#kody answers asks

[kodyisover]

Oooh how far ahead in Keeping Time are your Patrons? And how much is the subscription? I love the way you draw lighting btw

thank you so much!! uhh let's see, the main site is up to page 82, and patrons just got page 100 on Monday (new Patreon pages go up on Mondays at 9am PT)!

as for subscription prices, patrons pledged at $3 USD or above tiers receive access to Patreon pages!

[ssspringroll]

⭐ it's loving other people oc's time ⭐ show me a pic you love of your oc(s) pretty please! 💜

bless you. bless you. i have been thinking about my boy incessantly for the last few days. i cant wait to see him again

yeah. he usually has his ass out. i dont know why either. he chooses this, not me.

[annahxredaxted]

I’m so glad you liked the fic! Thank you for the idea! It was so much fun to wright and honestly I think it’s broken me out of my writing slump!

Thank you! And once again I’m so glad you liked it! If you ever have any ideas you want turned into a fic I’d love to take a crack at them if you want me to! :D

Oh my gosh your so so welcome I LOVEEDDD IT I have had that idea LITERALLY ROTTING IN MY MIND since Friendsgiving

It was amazing and I’m so glad you wrote it thhank you sm! I’ll be sure to tell you if I have any more ideas 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[thefoxdenrp]

Kody! Which food you like to cook the most? What about your favorite thing to bake? What do you think of anime and manga? Mention three of your closest friends and why you love them!

"I love baking bread. There is just something so pleasing about it. As for cooking, I really like making soups. There so many different combinations and soups is just so warming in general. For your body and the soul."

"I think they're cool. I am not an active fan where I watch and read it all the time, but I do enjoy it." He grinned.

"Caleb is my best friend of all time. We just click and get along well. Billie is my second best friends. She was the first to befriend me and is so sweet and caring. Then there is Lexi. We have a shared passionate for baking. Working with her is great."

[returnofeternity]

hii! i just watched the finale and would like to request reader who's dating natalie and involved in the plan to get them out of there. maybe instead of natalie hiking alone, reader goes with her? anyway, i really enjoy reading your fics <3

synopsis. you're involved in the plan to call for rescue.

pairing: natalie scatorccio x gn!reader

warnings. ⚠️ season finale spoilers ⚠️

wc: 1,905

· · 𖦹 · ·

all you can do is stare blankly at the transponder in misty's hand, nat saying everything you feel as she yells at her.

"fuck you! fuck you! fuck you! fuck you, misty!"

misty looks desperately between you two, a pulse of utter anxiety flushing through her body as you stay completely silent while glowering at her. "i know, i just, believe me, i wish i could undo it."

the next thing you know, misty's on the ground, looking all puppy dog-ish as her mouth bleeds. it manages to break you out of your detachment from reality, and you stumble forward to put a hand on nat's shoulder as she leans over and wipes her face. she looks back at you, nodding to let you know she's alright.

"are you gonna tell everyone?" misty cries, and for a split second, you feel bad after hearing her shaky voice.

"tell me how this could get us home." nat almost sounds like she's begging, like she's praying that this could work, that misty could get all of them home.

something in your heart seizes as misty goes on to explain how the scientist had this "radio phone" and how van's been trying to fix it. the hope that left after hannah killed kodi slowly starts to reappear, and you kneel next to nat, listening intently to misty as she explains her plan.

you feel anxious on the morning of the hunt.

you already know what's supposed to happen, but instances of things going wrong play in your mind. specifically, nat picking the queen card. or you picking the queen card.

if you picked the queen card, nothing in the plan would change. if nat picks it, there's no hope. you believe in her. she can get you guys out of here.

you lick your dry lips and stare at nat, who is putting on this black pigment around her eyes. you think she sort of looks like a raccoon.

"if i pick the queen, you'd still go right?" you mumble. speaking about it just feels weird. it's been so long since a hunt occurred out here. and talking about it makes it feel even more real. "you wouldn't mess the plan up just to save me?"

"i don't wanna think about that." nat responds, because the answer is yes, she probably would fuck the plan up if you picked it, even if she desperately wants the girls to get rescued.

"van says she has it under control anyway." you try to look on the bright side, even if it means rigging the hunt against an innocent teammate. she didn't specifically say the word rigging, but you can guess what she was insinuating.

nat nods and turns to you, rolling her shoulders as she adjusts her fur coats. before you can speak, the question you've been wanting to ask on the tip of your tongue, you hear the blow of a horn.

· · 𖦹 · ·

you feel satisfaction in your soul as mari shoves shauna, and you smile lightly as nat and van rush to keep shauna from pouncing. you're with mari and some of the others, helping her back up, and all the tension comes crawling back to you when lottie starts counting again.

"you deserve everything that's coming to you!" mari tells shauna before running off.

you really hope she has a chance.

you glance at nat as everyone else looks around, wondering what to do. it's when lottie looks at them that everyone starts walking towards the table to grab their weapons. you nod at nat and pull your hood over your head, snaking the cloth around your neck to cover your mouth as you head over to grab your knife.

you start jogging into the forest, not wanting to seem suspicious if you had waited for nat. you hide behind a tree, watching all of them rushing for mari, whooping and screaming, and as nat starts running out with her spear, you follow behind.

· · 𖦹 · ·

nat drops down and frantically pulls away the snow-covered bush and twigs. you watch from behind and keep a look out, shaking your legs with anxiety as you make out the faint sounds of animalistic hollering.

"they sound close." you whisper to nat, kneeling next to her as she opens the box. "hurry."

both of you freeze when you hear a bush rustle from behind.

you glance at each other, barely moving your necks, and you look down at the radio to try and tell her, "close the fucking thing. let's get out of here."

you could almost smile at how well she knows your look as she shuts it quickly, but you're too terrified right now. she grabs the box whlie you shove the blanket back underneath the bushes and twigs, leaving it like it was almost never disturbed.

almost.

you were in a hurry, what can you say?

· · 𖦹 · ·

you swear you hear a third set of footsteps run behind you as nat and you sprint in the direction of the mountain.

you stop nat with a pull of her coat. "i think someone's following us."

she breathes heavily, trying to catch her breath. she thinks so too. whoever it is has been with you guys since she retrieved the box. she adjusts her mask and looks around, squinting for a sign of someone out there. they can't be far behind.

"we hide. wait for them to come to us." her teeth clatter as she speaks, and you step forward to grab her forearms, rubbing them up and down to try and warm her up.

"i take this one, you take that one?" you ask, nodding to the trees.

she agrees and the both of you hide.

the two of you wait for the culprit, your toes freezing and your body on the brink of shutting down. the fuck is taking them so long?! did they get bored of following you? you're just about to come out and tell nat that you should just keep going when you hear the sound of rustling, then the sound of nat pushing whoever it is against a tree.

you come out with your knife, eyes widening as nat lifts their mask to reveal hannah underneath.

"please," she begs, looking between the two of you. "i'm on your side, i swear."

you raise your knife to her throat as nat speaks. "of course you are, you're on everyone's side."

"if i didn't kill kodi, shauna was going to kill us both." hannah explains.

"that's why you're following us? for ssshauna?" nat stutters, the cold clearly taking a toll on her.

hannah gives her story about how she's trying to survive out here, the same as any one of you. it makes you realize how true it is, how all the shit you guys have done out here is just for survival, no matter how fucked up. you start to lower your knife but keep your forearm on her chest, and turn your head to look at nat.

