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im so sorry to do this Again, things are still pretty rough for me financially... i have a bill due today that i only have a partial amount of, its like $386 but i only have $100 in my bank account ..... im getting paid in a couple days but i need that check for rent so no matter what im gonna be in the negatives until the end of the month ;-;
if anyone has anything they can spare i'd really appreciate it, i'll update this post as things change 💕
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vnm: tobias_leviathan

#;w; pls just spread this around if possible im sorry for being poor#i dont have family to lean on its literally just me out here#i wish i had some kind of safety net i thought id be able to accumulate some savings at this job bc it WAS full time for a while#but its been decided that i dont work hard enough for all that#i hate that my entire life is in the hands of whether or not my bosses decide to put me on the schedule. what a miserable existence
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Tell me why, everytime I try saying "I don't think extremism is good, both left and right need to learn to not be condescending and alienating/bullying/fucking endorsing hate and violence against groups of people you do not agree with" I get replied with "so you are a centrist cuck who glosses over the alienating/bullying/endorsement of hate and violence done by the side other than mine?"
#and its almost always a leftist#says a lot that RW which a lot of time consists of hive mentalities has a better comprehension AND manners than you#this is why I lean somewhat right#politics#anti left#anti right#lemme check my schedule
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Arranged marriage AU (the original concept for them when he first started making my brain itch)






But upon further obsession and my need to have a pretty good time, I changed my mind.
But I still like to go back and mess around with it, and this scene in particular still makes me giggle. I might post more about it just to get over my creative block, but we'll see 💕
I just like putting them in a situation

She's very confused.
I think if he weren't super nervous around her they would have laid down and he would have gone, "ok, now what" and just confused her more.
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hotaru haganezuka#demon slayer haganezuka#fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny haganezuka#haganezuka hotaru#kny x oc#haganezuka x oc#cc x oc#kny oc x canon#kny oc#kny oc art#ume tamashini#he took a very logical mindset when it came to this#he understands what they're supposed to do but he doesn't know how to do it#'we should sleep together' very casually bc he knows that's what couples do#just doesn't know what else to do about it#also he's scared#so is she clearly#ume is the type of person who assumes something bad is gonna happen all the time#the fact that he's canonically nervous around women is one of my favorite things tbh#I really like to lean into it#curse this art block I wish I could brutally destroy it#also been working a lot more lately and it's not helping#got a new manager and he's like 'why aren't you scheduled more? you've been here the longest#and I said 'for my mental health'#and he said 'oh ok' and then proceeded to schedule me SO MUCH#anyway ciao xx
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today I am thinking about my bat fursona/oc I commissioned from @adequatepaladin forever ago. I should do something with her again she's very cute and I love her
#bat oc#bat sona#oc: Tilly#friend art#bats#bat girl#fursona#been feeling lots of 'bat' vibes lately (my altered sleep schedule doesn't help much with that) so I'm trying to find places to lean into i
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KittyBella AU: Other Ships Poll
Hey guys! So I'm working on a KittyBella AU where Kitty Noire and Scarabella are the heroes from the start, and I've pretty solidly decided AdriNino is the beta couple, and the equivalent of DJWifi as "Couple that gets together early in the story and generally has their shit together."
But I also intend for Zoe and Alya to have an identity reveal and get together in the MIDDLE of the story, and outside of the superhero nonsense, their relationship is also pretty functional. Which means, for contrast reasons, I want a third relationship that gets together later in the story and is an absolute trainwreck disaster for a significant time before getting together.
Unfortunately (or fortunately depending on how you look at it), I have MULTIPLE fantastic options for this third relationship, so I figured I'd let the people decide!
As you can tell, whoever ISN'T part of the Disaster Ship will probably get shipped with Luka in the end, unless I decide to include him on a Disaster Polycule (which means there's high potential for Sabrina/Luka, which is a fun rarepair), but that'll be a VERY lategame ship, even later than the Walking Disasters.
Also, I may co-opt Sabrinanette and Chlogami or Chlobrina and Marigami. (Although I cannot picture Sabrina and Kagami in a relationship, so they will not feature in Chlonette).
(Also, in case you couldn't tell, I'm redeeming Chloe and making her and Zoe close. Like. Chloe and Sabrina collectively get Nino's role of "Black Cat's best friend" and Nino and Marinette collectively get Alya's role of "Ladybug's best friend" and Adrien spends equal time in both friend groups).
