#julia yaps

[julia-writes-things]

Curt Mega is such a good actor. Like you're telling me that man can portray an eldritch god, a comedic relief cop, and a high school jock. IN THE SAME MUSICAL? And all of it is so distinct. Wildly different characters played perfectly.

I don't think I'll ever be able to stop thinking about his line delivery as Tinky. It's something me and my friend quote daily.

[pieandflannel]

🎉 650+ FOLLOWER CELEBRATION 🎉

we have officially reached over 650+ followers up in this biiiitchhhh WHAT WHAAAAT 😎🥳

i just wanna thank from the bottom of my heart to everyone that interacts, reads, likes, comments, reblogs, requests ideas and genuinely enjoys my silly lil fics and all.

as a treat for yall, i want you to pick what i’ll be doing next (apart from working on the pending requests ofc)

⛥ comment down below if you want a specific jackles or spn character/person

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[whiskeyandjeans]

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࣪𖤐backup account. writer. reblogs & recs. mdni. twenty-three.

[julia-writes-things]

as someone who takes a French course, I can’t help but think of Skizz as “Skizz the man”

because “Skizzleman” = Skizz le man.

and Skizz Le Man translates to Skizz the man.

Skizz is the man. Singular.

[pieandflannel]

i have a flight tomorrow (4th july) so if i suddenly stop interacting with yous and posting stuff you guys will know my plane crashed ✈️

no but on a serious note, i am absolutely terrified of flying, every time the plane goes up into the air i get this anxiety attack thinking i will die 😭

but heyyyy you gotta do what you gotta do sometimes (i’m going to a billie eilish concert)

[julia-writes-things]

my brain:

my brain:

my brain: for heeeeeerrrrrrrrrrDAAAAAISYYYY *flips table* YOU SLIPPED THROUGH MY HANDS *slides on knees* no one understands how she has changed me!

[pieandflannel]

started watching tvd… i might expand my ‘who i write for’ in no long 👉👈

blame @missus-ackles & @heartrendercastiel for that !!!

[beerandtrenchcoat]

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𐙚 mdni. bisexual. twenty-three. jackles girly. supernatural 𐙚

[whiskeyandjeans]

YASS THE THEME chefs kisses

THANK YOUUUU POOKIE 🥺💞🫶

[julia-writes-things]

psycho killer qu’est-ce que c’est? Fa fa fa fa fa / Jingle jangle hey Chris Kringle got ice in his veins for a reason / if I loved you like I’m capable of woah oh babe I’d let you know / arrosez vos fleurs ma chère, parce qu’ils vont prospéré j’ai oublié de voir la beauté de la monde (woah thats my lyrics)

reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to

[julia-writes-things]

Biblically accurate angel but it’s just your guy Bliklotep

[pieandflannel]

GUYS MY BLOG REACHED 10K LIKES?! LIKE WHAAAT?? THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT UPLIFTS ME EVERYDAY 🥺💗💞💓💖

[julia-writes-things]

do this now. This is a threat

put a "∞" in my ask box and I'll shuffle my music player and give you my favorite lyric from the song that comes up.

[julia-writes-things]

my math teacher lowk looks like Ted Spankoffski and I have to like lock in so I don’t ask my teacher if he’s heard of this niche theatre company.

[pieandflannel]

DAY RUINED.. just found out that when i edit my posts, it doesn’t show it was edited on the reblogs others did 😭

[mass-angel-exodus]

Disorganized tcoaal yapping again.

Cw rape

I've mentioned this before but even now I still believe Ashley isn't attracted to Andrew at all. If anything after seeing the playthrough she seems. Sex repulsed.

Andrew is the one that's sexually attracted to her and like he said, she's very perceptive. She doesn't start being sexual with Andrew until he gets a girlfriend because that's the one thing a girlfriend can give him that she can't. But if it wasn't for Andrew she seems so repulsed by it. She's disgusted that men only want sex, even more so that Andrew wants it and would betray her by seeing someone just for that. When that boy tries to go on a date with her Andrew's first thought is that she's so desperate for love she'd let a man fuck her but ashley doesn't even go. She seems uncomfortable. Scared even. And when she gets the job at the massage parlor she's clearly disgusted and Renee thinks she's doing it to get back at her. And she might be cause when she's younger we see she acts out so that her mother will acknowledge her in some way, but also because no other job is willing to take her. And at this point in her life she feels that the only person who loves her discarded her because of her lack of sexual value, so she thinks that's the only thing she has. She hates the job, but if they hired her she must be worth that in some way. And as angry as she is with Andrew, She's happy that he at least cared enough to fight with her about it. Cause he's the only one in her family that does.

Even in scenes where she reciprocates that affection, I notice she only does that when Andrew initiates. Especially in the demon realm. Like andrew is extremely affectionate here compared to how restrained he was in the human realm cause he knows no one is watching. It's always him that starts. She's a little confused/hesitant/surprised, and then she returns it. The only other times I can remember her sexually initiating is when she feels threatened in some way.

The worst instance of this is what she does when she imprisons him and Julia helps him free. He's gets his closure with Julia and gives her a proper good bye, and while he doesn't really feel any real hurt that she's gone the immediate next thing he thinks is "God damn I should have talked her into fucking me before she left". And when he comes back ashley is furious and terrified and of course accuses him of sleeping with Julia. He doesn't, but she knows him well enough to know that's what's on his mind. I can't remember if this is the route where he beats the shit out of her. But I do know that she has sex with him while he's drunk and she's persistent and keeps telling him she wants him to fuck her. This is rape. Like there's no question about it. Andrew is drunk and he keeps telling her is they do have sex he doesn't want it to be like this but she keeps persisting. So he gives in. It's sexual assault and I'm not defending it. But even then ashley isn't wet at all. I think it even hurts her. She's doing this out of desperation cause she's frantic and terrified. She doesn't enjoy it. But it's a means to an end to make him stay cause she was so close to losing him.

And in the route where they decide to live as a couple, they hate each other. They have sex often sure but ashley often hurts him by scratching him and stuff and Andrew knows she's doing it to hurt him but they both pretend it's a kink thing. They despise each other and both keep using sex as a bandaid solution to something the other doesn't want. And with how violent Andrew's sexual fantasies as with Julia [yknow someone he used in place of ashley] I can only imagine that ashley doing that to him is reciprocal to what he does to her during sex.

It's hard to watch because it's two people doing what they think the other wants when neither wants it. Not like this anyway.

But yeah long story short Ashley isn't sexually attracted to Andrew sex is still just a means to an end for her.