#kebas

[yankeeblue]

Master P in VIBE Magazine September 1996 issue. Written by Tony Green. Photographed by Keba Konte.

[mumblingsofmemory]

Aurelia Heinz by Keba

[garadinervi]

Angela Y. Davis, The Meaning of Freedom. And Other Difficult Dialogues, Foreword by Robin D. G. Kelley, Open Media series, City Lights Books, City Lights Bookstore, San Francisco, CA, 2012

Cover Photograph: © Keba Konte

[gregor-samsung]

Pullman [Paradise Inn] (Toni Bestard - 2019)

[kinnisvara]

Koolitus "Planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku muudatused ning rakenduspraktika" toimub 02.04.2025

Koolitus “Planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku muudatused ning rakenduspraktika” toimub Kinnisvarakoolis 02.04.2025. Koolitusel annab vandeadvokaat Raul Keba ülevaate planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku rakendamisest praktikas. Koolitusele on oodatud: riigi- ja kohaliku omavalitsuste ametnikud, kes tegelevad planeerimise ja ehitamise valdkonnaga; kinnisvara arendamisega tegelevate…

[kinnisvarakool]

Koolitus "Planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku muudatused ning rakenduspraktika" toimub 02.04.2025

Koolitus “Planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku muudatused ning rakenduspraktika” toimub Kinnisvarakoolis 02.04.2025. Koolitusel annab vandeadvokaat Raul Keba ülevaate planeerimisseaduse ja ehitusseadustiku rakendamisest praktikas. Koolitusele on oodatud: riigi- ja kohaliku omavalitsuste ametnikud, kes tegelevad planeerimise ja ehitamise valdkonnaga; kinnisvara arendamisega tegelevate…

[notclevr]

Photo of Aurelia by Keba

[snap221sn]

Les tristes confidences de Keba, artiste non voyant "Souma yalla mayé bama guiss sama dome..."

Les tristes confidences de Keba, artiste non voyant “Souma yalla mayé bama guiss sama dome…”

[wattscdotcom]

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[homochihuahua]

Day 3 of being sick.

I've had a second attempt at making soup(after i burnt the first one..), now that I'm a little better, and let me tell you it was a success!

[ordinarym4n]

Asyik nurse je suntik saya, meh saya "suntik" nurse pulak 💦 say "inject" nurse dalam dalam sampai kebas 💦💦💦

[ceritamelayuboleh]

PELACUR ITU MAMAKU

Bergetar-getar katil berhayun ditemani rengekan ibu ku. Pelanggan kali ini mengambil masa yang lama untuk menghabiskan sesinya. Hampir keseluruhan sejam digunakan untuk memuaskan nafsunya. Akhirnya, si pelanggan memberhentikan dayungannya, menandakan dia telah memancut. Ibuku pulak tercungap-cungap melayan si pelanggan sehinggalah dia beredar.

Selepas si pelanggan beredar, aku disuruh keluar dari bawah katil dan meneruskan tidur ku di atas katil ibuku. Bau peluh dan rasa basah hubungan kelamin di katil itu telah biasa membelai kulitku. Ibuku selepas menghabiskan masa dengan rokoknya, datang membaringkan dirinya disebelahku. Sambil tidur, ibuku menyeluk tangannya di dalam seluarku, jari jemari lembutnya dengan perlahan meraba-raba batangku dan melancapku. Begitulah kehidupanku setiap hari, ibuku menyaraku dengan melayan tetamu waktu malam, dan aku berdiam diri ketika ibuku bekerja.

Setiap malam ketika ibuku melancapku, batangku tidak akan memberi apa-apa respon langsung. Tetapi malam ini, sesuatu yang pelik berlaku, batangku mula menegang. Aku mula berasa geli dan sedikit seronok apabila ibuku melancapkan aku.

"Kamu dah dewasa dah sekarang," kata ibuku sambil meraba-raba batang dan paha ku.

"Kamu kena ambil tanggungjawab dan mula bekerja dengan mama," kata ibuku sambil bangun dari katil.

