#learningtotrustagain

[anewjourneyunfolds]

Every woman is blessed with beautiful gifts..but she gives so much of herself away that she fails to nourish and nurture the self. Well this time I just needed to chat, I needed to find my compass and heal some wounds. So off I went to see my namesake Zaheera Bayat at her studio...and instead of a pity party I decided to look and feel whole again #women #wearebeautiful #inlivingcolour #blackandwhite #celebrateyourlife #measureyourworth #inspire #motivated #empoweredwomenrock #learningtotrustagain #ownit

[projectpositivehealth]

This really touched me. No not all wounds heal. Not all wounds are visible. Not all wounds are shared with the world. Many of us suffer quietly. We keep our dirty laundry hidden. Then when the pain becomes too much to handle in my experience I hid. I went to work and I took care of my family as best I could but I hid. I crawled in my rabbit hole. I allowed the darkness to take over. To rule my life. I suffered. My family suffered. While we tried to figure out how to live and how to heal we found ourselves alone. Found ourselves leaning on each other. Those of us in our little bubble. The 4 walls to our home. We still hurt today. It's not like it was but the pain is there. The wounds are not bleeding out any more. But there is still blood. They always say you learn who loves you. You learn who your friends are when your world falls apart. I can say I have been surprised by who loves us. Who are friends truly are. The answer was not what I excepted but that's life. We live and learn. We are learning to live with the pain. We are learning to live with the suffering. Learning to not let it rule our hearts and our lives. It has taken more time than k would have ever thought. But I know that my happy bubble is stronger for it. #loveathome #learningtoheal #learningtotrustagain #healing #forgiveness

[soulxpressions]

"and on the topic of trust, it's just a matter of fact that people bite back and fracture what's intact"

My love, my light, my heart..............................