"i think she's being honest." you say, your voice muffled slightly due to your mask. no way in hell you're taking it off. it's too cold.

nat's still shaking, both from the cold and anxiety about whether or not to trust hannah. she lets out an exasperated sigh and pushes off of her, lowering her spear. "okay. okay. what do you have in mind?"

· · 𖦹 · ·

you watch as nat and hannah exchange clothes, glimmers of hope flickering in your chest that this could work. it could. they're both similar in height, nobody could really tell so long as hannah keeps the mask on and avoids talking to anyone. which could be hard you guess. but all you need is for her to be decoy for one night.

all you need is for nat to get to the mountain safely.

"okay," nat sighs, lifting up hannah's mask over her face. she looks at you. "take her back to shelter."

you frown at her, which she misses because she bends down to pick up the box. "no. no, i wanna go with you."

she opens her mouth to shut you down, but you give her a look and continue. "it'll be dangerous alone." you can just make out nat rolling her eyes. stepping forward, you grab onto her arm and pull her in close. "what happens if you get hurt and can't call for help? hannah can do it alone, right?"

you give her a begging look.

hannah understands and nods, giving nat a smile before putting on her disguise.

"fine." nat agrees, handing you the box. "i lead then."

· · 𖦹 · ·

"look," you point up, eyes squinting in the sunlight. "up there would be a good spot to try. i think it's high enough."

nat smiles at you, panting slightly from all the walking you've had to do. "we're really fuckin' doing this."

you smile back equally as hard and lean in to kiss her lips hard, both of you chuckling because, fuck, you really are doing this.

"c'mon." you move the radio box-thing underneath your armpit and grab onto her hand. "we're almost there."

you take your time hiking up the snowy mountain, carefully placing your feet against the rocks as you climb up higher. nat goes first, and you wait a few moments just to look out for her before following behind. your heart sank to your stomach when she nearly slipped a few times, but thankfully, she fell back onto you, and you fell back onto solid ground instead of off the cliff. you had to take a few seconds to get your heart pumping again because holy fuck, that was the scariest thing you've ever experienced.

while waiting, she warmed you up with kisses to your lips and face, mumbling that you only need to walk for a few more minutes then you're there.

and then you're there.

and nat's frantically setting down the radio on the ground, you next to her, holding your breath in anticipation as she sticks the transponder in.

you let out a choked gasp when the battery-signal thing starts up, your face breaking out into a smile. "holy fuck."

"come on." nat whispers to it gently, like it'll stop working if she's any louder. the signal reaches a light green and beeps, and nat rushes forward to take out the phone. "fuck it."

you huddle closer to her, the sound of static discouraging you just a little.

"please, help... please, god, uh, send fucking help!" she yells erratically.

"we're stuck out here!" you screech into the phone as nat holds it—cradles it—and taps her fingers against it repeatedly. "we need help!"

more static and more silence.

you hold onto nat's wrist as both of you cry and scream for help for god knows how long, her whole body shaking along with yours.

then it happens.

the static crackles.

you and nat sit up in an instant, both of you speaking at the same time.

"can you hear me?"

the sound of a man saying, "hello?" over the radio makes you laugh. you don't know why. you fall back onto your ass as nat screams out, "can anyone one hear me?"

tears fall down your face as you look up at her, a wide smile on your lips.

"i can hear you." the man says.

[essbi24]

freelancer analysis pt1

freelancer is a really interesting character. most people have noticed that they seem to always “push their feelings aside” while pushing their friends feelings to the forefront, but i think it’s more than that. i actually think their feelings aren’t even a thought in their mind—that they really don’t notice or even care about things they go through unless someone else shines light on the situation. so here are things that led me to believe that:

the kody situation. we could say that their lack of initial reaction was due to them not having knowledge of bridging, but even after huxley explains it to them they have this sort of..lack of response. it’s everyone else around them that really seems to care—they’re the ones who let freelancer know that actions need to be taken. and only then do they do something. they don’t bring the situation up themselves, like in the “meeting up” vid with hux, it’s only when he says he wants to talk about it do they say it’s okay. even when kody confronts them it doesn’t seem like they care about the situation, it’s lasko who jumps in to defend them.

they always divert attention from themselves to their friends. i even remember in an audio with huxley, he’s asking about their life and they give some short answer, then immediately ask about his. they do this in audios a lot, answering questions briefly and then listening to their friends talk about their feelings.

i’ve seen people upset about the damn crew seemingly not comforting freelancer regarding inversion, and i’ve also seen people claiming that it could have happened behind the scenes—to which people respond by saying this is an audio channel and anything that relevant would be made into an audio or at least referenced..which it wasn’t. i do agree, but i believe it’s intentional. and here’s why:

i believe fl didn’t want to be comforted, they wanted to help the others. yes their friends care about them, but fl is so far removed from their feelings they would never bring them up. it’s not even a thought in their mind which is a huge problem. even when gavin comforts them in his audio, it’s because he feels that something’s wrong with fl, and i believe if he didn’t have the means to do so he wouldn’t have noticed. not because he doesn’t care, but bc freelancer doesn’t hide their emotions in an intentional way—more so by way of not caring about it themselves. to them, their feelings aren’t relevant unless others make it so.

i also believe they introduced everyone to each other because they didn’t want to be the center of their friends lives. for background, i’ve seen people say they don’t like how fl was “pushed inside” in that audio (bowling), like huxley and damien focusing on each other the whole time or gavin joking around about sleeping w lasko. ppl have expressed that fl is the listener so it’s odd that their friends barely acknowledge them. i think this was also intentional, to shed light on fl’s character. here’s why:

before this audio, things may have gotten too close for comfort for fl. not in a “i don’t want you to be my friends that much” but more in a “i don’t want to be the center of your lives” way. their friends (including gavin) all previously implied that fl really was their only or their closest friend. huxley says being around them is the first time he’s felt seen, that people always use him and that he’s others friends but no one’s his friend. he says it’s different with fl, that he feels he can finally “be himself”. damien says that fl was his first friend at d.a.m.n, since he would always stay in his apartment focusing on school and that people didn’t bother to get to know him. lasko pretty much says the same; that fl was their closest friend. and gavin ofc felt the same, saying that he was finally treated like a person instead of some sex object.

i believe when fl heard this, they recognized it meant they would be seen. it seemed like everyone was sort of pushing them to the center of their lives, which made them uncomfortable because they want to be hidden. they want to be there for others, not so much for others to be there for them. if everyone pushed them to the center, it would be much harder for them to hide. this is even evident with the kody situation—damien only found out bc of lasko and lasko knew bc huxley knew lasko,,etc. they recognized—maybe not even consciously—that their friends would pay attention to them, and introducing everyone to each other was a way for them to remove the focus from themselves and for everyone to be there for one other. 

[thejordiverse-fics]

Sex, Drugs, and Rock n Roll - Duff McKagan

warnings : drug overdose, language, infidelity, drug use, tommy lee cameo, jealousy

word count : 1.9k

pairing : duff mckagan x fem!reader

You knew what you were getting yourself into when you started dating a rockstar, a whole bunch of strippers and cocaine. You were stupid to think he would be faithful to you. Shit, it was the 80’s. You should’ve left a long time ago. 

