing with our government so lmao

[chryblossomjjk]

IM IN LOVE BYE

genuinely the most beautiful person ive ever seen 🤧

[gaydexvocaloid]

https://youtu.be/FPcTSWcljlM?si=xpk8acxG2Z2iT9w4 for you

HELP WHAT DID I JUST WATCHHH HAHAHABD THE FUCKING ACTING HELP????? “its clean.. it’s allll clean……” “oh my GOODNESSSS” BROOO

[solivagantingrebel]

Every time I log on to twitter, there's one or two drama happening man. What are they even doing out there.

[0deathpainting0]

first date

choso x f!reader

summary: yuji helps choso get a date with you before choso deletes the dating app

warnings: fluff that made me want to bite a brick x and some swear words

a/n: prob the softest shit i’ve ever written 

w/c: 2.2k

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“Dude the point is to actually talk to girls.” Yuji watches as Choso swipes past every girl on his screen. 

“I’m looking.” he mumbles. 

“Barely.” Yuji groans. “I can’t even tell their hair color before you swipe..” he rolls his eyes. 

“I don’t need your help to look.” he goes to swipe and stops his thumb. 

“Finally!” he watches as Choso actually taps to the next picture and then the next. “You like herrrr.” he shakes Choso’s shoulders. 

“Get off, you’re an idiot.” he glares at him. Yuji snatches his phone and Choso’s eyes widen. “Stop.” he lunges at him. 

“Just tryna like her for you.” Yuji pushes Choso back while he swipes up, using a super like. “Ohhh it’s a match.” he shows him the screen. 

“Why’d you use a super like?” he groans, wiping his face. 

“Doesn’t matter, it's a match.” he grins. “What should I say?” 

“Nothing.” Choso’s eyes go wide. “Delete the app. I don’t want to do this anymore.” he goes to snatch his phone back but Yuji is across the room already typing furiously before Choso can take the phone back. 

choso: heyyy wanna go out?

“Are you serious?” Choso stares down at his phone. “Why did you use so many ‘y’s?” he exits the app and goes to delete it but a ding comes from his phone. 

“Did she respond?” Yuji gasps. 

“I don’t know.” 

“Check.” Yuji nods with a smile. 

“No. I’m deleting it.” he narrows his eyes but his thumb hovers over the app debating on opening it. 

“Lemme see.” he grabs the phone again and Choso groans watching Yuji type. He collapses back on the couch giving up for the moment deciding to read the conversation when he’s done. 

you: when?

choso: tonight?

you: really? 

choso: yeah or i’ll get too nervous and back out 

Yuji giggles as he sees the bubbles appear and disappear. Choso sinks deeper into the couch wanting to just be swallowed whole by it. 

you: same so meet in an hour then? before we both have time to back out?

choso: yeah fs meet me at the restaurant on the corner of main and 3rd

you: okie

“Go get ready, you have to meet her downtown in an hour.” Yuji tosses Choso his phone back.

“What? No. Dude no. Are you joking?” Choso groans, opening his phone and going through the messages. 

“Go get ready.” he starts to walk to Choso’s room. “Let’s go.” 

“Fuck.” he softly curses before pulling himself off the couch. “I hate you.” he mumbles as he sees Yuji pulling out different things from his closet. 

“Wear this shirt.” Yuji tosses him a shirt. 

“I can dress myself.” Choso grumbles, pulling off his hoodie. 

“Just put it on and fix your hair.” he waves him off. “Dude literally all of your clothes are black.” 

“And?” he walks into his bathroom and starts to tighten the ties in his hair. “Why do I have to do this?” he looks at himself in the mirror. 

“Cause you’ve never been on a date and you’re like super old.” Yuji pops his head in and pushes a pair of pants into his hands. 

“I don’t know what to say to her. Am I supposed to bring something?” he starts to think about everything that could possibly go wrong. 

“This is just getting to know each other. Go in with no expectations and you’ll be good.” Yuji says from the other side of the door as he finishes changing. “But pay for dinner.” he nods to him when he steps out. “And compliment her.”

“I don’t know if I should do this.” Choso sighs. “What if she doesn’t even show up?” 