"Mama akan ajar satu benda penting yang kamu akan guna setiap hari," kata ibuku yang sedang berdiri di atas katil. Ibuku kemudian meluruhkan kembannya. Mataku terbeliak melihat tubuh ibuku yang terbogel berdiri di atas katil.Dengan perlahan ibuku memposisikan dirinya, kepalaku berada tepat di celah kedua-dua kakinya. Mataku melihat tepat pada cipap ibuku. Cipap ibuku kelihatan sedikit tembam dan berair, seperti kuku unta. Aku dapat merasakan batang aku making menegang apabila melihat tubuh ibuku sebegitu rupa..

"Kamu kena buat mama puas seharian ini, kalau mama tak puas, tak makan tak minumlah kamu," kata ibu sambil mula mencangkung, bibirku dan bibir cipap ibuku rapat sehingga aku dapat menyentuh cipapku dengan lidah ku.

"Jilatlah! Jilat sampai mama puas!" arah ibuku dengan nada tegas. Aku dengan perlahan menjelirkan lidah ku dan mula menjilat bibir cipap ibuku. Cipap ibuku berasa sedikit masin, pada awalnya susah sedikit untuk terima rasa masin tersebut tapi selepas beberapa jilatan, aku sudah mula membiasakan diri ku dengan rasa tersebut.

"Mana cukup luar saja! Masuk la dalam sedikit!" Arah ibuku selepas aku menjilat bibir cipapnya berulang kali. Aku kemudiannya memasukkan lidahku diantara bibir cipap ibuku. Rasa masin dan payau mula menjadi lebih kuat. Sedikit demi sedikit air likat pekat mula mengalir membasahi lidah ku. Aku meneruskan jilatan ku sehingga aku letih.

"KAMU BERHENTI SEBAB APA? ADA MAMA SURUH BERHENTI KE?" marah ibuku. Ibuku menamparku beberapa kali sebelum mencangkung semula di muka ku. Muka ku berasa pedih akibat ditampar ibuku, air mataku mula bergenang mengalir ke pipiku. Sebaik sahaja ibuku mencangkung semula, aku terus mula menjilat kembali, kali ini aku memaksa diriku untuk menjilat dengan lebih agresif dan lebih dalam ke cipap ibuku.

Aku tak tahu berapa lama aku menjilat, tapi aku tidak berhenti walaupun letih. Terdengar suara rengekan ibuku, suaranya sama seperti ketika ibuku bersama pelanggan-pelanggannya. Mulutku berasa sakit, batangku masih menegak tak henti, menyebabkan aku berasa kebas.

Ibuku dengan tiba-tiba mencengkam rambut ku dan mengempap cipapnya ke muka ku. Pahanya menyempit dan mengetat mencengkam muka ku. Air pekat payau mula mengalir deras dari cipap ibuku. Kebanyakannya mula mengalir ke dalam tekak ku, dan ada yang membasahi pipiku. Aku mula tersedak dan sesak nafas.

"MINUM, MINUM, MINUM,MINUM," Teriak ibuku sambil mengempap-hempap cipapnya ke muka ku. Air makin deras mengalir dari cipapnya. Aku dengan sedaya upaya cuba menelan seberapa banyak air cipap ibuku walaupun tersedak dan batuk-batuk. Setelah habis klimaks, ibuku pun bangun dari muka ku dan beralih duduk di sofa ruang tamu.

"Mari buat sekali lagi dekat mama," kata ibuku sambil terkangkang di sofa. Mulutnya menghembus asap rokok sambil matanya melirik tajam kepadaku. . Aku pun akur dan buat seperti apa yang disuruh. Seperti kali pertama, aku menjilat cipap ibuku dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Suara ibuku sekali lagi memuncak merengek keseronokan. Sekali lagi ibuku klimaks di muka ku dan memaksa ku meminum hasilnya.

"Hmmn, kamu gi tidur sekarang, nanti mama akan kejut kamu untuk customer pertama kamu," arah ibuku sambil menghembuskan asap rokok ke udara...

[edgarhamas]

Everyone is struggling. Semua orang sedang berjuang. Semuanya lelah. Semuanya punya masalah sendiri-sendiri.

Insight itu membuat saya ingin memberi rasa hangat pada orang lain. Sesederhana senyum pada penjual asongan atau terimakasih tulus pada security.