#giraffe's ramblings#KittyBella WIP#KittyBella AU#Kittybella#adrinino#adrino#kagaminette#chlogami#marigami#chlonette#chloenette#chlobrina#sabrinanette#maribrina#they don't have taaaaaags????#chloe bourgeois#kagami tsurugi#marinette dupain cheng#sabrina raincomprix#luka couffaine#I DIDN'T EVEN CONSIDER WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HUCK LILA IN HERE THAT COULD BE A FUN WILD CARD#Idk if I'm gonna include her or not yet#miraculous ladybug#miraculous au#miraculous ladybug ships#mlb#ml#my dedication to only making one Miraculous Post a day so they all have adequate time to be seen#is difficult to keep when my sleep schedule is fucked enough that I keep forgetting what day it is#I'm currently leaning ChloeNette which just so you know: in KittyBella this is the equivalent of shipping Regina and Janis from Mean Girls
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insatiable appetite [1/?]
sooo... this is one of the thirstiest things i have written—and also one of the only times i've written a character with the kink, ever T.T warnings in advance for mess, character getting sneezed on, implied contagion, possible ooc-ness, & me writing this entirely with my d instead of my head
ivan and till are from al//ien sta//ge (a very fun watch which will only take 30 mins out of your life; i really recommend it!!). that said, this fic takes place in a modern au setting, so feel free to read it without any prior context :)
special thanks to @6pmsoup for sending me a very cute alnst doodle of these two which altered my brain chemistry permanently
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Summary: Till shows up to a dinner outing with a brewing cold. Ivan suffers. (est. relationship, kink!Ivan, ~2k words)
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For all Till tries to hide it, Ivan can tell immediately.
There’s this: Ivan has been paying attention to Till for most of his life. A full decade before they’d gotten together officially, and some more—this is how long Ivan has had to observe his tells. Always from the sidelines, always with a detached air of indifference that, in reality, was anything but.
All the signs are there the night before. Till, turning up the thermostat a couple degrees higher than he usually keeps it. Spending a little too long in the shower and using up almost all of the hot water. Clearing his throat one too many times in the morning before Ivan leaves for work, his smile distracted, the rasp of his voice nearly indistinguishable—but only nearly.
Now, Till is here for dinner—it’s a dinner they’ve had plans for a couple weeks now, at one of the nicer restaurants downtown, in celebration of Till’s recent promotion. Ivan had booked the reservation a couple weeks in advance.
When Till arrives, stepping out of a taxi cab, he’s wearing a scarf, even though the weather is too warm for it. Ivan steps up to meet him.
“Sorry I’m late,” Till says. “Traffic here was the worst I’ve ever seen it, swear to god.”
“Was it cold outside today?” Ivan asks, a little pointedly, tilting his head towards his scarf.
Till looks at him, his expression unreadable. Then he nods. “Colder than usual, for this time of year.”
“Strange,” Ivan says, just to be difficult. “But the weather forecast says it’s the same temperature today as yesterday.”
“It’s probably just windier today,” Till says, readjusting his scarf around his neck. His face is a little flushed.
“Your voice sounds a little off, though.”
Till clears his throat with a scowl. “You must be imagining it,” he says. “It always sounds like this.”
No admission, then. That’s fine. Ivan will get the truth out of him at some point. He lets Till guide him into the restaurant.
It’s a nice restaurant—worth the hassle of the reservation, Ivan thinks. Each table is set with flowers arranged tastefully in long glass vases, empty wine glasses turned on their heads. The server—who leads them to their table in a small, private booth—is wearing a suit.
It’s a shame, really. Ivan has a feeling that he won’t be able to pay attention to any of that tonight.
They sit. Ivan looks down at the menu, picks out something at random in a matter of seconds. Truthfully, he can hardly think of anything less worth his attention right now. He turns his attention to Till instead—Till, who’s seated directly across from him, the scarf still around his neck, obscuring the lower half of his face.
Till sniffles, reaching down to turn the page, and oh. The sniffle is terribly liquid—has he been sniffling like that all afternoon? Perhaps it’s a good thing that they work at different offices—Till at a law firm, Ivan as a senior manager at a consulting company—because Ivan certainly doesn’t think he’d be able to get any work done with Till sniffling like that.
It’s not two minutes later that Till is reaching up to wipe his nose against the back of one knuckle. All in all, it’s discreet. Just a quick brush of the fingers against his nose, which is still hidden under the scarf. Though, the look of sheer ticklishness that passes over his features for a brief moment there is...
“What are you thinking of ordering?” Ivan asks.