“Then get food to go and we’ll hang out and eat.” Yuji shrugs. “She’ll be missin out though..” Choso glares at his grin knowing that- “Cause you look so cute! Ohh don’t start pouting Cho, it makes you even cuter.” 

“Are you done?” he blinks at his brother. 

“Yeah cause you gotta go.” he nods to the door. “Remember compliments and pay for dinner.” he opens the front door for him. 

Choso sighs and walks out the door. He looks up at the setting sun and starts the short walk trying not to overthink. Of course then his mind races with everything that could go wrong. You were gorgeous in your pictures. Your smile, your eyes. He shakes his head not knowing if he’ll be able to handle seeing you in person but he’s almost desperate to. He quickens his pace not wanting to be late in the off chance that you’ll actually grace him with your presence.

After a couple more blocks the restaurant is finally coming into view and he can’t get a handle on his nerves. Is he supposed to wait outside for you? Check if you’re already inside? Maybe he should message you. Or Yuji. He doesn’t know what to do and now he’s stopping under the restaurant sign. He takes a deep breath and walks to the bench across from the front doors to collect himself. 

“Choso?” he turns his head and has to remind his knees to hold himself up. He stares at you and you tilt your head. “Or?” your brows furrow. 

“It’s me, yeah.” he clears his throat. “Hi.” he continues to stare at you. 

“Are you okay?” you blink up at him hoping he’s not upset with the way you look. 

“Yeah.” he shakes his head. “Sorry, you’re just so.. Beautiful.” the blush that spreads across your cheeks has his knees weakening once more. 

“Thank you.” you chew your lip. 

“Do you wanna get some food?” he nods to the restaurant behind you. 

“I would like that.” you offer him a small smile. 

He walks to the doors and opens one for you and you offer him a whispered thanks. You’re both led to a table and offered menus which you both look at as if there will be a test on them. Every time he glances at you he’s thankful he’s sitting down and flicks his eyes back to the menu. You peek at him from over your menu and try not to swoon at how perfect he is. A perfect mix of cute and devastatingly attractive. He looks up and finds you staring at him before your eyes widen and you look down at your menu. 

“I’m sorry.. I’m bad at conversation and..” he can’t even look at you but he can feel your eyes on him. “I dunno if I’m supposed to tell you that I’ve never been on a date but like I haven’t and..” he clamps his mouth shut to stop his nervous ramblings. 

“Me neither.” you whisper and his eyes snap up to you. 

“Really?” he feels his shoulders relax a bit. 

“Guys don’t really like to go on dates anymore.” you mumble and he tilts his head. “Everyone just wants to hook up.” you look back down at the menu. 

“I don’t want to hook up with you.” you flush deeper at his words. “Well I..” he groans at his stupidity. “I wanna take you on dates first.” you feel like your heart is going to beat out of your chest at his words. “I’m sorry, I should stop talking.” he shakes his head. 

“No, it’s okay.” you nod. “I’m nervous too.” you offer him a smile when his eyes meet yours. 

“Is there something I should be doing better?” you shake your head quickly. 

“No. I think you’ve been very kind.” he feels relief at your words. You both fall into a silence once more but it’s more relaxed. You place your orders and look at each other now that the menus have been taken. “Tell me about yourself.” you watch his eyes widen slightly. 

“I just live with my younger brother.” he shrugs. “Video games, reading, tv..” he internally groans at how pathetic he sounds. “I’m sorry if that’s lame.” 

“You don’t have to keep apologizing.” you watch his cheeks faintly flush. 

“Well I feel like I’m doing really bad.” he fidgets with his fingers. 

“You’re not.” the smile on your face reassures him all the more. 

“Thank you.” he offers you a small smile that makes yours widen.

The food is brought out and you both begin to eat. You can’t believe how sweet he is and you find it absolutely adorable at how shy he is. Every time you glance at him you find him already looking before he quickly averts his eyes. He’s positive you’re the most perfect girl he’s ever met and he wants to know more about you but he’s terrified to ask. He looks up at you and finds you waiting with a smile and he looks away again. 