Di tengah hari-hari yang berat ini, saat ekonomi tidak baik-baik saja; kita jangan menambah runyam hidup orang dan hidup kita sendiri dengan bersikap kusut.

Sikap tulus kita, bahkan mungkin bisa membuat orang jadi tersenyum lagi setelah lama hatinya kebas.

Bisa jadi, sedikit perhatian kita menanyakan kabar, membuat mendung di pikiran mereka mereda; merasa ada yang memerhatikan mereka meski hanya dalam obrolan ringan.

Dunia sudah kasar. Pekerjaan sudah menghabiskan tenaga. Pikiran sudah bercabang kemana-mana.

Jadilah lentera.

15 November 2024

[kurniawangunadi]

Menyampaikan Apa yang Dirasakan

Salah satu seni yang sulit saat dewasa adalah menyampaikan apa yang dirasakan. Tidak hanya urusan rasa dalam asmara, tapi juga di pekerjaan, juga di keluarga, di pernikahan, di pertemanan, juga di hal-hal lain yang sifatnya membuat kita tidak nyaman dan berpikir keras terhadap keadaan yang sedang terjadi. Banyak hal di saat dewasa yang sulit kita ceritakan, bahkan untuk bertanya kepada orang lain, kita pun takut untuk dihakimi, takut untuk dinilai tidak loyal, takut untuk dinilai mengadu domba, takut dinilai kurang bersyukur, takut diketahui kelemahan kita oleh orang lain.

Ketidakberanian kita untuk mengungkapkan apa yang dirasakan, jujur pada kondisi diri, jujur pada apa yang sedang memenuhi ruang hati dan pikiran sudah sangat akut. Sementara, badan kita tidak bisa berbohong. Ia gemetar, ia asam lambung, ia psikosomatis, ia jari-jemarinya bergetar dan kebas, ia mengalami sakit kepala hebat, ia tidak bisa tidur nyenyak. Badan kita memberi sinyal-sinyal yang terus menerus kita halau, kita kuat-kuatkan karena merasa kitalah yang salah di keadaan ini. Kita yang kurang berusaha. Kita yang kurang teliti.

Lupa untuk melihat dalam konteks yang lebih luas bahwa sebenarnya lingkungan kitalah yang salah, orang lainlah yang tak mampu membendung emosi dan ambisinya, keadaan yang sebenarnya sangat mampu untuk kita ganti dengan satu-satunya cara yaitu keluar dari jalan tersebut.

Memberanikan diri kembali setelah kita kehilangan rasa berdaya, kehilangan keberhargaan diri, kehilangan keberanian, kehilangan keyakinan kepada diri kita sendiri bahwa nggak apa-apa loh untuk mengambil jalan lain. Meninggalkan apa yang sedang kita jalani untuk memilih takdir lainnya yang lebih baik.

Sulit sekali memang menjadi berani setelah seluruh ketakutan itu telah dibenamkan dan ditanamkan kedalam diri kita. Seolah-olah kita tidak ada pilihan lain. Seolah-olah kita tidak akan berhasil jika mengambil jalan yang berbeda.

Kita masih punya pilihan yang ada di depan mata. Jarak kita kepada pilihan itu hanya sejengkal keberanian. Sesuatu yang selama ini digerus dari diri kita. Maka, janganlah takut. Kita tahu persis, apa yang sedang kita rasakan dan alami. Kita tahu persis, bagaimana kehidupan kita ini ingin kita jalani seperti apa. Jangan terjebak terlalu lama.

(c)kurniawangunadi

[firecurls-27]

Team chaotix headcanons bc I adore them and I’m fandom trash.

Charmy bee

6 - 9 yo. Realizes he’s pansexual when he’s older, he/him. Audhd.

(If human) I imagine him as Afro-Latin. Do I have evidence? No. But I feel it.

Has trouble reading (possibly dyslexic), but refuses to acknowledge or tell anyone and it bites him in the ass. “Hey man, what does that say?” “Uh…chicken kebab.” “Chicken keba- -that says ‘restroom’.” “Does it??” “Where’d you get ‘chicken kebab’ from???” “I dunno????”

