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wizardrights · 3 months ago

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some days ur in such a head funk that you just have to ride it out and hope sleep fixes it

#it usually does #just such a blah day today #even before i smoked dude #i thought it would perk up the creativity #like it has been lately #but nooooope just more bleh #blah blah

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sunwukxng · 4 months ago

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My cheque I've been waiting a few months for and was supposedly delivered one week ago is now beyond a doubt either stolen or missing. (:

#I realize today is April Fools Day but it seems I am the Fool #USPS informed delivery said it was delivered Tuesday and we were able to get out to the old location on Thursday #and it wasn't there #or on Friday #or yesterday #it was supposed to take care of us for at least a month #I had so many plans for it #especially because April is my birth month #literally nearly $1000 just fucking evaporated #I just can't win lol #today sucked from the moment I woke up and felt an intense depressive spiral #but this is genuinely just cherry and the icing on top of this shit cake #this job was done in December #I've been waiting since then and then jumped through so many hoops to get actually fucking paid #and I literally begged them to send it to this address or make it out to Kalen so he could cash it #specifically to save myself so much trouble and avoid this exact scenario #and they said no and sent it to the faraway old address #and USPS claims it's been delivered but it's not there #so fuck me i guess #excellent fucking start to my favourite month #I'm going to rot in bed to practice rotting in hell #though i suppose I'm already fucking here lmfao #negative blah

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justablah56 · 3 months ago

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hey who remembers the jerboa I finished all the pieces for two months ago, cause I finally sewed him together today lmao

I love my this <3

#just blahs #aethers dolls :]#my art #i like him hes silly <3 #i ended up choosing not to make him reversible so hes just this #but its my little guyyyyy #jerboas my beloved <3 #maybe someday ill like actually follow the pattern and use the yarn it recommends and make him flip into a strawberry #but today is not that day #jerboa

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aimfor-theheart · 9 months ago

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men love to try and tee me up for their next relationship while they’re still dating their current gf and i am never interested. NEVER.

#i don’t even fuck w men like that #mind you i’ve told this man that i am NOT INTERESTED in dating SEVERAL TIMES when he’s asked ab my romantic life #but he’s saying some suspicious ass stuff #like today he was like ‘yeah and it’s hard bc i’m starting have feelings for….this isn’t about anyone in particular….others outside #the relationship. and it’s making me feel guilty’#and i’m like hm. um. okay.#and he’s being weirdly cryptic with me in the way men get when they think they’re being sly ab their feelings for you #😭😭#he’s texting me a bunch lately too like ‘you just really inspire me to be the best version of myself i can be’#and ‘i had a really bad week and i just wanted to thank you for being so kind and funny and awesome’#mind you i didn’t do anything out of ordinary for him #mind you he’s my coworker!!!#i see him every day!!#i’m not stupid idk 😭 you complain ab your gf to me and the shower me in praise like pls stop im uncomfortable 😭😭#i’ve already told him i don’t really want this dynamic with a coworker and he kinda just continues and idk what to do anymore!#like we work closely on everything!#he sits directly beside me in the office!#BLAH #cielo rambles!

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delicatefury · 3 months ago

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Vent incoming

So, my doctor and I agreed it’s time to get off my anti-depressant. While I do have seasonal effective disorder, a lot of my depression was caused by my undiagnosed and untreated ADHD. Which is now diagnosed. And being treated.

Now I’m trying to wean off an SSRI. I was already on a really low dose, so I’m just not taking it one day a week. The idea is to slowly get my system used to lower serotonin levels.

And stopping an SSRI sucks. It’s like depression and ADHD had a baby. On the day I don’t take it I have no appetite and no energy. I don’t want to sit in silence, but the TV annoys me. I don’t want to live in a mess, but the idea of cleaning overwhelms me. I need to go shopping but I really really don’t want to deal with the lights and the crowd and the everything.

Plus it’s been rainy and overcast for a week with the next week forecasted to be rainy and overcast. So I feel even worse. Like sunshine and working on my flowers and plants is usually enough to get me back into doing things and I can’t even do that!