“So what made you decide you needed to have your first date tonight?” he looks up from his food at your question. 

“My brother kinda forced me.” he furrows his brows when your face slightly falls. “You were the first girl I looked at. Like actually? I don’t..” he shakes his head mad that he ever opened his mouth and thought he could speak to you. “You’re just so pretty. I didn’t even think you would show up..” you watch as his cheeks flush again. 

“I didn’t think you would show up either to be honest.” his face scrunches at your words. 

“I would be stupid to not show up.” he shakes his head. “Though I think I’m stupid for showing up too. I keep saying stupid things.” he sighs, looking down at his food once more. 

“I think it’s kinda cute.” his eyes snap up to yours and you watch a blush bloom across his face. 

“You don’t have to say that I didn’t mean to make you feel like you had to say something. You can think I’m stupid if you want. Fuck.” he whispers the last word. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Why does he keep talking?

“I think you’re cute.” you nod and his eyes widen. 

“Well I think you’re cuter.” he swears his heart stops at your giggle. 

The conversation for the rest of your meal is light and surprisingly flows well. He was finally able to relax and not over think everything he said. He paid the bill as Yuji instructed and was rewarded with your smile once more. He leads you out of the restaurant and you both stand there lingering and not sure what to do next. 

“I um.. I could walk you home?” he tilts his head and scratches his neck. “In like a friendly way of course.” he nods. “Or is that too much? But it’s late and I would like to walk you home so you’re at least safe.” he clears his throat. 

“I would like it if you walked me home.” you nod. “And maybe fumble your words for another five minutes about how we should hold hands to be even safer.” you chuckle watching his cheeks tint.

“You wanna hold my hand?” he searches your eyes. 

“Yeah.” you nod and slip your hand into his. “This way.” you squeeze his hand and start to lead him in the direction of your place. 

“So can we go on a second date?” he glances down at you. 

“Yeah, that comes after the first.” you smile up at him. 

“So you didn’t think I was too stupid?” he watches you roll your eyes. 

“I did,” his brows furrow. “But your cuteness outweighs it.” you give his hand a squeeze. As you round the next corner you start to frown seeing your building. You slowly come to a stop and turn to him. “Thank you for the walk home.” he nods quickly. 

“Of course, thank you for letting me.” he tries not to think about how you’re still holding onto his hand. 

“Message me when you get home. I want to know you’re safe too.” your soft voice takes his words away and he just nods. 

“I will.” he tries not to pout when you finally take your hand back.

“Thank you for dinner, Choso.” you internally groan at how his pout makes him even cuter.

“Of course.” he nods. “Have a good night.” he smiles as you offer him a small wave before walking into your building. 

He replays the entire date over from start to finish the entire walk home. Your perfect smile and when it was paired with your giggle he’s sure he could die on site. You were so sweet and he thought he ruined the date at least ten different times but you kept reassuring him. He can’t wait to tell Yuji and thank him for actually making him do this. Then he gets to message you and set up another date. He can’t wipe the smile from his face when he enters the front door. 

“How’d it go?” Yuji jumps up from the couch and waits with a grin. Choso goes through the entire night down to every last detail and ends with him walking you home. “So did you kiss her?” Choso’s eyes get wide.

“No but I held her hand.” he nods with a smile. 

“That’s sweet dude,” he’s genuinely happy for his brother. “Well you go message her this time. Mm,” he hums, getting Choso’s attention again. “Try to get her number so it feels more real than an app.” he nods. 

“Thank you,” Choso nods back at him. “I guess I owe you dinner.” he turns and closes himself into his room for the night. 

choso: i’m home 

choso: thank you for going out w me 

choso: can i have your number? 

choso: the app is good too whatever you prefer

choso: i’m sorry im being stupid again 

you: *number sent*

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the cuteness aggression w this fic was real fr

part 2

[party-lemon]

i think I've made a post about this before, but every now and then i remember that aziraphale and crowley literally kissed. i don't fully forget obviously, but it just suddenly hits me, like that is not a thing of fiction, that's not just something I've read over and over on ao3, like that has happened. the circumstances were not great, but their relationship has changed entirely because they literally kissed each other and they might do it again???