But no, here you were, at the Hellhouse, ready to cause problems. You banged on the front door, despite Duff giving you a key. You saw Steven look out the front window and say, “Shit! Duff, your girls here!” followed by scrambling. Duff opened the door, pink lipstick marks all over his chest. “Hey, baby. What are ya doing here?” He said, blocking your view of the inside.

You smiled and laughed at him, “Why aren’t you letting me in, Duffy?” You pushed past him before he could give you an answer. You looked into the living room, seeing a whole gaggle of shirtless women, ready to give it up at any moment. 

You turned to Steven, who held his head down, refusing to return your gaze. “And to think I call you my best friend, Steven.”

From upstairs you heard, “Duffy! Where'd you go, baby?!” You spun on your heel and jetted upstairs before Duff could stop you. He ran after you, trying to convince you not to go into his bedroom. “Babe, please! Do not go in there!” 

You slammed his door open with your hand, seeing two naked girls in his bed. “Oh! Duff, you didn't tell us there would be a fourth!” You heard a door open and Slash emerged from his room. “Oh shit. Duff, you're in trouble.” 

You went back downstairs, Duff following you. “Baby, I'm so sorry. It won't happen again, I promise.” 

“Yeah, sure it won't. Until you go back on tour and screw multiple women a night, contracting God knows what diseases and giving them to me. How long, Duff?” You asked him, his eyes falling to the floor. 

“Wow, since you won’t tell me,” you turned to Steven, “Steven, how long has he been fucking around?”

Steven caught your gaze and mumbled, “two months.” You heard a sob from behind you. “Are you serious, Duff? You’re the one who’s crying?” All the commotion caused everyone to start coming out of the rooms. Izzy sent all the girls on their ways. Everyone gathered in the living room, at this point. 

You turned to face them all. “And all of you. You cocksuckers knew,” you pointed your finger at them. The three years you and Duff had been together, you treated them like you were their sister. Cooking and cleaning, doing their laundry, giving relationship advice, when needed. 

“Y/N, please. Don’t leave. Let’s go upstairs and talk about it, please.” Duff tried reasoning with you. 

You scoffed and said, “You wanna go upstairs? And sit where? In the bed you just nailed two women in?” Now it was your turn to start crying, “What was it, Duff? What didn't I give you? Was it the thrill of sneaking around?” 

All the boys kept their heads down, not bothering to look at you. “I’m fucking out of here. I’ll pack all your useless crap up.” 

You ran out of the house, but not before flipping everyone the bird. You started your car and rested your head on the steering wheel, sobbing. 

Once you made it home safely, you pet Kodi and grabbed the ice cream and put on Dirty Dancing. You had fallen asleep on the couch, ice cream carton empty.

When you woke up the next morning, you grabbed his duffle bag from the closet and haphazardly shoved his shit in it. You left it by the door and went to make breakfast. 

You were mid pancake bite when there was a knock at the door. You already knew who it was, grabbing the duffle bag and opening the door. You shoved the duffle in his arms and slammed the door. You heard him sigh, knocking at the door again. 

“Y/N, it’s Slash. Open the door.” 

You opened the door and let him inside. He set the duffle down and walked into the kitchen. You offered him some breakfast and he politely declined. He sat down across from you and sighed. “You know, he’s really been a mess. All night, all we heard was loud ass crying. God, this morning I found him with a dime bag in his hand.” 

You scoffed, “You know, if he was really sorry for what he did, then he wouldn’t have done it in the first place. He's sorry because he got caught. And honestly, I really have nothing to say to you, considering you knew, so you can leave.” 

He stood and grabbed the duffle bag, pet Kodi and left. You ate your pancakes and eggs and called your best friend. She came over and hours passed, you crying, her rubbing your back. 

“Let’s go out tonight. You're gonna find someone new and you're gonna screw him. Give him a piece of his own medicine.” She said, you laughed at her and got up off her lap. You nodded in agreement and went to shower. 

You were all dolled up, headed to her BMW to go out. She drove to the dimly lit bar down the street from your apartment. “Oh god, look who it is,” You looked up and saw the entirety of Guns N’ Roses walking into the same bar. 

“Screw it, let's go in.”  You got out of the car and walked inside, hand in hand. No sooner did you walk in, you could feel his eyes on you. You never even lifted your head to see where he was, you just walked straight to the bar.

Unfortunately, you bumped into someone. “I am so sorry, I wasn’t looking where I was going!” You said profusely. “Woah, woah! It’s totally okay.” You looked up to see a man with brown, feathered hair with a beautiful smile. “I’m Tommy. Tommy Lee.”

“Y/N,” 

“I know you, Duff’s girl, right?”

You chuckled and replied, “Yeah, used to be. I caught him with two girls.” 

His mouth hung open, “Damn, if you were my girl I never would have done that.”

“That can be arranged.” You smirked, turning towards the bartender and ordered your gin and tonic. 

“Feisty, I like that.” He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you close to him. He whispered in your ear, “He is staring and he is staring hard. I’m not looking to score tonight, but I'll definitely help you get back at him. Now, pretend I said something romantic to you.” 

You really had to lay it on thick, you laughed and put your manicured hand on his chest. He kissed your cheek and you glanced in Duff’s direction. He was as red as a tomato, staring daggers into Tommy. 

You had gone to the bathroom after fake flirting with Tommy for at least an hour and a half. When you walked out, Duff was standing there. You rolled your eyes and walked past him. He grabbed your wrist and dragged you outside. 

“Uh, you're hurting me. Let go.” He immediately let go and said, “I just want to talk. That's all. You don't even need to respond. Just listen.” 

‘What is there to talk about, Duff? You cheated on me for two months and you got caught. You're not sorry for what happened, you're sorry because you got caught.” You stood up, not hearing him out and walked back inside, “You know, Duff, the hardest part about all of this, is not that you cheated on me, but that I had to accept that my best friends knew about it and didn’t say anything.”

He got up off the concrete and responded, “Don’t be mad at them, I told them not to tell you.” 

“Yeah I figured,” You went inside and gently tapped your best friend. She saw the tears in your eyes and hugged you. You two quickly shuffled out of the bar before anyone would notice your departure. When you were in her car, you heard your name being called. You could recognize that voice from anywhere, Mr. Rose.

“What, Axl,” you shot with venom, wiping your tears. “I know I'm the last person you want to hear from, but I seriously think you should talk. I found him this morning, not breathing. I know what Slash told you but we told him to leave out that detail. He really needs you, Y/N. He knows what he did was fucked, but he is desperately in love with you.” 

You got back into the car, your best friend leaving the bar in the rearview mirror.

A few nights later, your roommate knocked on your bedroom door. You looked at the clock, 2:10 AM. What the hell could she want at 2:10 AM? “Y/N, you need to open the door. It’s important.”

You quickly got up and speed walked to the door. “What is so important that it's worth waking me up at two in the damn morning.”

“It's Duff, Y/N,” she choked back a sob, “he overdosed. He’s at Cedars-Sinai. Take my car, go see him.” 

She handed you her keys and you quickly put shoes on and ran to the car. You sped down the road to the hospital, her little Volkswagen pushing well over the speed limit. You arrived at the hospital, shorts and a t-shirt with slippers on. You ran inside and saw Steven sitting in the waiting room, his head in his hands. 

You jogged towards him and sat down next to him, grabbing his arm and startling him. “Oh, thank God you're here. He’s been asking for you.”