“I can’t decide,” Till answers. He turns the page again. “It’s between the ribeye steak and the… snf! The pork belly. Is this the kind of place that skimps on the portion sizes?”
“Not from their Yelp reviews,” Ivan says. “You know, if you really can’t decide, I can flip a coin.”
“I’ll pick,” Till says. “Why? Hungry already?”
He looks up, now. His eyes are a little watery. There’s a faint flush over the bridge of his nose. Ivan thinks that if he reached out and touched him, he’d probably be running warm. The thought is almost unbearable.
“Your taxi did take forever to arrive,” Ivan says, by way of explanation.
“Did you really wait that long?”
He looks uncertain, for a moment. Ivan says, “Not at all. But you know, I’m always impatient when it comes to you.”
Till rolls his eyes, but it’s fond. “There was a meeting that ran late. I wasn’t avoiding you.”
“Is that also a part of your new position?” “I guess so, yeah.”
“I can see why they were eager to promote you, then,” Ivan says. “How productive can late afternoon meetings be, anyways?”
Till snorts. “Not that important. It definitely could have been an email instead. I was about ready to doze off.”
He sniffles again. “Okay. I think I know what I want.” The way he says know betrays the slightest hint of congestion.
“At long last,” Ivan says, just to be a little bit of an ass. “I’ll call over the waiter.”
He flags their waiter down, waits for Till to order first.
“A spiced apple cider,” Till adds on, at the end, with the slightest of coughs. “Hot, if you can.”
That’s new, too. Till seldom orders hot drinks at restaurants, though he’ll drink tea without complaint if it’s offered. Perhaps his throat hurts, then, from the cold that has clearly started to settle in his system. Subtle, still, but Ivan is familiar with colds like this. He knows it will probably only be a few hours before this deceptively “small” cold turns into…
Ivan orders, too, and thanks the waiter, who leaves with a curt nod. When he looks back over to Till, there’s a… strange something to Till’s expression, a slight distractedness. Irritation.
Ivan swallows hard. He should look away.
He should, but then, Till’s breath hitches. He pulls the scarf higher over his face preemptively, as if he anticipates having something to have to cover for. The sharp intake of breath that follows is breathy, though Ivan can hear Till’s voice in it. He should really look away.
Instead, he takes the scene in, painstakingly, little by little, as Till’s shoulders jerk forwards. As Till presses a hand to the scarf, presses the fabric closer to his face, to muffle a sneeze into his fingertips:
“hhH-Ih!! hiHH-’IESCHH-eew-!”
God. It sounds utterly miserable, the harsh release of it scraping against his throat, the spray tearing into his scarf. It’s the kind of cold sneeze that is undeniably telling: this is going to be one hell of a cold. It’s not very quiet, either, even muffled into the fabric.
For more reasons than one, Ivan is glad they’re in a private corner of the restaurant, not somewhere more public.
“Bless you,” he offers, once he can trust himself to speak. It’s a good thing that Till is too distracted to look up at him right now. Ivan isn’t sure he can keep what he’s feeling off of his face.
Truthfully, he isn’t sure he’s going to be able to endure a whole night of this.
The problem here is that Till—Till, of all people; Till, who Ivan has been pathetically in love with for almost as long as he can remember—has no idea about Ivan’s… relatively niche interests. That is to say, he has no idea what effect it has on Ivan when he does that.
“Thanks,” Till says, a little stuffily. He sniffles again, lowering his hand.
Ivan can’t help it. He knows he shouldn’t pursue this line of questioning, but he can feel his self-control dwindling by the second. “Don’t you think it would be better to take off your scarf, now that we’re inside?”
Till freezes. “Y-You know what,” he says evasively. “It’s pretty cold in here.”
Ivan tilts his head in question. “And just how do you plan on eating like that?”
“I’ll take it off when our food comes.”
“I can ask the waiter to turn the temperature up, if it’s a problem,” Ivan says.
“It’s not a problem.”
Ivan rises from his seat. Till watches him, perplexed, as he heads to the opposite side of the table, where Till is seated.
When he gets there, he stops. Stands, unmoving, so he can study Till from above.
“What are you—”
Ivan reaches out, settles his palm across Till’s forehead. As expected, it’s warm. Not quite feverish, which is a good sign, but warm enough to be notable.
“Just how long were you intending to hide this?”
Till stares back at him, wide-eyed. “Hide what?”
Shouldn’t it be obvious? “The fact that you have a cold.”
“I didn’t think it was worth mentioning,” Till says, slowly.