[henrysglock]

literally what if i died

[cactuskizzy]

What in the fucking Pickman is this? Who's soul is that on his goddamn shoulder?

i cant get over the king charles portrait. they made that thing to age in his place. that painting hangs in the house of a too-friendly family you find in the post apocalyptic wasteland who inexplicably has a ready supply of fresh meat. if mario jumped into that painting he wouldn't find a charming platformer he would be flayed and hanged like a medieval criminal by an unseeable force in a droning red void. that painting is a color blindness test for people who work in IT but believe in the divine right of kings. that painting is going to weep the sequel to blood. after he dies charles is gonna crawl outta that thing like sadako.

[this-is-krikkit]

GUESS WHICH ONE OF YOUR UNHINGED MUTUALS OFFICIALLY LEVELED UP TODAY 🤯🤯

[pallart]

A hot Saltmarsh summer 🏝️🌞💦

[heidiamalia]

-Faceless-

Good Omens

[The Doomsday Option]

[fraternum-momentum]

killing stalking ramble belowww

!! tws for mentions of sa/rape, murder, abuse, etc. !!

(REALLY REALLY long, around 2k~ words. just be warned. also tmi in some parts.)

THIS IS NOT AN ANALYSIS !!!!! it def gets analytical in some parts, but i feel like i would need to reread ks a couple of times for me to feel confident enough to do a full blown analysis for it. these are just my thoughts that i want to get out of my head. really rambly for the most part, and separated into sections mostly for my convenience buy also to get my thoughts a little more organized.

what do i think about it?

it's great ! i really love the more thriller-ey aspects of it, esp when seungbae was investigating the whole thing. how he's trying to piece together everything and switching in between pov's was so so cool. love love love how extremely tense everything is, like ooo is he gonna get caught? is he gonna get killed?

ACAB but seungbae is the only police officer i'll salute to 🫡 (bc he's not real LMFAO)(and also he hates the police despite being one so)

season 1 is a great intro and it rlly gets u hooked, rlly went in super hard with the whole torture stuff. came in guns blazing n stuff. rlly rlly intense. the whole thing with jieun is just so sad man,,,,,,, like she was rude and all and she was an kind of an asshole to bum but i don't think she deserves to die over that 😭,,,,

there's also already a lot of foreshadowing and future callbacks planted into it. it makes me wonder how much planning went into the story :0 !! even early on it's pretty clear that sangwoo sees his mum in yoonbum, that's why he kept taking care of him after abusing him. he said ‘i love you’ out of the blue and bum thought he was talking to him and sangwoo replied ‘i was talking to my mom’. i mean, it's literally spelled out by the author in one of the qna's. i will be amazed if u didn't catch that somehow.

anyw season 2 is my fav because of reasons stated above. the tension is rlly great. when seungbae finally trespassed which led to the confrontation at the basement scene to when they were doing the interrogation was rlly rlly good. it shows how competent of a manipulator and a quick thinker sangwoo is. throughout it my heart was beating so fast i was so nervous JQHSHQ

seungbae rlly tried to pull through but unfortunately the people didn't believe him so woo and bum got away SCOT FREE,,,,,,, which caused seungbae to lash out on woo, then got laid off. DUDEEE i was so saddddddd, i mean i saw there were like 40 eps left so i knew he wasnt going to succeed but STILLLL i was cheering for him ykkk?

ep 34.

kinda tmi and i hope to fucking god it's not weird or anything but i can see myself in yoonbum.

LISTEN ok. not like the perverted stalker aspects. more of the whole jwhhr fuckk idk how to describe it without sounding pathetic or whatever but a while ago my brother and i had a talk about being careful with people bc of how bad my whole self esteem is and how easily i would be to manipulate and just how depressing my whole demeanor was or whatever and this scene in ep 34 where yoonbum was being interrogated by seungbae kind of left me a deep impression on me

i've def have asked myself something similar to this, idk maybe had talked to someone abt it when i was drunk as shit. but it i kind of started wondering if i would do that in his position. if i don't get any better, could i end up like him? eeeeeqjdb idkk its something i don't want to dwell on much but it's been at the back of my head ever since. i don't know. it's scary.