“He’s awake?”

“Yeah, has been for about ten minutes.” 

Izzy was next to Axl, who was asleep on his shoulder. You saw Slash walking down the white hallway, his hair all wild from sleep. Once he reached you, he extended his hand and motioned for you to get up.

You intertwined your fingers with his as he led you to Duff’s room. “I’m glad you came, you know. He hasn't been doing well, hasn’t been eating.” 

He stopped walking and opened the door to the hospital room. You walked in first and saw Duff laying in the bed with needles in his arms. “Baby,” he said and smiled. “Hi Duffy,”

He slightly scooted to the left, giving you room to get into his bed. “I missed you, honey bear.” 

You smiled up at him and cuddled up to his side, tears falling down your cheeks. “I missed you too, Blondie”

“Baby, I’m so sorry, for everything.”

You put a finger up to his mouth, shushing him. You cuddled up to his side and said, “I know, I know you're sorry. But no more groupies and no more drugs, Duff. I care about you too much to have you leave this Earth so soon.”

He kissed your head and you heard from the doorway, “Aw, they love each other again.”

“Finally, I swear I thought he would die without her,”

“He almost did,”

Duff chuckled and remarked, “Can you four shut up? I’m with my girl here.” Steven quickly shuffled them out of the room and left you two alone. 

“Duff, if I let you move back in, can you promise to talk to me and let me help you?” 

He wrapped his arm around you tightly, “Yeah, I can do that. In return, I can make you scream.”

“Deal.”

[darkfictionjude]

Hey Jude, hope you've been well! I wanted to ask if you take song recommendations for your character playlists? Feel free to ignore this ask if you don't! ❤️ These are the songs that remind me of WWC characters:

For Lorcan: Crush by Ethel Cain, Aneurysm by Nirvana, Halluciogenics by Lana Del Rey, High and Dry by Radiohead, Watch Your Mouth by The Backseat Lovers

For Imre: Every Breath You Take by The Police, Personal Jesus by Depeche Mode, It's a Trip! by Joywave, Bedroom Hymns by Florence + the Machine, Gaslighter by The Chicks (lmaoo), Mad About You by Hooverphonic, Persephone by Tamino

For Nia: Give It Up by The Beaches, bitches by Tove Lo, Two Slow Dancers by Mitski, She's My Collar by Gorillaz, Athena by Nova Twins, End Like That by Kodie Shane, Strangers by Halsey, Dead to Me by Kali Uchis, when the party's over by Billie Eilish

For Crowny: Survivor's Guilt by Coma Cinema, She Walks On Me by Hole, Numbers by Daughter, Only Happy When It Rains by Garbage, I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers, Epilogue by The Antlers, Cop Car by Mitski, Terrible Thing by AG

For Orla: Living Dead by Marina, Carmen by Lana Del Rey, Asking For It by Hole, Cheerleader by Ashnikko

This list got longer than I expected so I hope it is not overwhelming 💐

i don't answer music recs anymore simply because they're not asks but i always see them and screenshot them to remember to put them on the playlists. So i answered to tell you its fine and dandy

Great recs! Though one of crowny's songs you listed is already on their playlist (Terrible Thing) and dead to me while on orla's is on crowny's too

[someone-elsa]

(part 1 of 4)

🔙 Chapter beginning ⬅ Previous Chapter • Part 2 ➡ 📝 About the story and characters

Previously: Kody had quit his job as a paramedic because Alex had asked him to. Kody longed after the excitement and meaningfulness of the field work and after his work at the Newell's ended, he gave paramedicine another chance.

"Any plans for the weekend?"   "Nothing special," Kody said, shrugging. "Maybe we'll check the new Captain Simerica movie or something."

Adrián and he were driving towards the fire station to wait for the possible last assignment of the shift. So far, the shift had been rather uneventful; they had taken a kid with broken ankle to hospital and helped at a car accident scene (two people had mild injuries). His return to the job had been a success and the days had been exciting enough. He felt he belonged.

"You have just started and yet you get the weekend off. The boss must really like you," Adrián chuckled. "Not as much as your previous boss, though…"   Adrián raised his eyebrows and Kody sighed. "I shouldn't have told you about that kiss."   He still hadn't been able to ask Will about the kissing incident. He had thought of letting it go but he wanted to continue being friends. Kody couldn't pretend nothing had happened.

"Maybe you should tell someone about it. The police, for example."   "It wasn't harassment, just a misunderstanding."

Adrián opened his mouth to protest, but then the radio beeped and they focused on listening the emergency dispatcher.   "Emergency Call for South Swampton 458. We have a medium-sized housefire on Bridgeview Avenue 65. Please respond Code 3."

"Copy that," Adrián responded. "ETA approximately… 5 minutes. Please advise if there are any updates."   After the call, Adrián turned on the sirens and lights. He sighed. "And I wished for some easy assignment for the last."

Kody's heart was pounding. He didn't say anything but Adrián could see something was off.   "Come on, man, you'll get home soon enough."

"That's my adress."   "Huh?"   "I live at Bridgeview Ave 65."   "Fuck. Fucking fuck!"

On their way, Kody tried calling Alex's phone. He waited and waited but no answer. He tried again until the call went straight into voicemail. He had his heart in his mouth. Kody wasn't particularly religious but he pleaded with the Watcher to keep everyone safe. Alex, especially.

Adrián drove as fast it was sensible, but it was still too slow for Kody. He had never felt this anxious before an assignment.

[kodyisover]

I love your art style! Just curious, did you ever used to follow adori and skully, aka wansura and um, I can't remember skully's username but they ran these cool OC blogs about characters named rocky and spooktre. I feel like I can see their influence in your art, but I could be wrong. And I mean in a good way, as a compliment, you definitely have your own unique style, but yeah it makes me v nostalgic for 2014 tumblr too. Just curious. Love your art love your comic byeee

ahh thank you so much for the kind words! unfortunately, none of those names sound familiar but I'm going to pause typing to go look them all up to see if maybe I've simply forgotten!!!!

...ok I am back and ahh yeah, no, unfortunately these don't feel familiar to me at all! but that's probably because (according to the ancient history stored within my tumblr archive) around 2014 I was almost exclusively on the Batman-fandom side of tumblr, haha!!

but thank you for the lovely message and for reading my comic! have a great rest of your week!!