“Hmm.” Ivan drops his hand to his side. He is a little concerned, now. “We could’ve called a rain check.”
This time Till really does roll his eyes. “For the reservation we planned weeks ahead?” he sniffles again. “That just sounds completely and utterly unnecessary. Are you the type of person to call things off just over a little cold?”
Ivan leans over, tugs down the edge of Till’s scarf. Till bats his hand away just a moment too late, cups his other hand over his face to shield his face from view. For a moment, he looks faintly mortified.
Then his expression settles into something more disgruntled. “What are you doing?” he hisses.
So uncooperative. “Let me see,” Ivan says. Slowly, gently, he pries Till’s hands away from his face, and then—because the restaurant is dimly lit—tilts Till’s face up slightly so that it catches more of the overhead light.
Till’s nose is redder than usual. He’s probably been rubbing it all afternoon, if the redness that percolates into his cheeks is any indication. There’s a damp, liquid sheen on the underside of his nose.
“What’s there to see?” Till says, a little crossly.
“Your face, since you’ve been so intent on hiding it under that scarf,” Ivan says, leaning in to get a better look.
Till scowls at him, but there’s no heat to it. “You see my face every day.”
“On the contrary, I don’t see it nearly enough,” Ivan says. “And you hardly ever get sick. Is it so wrong for me to be concerned?”
Without looking, he reaches behind him with one hand to grab a couple cocktail napkins. The other hand he keeps held up to Till’s cheek.
But then, Till’s breath hitches. “Wait,” he says. Panic flashes through his face. “Ivan, move, I—”
Oh. Well, seeing as there’s no way he’ll be able to get the napkins over in time, it looks like he’ll have to improvise. If Till wants to cover, Ivan can help with that. He moves his hand to cup it loosely over Till’s mouth. Not a second too late, it seems. Till jerks forward unceremoniously, his nose twitching, his eyes squeezing shut.
“hHheh-! HHh’EIITShHh’yYiew!” he gasps sharply. Two? “Hh-! hHiiH’DSSCSSHh-IIew!”
The jolt of the sneezes is practically electrifying—all of that force, brought to an abrupt halt behind Ivan’s waiting palm. He feels the expulsion of air against his skin, the warmth of Till’s breath, feels the slight dampness behind his hand as the spray mists over his fingertips.
Ivan swallows, hard. Thank god it’s so dark here, otherwise Till might notice what this is doing to him.
“Bless you,” he says, withdrawing his hand at last to wipe it on one of the cloth napkins. It comes out slightly raspier than he intends it to, though perhaps it’s a miracle that he’s still able to talk at all. “Some cold, hmm?” Belatedly, he hands Till the stack of napkins.
Till practically snatches them from him, turns aside to blow his nose wetly into the top few. The way he sniffles afterwards suggests that his nose is still very much running.
“Do you have no self preservation? It’s as if you want to catch this,” Till says, drawing back with another sniffle.
Oh, Ivan thinks, fighting back a shiver. That would be far from the worst thing.
#sneeze fic#sneeze kink#snz fic#snz kink#my fic#i needed to get this out of my system 😭 i know its unpolished#i thought i was already baring my soul with the ki//ll//er pe//ter fic but this is so much worse#special apology to my dear friends who have been forced to listen to me talk nonstop about al//n//st (you know who you are) (and if you see#this i'm personally sorry 😭) maybe someday i will write something for them that is less unhinged and perhaps more in character#the thought of kink!iva//n just took hold of me and then this fic materialized#still experimenting with different flavors of writing him... balancing my understanding of his character w this specific kink flavor was#an experiment for sure. like how do you balance concern and desire/selfishness?#i couldn't figure it out so just leaned very hard into the latter#also the 1/? is a placeholder; writing this was already testing the limits of my courage LOL#if i sit here i'll write another 200 disclaimers because i'm embarrassed to be posting this so i'll just schedule the post now
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Okay so like
Glisten was a DHMIS OC before Dandy's World was a thing, right?
HC'ing that Glisten's 'teacher' role would've been something along the lines of friendship / fitting in for the gang? Something similar to a mix of the Love episode from the webseries and Jobs and Family from the TV show (Having a community of people who care about you + fitting into an environment or mold or dynamic) - a whole bunch of Yada Yada about 'this stuff makes you likeable and this stuff doesn't!!!' and 'look at all of MY friends, aren't I popular, isn't it fun being liked by people?? Don't you want to fit in with us??'