And I hate that I know this feeling. It’s how I felt before I started ADHD treatment. It’s the feeling of executive dysfunction. I hate this feeling.

But! I now have coping strategies. I now have a skillset for doing things despite being at 0 for motivation and focus.

And as much as it sucks, I’m gonna put those into use right now.

I’m heading to the store.

#fury's life #just a little rant #well venting actually #I had a lot I wanted to get done today but didn’t #it’s not like I did nothing #dogs had an early vet appointment #and my niece had a major track meet I went to #but I came home and basically went #Nah #at the chore list for the day #but I still have the evening #so I’m gonna do things #despite still feeling blah #starting with getting food

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years ago

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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!

#cats #holiday #OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few #days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart #rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart #so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag #and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day #last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few #hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent #ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect #because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make #me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these #'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a #few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is #getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better #and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo #I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c #Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after #like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was #doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally #ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully #whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos #ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely #though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart #stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive #things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***

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elvisqueso · 8 months ago

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tell me your favorite mundane headcanon. it can be for Anything

#today is a very blah day at work and i need some Vibes #not picky about how you reply. just do whatever

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justablah56 · 2 months ago

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truly all it takes is to go and hang out with your friends to remember that the world is good and life is worth living

#just blahs #I GOT TO GO HANG OUT WITH VIK ALL DAY TODAY AND I NEED TO MAKE A POST ABOUT IT #AOIGHENCNENCDD #i need a post so i can look back and have an exact date #so next year ill get to just turn and look at him and be like lol we 'met' for the first time today 1 year ago #despite having known him for half a decade by then #anyways #um #my crops are watered and my skin is clear #i got to see my best friend today and it was good

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demontisms · 8 months ago

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rowena could NEVER be a single mother in the 1990s. she would dump crowley at a mcdonalds playplace and then flee the country simply bc she could.

#for her character to work she must be guilty of different crimes than she would be today #is all im saying #bc modern day thats like. child abandonment. neglect #blah blah blah #in 1669 it was legit just. suspected witchcraft. probably heresy.#which is fun bc the first things are real crimes #and. well. in most places the second things arent #spn tag #rowena macleod #crowley macleod #supernatural #crowley supernatural #crowley spn #rowena spn #rowena supernatural #rowenagirltisms

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musubiki · 1 year ago

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Alr, so you said that Goldwoods are like one of the prettiest people you would ever see--

Then i need to know if EVERY Goldwood is ginger.

Cuz i remember you once posted a picture of Limes sister, and im wondering from what part of the family are they ginger, like: their mother or their father?? Are their grandparents they live with also ginger? Will Limes and Mochi daughter also be one of them ginger? XDD

Also if we're (rather i am, but whatever) talking about family traits, CAN WE LEARN MORE PLS AB MOCHIS FATHER???? U also mentioned him before, but you havent shared a lot of info ab him 👉👈🥺

Only if you want to ofc🕊️

Also have a nice day!🌱

yeah (almost) every goldwood is a ginger!!! i lime and his sister are both gingers, i think they get it from their....dad..??? i havent decided that yet, but in any case their mom is also beautiful...upholding the goldwood reputation....and YES mochi and limes child is eventually a ginger as well hehe

i havent really talked about mochis dad..i dont even have a name for him yet (though dango is a strong name contender bc its a cute name and i havent used it on anyone yet but we'll see) but the best comparison i could make of him is that hes very gallagher-esq from hsr...that kinda gruffy laid back dilf energy. imagine a middle-aged battle hardened guy with mochis hair color (and also maybe the mochi hair fluff??)

as far as occupation its also up in the air bc i havent fleshed him out yet but i see him as the kind of person who has a lot of responsibility/people to take care of and also has to move around a lot, like the leader of the northern merchant caravans or something, and is also potentially related to/in the guild of another witch, which is why tiramisu didnt stay with him in the first place.. the kind of thing where you cant have too many powerful witches in one place and he actually did love her but had obligations to the other witch already... previous crow witch maybe???