[roycekeaner]

this is my tag guide lol because i use a million tags for sorting and there's not room for all of them in my featured tags. this will be updated as i use new tags !!! this is very much so a work in progress

common mbav ones are at the top, more specific mbav tags are at the bottom.

this is mostly so people can just search my blog for specific tags.

mbav fandom tags -

#mbav

#my babysitters a vampire

#my babysitter's a vampire

normal character tags -

#rory keaner

#benny weir / #betty weir

#ethan morgan / #veronica morgan

#sarah fox

#erica jones

#jesse horace black / #grimy bastard man

#david stachowski

#jane morgan

#samantha morgan

#ross morgan

#evelyn weir

#clay weir <- benny's dad

#vivian keaner <- my mom

ship tags -

#rornny

#rorthan

#rorica

#rarica <- rory / sarah / erica

#rarah

#etharah

#serica / #sarica

fictive related - ( crossed out tags are being updated )

#fictokin reblogs

#fictokin shitpost

#fictokin shit <- general fictokin tag

#kin memories

#fictive reblogs

#fictive shitpost

#fictive shit <- general fictive tag

#source memories

#my canon

#missing source… <- whining about missing my friends

#exotrauma

system related -

#system shit

#sys reblogs

#- kody / #- maez <- other alters' posts

#our flags <- flags that anyone in sys uses / aligns with

#keaner coins !!! <- coining flags / terms

#belgian mal therian / #belgian malinois therian

resource tags -

#resources <- general tag

#kodys works <- things our previous host made

#fav resources

#mbav edit

#photo dump

#mbav behind the scenes / #mbav bts

#mbav promos

#mbav png

#mbav gif / #mbav gifs

#mbav but it's just…

#in-universe

#the dusk chronicles

#humans vs vampires

#blinkies set

#blinkies.cafe

asks -

#answers

#advice type answers

#headcanon asks

#4nswers / #🩸 / #💤 <- custom tags, blog specific

#anons are like insects / #🪲

other tags -

#random shit

#gifts ! <- things made for me by other people

#faves…

#what does keaner hate today ? <- me complaining

#keaner is going insane

#me !!! <- fanart of me

#words

#techsex shitposting / #mechsex shitposting

#reblogs

#bunny reblogs / #cr4sh reblogs / #skips reblogs <- blog specific

common warning tags ( i use both variants of each ! ) -

#cw sui joke / #sui joke cw

#cw emetophobia / #emetophobia cw

#cw puke / #puke cw

#cw drugs / #drugs cw

#cw alcohol / #alcohol cw

#cw cult mention / #cult mention cw

#cw psychosis / #psychosis cw

gender headcanon tags -

#trans benny weir / #transfem benny weir / #transmasc benny weir / #boygirl benny weir / #bigender benny weir

#trans ethan morgan / #transmasc ethan morgan / #ftm ethan morgan

#transmasc sarah fox

sexuality headcanon tags -

#mlm ethan morgan

#mlm sarah fox

okay i think that's all for now…

[word-scribbless]

Tattoo

Opie X female OC (Dakota/Kodi)

Summary: Opie and his love talk about her feeling towards his Donna tattoo (it’s very sweet and fluffy)

Note: It’s been FOREVER since I posted and this is a new character and show for me to post about. I have probably a hundred half written SOA fics (most about happy) but this one just really hit me as something I needed to post so enjoy!

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Kodi and opie lay in bed after an incredibly busy day and maybe finally in joying each other. She lay facing the man that never fails to make her smile and very satisfied. They had been together for almost 3 years now.

The first 2 they didn’t label what they were they just knew they needed and loved each other. Kodi was happy with that and it was what Opie needed then. After losing Donna and the mess that was how his relationship with Lyla ended, it was nice to just focus on the feelings not the expectations. I was Kenny and Ellie that finally pushed them to put a name to what they were.

The kids loved Kodi (or Koko and they lovingly named her) and her ability to add to their lives with out making things weird. A feat Opie was baffled by.

As they laid there Kodi began tracing her finger over his many tattoos as he watches her. Her finger trails over his tattoo of his wife with DONNA in beautiful through it. Asmile finds its way onto her face.

Ope breaks the post bliss silence “It never seems to bother you” she hears his deep voice rasp. Kodi’s eyes meet his and answers “It doesn’t. I like that you have it” she says lazily bringing a slightly confused smile to her biker’s face. “Why?” He can’t help but ask. Now it’s Kodi’s turn to look confused, thinking it’s obvious. “She’s a part of you opie, and this perfectly shows that.” She runs her fingers over the tattoo again. “She’s a part of this family and your life that should never and will never go away.” She tells him before adding, “Selfishly I like that I see a glimps of how you saw her and what she is to you.”

Opie can’t help the smile her words cause as he continues to listen to the woman in his arms. “I know I don’t really know her, or have the right to, but I’m thankful for all that you and the kids choose to share with me. “How are you real?” Opie whispers as he cups her cheek in his hand leaning to kiss her forehead in the way she loves.

Kodi only answers with a smile and small smirk before Opie recalls “I didn’t want to let you in at first…didn’t want you near the memory of her.” She sees the hurt of his past and slight guilt in his face.

Kodi nods kisses his nose. “I know and that was okay too… I’m honored to know what I do, but she’s yours and the kids fully. My only goal is to keep her memory alive for all of you, that doesn’t have to include me” she declares honestly.

Opie chuckled and said “you showed me pretty quick I could trust you with her.”

Causing Kodi to smile, and tear up just a little, knowing how much that statement meant from him.

They lay there snuggled for a few more minutes before opie says, “Do you ever get jealous?”

Kodi shrugs “Jealousy is a natural reaction… I think it’s more that I worry I won’t be enough for you guys.” She admits. “You had the love of your life, those beautiful kids had thier mom. I’m okay not being those things. I’m your Kodi and their koko and that’s exactly who I wanna be. Sometimes my brain just tells me you need more than I’ll ever be. But I’m never jealous of her or her memory.” She says looking up at the man she loves from his chest.

He brushes her hair from her cheek and says “Dakota there is no one on this planet as good for us as you.“ before pulling her up for a kiss and whispering, “I love you so much.”

“I love you” Kodi whispers back.

Opie, still holding her cheek says “i dont want you to not feel like you have my whole heart or aren’t the love of my life.” He says thinking about how much he loves knowing he has all of her.

She surprises him with a beaming smile before confidently saying “I’m a love of your life and I’m happy with that. Plus if I’m sharing your heart I’m glad it’s with Donna, she sounds like she was a badass and incredible mom”

They both are smiling now as Opie answers “she was”, enjoying the fact that this woman in front of him can embrace the first woman he loved.

“She will always be a welcome topic and presence in this life I share with you,and I will forever leave space for her.” Kodi says before reaching to run her hand over his tattoo again “So that’s why the tattoo doesn’t upset me. I want you to always have her.” Opie’s smile somehow turns serious and loving at the same time before kissing her and saying “I don’t know what I did to deserve you”. Kodi smiles while answering “you loved me” again this lips.

“always.” Opie tells her before Kodi adds “forever” before pulling him back into a kiss.

[returnofeternity]

teen Van has her claws in my brain frfr. cannot stop thinking abt this girl for the LIFE of me

VAANNNNNNNNNNNNN 😭😭😭😍😍😍😍😍 my butch king.....somethign about this gif, the way their chest looks....how dirty she is...THE HAIR. the whimsy. can taissa share.

im always stuck between wanting to be van's best friend or wanting to be underneath her. i think both would be nice. friends with benefits, ideally. except you'd probably catch feelings very fast because she's so awesome and cool.

thinking about being on that trip with hannah, kodi, and edwin and being around the yjs age...being a movie nerd and actually being able to answer van's question about mulder and scully which immediately catches her attention. van who goes into the pen where you and hannah are just to ask you more questions about her fav shows and about new movies that have come out recently 😭 spending HOURS talking about cinema and shite and shauna's pissed because clearly ur just manipulating van. no, ur just a fuckin nerd!!!! maybe something similar to what melissa did with hannah's daughter where after they all get rescued, van finds her way over to you after the break up with tai...... maybe you help her start up her store!! i imagine you guys brainstorming and you coming up with the name for it and she says something like "ugh, that's so good i could kiss you." and that's ur first kiss with her 😶‍🌫️ idk.

van with a hairstylist gf who just wants to braid her hair all the time. you know she's always singing beauty school drop out to you too. van who shows off her new hairstyle to the girls with pride :) letting her do your hair because "it can't be that hard." and she nearly rips some chunks out somehow

going to a movie theater with van and getting fingered in the dark, the nearest person literally a row ahead of you.

van who argues with you on letterboxd if you ever say some fucked up shit about a movie you watched together -___- she also stalks your diary and replies to like years old reviews 😭

[simazinblr]

Spring Break - Meeting “Eric” (Part 6)

Copperdale

Kodi stepped out of the house, her heart still racing. Malaysia followed, wrapping her arms around Kodi in a comforting hug.