Has no idea who his family or parents are or were. He doesn’t care. Vector and Espio are his family, and that’s that.

Used to call vector “dad” when he first started talking. Vector pretended not to like it. After he was officially hired as a member of the detective agency, he stopped calling vector “dad” and just called him by his name to sound “more professional” as Charmy called it. He started calling vector “dad” again when he turned 12 or so.

There was one time the Chaotix went on a dangerous mission and charmy almost got badly hurt. They thought it’d be a good idea to put him in daycare for a bit during the day so he’s somewhat safe and he gets to learn things.

It took 3 people to drag charmy inside the daycare. He did NAWT wanna go.

Normally is very polite and kind but will absolutely throw hands if you insult his friends/family or are mean in general. He’s got a 0 tolerance policy for bullies.

When he gets into a serious fight, he takes off his helmet. He headbutts.

Enjoys boxing and watching the boxing channel. He tried to train with some friends but it got out of hand and needless to say to say he sent 3 kids to the hospital. But at least he was victorious.

Knuckles is his boxing coach when they have time together.

Doesn’t have a lot of actual friends his age. He claims his best friends are Espio and vector. Which concerns them both because they want charmy to have friends his age.

Occasionally vector gives him days off and lets charmy roam the neighborhood to hang out with neighbor’s kids. Charmy isn’t really close friends with any of them, but at least it’s something.

But charmy ends up hanging out with cream and tails the most.

The minute charmy and cream met they saw each other as siblings. Like they both believe they came out of the same woman. When they get time to themselves they like to cause slight mischief around town.

Vector teaches him a lot about money, so charmy hosted a whole ass class to the neighborhood kids about how to commit tax fraud. You can imagine some parents were not pleased.

In real life, bees are known for being excellent dancers. You know damn well my boy charmy is tearing it up on the dance floor. You name a dance and he can dance as if he invented it. The moonwalk, the Prisiadki, the Charleston, any. Vector and Espio are insanely impressed.

If he didn’t love detective work so much, he’d be a food critic. He’s got a good flavor palette.

He likes to help tails test-drive with some new robotics if Sonic is unavailable at the moment.

He and kit have unspoken beef.

Speaks a little Spanish. He, Espio, and Ray like to shit-talk their coworkers speaking Spanish and none are the wiser.

Teaches cream swear words in Spanish.

When he got older and became a dad he called vector every 5 minutes to ask baby questions and to see if he was doing everything right. Vector had to come over several times for it to only be a minor fix. But he assures charmy that he’s doing a great job.

Espio

17 - 21 yo. Bisexual, he/they. Autistic.

(If human) Japanese.

Mommy issues. She genuinely does care for him, but is so insanely strict and uptight and it’s suffocating and one of the only people that gets Espio really riled up.

Close with his father, but he died under mysterious circumstances when Espio was around 12 or so. Espio still wonders what happened.

Has a couple younger sisters, but was never very close to them, as he was busy with ninja training.

I have some more backstory for him but it involves oc x canon and ik no one gives a shit lol /hj

left home at 15 and stayed at Angel island for a while.

I said it before in a personal hc and I’ll say it again. He unintentionally pulls bitches. Male, female, doesn’t matter. A client comes in, the job gets done, the client gives Espio their phone number personally. He doesn’t know why.

Espio has a whole drawer full of these numbers he keeps because he thinks they could be used to call previous clients for future cases. Vector seethes with jealousy and frustration.

Too young to be considered a co-parent, but too old to be considered vector’s son. So vector just refers to him as “family”, he doesn’t need a label.

His favorite food is dumplings, but this specific recipe his mom made. They aren’t on speaking terms, so he can’t get the recipe. Every time he tries to re-create it, it comes out wrong.

He can cook excellent Japanese cuisine, but because the ingredients are so expensive he can’t make any for vector and charmy.

Canonically speaks 17 languages, so if he’s pissed at his coworkers he speaks only a certain language they can’t speak. It drives them up the wall.

Has the potential to sing really really good, if he used his talent he’d be more popular than Elvis.

Learned shamisen from his father. He has a few sheets of music his father would play when he was younger, and tries to recreate the music.

Hopes to open his own tea house one day.