I'm uh. NOT REALLY GOOD WITH GORE PLACEMENT SO IDK WHERE IT WOULD FIT INTO THE EPISODE IF IT WOULD EXIST?? There's almost always some gore element to the episodes- But yeah basically he is the epitome of toxic friendships / being toxic to yourself by forcing yourself into a little perfect box so that others like you. And then a lot of his Oh Shoot™️ moment that most Teachers seem to have would be breaking down from that 'perfect little box' in front of the main cast.
Anywayyyys. Red Guy is unintentionally the most popular of the bunch, Duck is constantly peeved that people aren't 'respecting' him by being his friend and is trying to steal Red's thunder, and Yellow is just. Barely even trying to fit in the whole time, he mainly wants to do his own thing.
And then that probably gets him sucked into seeing Glisten's REALLY BAD Oh Shoot™️ mental break moment from questioning why and how Yellow is still perfectly happy doing his own thing and just liking his own little group of the ✨️Three Of Us✨️ instead of a huge group of 'friends,' and then questioning why he himself is even doing all of that acting for a group of people in the first place (maybe in the episode his group of 'friends' are the ones who get attached to Red and ditch him? As a show and tell for how these types of people are just. Awful. And they latch onto Red because he's the latest thing that's caught their eyes and Glisten is old news. Just a dusty mirror. And for the rest of the episode after this happens, he's trying to get himself back to being the star of the show and potentially attempting to recruit Yellow to help him do it).
Anyways there's some brainrot for all of us fine Dandy's World / Don't Hug Me I'm Scared fans on this fine Thursday the 12th, because I have been thinking about this non-stop since I found out about this fact.
^ Art from Qwel about what Glisten would've looked like in DHMIS. Put him with the butterfly and the lamp in the Skittles Squad /lh /silly. Would've loved to know what he would've been as a teacher if he'd have stayed on the DHMIS OC route.
#player rambles#dw glisten#glisten the mirror#glisten dandys world#dhmis#dont hug me im scared#hey how do i throw twisted glisten into this somehow.#smth like maybe twisted glisten's cracked face represents his constant façade of 'perfect' failing and he cracks in front of Yellow?#oh hey Twisted Glisten could cause the gore. somehow. im not smart enough for gore.#scheduled post#also would this concept be closer to a webisode or a tv episode.#leaning more towards tv episode because the concept is deeper and longer but like.#if its dumbed down a little and most of the episode of maybe some catchy song from Glisten about how to get people to like you#that just slowly devolves into a cracking mental state where he himself is listening to his own words for the first time#and wondering why the heck he does that#and then just fully cracks and the right amount of gore / gross stuff is shown via a twisted glisten event somehow#yeah i think it could work as a webisode too#just. i like the longer drawn iut plot idea better#*drawn out#also the episode with him is animated / filmed like either a cutesy girly school drama book (webisode) or in just a general school setting#for the tv version#thinking wayyyy too much about this guy. spreading my 'tism about him like a parasite /silly. The worm in my brain y'all#The worm in my brain tells me I should hyperfixate on a sentient mirror for some reason. I do not tell it to pipe down.
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#wheucto#art#inanimate insanity#ii#ii taco#taco tuesday art#skipped a couple. oh well#on vacation so things are gonna be weird anyway#schedule wise#NEways. wanted to do something “crystalline” looking so i did this#anyways blue + purple + pink + yellow is a superb color combination#the yellow is really light here but whatever#also i love like... bright kinda greenish leaning cyans#like this color. awesome cyan color. yummy#OH also it was a lasso art thing#where i made triangles via lasso art. freeform one
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the last subaru card is him in water and the upcoming sho onsen card has him slightly dripping with water? there is shosuba everywhere for those with eyes to see
#slug yap posting#shosuba#sho's card release schedule is actually very evil for me because i refuse to make the same mistakes again (100+ no valsho)#BTW based on my having eyes if you place onsen sho beside hell suba you get another shosuba leaning into each other combo#IT SAYS SWEAT ON SHO'S CARD but i refuse to believe he's THAT sweaty
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i love drawing a thick liquid dribbling and white-knuckling trying to make it not seem like
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Introducing…
AB738 “Gene”!