season 3 is more focused on characterization and developing the "relationship" between bum and woo. vv sangwoo centric. it deals with his past trauma and how it affected him. seeing how his childhood was initially and then the eventual reveal as to what really was happening in those scenes was so good. kind of shows how you never truly know what's happening behind closed doors. and it shows the extent of the abuse, how unstable his mother was, and how emotionally manipulative she was to sangwoo when he was a kid. then her eventual death in which she managed to gaslight him into thinking he killed her. at least, i think its implied that she drove the knife into her neck. and now, even when she's gone, her presence lingers and haunts him. quite literally too because its eventually revealed that her corpse was INSIDE THE FUCKING HOUSE.

i love how the dynamic turned from a dependency to a codependency. it's like watching a fire slowly spiral out and it becoming an huge shitstorm. it's interesting seeing that sangwoo needs bum too. right after he accidentally called bum 'mom' while they were having sex, that's probably the lowest he's been in, even begging yoonbum to not go and stay with him at home bc he's been so paranoid lately. even now i'm still not sure if bum was actually fucking the girl or if it was all a figment of woo's hallucinations.

there's a lot of particular scenes that i want to dedicate a small paragraph to but i don't want to make this longer that it alr is qkdh they're not anything life changing plus the implications are p clear anyway so,,

ending is insane. at first, i was kind of glad that bum seemed to be healing. like he was getting therapy, there was a person who was taking care of him, seungbae seems to be monitoring him regularly. i mean, he was still paranoid and stuff about being caught as an acomplice but he was fine for the most part. well, at least that was i thought until he started asking where sangwoo was and i kinda went oh no,,,

idkkkkk is it bad that i kind of felt bad for bum when he didn't get to see sangwoo for the last time? i mean, i want him to just move on with everything and heal but it was pretty clear he was still vv attached to woo so idkkkkk?? maybe its just me needing to have some closure or something? i was so sad that yoonbum didn't even get the chance to be truly happy in his life. even in his happiest moments with sangwoo, it was all just a skewed perception of love.

yk even if seungbae didn't go to woo's house one last time for that final confrontation, i feel like their codependent relationship would go to shit either way. but ahh,,,,,, bum deserved so much better,,,

seungbae my goat 🫡

small part abt him bc he's my fav

seungbae is interesting,,,, bc he def has violent tendencies much like sangwoo. i.e. lashing out at woo, wacking a guy out with a scanner (who, luckily, turned out to be a wanted criminal), hitting the guy who killed his father with a the golf club, dreaming and fantasizing about violently killing that said murderer multiple times, and probably more that i can't remember.. maybe a ‘two sides of the same coin’ kind of situation??? idkk

there's literally a part where seungbae said so himself that he and sangwoo were similar, immediately following it by saying that it was a dangerous thought. i think having a stable figure in his life (chief officer) helped him a lot. if he didn't have him, i feel like he could've easily ended up like sangwoo. all around green flag tho :3

my complicated feelings abt it:

idkkkkkkkkkkkkk like this is a thriller and it depicts a clearly abusive relationship but the fact that it feels so fanservicey to me feels so wrong to me ???????? like shit. i only started reading it bc i thought 'oh wasn't this bl or something? i don't remember lol. but sangwoo was hot, i should go read it' and proceeded to get my ass blasted with this is absolutely insane.

ok i'm gonna be completely honest i've always hated fanservice, so it's a completely biased take from me. like idkk it ruins the vibe of a scene. can't a good show just be a good show without all the panty shots and the weird ass angles?????? like okay, yeah, i literally draw porn but that doesnt mean i want porn/sexual in everything all the time.