Malaysia: (softly) What happened, Kodi? Did you get your answers?

Kodi's throat tightened. She had confronted Eric, unleashed her anger, but it hadn't brought the closure she wanted.

Kodi: He didn’t really say anything. He barely looked at me.

As they walked away from the house, Kodi's phone buzzed nonstop. Eric's messages flooded in apologies, regrets, pleas. She ignored them at first, but eventually read the messages.

Kodi: He wants to meet on the pier. Malaysia: (eyebrow raised) What the hell, Kodi? We were just there. He should've said what he had to say then. Kodi: (nodded) Right, but I need to finish this. I blew up on him and he shut down. I let it all out so now I can sit and listen this time around. Maybe he'll finally be honest. I don't want to leave here with any regrets.

Kodi and Malaysia continued to the hotel. They parted ways as Kodi was trying to meet with Eric at the pier before nightfall. To stop any excuses for Eric to leave, she asked Malaysia to stay at the hotel.  

[ask-naomi-lynch]

Real conversation that happened post-s3:

Inspired by this post

After the disastrous hunting of Mari and the feast they organized afterward, Naomi put her daughter Judy down to sleep on the homemade bed in their shared hut.

When she got out of the hut she found Shauna standing in front of her hut, serious. Naomi eyed her up and down confused.

''What?'' Naomi asked

''Lynch... I like to believe that you're a smart woman and that for your sake and your daughter's sake you did not joined this plan...'' Shauna said looking at her with disdain.

Naomi raised an eyebrow.

''No I did not actually...'' Naomi answered equally serious, it was true, she didn't joined the Yellowjackets plan, hell she didn't even knew there was a plan! Not that she bothered on asking any of them because honestly that did not concerned her ''Why are you asking?''

A hint of smirk graced Shauna's face.

''Good... I like to see that there are still people who know what's best for themselfs..." Shauna nodded, and Naomi's patience was thin

"Im-Im sorry you're asking me this because...?" Naomi asked, too tired to deal with Shauna's bullshit

"I know we don't always see eye to eye... But I know that you want to go home... Because you care about your daughter and you want her to be safe, and I get that! I really do... That's why I want to give you a little reward for your loyalty... Because you also deserve to explore that anger..."

Naomi raised her eyebrows and shifted a little, now -for once- interested in what Shauna had to say

''Okay im listening now...'' She crossed her arms

Shauna smiled and turned to point at Hannah

''That woman is a traitor... I was unsure at first but you were right... She is not to be trusted...''

Naomi's expression remained stoic as she listened to Shauna's words. Even since Kodi's death, and the death of the first possible attempt of rescue in months she knew she didn't liked Hannah, but to hear Shauna out of all people agree with that was unexpected.

Shauna smirked at Naomi's surprised expression, pleased that she had caught her off guard for once. She continued, her voice low and serious.

She continued, her voice dripping with venom. "She needs to be punished..."

Naomi's eyes flicked to Hannah, who was sitting nearby, very aware of their conversation. The older woman's face hardened as she thought about the many times Hannah had rubbed her the wrong way. She couldn't deny the anger that stirred deep within her whenever she looked at the other woman. But she also knew the consequences of acting on her impulses in this volatile group.

"What exactly are you proposing?" Naomi asked, her voice low and tense.

Shauna's smirk widened, clearly pleased with Naomi's response.

"I have a proposition for you..." Shauna said, her eyes never leaving Hannah

''This better be good Shipman...'' Naomi said serious

''I know you miss your life back home... And I know that you want your daughter to go home safe... You had a chance of that happening but Hannah took that away... She took it away by killing the guide... She took away your chance of rescue...'' Shauna said while looking at her, Naomi was aware of what she was trying to do but screw it... She was bored...

''Yeah she did...'' Answered Naomi

Shauna nodded, pleased that Naomi was -allegedly- biting the bait.

"You deserve retribution for that... Hannah deserves to be punished. And I'm willing to let you have free reign..." Shauna smiled, a hint of something dark in her eyes.

"Free reign?" Naomi asked, her voice faking excitement.

Shauna nodded, her smile becoming more wicked.

"Yes, free reign... You can do anything you want to Hannah. You can beat her, torture her, anything... And I won't intervene this time." Shauna said, her eyes glittering with an odd excitement.

Naomi raised an eyebrow, pretending to be intrigued. She looked at Hannah, seeing the fear on her face

Hannah's eyes widened with fear as she overheard the conversation between Naomi and Shauna. She could feel the weight of Naomi's gaze on her, and it sent a shiver down her spine. She tried to keep her expression neutral, but the fear was evident in her trembling hands and darting eyes.

Naomi then turned to Shauna

''Naaah...'' She shook her head, to Hannah's and Shauna's surprise

Shauna's expression faltered, clearly shocked by Naomi's refusal. She stared at Naomi, her eyes narrowing in disbelief.

"What do you mean 'nah'?" Shauna asked, her voice tinged with anger.

''I mean that I pass...'' Naomi srugged

Shauna's anger grew at Naomi's nonchalant shrug. She had expected Naomi to jump at the opportunity, but her refusal caught her off guard.

"You... PASS!? You can't pass that's an order!" Shauna snapped.

Naomi scoffed ''Says who?''

"Says me..." Shauna retorted. She was not used to people talking back to her, especially Naomi. She had thought that Naomi would be eager to take her up on the offer, but boy was she wrong...

Naomi sneered, clearly unbothered by Shauna's authoritative tone

''Says you and that's supposed to mean anything to me? Fuck you Shauna! Good lord...'' she answered with a smile

Shauna's face reddened with anger at Naomi's insolence. She had never been spoken to like this before, especially not by Naomi. Her fists clenched at her side as she tried to keep her fury in check.

"You- You better watch your tone with me Lynch" Shauna seethed

''Oh il gladly watch my tone if you wish me to but let me tell you something... I already ate... I already got changed... And my daughter is already sleeping... So whatever it is that you wanna do with this woman...'' She pointed at Hannah ''...You tell me on the morning because im done! I clocked out! I wanna go to sleep, im not in the mood for this right now...'' She stated determined

Shauna's anger simmered down slightly at Naomi's firm assertion. She had been hoping that Naomi would take the bait and do the dirty work for her, but of course Naomi had to be difficult.

"Fine. Go to sleep then..." Shauna grumbled, her voice still filled with frustration and disappointment.

Naomi nodded, satisfied that she had managed to stand her ground against Shauna. She turned and walked back to her hut, leaving Shauna and Hannah behind.

