#johnny is hard for me to draw 💔

[charlotte-family-apologist]

Blackbird = Black Bird = B B = Double B or whatever is going through Johnny's heads

[pumpkinsy0]

ALRIGHT hcs for Pony dealing with embarrassment? I will NOT be stating why I am requesting these hcs specifically but I think you can probably guess 💔🥀

if it helps, i once fell down the bleachers in front of my whole grade and nobody remembered

•hes pale as hell, the fact that he can get as red as he can when hes flustered is also embarrassing and adds onto everything he hates it and has to leave for a bit to go back to normal. he could probably turn any color, purple, blue, green, yellow, what a colorful guy

•if hes in class he sits there silently not talking u til talked to while scribbling bs on his paper, not even drawing fr, hes just scribbling and may go through the paper, would also draw on the desk

•tries soothing himself by going “its ookkk they wont remember sooner or later, my life doesnt revolve around them they dont care about me”. this is one of the only times he wishes ppl didnt care about him and it only partially works

•picks at hanging bits of fingernail on his skin usually till it bleeds. he also goes for the skin inside his cheek and eyebrow/eyelashes!!!

•he tries to think if that person had any embarrassing moments he remembers so he doesnt feel so alone. never fully works tho bc he doesnt know all the ppl around him, so he just imagines them naked (does this means he has body hcs for everyone hes around🤔🤔)

•he has to b put in a cold place for a while bc the heat he feels surround his body when hes embarrassed is truly unmatched and takes a while for his body to go back to normal, there should b no reason y he feels like its humid rn

•if u think what happened is escaping ponys chapped lips as he responds to someones “how was ___ today” ur wrong, at most hes telling only darry and soda and johnny. outside those 3 his lips r SEALED!!! W CEMENT!!!!!

•please nobody point out that his leg is bouncing he knows, just ignore it for his sake already. no putting ur hand on it will not stop it stop touching him too

•if he tries hiding how he feels, he tries laughing and smiling but u can so tell its forced, hes biting his lip too hard and laughs a lil too much, almost like hes trying to convince himself its funny

•usually takes him like a full day or two to stop caring (depending on how bad it was)

sorry for whatever the hell happened to u anon, take this pic of pony at his first job

[metalmusicwhore]

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last updated 5/7/25

[bbynedtime]

Obsessed with that last anon and your answer to it and now I'm thinking of poor Jirv surviving the stabbing but regressing as a sort of trauma response to the event and he's so scared and confused and all he knows is he's hurting real bad and he wants his mama and she's not here :'(

And poor Bridgens is doing his best (pause for me to imagine him also taking care of a very sick little!Peglar... I shall be passing away posthaste.) and meanwhile Ned just keeps promising Johnny that his mama will be home soon even though as far as Ned knows Hodge is dead. (And maybe sometimes Ned can't help it and goes little for a bit when it all gets too much. And then he gets to imagine Auntie Hodge is coming back someday too.)

He just wants his mama 💔💔;_; God, if Hodgson knew about the regressing and still couldn't help but run away during tuuŋŋaq's attack... the guilt of abandoning her baby TT__TT

And poor Ned is trying so hard... Trying to keep his lieutenant status up while balancing a little one and so much stress atop it. Just a terrible horrible no good very bad situation. I just want to hug all three of them so bad aaaaaaaa-

Um. Also. After I read this ask, this drawing happened so uhhh. yeah. umm. You can read him as little in the drawing too, although it's not explicit