like i get it. the sexual aspect of this is a necessary and integral thing. it's clearly there to depict that there's an imbalance of power. how sangwoo being on top feels more in control whereas when he's in a position of submission he gets angry or scared (a trauma response) and it's another aspect of abuse that a lot of characters experienced and it's all shown. but i think my issue is, when its with woo and bum there's like certain part to it where i'm just kinda like,,,,, you know that feeling when you feel like a sex scene in a movie is kind of going on for way too long? and ur just sitting there mildly uncomfortable by it and aughggyvh idkkk its weird,,,,,,, like should i keep watching or is this integral to the story???? am i going to miss any details or something anyone would say ?? and idk???????? like when bum or woo was sa'ed by adults they didn't depict it in such a,,,,,,, romantic?? light???? i'm not sure what to say but i feel like there's a difference in ambience and pacing and shit in a bunch of the scenes esp in season 3 but i guess it's bc they're in a 'relationship' ?????? idkk

in a way i can understand why they would present it like that ??? i'm probably reaching, but maybe it's to directly put the viewer in yoonbum's shoes and kind of see how sangwoo manipulates bum? like we as the viewer become victims ourselves of sangwoo's charms ????? maybe that's why it was psrticularly uncomfortable for me ??????????? dude idk,,,,

but like,, i've played btd/tpof before but i don't seem to have any problems with it, and that's literally torture porn or whatever but for some reason i draw the line at this apparently ????????

and i’ve thought about this really hard bc it was driving me nuts as to what the difference was. but maybe its bc it's kind of romanticizing it ??????????????? tbh i'm still not entirely sure. eh whatever i don't want to make it a big problem.

oh but fray, you draw noncon, dubcon, and gore ! arent you fetishizing it as well ? how is that any different ?

(this part is kind of tmi too) i think there's a fundamental difference between what i'm doing and having a cnc kink and depicting actual sa in a story.

no one is saying sa is not bad. for some people it's how they deal with the trauma they endured and for others its simply just a fantasy. cnc, in a real life setting, both parties are consenting and recognize that it's all just roleplay, if anything is out of the line you can opt out of it with a safeword and it's CRUCIAL that this safe word is respected. in a game like for example, dol, you can manipulate it into however you like. there's also cheats where you can just remove encounters altogether irrc. you're the one in control of the narrative.

i've had rape fantasies before (i play dol, don't be so surprised) but that doesn't mean i want to be fucking assaulted when i go out at night. and idk maybe like in ks it depicts all the gruesome and tragic parts of being abused, whether it be emotionally, sexually, physically, etc. and that's why it feels wrong framing it in that manner ????

idk my views about it aren't completely black and white. dude idfk i'm not an expert in anything. at the end of the day i'm just some random person who read killing stalking and just has some thoughts about it. anyw that's all 👍

[mikrokosmcs]

Yiahn  escupe  la  sangre  que  se  aglomera  en  su  boca  luego  de  una  paliza,  habiendo  corriendo  cuadras  enteras  para  esconderse  de  los  maleantes  que  no  quisieron  pagar  la  cocaína  que  Joohyeon  les  había  vendido.  Se  rieron  de  él,  por  ser  solo  un  chiquillo  que  no  había  salido  de  su  casa  no  hace  mucho,  pero  no  contaban  que  Yiahn  había  perdido  el  miedo  hace  mucho  y  los  golpes,  cuchillas  y  patadas  no  iban  a  evitar  que  tomase  lo  que  le  encomendaron.  Lleva  la  mano  derecha  hasta  la  boca,  limpiando  el  resto  solo  para  detenerse  a  medio  callejón  al  notar  a  alguien  ahí,  sentado  entre  cartones  y  basura,  percibiendo  una  esencia  característica  de  otro  omega.  Avanza,  lentamente,  hasta  que  la  farola  de  luz  amarillenta  cae  sobre  facciones  jóvenes,  hermosas,  pero  lastimadas.  -  —Joder,  te  han  destrozado  la  cara  —  -no  puede  evitar  que  la  lengua  sea  fácil  de  deslizarse,  aunque  era  un  perfecto  desconocido,  pero  instintivamente  sus  subgéneros  eran  iguales,  había  confianza  y  una  sensación  de  confort  natural.  Yiahn  sin  preguntar,  ni  decir  más,  se  tumba  al  costado  del  otro  y  suspira,  tomando  el  primer  respiro  luego  de  correr.  -  —¿Tienes  fuego? 

[sackrtd]

hes not a real captain rose ☺️