Shauna then turned to look at Hannah

''Don't believe you'l get to walk away either...'' She said before going back to her own hut, leaving Hannah all alone in the middle of the camp

Hannah's heart sank as she watched Shauna walk away. She was left alone in the middle of the camp, feeling exposed and vulnerable. Her mind raced as she tried to process what had just happened. She looked around, hoping to find someone else who she could talk to or at least find solace with, but everyone else had retreated to their huts for the night...

She was having a hard time understanding what just happened... Naomi had beat her up in the past... Hell her jaw still hurt from the last time after Naomi found out she had killed Kodi... But this time seemed different... The look on Naomi's eyes was different... Naomi hadn't looked at her with her usual hatred or anger. There had been a... different look in her eyes. A look that Hannah couldn't quite place... She was confused and intrigued by this new development...

God she had to know why, she just HAD to... so she looked around, made sure no one was watching her and slowly made her way to Naomi's hut where she found Naomi sitting on her makeshift bed grabbing the fur pelt she used as a blanket and covering herself with it.

Hannah cautiously approached Naomi's hut, her footsteps quiet and her heart pounding in her chest. She peeked inside and found Naomi sitting on her makeshift bed, covering her legs with the fur blanket, a tired expression on her face.

Hannah hesitated for a moment, unsure if she should disturb Naomi or not. But curiosity and the need to understand what had happened earlier won over. She took a deep breath and stepped inside the hut.

"Naomi..." She said quietly, but Naomi quickly shushed her, pointing at her one-year-old daughter who was sleeping next to her on the makeshift bed

''What!?'' She whispered

Hannah's eyes widened as Naomi shushed her and pointed to the sleeping child next to her. She immediately lowered her voice, not wanting to disturb the little girl.

"S-sorry, I just... I wanted to talk to you..." Hannah whispered back, her eyes darting to Naomi's face, searching for answers.

''What is it with all of you wanting to bother me when im about to go to sleep?'' She whispered, then sighed ''What?''

Hannah shifted uncomfortably, feeling a little guilty for disturbing Naomi's rest.

"I just wanted to know why you didn't accept Shauna's offer earlier..." She whispered back, her eyes fixed on Naomi's face, waiting for her response.

''I don't know... I didn't felt like it...'' Naomi whispered with a srugg

Hannah raised an eyebrow, not satisfied with Naomi's answer.

"You didn't feel like it? That's it?" She asked, her voice still hushed not wanting to disturb the sleeping child.

''Should I say more?'' Naomi whispered back

Hannah paused for a moment, taken aback by Naomi's blunt response. She hesitated, unsure if she should push for more information.

"I just... I don't understand... You've been itching to cause me pain for weeks now... Why pass on the opportunity?" She asked, her voice carrying a hint of confusion and curiosity.

''Okay but why do you even care? Like, most people in your situation would be happy y'know? They would take it as a temporary win and go to sleep...''

Hannah's expression faltered as she realized Naomi had a point. Why did she care? She should've been happy that Naomi had denied Shauna's proposal, relieved even. But for some reason, she found herself strangely... Disappointed?

She averted her eyes, not wanting Naomi to see the conflicting emotions on her face.

"I... I guess I just..." She paused, trying to find the right words to explain her own feelings.

''What? You just what? What, did you wanted me to-'' Naomi cutted herself off in realization, and then her mouth slowly curled into a teasing smile

''Did you wanted me to hurt you?'' She teased as she layed back on the bed, prompting herself up on her elbows, amused and slightly surprised at the thought of Hannah being somewhat interesting for once

Hannah's eyes widened as Naomi's teasing smile formed on her face. She could feel her face start to burn as she struggled to find a way to respond.

"No! No, of course not!" She protested, her voice a little too loud for the quiet atmosphere of the hut. The sleeping child stirred, and both Naomi and Hannah froze, holding their breaths until the little girl settled back to sleep.

Naomi smirked, enjoying Hannah's flustered reaction. "You sure about that?" She whispered, her eyes glinting with a hint of mischief.

Hannah's face went even redder, embarrassed by Naomi's teasing. She didn't like being teased, she never did, but there was something about Naomi's mocking tone that made her both annoyed and... excited?

"Shut up yes im sure..." She muttered, crossing her arms defensively. But her body language betrayed her, as her stance was more awkward than hostile.

Naomi's smile fade as she sighed, bored of this conversation already

''Then why do you care so much if I didn't wanted to beat you up?'' She whispered

Hannah's expression faltered as Naomi's smile disappeared. She fidgeted awkwardly, unsure of how to answer Naomi's question.

"I... " She started, but her voice trailed off as she struggled to find the words. She didn't quite understand her own feelings herself.

Naomi huffed, clearly growing impatient with Hannah's indecisiveness. "Well? I ain't got all night. Explain yourself." She said in a hushed tone.

"I-I don't know, okay!?" Hannah whispered back, her voice filled with irritation. "I just don't understand why you didn't take the chance to punish me... You've been pretty clear on the fact that you hate me, so why didn't you?"

Naomi's annoyance fade a little from her face as soon as Hannah asked that question...

''Well...'' She whisper, her voice almost sounding like a sigh, this time without any hint of boredom or annoyance ''Maybe I don't hate you as much as I thought...'' She srugged, trying to hide the faint smile that was threating to appear on her lips

Hannah's eyes widened, and her heart skipped a beat as Naomi spoke. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. Did Naomi just admit that she didn't hate her as much as she thought?

She looked at Naomi, trying to see if the other girl was sincere or just toying with her feelings. The faint hint of a smile on Naomi's face didn't go unnoticed by Hannah, and she couldn't help but feel a mixture of surprise and a weird sense of... relief?

''Oh no don't get me wrong, I still don't like you'' Naomi whispered, noticing Hannah's surprised expression. ''But... I don't know, I guess I've been feeling nice lately-'' Naomi interrupted herself, she realized she was keeping her guard down and that could not happen so she quickly thought of an excuse ''And besides, these kids are gonna kill you sooner or later so why bothering on staining my hands when I can just wait?" She said, trying to mask her real reason, but Hannah could see throught the facade, but even thought she knew that answer was not reasuring at all... It still made her weirdly happy...

Hannah couldn't help but let out a soft chuckle at Naomi's backpedaling. It was both impressive and amusing how quickly Naomi could switch from sincerity to sarcasm. But even though she knew Naomi's second explanation was just an excuse, she couldn't help but feel a small pang of hurt.

"Oh, so you just want to save your energy, huh?" She whispered, trying to keep her voice lighthearted. "How considerate of you."

''Oh im always considerate Froggy...'' Naomi stated with a smile

Hannah rolled her eyes at the use of the nickname 'Froggy'. "Yeah, sure you are..." She muttered under her breath, but there was a hint of amusement in her voice.

She couldn't deny that Naomi's sarcastic banter was kind of growing on her. She found herself looking forward to their snarky exchanges.

''Anyway... If you already got your answer then I must say... Good night...'' Naomi said as she covered her sleeping daughter with the blanket

Hannah stood there for a moment, not wanting to leave just yet. She had more questions, more things she wanted to understand, but she knew Naomi was tired and wanted to be left alone.

"Yeah... Right, goodnight..." She said, her voice a little quieter than usual. She took one last look at Naomi and her little girl before silently making her way out of the hut.

[autisticempathydaemon]

𝓖𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓭𝓪𝔂,

this is for the redacted boy matchups!!