Looooves tea. Likes to drink it after a long day. Or sake. Depends on what kind of day he’s had.

Vector

21 - 35 yo. Straight, he/him. Adhd.

(If human) African-American, but he’d be from Louisiana specifically.

Momma’s boy. Learned from her to be kind to others without reward. He was closest with her.

Youngest of 30. The most picked on and got everything last. Thankfully, his momma made sure he gets food at every meal.

His pop was very hard on him, trying to toughen him up, but also never took vector seriously.

He ran away from home when he was 13 and lived in Downunda till he was 18 and met the other chaotix.

Writes to his mother every day.

Used to smoke until he adopted charmy. He’s done a good job at quitting!

Used to partake in Mary-Jane and lots of drinking. Stopped 1, bc of charmy and 2, bc he couldn’t afford it anymore. He saw it as his wake-up call in order to quit. …but every now and then if offered…

Babysat cream once in hopes of gaining vanilla’s favor. He spent the evening teaching cream tax fraud. Vanilla was not impressed.

Scruffs anyone shorter than him when arguing. Oh, talking shit? Get scruffed, idiot.

Cream is basically his daughter now, he’s such a girl dad. But doesn’t forget to give charmy equal amounts of love and attention.

Would die and kill for his kids. Don’t think he won’t.

Loves to DJ, and occasionally DJ’s for big events of the price is right.

Looooves jerky. If you give him some he’d kill for you. But if you give him one of those gross fake-jerky’s he’d kill YOU.

Used to have an awful swearing problem, and tries to keep it on the down-low after he had charmy. It was hard to stop swearing, but he did a good job. But of course the one time he swore, charmy’s first word became “shit.”

Chaotix

They once took a job at club rouge in hopes of getting some extra cash, but they were all fired after the first day. Vector was too aggressive with mean customers, charmy kept messing up orders and spilling food, and espio kept running off to use the slot machines.

They genuinely have no idea what happened to mighty and ray.

There’s a group of mean kids in their neighborhood that like to pick on charmy. Normally, charmy doesn’t say anything about it and takes care of it himself by trying to fight against them. He always loses and comes home with some bruises or cuts.

But there was one time he got roughed up a bit too much and broke his arm. Obviously Espio and Vector took him to the emergency room, but afterwards they decided to try and take care of the punks themselves. Then the parents.

After that they got arrested for aggravated assault. Vanilla had to bail them out.

They loooooooove the beach. They try to go as much as they can during the summer and spring.

During the winter, because Espio and vector are cold blooded, they get rather sluggish and more tired. As an addition to that problem already, their building doesn’t have good air conditioning, leaving them very cold and unable to do a lot around the agency.

it’s up to charmy to try and pick up the slack, and solve cases while he makes vector and Espio rest.

Turns out he can’t do every single job in the agency by himself, so he desperately asks cream and tails for help with cases. While vanilla helps trying to keep espio and vector from freezing to death.

When the temperature gets warmer and Espio and vector can move again, they give charmy a few days off so he can relax for all his hard work.

They have the dumbest conversations if there’s nothing to do. They once got into a fight about what color an orange is. Don’t ask.

They have a rinky-dink box tv they all have to share. If someone wants to watch a different channel they rock-paper-scissors for it. Vector always loses.

When charmy’s asleep, vector and Espio drink Sake together and discuss further finance decisions and business problems. But it ends up turning into stupid conversations either about childhood trauma or something funny they saw on the street.

Vector’s room consists of a twin bed way too small for him that only has one pillow and a blanket, a broken down record player, several draws of tacky jewelry, posters from bands and musicians that were popular in the 90s, a boombox, a closet of old clothes that don’t fit him anymore, and several dirty clothes on the floor.

Espio’s room consists of a futon he tried to diy but it’s lumpy and uncomfortable, a bunch of mix-n-match furniture he bought in attempts of trying to make it a somewhat not-sad living situation, several ninja stars and Shuriken’s stuck on the walls and ceiling from practicing and night terrors, said ninja stars and shurikens are also hid under his pillow and his futon, a few katanas are hung on his wall, and a closet of traditional kimonos, ninja outfits, and disguises.