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Her GL2 Profile vv
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can I ask when you started on hrt? cause I'm just starting now (25) and although I logically know that's definitely not too late, I can't help but feel sucker-punched by grief every once in a while that I don't get to spend my early twenties in a body that feels like mine.
many internet hugs for you, anon. I didn't start hrt until I was around 26 and didn't come out at all until about a year before that, and I absolutely spent some time early on grieving the time I lost, especially since the pandemic struck just as I was finally starting to feel comfortable in my own body.
however, I'm now 32, and that sense of grief and regret has only grown more distant the more time I've spent living how I was meant to be. and I promise you have much, much more time than it feels like. at age 25 I was literally a bridesmaid in my brother's wedding (we joke about it now), and within like two years I'd completely socially transitioned and was working in a salon in cosmetology school where none of my clients knew me as anything other than the Obligatory Resident Gay Guy. I've made friends, I've gotten involved with the local kink community, I got comfortable enough to grow my hair back out and go full tolkien elf, and it feels fantastic. There's a lot of cultural emphasis on your early 20s in media and online culture, but it's really a tiny sliver of your entire life and pretty much nobody, trans or cis, has fully become themselves by that point.
That's not to say the grief doesn't have a place, I still have my moments where I think about what could have been and mourn the person I wasn't able to be, but the experiences you'll have going forward will more than make up for it.
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Can't sleep, but I'm thinking about FulCrank(crankful? lol) in a silly way, and how it's like, technician x mechanic
Like, Fulcrum's long gotten used to responding to others bringing him "broken" tech with the whole "Have you tried turning it on and off again?", only for it to restart and be fine, because it just needed like, a hard reboot or update or something.
But then Crankcase pulls him aside, because maybe the TVs not working for reasons other than them physically damaging it, and Fulcrum's thinking it's the usual same old problem, so he sighs, and goes to ask the question that haunts his choice of work, but Crankcase interrupts, because of course he already did that.
He already tried restarting it, and checked all the cables, the antennas, and unplugged it a couple times, and checked the connections, and- etc etc. He goes down the list of everything he already checked before giving up and asking for help once he realized he was out of his depth, because, while this isn't his exact specialty, he gets it.
And its like-
Scene: Crankcase explaining everything he already tried, while Fulcrum's optics widen a bit, his breath catches in his vents, careless whisper starts to play somewhere in the background as Crankcase goes into detail about what he thinks could be the problem as a soft light frames his disgruntled expression, and Fulcrum's just like, oh..., he already tried turning it on and off again... I- I wonder if he'd be cool with making out sloppy style after we fix this...?
Idk lol.
They'd compliment each other on the cable and pipe management of the W.A.P's old shoddy computers and pumps. Just them being nerds about stuff like propulsion systems and data collection with eachother <3
Do they always understand and get everything the other's talking or complaining about? Not exactly. But they both bond over all the repetitive or crazy situations where they've had to fix and repair stuff, the thankless work they did to keep their respective stations functioning around them, and then maybe they kiss or something over the W.A.P's shitty GPS
#the idea of crankcase going down a list of things he tried. and fulcrum just itching to pounce on him suddenly. is greatly amusing to me#i kinda wanted to doodle it. but my computer is in my currently damp and musty basement. and therefore. unplugged until its less damp :(#so. im like. beaming it out this way. dumb nerds being smoopy about technological/mechanical stuff#them hunched over some part of the ship. working on the w.a.ps systems ig. while the rest of the scavs are like that one meme-#-what are you two fucking talking about?????- but its like. misfire. feeling excluded bcs this shit is going over his head#its also going over kroks head. but hes like. chill about it. and spin could care less. is the ship dying? no. great. not his problem#also. like. them as that one pic of the dude talking while the other dude is leaned back with a dreamy look on the floor. crank and fulc#idk how to explain it well rn. but like. yeah....#i need to sleep. got my sleep schedule somewhat under control. but uh. not anymore! hahaha ha... heh... ;-;#fuck old ass rusted sump pumps man... god#ok ok. sleep times. goodnight and good mornin
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who up thinking about devoted knight akaashi
#nia writes#< 😲#well#nia thinks#cold metal soaked in blood clanging to the floor as he drops to hold you with what warmth he carries beneath#the one meant to stay a measured meter away hesitating. hovering fingers above the apples of your cheeks#so near you could lean an inch and be held yet he waits for permission anyway#no wavering when it comes to the violence necessary to save you . only in the face of affection he shouldnt have. doesnt think he deserves#i dont even know how much a meter is. thats way too close actually but it hit the beat i needed#i actjally am losing my marbles ive been thinking about this for days#him knowing your schedule inside out. your favourite desserts and stores and pieces of jewelry#but he barely knows the touch of your hand#when he gently holds your hand to help you somewhere and then clenches it afterward and thinks about it for hours#Ok#not that i care. why would i care
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