UHMMM my name’s amber, im a cat person i love cars and i have unnecessary beef with Lasko just cuz he reminds me so much of myself

I was born and raised in the Philippines ^_^, i speak 3 languages currently

this is such a halfassed introduction im so sorry SO HAPPY TO BE HEREE ok

1. What song are you fixated on at the moment? What lyric or verse, and why?

- Just the entirety of ‘A letter to my 13 yr old self’ by laufey but instead it’s dedicated to my friends

“Baby, know that

You’ll grow up and grow so touch and charming

Write your stories, fall in love a little too

The things you thought you’d never do”

- Every time I listen to this, I always think of them and what they’ve confided in me with, I grieve with them and just wish I could have been there to shield them from it :3

2. Do you love gargantuan Youtube video essays, and if so, which is your favorite and why?

- When it comes to longggg video essays , I usually lean towards topics that I’m already fond/familiar of so that i remain interested and focused (current interests like the mandela catalogue :D or political affairs going on in the world, or true crime)

- Dunno if it counts for a video essay but i once finished watching a 4 hour senate hearing….in one sitting

3. What is your go-to way to fall asleep?

- I often do have to take melatonin cuz sometimes there’s too much happening up there—>🧠 and i struggle to fall asleep

- asmr videos (i like the ones made by small creators cuz the rest are too predictable)

- or i have a playlist for sleeping and i usually put that on very low volume on a speaker

- I also can’t sleep without hugging something but it CANT be a person, has to be…..a pillow…or a stuffed animal

4. What is your favorite of Redacted’s audios, and why?

- i only listen to the ‘don’t hang up’ halloween audio like maybe 12 times a day? For the past 4 months or so :P

- I absolutely love the trope and i loveee the way that it was executed.

- I love the cadence of his voice in that audio, and something about his demeanour is soooooo🤗🤗the gravely voice and the dark laugh is to die for (he reminds me of David a tiny tiny bit)

-something about how protective these men are and how authoritative they can get (to a certain extent) just do it for me i dunno :3

-me 🤝distorted voice on the phone

- i also rlly like porter’s first video ^_^

5. What Redacted boy holds no appeal to you, and why? Like, not the one you hate but the one who you don’t get the hype for. (I won’t judge, I promise.)

- blake? Kody?

- Blake i find has very realistic ‘yandere’ qualities and that makes him more creepy for me

- Kody is very self-explanatory

6. Which Redacted boy are you platonically attracted to? Like- forget dating, which dude do you want to be your best friend?

- GUUUUUYYYYYYYY or asher >_<

- These are men that I am so confident I would never catch feelings for cuz we’re very similar in a way

- I don’t tend to gravitate towards people that I share similarities with? I’m more interested in people that are the opposite (so i feel like in terms of romantic attachments, I get along with those types of people really well)

7. Do you have a go-to thing you ramble about when you’re tired, and if so, what is it? (For example, my boyfriend knows I’m ready to sleep when I start talking about space.)

- i feel like im not answering the question properly but when i ramble (which I do a lot) i sort of don’t stick to one topic

- I don’t know anything about anything so I usually ramble about one thing and then move on with another topic

- (halfway thru typing i just realized what this is actually asking) but when im tired that’s when I actually stop talking for once :D

8. Tell me about your favorite playlist at the moment. 

- i have a playlist full of filipino songs because I currently live in Canada and i am soooo homesick, also doesn’t help that I haven’t really met any other filipinos (outside of immediate family members) :(

- there’s also another which is just full of songs released in the 1900’s, not only do i enjoy listening to old-school songs, i was also raised by old people so these type of songs basically defined my childhood.

9. What’s your guilty pleasure media, and why?

- Boyfriend asmr >_<

- Maybe fanfics of fictional characters???

- I’m especially partial to yandere stuff…cuz…idk i wish i knew

- Also cupcakke (i’ve put her on shuffle and managed to complete a big assignment in one sitting so thats my queen)

10. Tell me about that one book/movie/tv show you know all the words to.

- it would be the Haunting of Bly Manor (horror, suspense, romance, drama?)

- GAY PPL CAN NEVER BE HAPPY RAGHHH

- Definitely my favorite ‘horror’ series

- It’s special to me because I find a lot of horror media to be…just very hard to enjoy since gore and jumpscares don’t really do it for me

- Haunting of Bly Manor stands out from the rest of horror movies/series because the storytelling is immaculate, characters are complex (and you actually feel the loss when they get killed off unlike others), and the pacing is perfect

- It reads like a fairytale and a bedtime story, and given the plot, it might as well be a love story too

- There’s so many figurative/metaphorical occurrences that i can break down and unpack and thats why I find it enjoyable: its thought-provoking and just the right amount of scary

- It also has that ‘gothic’ aura to it that i ABSOLUTELY LOVE

11. Tell me your go-to gas station and drink combo.

- idk about gas station but i like chocolate milk more than anything else

12. As for the enneasgram (i cant spell) test thingy….i can’t do it cuz it’s making me pay…BUT! I do know my MBTI personality thing is..INFP…or ISTJ…idk it kinda changes everytime i do it

That is all. You have 2 hours. /j🤗

I hope this is enough info (i also hope it’s not too much :D) and im not even sure im answering them right 😖 but regardless I enjoyed myself. You’re so awesome for doing stuff like this i cant wait im gnawing at my enclosures rn.

This was a hard one to consider- I wanted to take into account your attraction to people who contrast you while also finding someone similar enough that I feel they’d be compatible. In my heart, in my gut, this left Sam.

In a few ways, you have significant things in common. You’re both introverts. You’d like the same music, given Sam’s age, and you’d have the same taste in horror (which is very important if you ask my boyfriend and I. Crucial, even.). Yet, in fun and cute ways, you differ. Sam’s a dog person. Sam doesn’t get your love of yanderes, cars, or true crime. (So he says. He’s the type of DILF where he walks in on you watching a true crime documentary and just stands there, refusing to sit down.)

Just as he deserves, your life together with Sam would be so peaceful; he’s a peace and quiet kind of guy, you know? I’m imagining a cabin in the woods, a cat and a dog because y’all would make them get along, long drives in his ancient truck that amazingly still runs only because he fixes it by hand. I’m thinking of movie nights where Sam mother-hens you and rations the sugary, junk food snacks y’all get for it because he has to take care of his human and make sure you get a balanced diet.

Song:

On a lonely highway stuck out in the rain/ Darlin' all I have to do is speak your name/ The clouds roll back and the waters part/ The sun starts shinin' in my heart for you/ You're right there in everything I do

It’s not a creative take, but I think Sam loves country music; I think he’s a man of taste! It reminds me, and therefore him, of all the fun, nostalgic parts of home! Does he love this particular country song? I’m not sure, but one, it makes me think of Sam carrying you and your love with him wherever and whenever he goes in his immortal life. Two, it literally uses the term “darlin’” in it, okay, that’s a sign. That’s a done deal.

Runner-ups:

Damien is a runner-up because you see a lot of yourself in Lasko and you like people that contrast you. This is actually derivative of a ship I like quite a lot; I thought Damien/Lasko had this wonderful two sides of the same coin dynamic before HuxDami became canon. Vincent is your other runner-up because his extroverted nature is so fun opposite your introversion, but you’d still bond a lot over a mutual love of cars.

note: if you love horror movies without jumpscares or gore, I cannot recommend “They Look Like People” enough. It’s quite literally my favorite.

Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