Charmy’s room consists of a twin bed that’s a bit nicer than vectors but still messy, a baby blanket his parents gave him (the only thing he has from them), knock-off toys vector bought at the discount store, miscellaneous objects (such as wrenches, staplers, sticks, etc) that Charmy claims as toys, drawings he’s made, photos of the Chaotix’ on various adventures, several board games for “family game night” they’re all just different editions of the game Clue, and a closet with toys he claimed he put away, a couple winter coats, and several swimwear because he forgets where he puts them and ends up buying a new pair.

Bonus fella’s:

Mighty

16 - 22 yo. Omnisexual (masc pref), He/him. Audhd.

(If human) genuinely don’t have any idea, but he’d be from Texas no matter the ethnicity.

Grew up on a desert farm with his Pop and a few little siblings. Country boy. Left to peruse a life of adventure, but still keeps in touch with his dad.

Has an accent he tries to hide because the others tease tf out of him for it. “Hey have y’all seen-“ “y’all??” “Y’ALL???” “Stop.” “Y’ALL C’MERE N HELP ME WITH THE CHICK’N KOOP!!” “Stop it.” “BERNIE COME GIT THE DAYUM CATTLE ‘FORE IT EATS ALL OUR CROPS!!!”

Gym enthusiast. Loves to work out every day he can. And likes to help out people in the gym who struggle.

Used to have teeeeerrible anger problems, but he’s gotten so much better. He learned to calm down when he began taking care of Ray. Ray taught him patience, quiet, and self control.

Sweetie pie. Is the best to come to for comfort, he’s so polite.

Gives. The. Best. Hugs. Why do you think he works out so much?

Amazing with kids, likes to read them books if he ever babysits. And used to read storybooks to Ray.

After several years of practically raising Ray, he knew he wanted to be a dad. Problem is, he doesn’t have a partner he wants to raise kids with…

Ray likes to make homemade gifts, mighty keeps every single one no matter how misshapen it is or how shitty it’s made.

Ray

6 - 12 yo. Genderfluid when older, he/she/they. Autism.

(If human) Mexican.

Was about 3 - 4 years old when he met mighty, and has stuck by him ever since.

Ray used to call him “dad” but began calling him “brother” when he was 5. Mighty misses when he used to call him dad.

Can kick your ass in go-fish.

Not as smart as tails, but not as dumb as charmy.

Loves kickball. Is the best out of the entire group.

He, charmy, tails, and cream have flying races to see while fastest. He and tails tied.

Really good chef. Give him miscellaneous items in your pantry and he’ll give you a 5-star meal. Charmy is the taste tester.

He’s a real sweetie, but has a mischievous and sassy side that only comes out when he’s with kids his age.

His blue shoes were the first gift mighty ever gave him.

Spanish is his first language. Mighty taught him English, and he teaches mighty Spanish.

Becomes a professional chef when he’s older.

[komunitaspuanberaksara]

Segala Bentuk Kusut Kudefinisikan

@aisyatulr

Aku kesepian dalam kegelapan, namun secara bersamaan ini terasa menenangkan. Bagaimana bisa rasanya seperti putus asa, sejak aku memilih untuk berhenti pada titik pemberhentian yang tidak aku perkirakan?

Hari-hari seperti keberatan, telapak kakiku pegal, jari-jari kakiku terasa kaku dan kebas, mengingat bagaimana aku menjalani hidup. Aku gagal, namun aku malah menikmatinya.

Aku seperti membungkus jiwaku dengan kertas lusuh yang sudah robek. Pantas saja aku ketakutan. Kehidupan yang miris ini harus dianalogikan seperti apa lagi?

Aku memilih hidup bersamaan dengan upaya daripada meratapi segala peristiwa yang menimpa. Namun, aku selalu bertemu dengan segala macam bentuk kecewa hingga membuatku kehilangan daya juangnya.

Sebab itu, aku bertumbuh menjadi lebih berdaya untuk menemukan diriku yang sebenarnya di tengah jalanan retak tetapi bertemankan randa tapak. Hidupku tidak selalu menyedihkan, buktinya aku tegak berjalan menuju ke depan meski harus merasakan sesak tak karuan.